My life is cooked. I'm in my mid-30s. I have zero friends or social life. No woman has ever been attracted to me. I live alone. Life is totally over in that regard and I have accepted that I'm a totally ugly subhuman that will never experience what all 20 year olds take for granted.I have a totally pointless low work deadend work from home job that pays around £75k but which I am considering leaving because it has zero advancement. If I left I'd have to move cities, either to London, where I'd live in a shitty flat, or another city, where I wouldn't even have anywhere cool to walk during weekends and where I'd feel like a failure. I don't have the people skills to get promoted anyway, so I'd probably make a mistake by leaving.I have no hard technical skills or manual skills. 25 year olds in San Francisco start companies worth billions while I rot in Britain. People had "the university experience" and I was a friendless loser all throughout.I went on a few holidays in the past year and have a few more cities to see but after I see Tokyo, that will be it. Everywhere is the same.I am too ugly and non-charismastic and autistic to succeed in social media or politics or anything. I am a voiceless slave. Both my parents passed away in prior years and I have zero care for other people.All large scale social movements and trends and discourse feel like ant herds. I'm too smart to believe in any philosophies or religions. All that shit is in-group signalling. I literally cringe when seeing white people (Americans online) talking about "the church". It's 2026 and you're acting like a 1300s villager, grow up. You're supposed to have a 100 IQ.
>I'm too smart to believe in any philosophies or religionTruly a mystery why you have a hard time making friends
>>62550692yes she should surrender herself to LAWD GOD JAYYYSUS CHRRIIIIIIIST and everything would magically get better. the christian god loves losers -- the meek shall inherit the earth, after all.
The best part of realizing all of this is that you're one step closer to psycho-maxxing.None of this matters. Money is made up. Your nations are old, decrepit, dead men walking, and will end in bloodshed.Your goal is to remove all regard for others, acquire resources, and wait for the day of great killing and raping.
>>62550698I'm not religious so I wasn't offended by that. OP just sounds like an extremely obnoxious person that nobody would want to be around
>>62550700Almost like he went on 4chan and TRIED to be unpleasant for reactions
>>62550683Just take some anxiety meds
>>62550683What is your enthnicity?
>>62550692Go fuck yourself and milk the cow at 4AM before they send you to die in the middle east you faggot.
>>62550683OP good lord realize that this is your only life. You might be right about some of these things right now. It does not mean that tomorrow, a month, a year down the line that these things will be true anymore. I am really sorry to hear about your parents. I'm willing to bet you haven't properly grieved and this might be why you've come to this point. We are social creatures by nature. We are meant to be social. You say you struggle with it, so do plenty of others and yet they find ways. This is platitudy but you do have the capacity to change things about your own life if you choose to do so. Always remember that. Can't remember where the quote comes from but its something like "Whether you believe you can or you can't. You're right."
>i only make £75k boohoothats like a $200k job in the US and a $300k job in australia in terms of purchasing power
>>62550754Total bullshit. If I bought a new car I would wipe out more than a year's worth of savings. This is the new white minimum wage.
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>>62550699Well then, what comes after psychomaxing, wise anon? Don’t tell me I’ve nothing to do>only OP can save himself
>>62550683unironically some few are ment to become monks.
>>62550683Neet god here. Stop being about women or promotions and your quality of life will increase like 200%. Stop caring. Also, why would you want to go to Tokio? Will you bow every two seconds to those nationalistic bugs just for them to call you gaijin at your back? Sounds retarded
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>>62550683You're just like me only I'm a little older and make less than half what you make. I did get to have proper 20's experiences tho.
>>62550683TLDRYAGMI Fren
>>62550683Londonfrog saga goes on
Get a hobby, faggot
