I cant keep my mouth shut at work. Im gonna get fired again. I lay there every night and tell myself to just stfu at work but I never do. I genuinely dont know whats wrong with me. Im socially deprived and have opinions and idologies that not one single soul on earth agrees with. I know they aint my freinds, but my freind group is dissolved, has been for a long time. The other day I told a coworker I prefer women who are way younger after he told me, he started it by randomly saying not to hit on the younger girls at this function he tried to invite me to. Im uninvited of course(it was "canceled"). Hes my underling so I dont give a fuck and wasnt gling to come anyways. The other day I told the ceo like 5 ideas for us to make more money. I cant tell if they think im stepping out of my place as a peon or a good solider. Probably the former. Im just not cut out to work with other people. I've been on 4chan since 2009. I grew up in a bad slavic family, in a nigger neighborhood, im not house broken and its too late to change. My whole life i spent not giving a fuck what people care and choose engineering partly cuz I thought I would work alone..
>>62783908TLDR
>>62783911Why bother posting that then?
>>62783911Dealing with u people since 2009 is why I cant function in society btw
>>62783908Oh also im just a dysfunctional faggot in general even without this place even if i grew up in british aristocracy or some shut. Not un a druggie or fuckuo way. In a people dont like being arpund me way. I definetly was before. If anything this place made me better cuz there was no were to go but up.I dont hate myself and am not unhappy, I just cant function around other people>inb4 go into tradesI started off at trades, I was too much for them also, its that bad. Im thinking of opening up a laundromat. Or even Uber eats. I just dont want to deal with people. Im tried of making others uncomfortable and dealing with their negative energy anymore. I try playing the maciavelli goy game and just agreeing with everyone on everything and liatening ninstead of speaking and it works but its like no fap or doom scrolling, I relpase and cave in just hours or a day into it
Me too fren. I got reported 2 times to hr for racist, and sexist comments at work. I then left the company cause they were threatening me over my hr reports.
>>62783931My real frein group is dead and the thoughts just build up. I dont know what comes over me...Tomorrow has got to be different. I need to last at this job a few years. Then I can let it rip. Should probably start looking for side contracts and when I match my salary I jsut tell them to make me fully remote or I quit. Im hybrid now. They are already are already open to letting me come in less. Just worried that my zoom zoom cowoekrs now are talking shit about me. As long as its not to the bosses its fine.There is this one dude at the office that says nothing to no one fat and walks around looking angry. At first I thought what an asshole then I realized im a worm compared to him. I should idolize him. Train 24/7 to be like him. He is my new god
>>62783908Yeqh happens all of us, maybe if they would pay a livable salary....
Ive also learned not to say anything or i am extremely measured in the things i talk about, almost every time i say something i regret it. Ive learned my lesson but even when i do say things the odd time i still regret it.
>>62783908Even if you say nothing they will make up lies about you anyway.
>>62783908Based fuck those nigger normies i wish i had your balls
>>627839084chan and telegram is the place to discuss these opinions. Do it there to not do it elsewhere.
>>62783908>I prefer women who are way youngerEverybody not mentally ill from the 30s on does you retard. Thats not some special thing from you. People just dont say it.
>>62783911just another future nightshifter
when people get upset say just kidding then laugh
>>62783908There are solitary jobs you know. They fit well for solitary people.
>>62783908you need Jesus, friend
>>62783908you sound like me... You need to learn to be more Machiavellian at work...
>>62783908You and everyone like you deserves this and worse
blogpost on a blogpost, but I've been struggling with this same issue recently. Its feels as if the people around me are in some sort of trance where they cannot have a single thought that isn't approved by ((them)). it didnt use to be like this.
in recent years my yearly stock gains are starting to outperform my regular salary and I noticed I stopped giving a fuck at work which is kinda liberating, I even yelled at my boss several times now and threatened him resignation. was even rewarded for it with a pay raise. what I want to say is once you stop giving a fuck and you go full unfiltered retard mode life gets better. wouldn't advice it for people who still rely on their paycheck tho lol
>>62787383Kys
>>62788049Zoomies in particular are massively afraid of saying the wrong thing and/or getting cancelled. Even more than millennials - a lot of whom actually believe it anyway.>>62783908Why is your co-worker trying to police who you talk to at parties? What a S_0_Y.Also - just learn to hide your power level, it's really not that hard.
Thats tough bud good luck
