5k a month just to live a lonley incel life. My weed addiction is getting out of hand. The atm withdralws are all weed, i gotta smoke top shelf rosin, anything else doesnt do anything for me, cant stand the taste of poor people weed and the high is trash. All the other retarded charges are from being high 24/7 and not caring. I got some edibles and am weening ti just 10-20mg every night for the next week then cold turkey..
Btw, im 33 years old, live with my mom, making 120k a year, drive a 2007 Honda accord. Live paycueck to paychcrck, been high within the first 5 mineut so the morning since I was 14. Spent at least 500k on weed.
>>62643899no way thats real. 1200$ for food? how obese are you, fatboy?
>Gifts-Zelle paymentsEEhhhhh???????
>>62643919Im very fat
>>62643952you have a very fragile ego lil man
>>62643937I live with my mom lol, she charges me rent, I havent spoken to a woman in 12 years, even online.. too busy stuck in a deep dark hole induced by draining my doapmean receprots with one of the most evil drugs in history
>>62643954My emotional state is extremely unstable, why wouldn't it be after drying my brain since a teen?
the way you belittle yourself is pathetic, get your shit together or kill yourself
>>62643899Lmao does your dealer not have one available? You could save countless dollars if you weren’t retarded and had a solid dealer anon, stop being a lazy nigger
>>62643991Lbs I mean, fuckAnd pick your strains better you little bitch
>>62643991My dealer? U mean the dispensary?
>>62643989Im an addict, last thing I should be doing is standing my ground or not showing humility
>weed, vape, AND tobaccoEnjoy lung cancer.>mom charges you rentShe fucking hates you.
>>62643994Its called rosin and I pikc only the most expensive ones
>>62644000Since I was 18.."What would u do if I wasnt here.." Be broke looks like it. U have good parent privilege and good for u but most people who are lower class have to pay rent when they turn 18
>>62644001Ya if you aren’t getting sufficient quantity then you are being fucked by your dealer. Can’t u make a trip to the weed factories of Detroit or whatever the fuck and get a big enough batch for you to stop bitching? And get some more productive strains
>>62644010I dont smoke flower, its smoke rosin.. but I guess I could have made my own but it wouldn't be the same quality as the stuff u fin fin dips. Its a once u taste it u cant go back situation, which is a very stupid one but its the one I ended up in
>>62644004I've lived in poverty for most of my life and literally no one I knew had to pay rent to their parents. There's helping out with bills and mortgage of course, but nothing to the level of having to pay a monthly charge or you're kicked out on the streets.I always thought it was some stupid meme made up to make fun of white westerners, because how could anyone treat their own flesh and blood like that unless they're a gargantuan fuck up who would be better off rotting in prison. It sounds like you fit in that category if she's doing that to you.
>>62643958>the plant is evilnigger you are just a degenerate faggotsort your life out
>>62643952i dont get it, do you just buy food and let it rot in the fridge or is doordash included in groceries for some reason, my costs is nearly half yours for groceries & fast food altogether
>>62644020Ye u are right, I never met anyone that had ti pay rent to their parents. I also never met anyone that got screamed at in the most hateful tone of voice possible 60 percent of their entire childhood. Every day, not overexagurating, screaming all day long, from both my parents. Non stop, it was like water boarding. Thats not including all the beatings or the fsct I my 2 front teeth are fake cuz when I was 22 my mom threw a cup in my face beacuse she had a dui and I drove her to go whoee around and get drunk and I forgot to blow on her car thing and that was going to cost her 20 dollers. Still abuses me to this day verbally, day in day out. Im trying really hard to quit and move out, just realize that I got tortured since I was a kid and what may seem easy to u isnt to be bescuse my brain is fucked from abuse>>62644022Irs not but people who say its good for u and not addictive are
>>62644028Its called having a fast metabolism. I eat 4 times a day. I do shop at whole foods but even then I eat a lot. According ti the internet there is no such thing as fast metabolism so I just have had a tapeworm in me since I was 4 years old and look so malnourished people would call cps on my parents
>>62644032with your salary and your fucked up parents why do you still live with them? lol
