Yummy!There was fried potatoes too but I ate them already >.<
>>25136502do you live in a care home? why is your dinner served in a play set?
>>25136502I've had better desu :P
>>25136520Hey I'm not that old! >.<
>>25136529unc...
>even people at the psych ward stare at me due to my giga autismIt's over...
now the ritualposting makes a bit more sense.look after urself m8 hope ur back on ur feet again soon.sorry for letting the mexitroon bait me into derailing ur homophobia thread, he's just so fucking pretentious it makes me ree
>>25136949Ritual posting? I'm not a Satanist or sinistertroon failtrollAlso DW about it lol, if troons are good at anything it's being insufferable.I'll be out in two days, the bastards won't institutionalise me
>>25136717stare back
>>25136992I've been tough for all of my life I don't want it anymore..I just hide in my room where the windows can't seeThey put my bed in the windows view though and the cameras seem everywhere grrr
>>25137017Honestly nothing is more maddening than the lack of control you have here. Just stares like some sort of zoo animal. Theyre going to come into my room in three minutes and make sure I'm asleep but I'll just hide under the covers hehehe
>>25137017there was never a choice, we fight because we must. it's avoiding frenly fire that is the difficult part, sometimes there aint no choice in that either.idk...https://youtu.be/egG7fiE89IU
>>25137049Well it's more a matter ofI don't want to be in positions of senseless exhaustion, lack of safety and stress for any longer. Being in the ghetto for example, you have to constantly watch you back, it's exhausting - but move to somewhere quiet and peaceful and you have the energy and peace of mind to think about how to improve your situation and fulfil your worth.
>>25136981ritualposting just means posting the same shit every day.in your case it has been boykisser, although I guess what you've been doing is more like avatarfagging
>>25137063>but move to somewhere quiet and peaceful and you have the energy and peace of mind to think about how to improve your situation and fulfil your worth.lol, lmao even. Naw, but it sounds good in a tweet or facebook post.
>>25137083Oh rightI was avatarfagging and spamming because it's funny. Tbh after a while you recognise people based on whether or not they're trans/homophobic and their flag
>>25137086I disagree. living in a scheme can be exhausting he's right. >>25137095I mostly recognize ppl through how they write and what they post combined with the flag
>>25137117we dumbass cuntry folks cant suffer cause we got it made in the shade etc.I ain't here to play who is more fucked up or has suffered the most, miss me with that shit.anguish is not a competition although competition in itself isn't bad, it's nuanced I guess.
>>25137151In a place you don't trust your mind is focussed on safetyIn a place you do trust your mind can be focussed on building a better life.Do you not agree?
>>25137185sometimes I get confused, is that alright. as in I don't know what is just in my haed and what is factually in reality, if you think im trolling then fine whatever I dont care. Sometimes I get really fuckin angry at how I cant reach in my pocket and pull out an answer for everything. I know that the shit I feel is real, and it hurts. I assume other people feel that way too, maybe they dont. I don't talk to other people unless they want something from me or vice versa, that's how it seems anyhow.I don't know.https://youtu.be/soD_GWt173s
>>25137230I know you're not trolling, but your writings seem a touch erratic. Are you on drugs or otherwise mentally handicapped?
>>25137242I'm about to start drinking because I need to act out my feelings because im too fuckin dumb to articulate them with words and I'm too fucking reyarddto make art. I fuckin hate my self and that comes off as bein self centered to people and it kinda is but not like that.
>>25137259Nonono fren. You do not *need* to drink.If you keep this up you'll never learn a way to sort your things without drinking.Please don't drink fren.
>>25137282yeah see telling people shit puts it on them, like naw im not drinking because of you or other people here. And that dont mean yalls pain isn't valid, its complicated.
>>25137297You didn't put anything on me, don't worry.I'm only sharing advice.I had a friend that used to drink to have fun. Eventually he forgot how to have fun without the drink. I myself had issues with sleep, and alcohol solved that.But alcohol has side effects, short and long term, mental and physical. And they won't stop stacking up until you put the bottle down.If you'd like to talk then we can talk, I can't sleep in this place so I'll be here. But if talking doesn't help then you need to figure out what does.
>>25137496men don't talk about how they feel, they show it. im talking about my self, cause I know everything is a dog whistle to-day.https://youtu.be/XleOkGsYgO8i
>>25137151nobody said any of that shit lol
>>25137536our inferences are entirely our own or whatever.https://youtu.be/AP0oQCh_teg
>>25137496wish i wasn't so self contradicting, it's like i can't say or do anything without contradicting myself. it's very confusing and frustrating, it's like I nailed my feet to the floor and tried to run away from myself.
>>25136717you want attention i don't
>>25137607liar
>>25137607HelloYou and I seek attention from the basket weaving forum. I, perhaps you agree for yourself, do not like attention in real life unless it's from a friend.Perhaps you think irl I dress all gay and go around flirting or something. Which is funny.Attention from you guys is... Uh, I'm not sure if I'm honest, but it makes me happy even if I'm just being told I'm a faggot and should kms. Maybe because you guys are honest?>>25137507>Men don't talk about their feelingsI agree, but if you're suffering you need to build a way out or to admit that pain as part of your life.>Wish I wasn't so self-contradictingIf you want a clearer mind then the only way to obtain it is through a variety of good practices. I find I'm at my most consistent and stable in terms of mental clarity when I abstain from social media such as YouTube and 4chan, and when I have a healthy diet.
