i'm losing everything to be grateful for one by one. what the fuck do i do now>no money>no bf>no family>no job>my irl friends are too busy to hang out>soon to be kicked out of the house I have been fixing up since january>too stressed to work on my projectsMy life is hard but maybe it's like bethesda-style difficulty where because it's harder the loot will be better right? So I'll get like a really comfy house and a loving boyfriend and like a million GB$ and we'll live happily ever after right? It's like everything is trying to break me I don't know what to do anymore send help or at least a hug please xnxwhy am i even posting here mods im ban evading get my ass NOW
See you guys in a month or on the 1st of oct when my other ban expires^^In the meantime check out this poem it's by Thomas Hardy I leant upon a coppice gate When Frost was spectre-grey,And Winter's dregs made desolate The weakening eye of day.The tangled bine-stems scored the sky Like strings of broken lyres,And all mankind that haunted nigh Had sought their household fires.The land's sharp features seemed to be The Century's corpse outleant,His crypt the cloudy canopy, The wind his death-lament.The ancient pulse of germ and birth Was shrunken hard and dry,And every spirit upon earth Seemed fervourless as I.At once a voice arose among The bleak twigs overheadIn a full-hearted evensong Of joy illimited;An aged thrush, frail, gaunt, and small, In blast-beruffled plume,Had chosen thus to fling his soul Upon the growing gloom.So little cause for carolings Of such ecstatic soundWas written on terrestrial things Afar or nigh around,That I could think there trembled through His happy good-night airSome blessed Hope, whereof he knew And I was unaware.
>>25048960it's about a bitter man reflecting on the cruel and ugly world around him. But he notices a small bird happily singing and flying, which really confuses him; what does this bird know that I don't that makes him so happy?
do you ever hit f5 knowing full-well you'll have no replies, but still eagerly anticipating for the eye in the top right to change to red?
>>25048933hugss.. 'n headpats.. 'n "everything's going to be alright"HUGGING, PATTING ,it will be fine, NOW CHEER UP! patpat
Go to the jobcentre and get housing benefits to pay your rent/mortgage. If housing benefit won't cover your rent/mortgage go to your local council and state that you are in danger of going homeless, they may be able to contribute toward your rent/mortgage for a few months while you figure stuff out (the council has an obligation and gets money from the government to prevent you from going homeless so don't feel bad for needing their services). Maybe talk with Citizens Advice to see what options you have.I hope your luck turns around soon! It's never nice to be in a situation that looks hopeless.
Hotdog VanLearn the melody and fix little wildlings
>>25048933end your worthless fucking life you freak
>>25050109please leave such disgustingly hedonistic images and themes out of my thread.>>25050774for what reason do you hate me?you seem like a mindless hater.
>>25048933are you doing nothing and expecting results?kinda seems that way
>>25049142dont listen to this faggot, he just wants others to be pathetic to make is own pathetic life to feel better
>>25048933Let's be friends anon.
>>25048933please dont lose hope buddy<3