what should i do to amuse my self
>>25173252see how far you can shove a beer bottle up your ass
>>25173252medit8 til u start gettn pre-dream visionz
>>25173264>>25173301are we the scum of the earth, because that's how it feels to me
>>25173468good thing facts dont take your feelings into consideration, faggot
>>25173602cant feel facts, retard
>>25173607>american has 0 reading comprehensionchecks out
>>25173624you are right and I was wrong, it is in my nature to be deceptive and for that I am very sorry
https://youtu.be/w8cG-cOWL_g?si=53yTAId06qqbMs8Qhttps://youtu.be/jxsjY1XgJts?si=ykpopmgpP104Q5JGhttps://youtu.be/1udM4m_4a18?si=0Q6oPnRAshejIgKm
okay see, you tomorrow https://youtu.be/EaoqonWmEM4
i am mongolian now https://youtu.be/BgkzAqfUdBc?si=X4Q0ABuDpTjklQ-Q
Le absurdLe liesLe sigh
I have undercover narcissistic personality disorder now and I am a Gael living in cappadocia as a mercenary
so, basically, this is positive nihilism or positive pessimism, which is a world outlook i have nowhttps://youtu.be/68vZX2uUKKA
>>25173252go outside and stare into the far distance and ruminate its good for your eyes
please be patient with animals that have autism, slow is smooth and smooth is fasthttps://youtu.be/LQ6I0doz030
Added to all this is the universal dread of reality. We "pale-faces" have it, all ofus, although we are seldom, and most of us never, conscious of it. It is thespiritual weakness of the "Late" man of the higher civilizations, who lives in hiscities cut off from the peasant and the soil and thereby from the naturalexperiencing of destiny, time, and death. He has become too wide awake, tooaccustomed to ponder perpetually over yesterday and tomorrow, and cannot bearthat which he sees and is forced to see: the relentless course of things, senselesschance, and real history striding pitilessly through the centuries into which theindividual with his tiny scrap of private life is irrevocably born at the appointedplace. That is what he longs to forget, refute, or contest. He takes flight fromhistory into solitude, into imaginary far-away systems, into some faith or another,or into suicide. Like a grotesque ostrich he buries his head in hopes, ideals, andcowardly optimism: it is so, but it ought not to be, therefore it is otherwise. Wesing in the woods at night because we are afraid.
>>25178609Total cope. 110%. Not surprising coming from a fool like yourself.
Not built to think, not built to fight. Just built to jerk himself off and think highly of himself for no discernible reason.I can dance all over your lands. Violence is easy. It's simple. There is absolutely nothing complicated about it. A monkey can engage in violence. An ant can engage in violence.But to see beyond the surface, it is what defines a real man. To be able to admit there is more than you understand, and that which you don't understand is a flaw unto yourself as opposed to some kind of strength.You aren't even a realist. Because you can't even begin to accept yourself as a human being. That's why you'll never progress.
Everything you know depends on the thinker who engages with systems and that which lays beyond the immediate physical world. You are only alive because of him. You exist solely in his world and without him you would die. You would not last a year. He feeds you. He sets your table. He makes your whole, entire world go round.And you have absolutely no bearing on his. Not even slightly.
so, basically, what that passage means is that possession is nine-tenths of the lawhttps://youtu.be/hPT4XGyU1K0
>>25178642I use 4chan to distract myself from real-world problems I cannot solve, in my immediate life.So I think about paradoxes instead to cope with being weak and powerless in realityWhat is your favorite paradox anon
i have decided to become an existentialist. philosophically, ontologically and spiritually speaking.this is called a double bind.
dadaismthat's the post, infer what thou will
>>25177973The problem is have with dokodo is what exactly is a "partial feeling".the rest i get, at least intuitively.
should I resume the pursuit of happiness, I feel like doing so is presumptuous.But only partially, because feelings are like objects and can be broken down into their individual components..https://youtu.be/55KUqVaXT7Y
it's the petty bickering, I guess I find it boring. Not that I can't illucidate the thoughts I my head coherently in writing, because I can, i just choose not to.For no reason.
>>25173252holy fuck why does he look so much like a shitty meme I made for [s4s] 5 years ago??
Rationalism is at bottom nothing but criticism, and the critic is the reverse of a creator: he dissects and he reassembles; conception and birth are alien to him. Accordingly his work is artificial and lifeless, and when brought into contact with real life, it kills. All these systems and organizations are paper productions; they are methodical and absurd and live only on the paper they are written on. The process began at the time of Rousseau and Kant with philosophical ideologies that lost themselves in generalities; passed in the nineteenth century to scientific constructions with scientific, physical, Darwinian methods - sociology, economics, materialistic history-writing - and lost itself in the twentieth in the literary output of problem novels and party programs.