>>62644034I just started making 120k this month. Also cant u see from my expenses, im a degen weed addict. Weed makes u okay with things. Welp, I was pkay with all this abuse and now im a 33 year old that hasn't had sex in 12 years. I live with mom but that is just worse. Of course my mom never notices that I haven't never brought a girl home and spend every weekend alone. Neither of them noticed how I had litteraly 0 freinds in high schoom they only give a fuck about how much money I make. And ironcially that I dont smoke weed but I smoke cuz of them
>>62644033>whole foodseven if you hold a position in AMZN you shouldnt be shopping at that scam store. why not get a membership at costco at that point, or even sams club for bulk buys. im willing to bet that it'll save you 2-3 hundreds
>>62643899its a painful but virtuous existence.This modern world is corrupted beyond repair. I do what I can to engage in it as little as possible. Its becoming harder as things get more crowded. If I had the money Id run far away
>>62644045I do hold a small share in amzn actually lol, and I uses to work for blue origin lmao, total shitshow, short the stock if it ever goes public
>>62643899>770 on groceries>365 on fast food>223 on resaurants1,358 ON FUCKING FOOD?????>1,089 ATM/cash withdrawalsI assume that's weed. That's absolutely fucking insane, anon.What are you buying 3 OZ a month?I guess you probably live in some shithole city like NY where the price of everything is outrageous, but still...
>>62643997> last thing I should be doing is standing my ground or not showing humilityyour practiced responses sound to me like someone who is emotionally abused & learned defence responses. I hope you can find better people somewhere.
>>62644053ColoradoI eat 4 meals a day, on purpose, im trying to gain weight, im on a permanent bulk, if I get below 4k calories I drop down to 165 lbs. Already got checked out my docrors when I was young, they found nothing wrong. My whole family on my mom's side are skeletons
>>62644053Its called rosin u peasant
>>62644057My parents abused me yes, other people dont get the opportunity to, I work out evert day and an charels manson maxxing(carrying around knife that im ready to use at any moment)
>>62644058What are you eating, pure gold? I eat 3 meals a day nearly every day and I spend less than $500/mo on food.>>62644064You mean wax? Wax is considerably cheaper than flower... A gram of wax is like what, 30-45 bucks? That's like a week of smoke... Come on man.
what are your thoughts on shatter?
>>62644071Organic grass fed ribeye steak, curdd my allergies.. Food isnt my main issue here if u cant tell
>>62643907i literally dont care OP.touch grass, disconnect, etc
>>62644071If u dont know what rosin is then dont comment. Wax is not rosin. Also I have been smoking a gram every 1.5 days. Im an engineer with a masters degree, i am too smart for my own good(but not smart enough to make money from it) so I have to stop the thoughts. U realize there's no point in getting up in the mornig if u think about it right?
>>62644073Not nearly as good as rosin, its all bad though..
>>62644080Oh, do you have an autoimmune disorder? I guess that's fair.770 on food isn't bad, it's the fast food and restaurants.I know your problem is the $1000 a month on weed.>>62644082Wax and rosin are the same thing, just obtained through a different process. Wax has a higher impurity since alcohol also breaks down the plant material. I've made my own rosin with a hair straightener and parchment paper. It's not hard at all.Price wise, they're not very different. Around here, rosin is around 35-40 and wax is like 30-40, unless it's some crazy strain. But, a gram and a half a day is a nuts amount, anon. Smoking like that is only going to make things worse. (speaking from experience)
>>62643899you lazy nigger ive been high since i was 14 and i have a good job, stay high all the time, and i live on my own. your problems aren't marijuana, its all your other spending. moron.
>>62644112>works manual labor>lives in a windowless shak in a rural southern areaWhy brag?
>>62644103It is making things worse but its an addiction. I tried every other drug multiple times includong fet and meth, never had a problem with any of them.
>>62643958weed is a plant you stupid faggot are you saying a literal plant is more powerful than you?
>>62644123Yes, its called addiction to drug. Drugs are derived from plants
>>62644118what the fuck are you talking about you shit for brained retard? i work in NYC skyscrapers doing paperwork and live in a nice apartment in one of the best neighborhoods in the city. cope and seethe, you deserve to be poor for the rest of your life.
