I am fully mentally finished, motivationally speaking.I'm an ugly beta male in my mid 30s. My social life has been non-existent for my entire adult life. I missed out on any socialising during university and my 20s and afterwards. All of human society is built for normies and ugly beta males like me are seen as shit.My job is pointless and WFH. I'm overpaid and any sideways move will lead to worse living conditions and commuting. I'm too ugly and non-normie to ever be promoted.Culturally, my time has passed. I have recently gained the habit of pining over playing 90s and 00s video games, and then being bored to death when actually playing them. I played video games a lot in my youth, then barely any in my 20s, and a bit more in recent years. But it's all pointless. I have produced nothing. I have no skills. I am a viewer of lives. I missed out on the web 2.0 boom, the crypto boom, every boom, every trend. The things I do, reading and going to the gym and walking, feel like procrastination. I have never taken anything to its full conclusion. I have never put sustained effort into anything.
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>>62473075You sound like 90% of people. You realize 90% of people have nothing but work in their lives right.
Many such cases.
>>62473075Ever thought about going to a doctor? You don't have to take the pills they offer you, you know. But just to know what's wrong with you. It could be as simple as ADHD.
>>62473075Where do you live?
>>62473121Britain.>>62473086I have nothing mentally wrong with me. I am rationally assessing things.
>>62473190>BritainOh well in that case if you feel like your life isn't meaningful you could always perform domestic terror attacks against the demons that killed your society.Just make sure to commit suicide if ever caught.
>>62473075Your issue is that you've put a "cap" on your growth. You believe thats it for you. AI exists as not only a teacher, but a self-improvement tool and you have not even taken the steps to learn why. This is why you are stuck>You've forsaken self-improvement, ACTUAL self improvement and thus are stagnant. Try something new, like any self-improver does.Get out of your closed loop cycle and grow anon. No matter the age you can get anywhere if you progress towards it. I myself am a HDI (High Demand Individual) and I've played games and not graduated college. But I have kept my researches on the cutting edge (not taught in college, but will be) industries and so these "new" things coming out to the normies I have already self-improved on. It has taken my 8/10 skillset and transformed it to 8000/10 skillset. This isn't truly a exaggeration and I am currently self improving by joining companies that want me to run a department, then use their resources to improve my skillset further while benefitting said company. I am using them to grow stronger, yet here you are, whining because you cannot find new things to do. If that is what 90% of the population is like, then naturally I will sought out for my capabilities.>It is only over for you anon when you throw in the towel. Learn something new that you feel motivated to do more of, then master itIf you try something new and you do not like it, then move onto something new. Its literally that shrimple
Why should we give a fuck that your a loser go post in like r9k
>>62473190Oh... I was going to say we can go bowling sometime, but nvm.
Which country are you from?
>>62473075What is your job
>>62473075Just find a crime that fits your mental illness and become really good at it.>solved
>>62473190ADHD doesn't make you irrationally insane. It makes you procrastinate.
>>62473244Any kind of anxiety can too.
>>62473075all life is objectively random and pointless, you have to find things that trigger your reward system, become more curious about how things work and seek knowledge, do work around the house and car, start a garden, do outdoors activities, exercise and have a good diet, there's plenty of good vidya coming out every year and excellent content to watch onlineI don't understand depressed people, I have so much shit to do time flies and I fear I won't be able to do all the stuff I want to do in time, I know all of it is objectively pointless but it makes me feel good and I enjoy it
>>62473378>all life is objectively random and pointlessWrong the point is to create the next generation
