>did well at school>no girls ever attracted to me>made fun of by women as a loser beta>went to university>no girls ever attracted to me>girls didn't acknowledge my existence>got part time jobs in summers>no girls ever attracted to me>got a full time job>no women ever attracted to me>moved to a big city>no women ever attracted to me>made online dating profiles>no matches>just went outside>no women ever attracted to me>regularly gone to gym for over 10 years and have squatted over 4 plate>no women ever attracted to me>now in my 30s>no women ever attracted to me>go on multiple holidays abroad>no women ever attracted to meOk. Now what? How much money do I need to make up for this?I am treated like total subhuman disposable shit that people want to get away from as soon as possible by everyone of every gender in every context and am too ugly to ever have any social life or get a girlfriend, or even get a date, or be taken seriously at work.
>>62408911You need to disconnect from your mother's mirror neurons programming you to only be lovable by her (even if her "love" was never expressed as such). No amount of money will fix this.
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>>62408911>How much money do I need to make up for this?A lot / it won't / not that much to just hire a hookerThat's rough man. I got laid as a teenager but then went a lot of years getting none and it became a big mental block hangup thing for me. Eventually I got a girlfriend and realized how overrated it all is. I'm single again now and getting pussy is nice or whatever but really it's overrated. I know that sounds cliche and everything but really a big part of your problem is probably all in your head.Try finding a chill dive bar, not so shitty that it's the type of place where people go looking for fights etc. but just where there's cheap drinks. Just have a drink or two and have a conversation with a stranger, could be a hot chick if she happens to be there but don't even worry about that and having a goal of going out to meet women. Just shoot the shit with some dude at the bar for an hour or two to practice your conversation skills.Or try getting a dog. Take it for walks, use it as bait, total chick magnet.