Im 30 years old. I used to be a millionaire. Bad investments, drugs, women, gambling. Im down to about 160k now.Problem:Rent.Taxes. (I owe about 30-40k)Im unemployed. And even if I got a job it: would not be enough. I would literally rather just die than enter the rat race. My entire being is opposed to entering the rat race.My crypto investments? Decimated.So there is literally no more hope for me. My plan is to not pay any taxes and just live out my life until they knock on my door.And when they do I'll just OD or blow my head off. Atleast I have a year or so left to live. Im being dead serious and dead honest. I used to be so embarassed of my small dick but now im just gonna use this year to fuck women even if they laugh. IDC anymore i have nothing to lose
>>62800971Get a job like the rest of us you whiney fuck, no self made millionaire in the world hasn't fucked it up at least once. Stop tying your net worth to your self worth and setup a payment plan with the IRS.Imagine an heroing over money. Stop drinking, stop doing drugs. Get a girlfriend and get a job. Get over yourself
>>62800988nah im not doing that. Im not getting a job and im not going to prison.Also there is no job that can possibly sustain me that i can get within a year or less.Its genuinely fucking over for me.Im selling some shit, but no ones buyingits genuinely fucking over for me
>>62800971Turn to Christ.Never kys.Just learn how to live innawoods if you're so desperate main. Also stop living for fleeting pleasures. You ain't never gonna catch that dragon, bro.
>>62800971join the army and die for israel
>>62800991Put $150k into Bitcoin, self-custody, don't touch it, and then start your life completely over with $10k. Move to another city, and don't talk to anyone you know again until BTC moons.
>>62800971/biz/ is not your personal blog chuddie
>>62800995nah its not possible.>>62801007its not possible, i need to pay for shit this is my last year. I'll be 31. That's a good age
>>62801016Everything is possible when you've got Christ on your side, Anon
>>62800971Have you considered talking to an adult and/or therapist instead of the internet where it's permanent and the entire world can read and laugh at your misery?
>>62800971>>62800991Honestly, people like you with zero impulse control just aren't meant to be wealthy. You're basically one of those white trash people who wins the lottery and loses it all in a year or two. In a cosmic sense you got exactly what you deserved.
I'm a millionaire with no debts and a well paid job and I still feel like I'm ngmi
>>62801054there's no point man. Ive accepted it. This is my final year here. 31 is a good age.>>62801033i dont disagree. But I dont know how to be close to the Source
>>62801094The fact that you see this message means you are close to the source. There is no such thing as a coincidence. Just pray. It may not fix your life, but it will give you the strength to keep going.Don't kill yourself. The loss of mere material things is never a reason to kill yourself. It's just things in the end, and things are only temporary.Can't you declare bankruptcy or something? I don't know how things work in your country.
>>62801106>Can't you declare bankruptcy or something? I don't know how things work in your country.In my country if you declare bankcrupty you will become a non-person. You will not be allowed any money at all, or bank account except one government monitored one where you are capped at 1000eu for your entire life. you must also accept labor they give you.All in all: Its hell. My last option is to live free then die. I do not want to be poor again. I do not want to live in worse conditions. This is my life, and if its over, then its over.
>>62801118Can't you get on some form of welfare? If it's not possible the worst case scenario would be for you to become some kind of vagrant. Maybe share your life in a video as you look for places to sleep and upload it to youtube. Who knows, maybe you could earn a decent living doing that? I mean you are actually FREE now. Nothing is shackling you to anything. You can shit in the woods like a fucking bear and wash yourself in a lake and eat berries and whatnot. You just gotta familiarize yourself with nature first so you won't die. Buy a fucking survival handbook specifically for your area and I bet you'll be happier than 90% of the people who are chained to their cozy lives.
>>62801148>Can't you get on some form of welfare?and then what? brother even if i get on welfare, my rent itself is 2.5k a month after taxes. >If it's not possible the worst case scenario would be for you to become some kind of vagrant.I would rather kill myself. This is my main point. Ive been there.There is no option for me. I welcome judgement.
>>62800971Just leave the country?
>another gay demoralisation larpI'm not selling you faggots
>>62801151I wish you the best, Anon.
>>62800971Kek. Link is literally on the precipice of exploding and all you gotta do is put 100k in it and you’ll be fine.
>>62801154and live where lmfaowith what money
>>62800971While traveling I've met a ton of guys like you who finally gave in and decided to comfymaxx until they ran out of money, before ultimately an heroing. I kept in touch with many of them, and those few months of complete carelessness and living in the moment ended up re-igniting something in them and changed the way they looked at life. They stopped taking things so seriously and decided that not taking life so seriously was much better than their former life of constant worries, and definitely better than dying. Maybe you'll feel the same way in a few months
>>62801179>and those few months of complete carelessnessThe past 10 years was great but not without worries.The only thing that reassures me right now, as in the only reason im not at city hall filing for bankcrupty, or pestering everyone for loans, is that i genuinely dont care and dying is fine by me.I dont want poverty or hardship again. If that's all it was, then that's all it was. Im not gonna work (and whatever work i DO find wont be enough) and im not gonna go to prison.
