the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
>>62488637True. I was committing slow suicide and pacing myself to hopefully die a few years after my mom when she passes. Food, alcohol, and a complete shun of any interaction beyond the bare minimum to stay employed and pull in the check. Went well for awhile, but then I started to get bad and she wasn't looking like she was on her last legs yet. Got married and that helped shake off the loneliness or at least replace it with the need to provide. Food can still be enjoyed, but the booze has to be replaced with activity or I fall back into it. Mostly recovered now, but in a few decades when I don't need to provide anything else I would like to pick it back up.
>>62488637How are you?
>>62488637Why does pepe have a huge cameltoe
>>62488637>be stupid 4faggot>sabotage my own life for the heckin lulz>regret then seetheyou did this to yourself.
every night im dreaming about someone damaging my condo or bombing it
>>62488736(((((blame yourself))))) is a jewish psyop
>>62488736>>62488824Exept it really was your fault, but its mostly isnt.
>>62488637I'm a Linkie and i want to kill myself everyday. I should have sold everything in 2021 but I fell for the hodl meme since I was psyopped by this shitty board. Next time we pump to $15 I'm selling everything and putting it into some boring ETF
>>62488824>>62488831>DA JOOOOOOOOOZ ARE WHY I WASTED MY YOUTH ON AN IMAGEBOARDthe good news is that you got early training on what the rest of your life will be in middle and old age, just doing the same shit you did when you were younger; when you could've just done it older anyway
>>62488637Pepe's feet are sexy.
>>62488637get a job, try working in a restaurant, there's girls there, hot ones.
>>62488888Digits confirm. Anon has to work in a restaurant and find a hot girl.
>>62488824Blame yourself is just toxic shame by childhood wounds
>>62488637Lift weights, it's like a cheat code for life
>>62488637Literally me
>>62489217I lift weights and all it does is make me sleepy and hungry. Physically I feel better but mentally there's not much difference
this is a lyric from a song btwAnyway the best dreams are ones where I'm in my 50s and nutting in asian anime girls who are barely 19 and basically just raping them, it's pretty hot.
>>62489811Really? What sort of numbers are you lifting? Are you really fat?When I don't lift, life is suffering. When I do lift, work is tolerable and life is a fun game
>>62489811ditch the weights, go for long alks in the morning sun without a shirt , get the sun, sweat a little bit, do 4 miles daily . it does not tire you out or make you hungry, in fact walking in sun stimulates hormones in the brain that act as hunger suppressant, and it wont wea out your joints like running Exercise hormones: Physical activity lowers your levels of ghrelin (the hunger hormone) and releases molecules that temporarily quiet your appetite.Heat and blood flow: When you walk outside in warm weather, your body sends blood to your skin to cool you down, which slows digestion and reduces hunger signals.Internal clock: Morning or daytime sunlight helps line up your circadian rhythm, which balances the hormones that control when you feel full or hungry.Where Your Energy Comes FromStored fuel: Your body burns stored fat and carbohydrates to power a 4-mile walk.Brain chemistry: Sunlight boosts your serotonin and endorphins, which lift your mood and give you a sense of alertness that feels like extra energy
For me it's the dreams in which I get creampied by two Asian trans
>>62488637Usually when you die in a dream you wake up, no?
