>>62774762
At least you still have the drive. Also pushing 40 but my fire is dead, I'm just waiting for my body to quit.

>unhireable
>waiting on my real life to begin
>but everything I want takes decades to even show the slightest improvement
why anon?

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>>62774793
>At least you still have the drive
I don't but every option is worse I'm just trying to avoid as much pain as possible
And things can be way worse if you totally give up
I just wanna lie down for a bit..

>>62774794
>why anon?
I'm inefficient and slow and tired and the system is moving in slow motion if you wanna get anything done especially if you have fucked up your life earlier and years behind in education before you can get a job and low end jobs are impossible to get and you have debts and bad credit and the housing system is flooded by migrant so it takes a decade to get housing and you are just stuck in a nightmare loop because you deviated slightly from the average person upbringing and didn't acquire the bare essentials to be functional in life and now your parents died and you have to fix your life but it's an uphill battle type shit

>>62774794
By the way I've been trying to improve my life for the past 13 years and the last 3 years are just now slightly improving at all, but still nothing even considered normal
I don't even have actual problems like drug use or other problems