>>62644133So u are saying that I can keep spending 1k a month on weed?Whats that? U dont spend 1k a month on weed? Strange, I thought that someone like u could afford top shelf rosin like meWhats that? U only smoke a joint at night? Good for u, I dont have that self control when it comes to weed, I smoke 1 gram if rosin every 1.5 days
>>62644122You can always just stop smoking. The longer you use it to avoid your feelings, the worse they'll get.
>>62644141The insomia i get is too brutal. U dont understand what 0 sleep in a week means. U lose ur mind. Im weening off with edibles today. Also addiction isnt easy to stop willy nilly
>>62644145Weed addiction is very easy to get over. It's primarily psychological, like 95% of the addiction is in your head. It's mostly just wanting to avoid your own bad feelings. Again, speaking from experience.
>>62644138why are you spacing like you're 3 years old? i spend about $600 a month on weed, mostly just thc vapes and some edibles, and i am literally high all the time. high as soon as i wake up, high at work, high on the train home, high at home, literally all the time. sometimes on teh weekends ill just walk around my apartment constantly vaping imagining my life when my shitcoins moon. stop being a prancy little bitch and get high with the thc vapes, they're the strongest thing there is. you sound like a woman.
>>62644154Weed withdrawl has the worst and longest inomia compared to any other drug bt a long shot. U can go a whole week with 0 sleep?
>>62643899>BNPL payments It's over for you lil nigga
>>62644161What shitcoin? Post ur account so we can see how much money u made since u arent fill of shit>>62644179I just did it for shits and giggles for one purchase last month, forgot what I even bought
>>62644183no, i share my holdings all the time, im not sharing it with you because you're fucking annoying.
OP if you ski you should just get a job at a ski resort this winter and move into some employee housing. Or learn to ski if you don't CO bro
>>62644066Bro start seeing a therapist and find a good roommate situation. Parents charging a few hundred is okay, but parents charging over $1000 is shitty.Also you’re not fat and I’m sure you’re a good dude, people can overcome the deficit of bad parental role models in time
>>62644240>good>roommate situationKek. I can afford to move out myself. I will just have to keep paying 1200 here since the house is in my name and the dumb bitch cant afford the mortgage alone
>>62643907>Spent at least 500k on weed.Holy shit, please quit. I am trying also. Ive been eating weed gummies and spend hundreds per month
>>62643899>>62643907you need to find some way to take a break from weed. srs.
>>62644336You own the house?
Im not going to diminish the fact that weed is addictive or that there are withdrawals but it's like 2 weeks to a month of suffering then your brain rebalances. Just suffer for a month and kick it.
>>62644359you dont have to cold turkey jesus, just ween yourself off. instead of smoking everyday, do it every other day, then after a week or two every 3 days, etc and eventually youll forget to smoke since its like every 2 weeks or once a monththats how i got rid of my addiction to cigs anyways, and just go do 30 pullups when the urge to relapse comes from time to time
>>62643907I’ve been high since 2004, yet, I have two masters degrees, a good job, a small mortgage and have fucked more than 10 women in my lifetime. I believe weed is not what makes you a loser anon…
>>62643899Yo
>>62644350Okay maybe not 500k, 100k more like but still that's awful
>>62644359>justU cant just, its a journey into and out of hell like quitting any addiction>>62644414U get high err day?
>>62643899Was this thread put up just for me? I was spending $180 a week to live a lonely incel life while being a caregiver for a 95 year old man who chastises me everyday. I make $499.23 cents a week btw. I cut back to $120 a week about 3 months ago after having an epiphany. Coldfire and Breez tablets are the products. Out of nowhere, I got the strength to drop the Coldfire cold turkey 8 days ago. I was taking 8-10 Breez 20 mg tablets a day. I got that down to 2-3 a day. My goal in the next 5-20 days is to fully abstain from all weed products 4 Life.
>blaming weed for your tobacco addictionStupid faggot you are ngmi til you get off nicotine. Weed is irrelevant, I am sick of you smoking addicts giving it a bad name.
