>grow up with abusive single mum on welfare>very poor social skills, picked on at school a lot, no friends, behavioural issues and regularly suspended, issues with heating, food (so visibly underweight)>miss out on most key social milestones e.g. clubbing, stuff with friends, first gf, sex haver status at normal age>grades go from mid at 16 to all A* (top 1%, most who apply to Oxford with this achieved get in)zero confidence or guidance with uni applications and end up at a good but not great uni>social skills/mental health issues as mentioned previously so don't get anything out of it socially at all>few years after uni still building normalfag social skills, only really stopped having mental health issues at 25 or soNow I've made it to an insane degree (28 years old, Millionaire, £500k post tax income from crypto/stocks, medical doctor, tall, fit, gf, friends, hobbies etc) but I still can't help but feel extreme regret how so much of my life was just wasted and how unfair it was. It's a genuine issue and is stopping me from being happy. To make it even more insulting average normgroid seems unable to comprehend how it's possible I'm unhappy, is often jealous cause I'm rich even though they started with an insane leg up and managed to fuck up anyway. Anyone else know this feel?
>>62331270you sound like an entitled bitch boy
>28 years old, medical doctorNot how it works, dumbass.
>>62331280That is the average age of graduation in the USAIn the UK where I'm from it's definitely yonger than this, maybe 25 years old with many at 23/24. Amazing how many on 4chan don't realise this and think it takes until 30 or something. Maybe you are thinking of attending/consultant status but even that can be done by 28.
>>62331270>they started with an insane leg up and managed to fuck up anyway.They started with a leg up in the sense that they were not autistic / bad parenting BUT to be fair you had a huge leg up in the sense of not being actually IQ retarded unlike most normalfags so there's that, just count your blessings and move on.
>>62331286Also to be fair if you are a doctor you should know how fucked up life can get for some people (I know I am too) so I'm just grateful to be healthy (more or less), don't take it for granted.
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>>62331309so fucking wholesome and based AF retard man
>>62331270on the internet everything sounds so easy
Havent you posted this before
>>62331270have you tried not being a little bitch ?
>>62331270ok im 29 and i am not a millionaire and im on welfare and have no skills, if you hate life so much give me money ill do something better with it
>>62331270>I still can't help but feel extreme regret how so much of my life was just wasted and how unfair it wasIt feels like a waste because of a general decay of social norms, nihilism as Nietzsche calls it. The way it's supposed to work is normies absorb social standards and measure themselves and others with them. When they meet the standard, they feel happy, glad to be alive, proud of themselves.When they don't, they feel bad, ashamed, and secretly wish for an escape from themselves (either by an heroing or by disolving their self via Buddhist/Stoic/Christian/Tranny ideology. In all cases, the hatred and shame of one's self results in a desire to get away from one's self. When the standard is not internalized, by which I mean when they've decayed, people have no way of evaluating themselves. No way of knowing whether the pain and suffering and discipline they put themselves through to achieve something was really worth it. In other words, succeess doesn't "redeem" the path that led you there. I don't think there is a solution for you, but there may be for your children if you understand the problem and raise them to internalize some standard or other, even if you don't believe it.
>>62331270You're a medical doctor so look into the medical trials on psilocybin for the treatment of PTSD and a few other serious mental health conditions. 80-85% of patients in numerous medical trials were cured of it, for the same reason it will likely cure you. It allows you to process the trauma, come to terms with it and move past it, which you absolutely need to do to be happy. Plenty of countries with legal clinics for psilocybin therapy. It's still slightly behind ketamin therapy due to past restrictive drug laws which drastically slowed down medical research
>>62331270You will always be an incel loser for nothing a Normie during your youth and you should kill yourself
>>62331270Why do neetcel chuds go on 4chan, type some boring larp and then do the le epic greentext meme?Why lie on the internet? And if you weren't lying, why should anyone even care anyway?
>>62332068>take cow shit fungus>it heals trauma blah blahDo druggies really think this
>>62332144>muh fungusDo you know what antibiotics are made from?
>>62332149Far easier to believe fungi have antimicrobial properties than that they’ll alter your brain state in a way that benefits a predator of the plant jfc
>>62332155Except there are dozens of studies, many of them from some of the best hospitals and medical schools in the world, that are all reaching the same results in terms of curability of various mental illnesses
>>62332163>a degenerated Jewish society pumps out bullshit science from Jewish universities to enable them to legally establish businesses that push drugs on their goy competitor raceI am honestly shocked by this you’re right it’s all true
>>62332167You’ve got it backwards. Big pharma has been fighting it tooth and nail for 20 years because it would nuke the $10B+ annual market for SSRIs and benzos. Psilocybin cures the underlying illness with like 2 pills taken 2 times, which is a very bad business model. Big pharma profits from recurring users, so a cure is the last thing they want. Try using your head
>>62332188You’re right anon. It couldn’t be that there are multiple Jewish interests at stake. I will take the cow shit fungus for all of the beneficial psychotropic properties that the fungus literally has ZERO evolutionary reason to provide to a fucking predator. Yes i will take the drug that has psychotropic properties designed to stupefy an attacker and make them never consume that mushroom again, but in the case of humans somehow solved major psychological diseases with extremely vague diagnostic standards and were only even articulated in a Jewish DSM paradigm.
>>62332068I saw a news story about a recent breakthrough in alzheimers treatment. They gave a lady who had no idea who she was and had lost a lot of bodily functions 5 grams of it, and when she came out of it she was almost back to normal. The effect was only temporary though but it’s still very interesting anf probably more promising for earlier cases of alzheimers
>>62331280med school starts in undergrad in europe. same for law school
>>62332049this right here.>I don't think there is a solution for youI'm not a doomer. the best thing in the world is learning and with AI *actual* learning has never been better. though only probably 0.01% of learners do that.
>>62331270I "made it" but my sex life dried up along the way and Im tired of larping as a male protector wageslave to keep my girl interested I just want to go back in time, get a burnout job, and smoke weed and fap myself stupid. Women are a meme. Also should have never given up Vidya with the bros.
>>62332155>>62332144NPC moment
>>62331270Regrets are useless, only the future matters
Oldfag here.. I was born to a solid Middle class family but suddenly dad died and we were dirt poor and destitute. I had to work hard (fuck me, I am still a wagie for more than 25+ years) and not be poor. And I echo your thoughts.. it never goes away.
Stop making this thread and variations of it you sad fuck.
>>62331270bruh why you got to be so focused on the past if your present is good? theres so many paths for you where your shitty life just continued onwards, and yet here you are saying it improved greatly, yet you're still not satisfied? then you'd never be quenched.
I GOT FINGERED
>>62331270You're either bragging or lying, both of which makes you a faggot
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>>62331270How did you mum abuse you. Details
