studying makes me want to kill myself but being poor also makes me want to kms..I really hoped studying would end once i graduated university but its only the beginning for any decent career.
>>62693482my life is raped and idk what to do about it
if you picked a subject you are interested in and that you genuinely want to be an expert in you shouldnt have an issue with some amount of studying. What REALLY is the problem here is that you picked something you hate because the only thing you thought of was money
Many people would do better with learning how to be happy with what they can have that to torture themselves trying to reach for things they werent made for.Of studying is such torture maybe you would do better in trades anon. We all need decently smart carpenters and mechanics. No need for more lawyers.
>>62693520you are 100% correct i picked something i hate for money. I just finished forcing myself to study for 3 hours and want to blow my brains out
>>62693531>tradesIt's a good pick if you hate being stuck inside all day, but it still requires studying depending on which trade. Be prepared to feel like a retard for years while you pick up the basic skills you need. Plus you kinda need to know someone just to get your foot in the door.
>>62693482>studying makes me want to kill myself but being poor also makes me want to kms.Real
>>62693520Wrong, they still fill the curriculum with as much filler bullshit as possible just to give professors a job and have you take exams for shit you'll never need. I'm almost done with med school and we had physics in year 1, and I'm talking the "boat crossing a river at an angle" type of physics. And then history, technology, shit like that, just straight up time wasters. In top of that even if you love the subject you're studying academia is filled with bitter psychopaths who love abusing their authority and making your life a living he'll just for the fun of it.So don't worry >>62693547 it's not much different even if you love it it's still hell
If that makes you want to an hero, wait until you get into the "real world". Labs, offices, trades, it's all shit.
>>62693547What are you studying?I studied linguistics, neurology and economics. Economics has ironically been the most fake waste of time, but you can get good jobs.
>>62694123>neurologyThey told me to call it neuroscience