>>25181033>>25181293I really hate this stilted, pretentious posting style you have. It takes 2 seconds of interacting with you to figure out that you aren't very smart, so I don't know what the point is.
That passage from the biblos is about heads and hands.I do suppose, maybe.Obligative le sigh.https://youtu.be/mI-w3KfinSs?si=Q_l7FwJhR2kRylV2
I have now decided that i have multiple personalities disorder and that i am an iberian celt fighting, for no reason, in the hills.https://youtu.be/6hRC2TvuW7g?si=DxipCdOhgv-UItTU
triariismthat's the post
I have now decided to stop pretending to be retarded.This is a declaration to all those whomst'd may be concerned. https://youtu.be/AX3WB3aNDuk?si=Qke9Wz1rmWGxIhln
I have now decided to become a blind idiot god, I guess or something.The details are not really plain to see for me, if im being completely honest.
I have now decided to start making my own decisions. https://youtu.be/1gmsx4mnfmo?si=K6ukValVxB4UaocV
I have this, but in reverse.So basically, real recognize real, I do suppose. https://youtu.be/JKRqtai0rN8
Thinking about self-referential isporaxist loops again, or whatever. Like two mirrors facing each other and infinitely accelerating a light wave/particle, i gues or rather I do suppose.Le fuckin sigh.https://youtu.be/IPlEWSJhTC8https://youtu.be/qxAoQiG5XZs?si=6fyrPs8JSjAt3K6h
I have decided that abstract thought is basically dogshit and serves no purpose other than to create recursive logic loops like traps that we get stuck walking in.So; basically, it's like a circle.
i have now decided to start leaving voids for other people to fill and then use the personality and archetypes to passive aggressively antagonize themBut not like that
Today I decided to strip the bark off these logs and whittle them for no reason, even though I should be working on those ball joints instead
I have now decided to look up what projective identification means.
So, essentially my plan is thus. I will never set up a voicemail box again and I have decided to become completely immune to propaganda and emotional manipulation.https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_k6iI5IrbzZtoOgEurTQsJoium0NjCbaSo&si=VmJDQD62q9UGmkrk
This part of my life is called smoking a cigarette.
>>25173301there's something amazing about sitting there quietly until you hit that calm pre-sleep state where you have realizations, visions, and can hear the universehighly recommend
>>25189163Visitors are not allowed in solitaire, it's a single player game.Sometimes I look at the things I wrote and think "wow that's fuckin retarded" or "goddamn that's cringe" but then I think anout the shit i don't talk about outside my head and those feelings fade pretty quickly.I think this is how most people are, and it makes one curious what is actually going on in people's heads.I have now decided I am a psychoanalyst and I work for the third reich as a prisoner or war interragator.
>>25189188they cant stop you from talking to or listening to the universe
>>25189215I am reality, or whatever. I do suppose.https://youtu.be/wwvLlEtxX3o?si=deF-fXu-p0yVTVUI
>>25189227only on this plane of existencethere is so much more though
>>25173252make some plucks
I have now decided to become a warrior monk, my clan that joined the ikko ikki is completely destroyed and their theosophical framework dismantled and subliminated into others or forgotten.This character will start with negative in every skill, attribute and trait categories and they will basically decrease over time further into the negative. https://youtu.be/P9BfvPjsXXw?si=4fSNPnefAyZUsbqw
I have now decided to ruminate on the correlation (le causal relationship) between being clever and/or intuitive and loneliness. I think there are a lot of overtly covert narcissistic attempts to shame people back in to or to stay in toxic relationships. I am someone who did this and had it done to me, so I do suppose I know my way around it if only intuitively. People are complex and their social eco systems can be too, so I guess it's complicated.
>>25173252This is the same man in the pitcure, who got condemned over his inclinations
>>25191905I found out about him from reading Julius Evola's book 'ride the tiger'. I don't really like poetry but my mom has always been a poetry nerd, so sometimes I am too but not like that.Today I have decided to make a saw horse a because I need these jack stands for other shit.https://youtu.be/1O579I5wNa0?si=nimF67g8sntYtyuf
I have now decided to start drinking againhttps://youtu.be/iUN9FwfSC0w
To development belongs fulfilment — every evolution has a beginning, and every fulfilment is an end. To youth belongs age; to arising, passing; to life, death. For the animal, tied in the nature of its thinking to the present, death is known or scented as something in the future, something that does not threaten it. It only knows the fear of death in the moment of being killed. But man, whose thought is emancipated from the fetters of here and now, yesterday and tomorrow, boldly investigates the “once” of past and future, and it depends on the depth or shallowness of his nature whether he triumphs over this fear of the end or not. An old Greek legend — without which the Iliad could not have been — tells how his mother put before Achilles the choice between a long life or a short life full of deeds and fame, and how he chose the second.https://youtu.be/j-5L5McaBAY?si=UIN9fbbUOWTh_krE
Man was, and is, too shallow and cowardly to endure the fact of the mortality of everything living. He wraps it up in rose-coloured progress-optimism, he heaps upon it the flowers of literature, he crawls behind the shelter of ideals so as not to see anything. But impermanence, the birth and the passing, is the form of all that is actual — from the stars, whose destiny is for us incalculable, right down to the ephemeral concourses on our planet. The life of the individual — whether this be animal or plant or man — is as perishable as that of peoples of Cultures. Every creation is fore-doomed to decay, every thought, every discovery, every deed to oblivion. Here, there, and everywhere we are sensible of grandly fated courses of history that have vanished. Ruins of the “have-been” works of dead Cultures lie all about us. The hubris of Prometheus, who thrust his hand into the heavens in order to make the divine powers subject to man, carries with it his fall. What, then, becomes of the chatter about “undying achievements”?https://youtu.be/kPR00j4SH2c?si=d3fgARFowPfV4sdT
I have now decided to be drunk as fuck.