>>62644401>>62644565I kicked weed addiction for good almost 5 years ago. I couldn't ween myself off because I couldn't sleep without it. And yes I didn't succeed my first try. But if you can make it to 3+ months, you're probably in the clear. If you don't relapse at that point, there's no reason to go back. You'll have found replacement for the dopamine production. That's the part the scared me straight. I could either smoke weed or do a 2 hour hike and both net the same brain chemical release. Weed is dangerous that way.
>>62644600>tfw former dude weeders tell me getting off weed gives them terrifyingly vivid dreams>never remember my dreams>almost consider starting a weed habit so I can then drop it to get giga cool dreams. its just not cost effective. sleep tea doesnt help either by the way. I think I just may not have a soul
>>62643899>>62643907You’re an absolute fucking loser
>>62643907how are you making 120k with this lifestyle of smoking weed first 5 minutse.
>>62643952You really thought we wouldn’t see a frail manlet bitch
>>62643907spend some money on a doctor nigga
>>62644618OP probably doesn't, they already lied about one thing in this thread, they probably also lied about that.
>>62643899BEHOLD! Theeee ULTIMATE GOY!
>>62643899Dude Adderall is unreal. It is hoax
demoralization thread, there is absolutely no way someone could waste 500k on weed, thats completely ridiculous. whatever bot or indian made this thread just so you know you should have chosen gambling instead, something believable. anyone stupid enough to waste that kind of money on weed wouldnt be able to get a high paid job, and even if they did they would notice how much they were spending and stop somewhere in the thousands or god forbid tens of thousands, not half a fucking million.
Everyone that smokes rosin is poor and has a small dick.
>>62644618Either OP is some kind of autistic genius savant software engineer that has degraded over time due to working from home and it using weed as a very bad way to cope with his autism or is lying about his income.
>>62644583Wtf are those? Gas station pills? I live with my mom who is abusive. Its easier said than done quitting while living in daily abuse. Getting bitched at or chastised isnt a big deal but when its every day it wears u down
>>62644588I omly spent 180 on tobacco this month while 1100 on weed?>>62644600I relpased after 2 months alar year just cuz I thought i could handle it. I smoked a blunt, had a bad panic attack and swore to myself I would never touch it again, I was smoking within an hour of my panic attack like a chimney. I have no self control when it comes to weed
>>62644618>>62645117Im an rf engineer, some people would call me autistic but im really just socially awkward in a non redeeming way. I was able to succeed with weed in engineering beacus either am smart and would have had my own company with my own patents 10 times over. Last year I began working on a potentially new type of antenna design and I actually made some progress but the weed sucked me back into sorting on my couch all day when im not working. The way I leanred engineering despite working with 20 percent iq capacity is that i spent 2-3 times as much as my colleges learning stuff. I re read stuff all the time. Only super power I have now is that i like engineering. Also 120k is poverty wage in colorado. After the chat gtp analysis, aside form weed which will save me 1k a month I only have the potential to only save a few hundred bucks. Its fucked.
>>62645057Okay well it was more like 100k(mjnimum) but still. Yes I am stupid at life but im good at math. Why is that hard to comprehend?
>>62645031I really want to do it but im on a bulk AND no fap. Im back for my masters and the only thing that got an a in our class last semester was on daddy's>>62644618Also I forgot to mentikn, after a few years u dont even get high anymore. U just get back to normal
>>62644616Well maybe not absolute since I make more than 85 percent of the population including u, while being functionally retarded
you can't out smoke me pup
>>62643899That's crazy, I live alone on about $1500 a month
>>62643899You are a faggot anon I can get a whole ass quarter pound of wax go $350 GoyBucks the hp maybe somewhere around 550-6 full # 900 easy money you are just a spineless weak bitch that got defeated by a literal tomatoe plant
>>62644045Who cares about saving $200 that's not gonna get him anywhere. You probably live on fucking hotdogs and poptarts. Having a varied healthy diet of quality foods is the best investment you can make. His retard habbit is the weed. That shit is for brown skin lowlives