I have now decided to put this polesaw together.https://youtu.be/RyF1kU1WrvA?si=ykqrlIxCrYkRQ3un
I also decided to hide all other threads and pinned my own, it ain't personnel.
I have decided fuckin hate carpet bangers and I ain't gonna be one.https://youtu.be/VFEZOjtrwls?si=irwAyybMUAsB3djE
I meant niggers, thanks autocorrect
This part of my life is called smoking a cigarette.https://youtu.be/bqcyPh2kSkA?si=JSc5ggYwXBFTcfr-
I have now decided to stop lying and be my self
i kill other people's kids and lament losing custody of my ownhttps://youtu.be/uYntzGLiEWI?si=bcNu1xY9ta29UhyB
I have decided to stop drinking and driving
>>25178703Based
>>25187755Liar
>>25181033Checked
>>25181054Fuck off faggot nigger worshipping mod>>25181293Checked
>>25197708Don't be so bitter, let it go desu.
>>25177075Why were the races in the film "a time to kill" reversed from reality desu?
I have now decided to be white trash.https://youtu.be/xqJurrQKNdE?si=4Fst50YI2VJ-M6hV
I have now decided to lose my fuckin mindhttps://youtu.be/7A-lmO4xDWo?si=Ynb6e_zhXw5R0kO7
I have now decided to stop being ethnically and racially jewish, although my nose gives it away..
I have now decided to stop being racially and ethnically jewish
>>25193482I think that was a mistake..
>>25191905if you ever necrobump my thread again i will stop making them. fuckin fuck off, not here to entertain you or talk to you or communicate with you. maybe I do this for me and not for you.
Shouldn't have got drunk, that was a mistake.
>>25173252i use to goon
>>25199298Lmao
>I write this for me on this public website, don't post in this public thread on this public website because it's mine!Yep, definitely a fragile narcissist. Got your number.
sometimes, I lie
This is my thread now and we're going to post niggerball pictures
Dabbin on em
oh no dont take the thread to image limit, that means I will have to use one of my other two thread slots to make a new threadActually I have three since this thread is over 24hrs old......
I have now decided to start pretending to be retarded
After careful consideration and deliberation I have now decided to undide the rest of the board and start replying in other people's threads
I have now decided to look up the meaning of sayanim
I have also decided to start using certain software to generate images, I will not be naming the program or where I found it
i dated one girl after my ex took my life and my kids and she was a single mom tooShe stole 10k from me then tried to kill herself by totaling her car she had since high-school and I walked the fuck away from that shit. Even though I had already got to know her family and kids and all that nice stuff people do when they let people in to their livesshe was heavily addicted to opiates but I didn't see all the red flags waving in my face because I was still extremely depressed about losing literally everythingI don't spend all day talking about it because it's kinda fuckin over, although I like to think I learned a lesson from it. somethin somethin be careful who and what you let live in your head...That's about as personal as I will get on a website literally owned and operated by jewish american intelligence agencies
I have discovered if you tell retards on 4chan something they will automatically do the opposite For example I tell anons I am no fap (which i genuinely am) and they will actually go out of their way to spam porn at youSo basically free porn, or rather they just give you pornThis is always amusing to me even if mildy, it never really gets old
This part of my life is called generating an artificial image of me smoking a cigarette
>It's hard to say definitively if this image was generated or modified by AI.>While the image contains some unusual visual elements—such as the gravity-defying vertical balance of the cigarette and the way the smoke curls tightly around the index finger—it is difficult to determine whether these are digital artifacts or simply a well-timed, real-world forced perspective photograph. >Automated analysis tools from platforms like Easy-Peasy.AI also return an inconclusive result regarding its generation origin.>Would you like me to look for similar forced-perspective photography tricks, or do you want to analyze other specific details in the image?