>>62800991Ok give me the remains and get it over with you pathetic faggot
>>62801219ok, shoot me in the head, make it quick
>>62801195Might as well book a ticket to Thailand. You'll be able to stretch your money out there and comfymaxx for a much longer time than in any western country. And you'll be surrounded by other guys who are doing the same thing
>>62801288Also a 5 year golden visa costs like $18k. It would cut your time a bit shorter, but you wouldn't have to do visa runs to neighboring countries every 3 months
bro stop being a pussy thats like 300k if you don't spend any of it for the next five yearsi plan on doing 12hr days and i HATE talking to people, if you cant do that then drive a truck or something
>>62800971Life is hell and then you die.
>>62800971I wish I had even half the money you have.Protip from somebody who's currently waging: living monk-mode while working part-time is better than being relatively well-off but doing soul-crushing 5-day workweeks.Pay your taxes, put your money to safest possible investments to have at least a little bit of almost-guaranteed capital gains and find some casual part-time job to stabilize your situation
>>62800971>So there is literally no more hope for me. My plan is to not pay any taxes and just live out my life until they knock on my door.Kek - good luck with that.You could have put the $1m into a bond for guaranteed 5% per year. Ya dun goofed. Get a job like the rest of us.
>>62801007I have 60k - can I start over?
>>62801310>thats like 300k if you don't spend any of it for the next five yearsimpossible. living by itself requires so much shit
>>62800995stfu christcuck kys
I know the feel OPNo amount of cope can fix this kind of situation. Fuck all >turn to christ retards. I bought a bible at my lowest point and couldnt get past the first few chapters. Only a 60 IQ moron can delude himself into believing that jewish garbage. Im almost 40 and life isnt worth living. this is hell. My parents ruined my life and I should never have been born. All you'll ever get from govt or shrinks is ''dont worry look on the bright side!'' and gay platitudes, empty words, which also only work on 60 IQ retards who can delude themselves into believing it. Anyway I'm on $250k, went -60% on crapto, almost kms'ed, came out just below breakeven in 2025 and now terminally afraid of investing because everything I've ever done has left me buckbroken. Put 30k in the divvy meme over time and now down 4k on that. Every asset is at parabolic peaks and as soon as I buy the market will finally realize everything is overvalued and hit me with -30%. I second the SEA sentiment, Im just waiting for my parents to die so I can fuck off. Most bitches dont want a 40 year old boyfriend there anyway. All the western men with brains are fleeing to thailand etc and all those pussy markets are so saturated that mid bitches get continuous offers from losers like me/us. They'll never have to lift a finger. All they have to do is scam whites, do their SEA shakedowns, and grift you while they collect more income than I'll ever see from their multiple 60+ year old pensioners. But it still looks like a nice place to go before death. Comfy condo, AC, a bath, chicken katsu, thats all i need to fade into the black.
I also would rather die than work another single second for this bitchmade prank they call western civilization. Fucking feminist retards voting for their own replacement, entire neighborhoods full of fucking shitskins sitting unemployed, collecting my fucking tax money month after month, yapping on whatsapp nonstop, eyes glazed over from living like a destitute poorfag in my country because its still better than their dogshit home country. Doing nothing at all besides crime and collecting the white mans paycheck. And these retarded simps and feminist bitches who act like men keep voting for it. And then you go to SEA and get scammed and lied to by third worlders. Just like back home. I wasted the last years of my youth on a lying bitch from the philippines kek. Oh well such is life. I just hope for a painless way out at the end of the ride
And when the money runs out those bitches will stab you in the back in 0.1 ms because they dont operate on love or sanity, just transactional paypigs to pay for auntie's medicine, uncle's hospital bill, little cousins motorcycle accident (all fake btw) topkek, before you know it you'll be paying for the whole village's last remaining water buffallo as well as her 'boggy pants new trending' as she texts you 1-word replies or 'you buy me'. As they doomscroll AI 'vedios' on facebook 24 fucking 7, and their facebook buy&sell marketplaces where 1.5k posts per day are made in an absolutely orderless cacophony of sheer third world retardation. Their utilitarian pidgin english mixed with thai/tagalog/bisaya/vietspeak will make you want to kill yourself even faster than you were originally planning kek. No place to cover from the rotten light
Thanks OP i buyed because gay threads like this pop up every time before big lumps
>>62803753i fucking hope youre right. If crypto goes up, specifically eth, i can postpone my suicide for another year, but realistically its over for me
bump
>I would rather just dieNo idea if this is a larp but I fumbled 200k last year and then got fed up and quit my job out of spite and it was clearly a mistake. If you don't salvage what you have left by getting a mcjob you'll end up regretting it. Everyone wants to be a baller ass motherfucker saying "10 million by the time I'm 40 or I'll KILL MYSELF" and yolo it all in and then you realize how retarded that was later.
>>62809122lol i fumbled 6 milits over man
>160k With that sort of capital you have so many options. Zero sympathy from me
>>62803604>>62803630>>62803651Nice blog - didn't read.
1-3 years is enough time to change your life. Your mental tolerance for shock seems to be an issue? Are you really that scared of being poor like others or I?
>>62800971you're such a fucking pussy for not wanting to see yourself in the future after having overcome this difficult hurdle, kys now dumb ass cause you already died with the way you're thinking no point in delaying it.
>>62809248have you ever smelled a beautiful woman's asshole?
>>62810289yes many times why
>>62810290describe the smell
>>62810297depends on the girl but usually a combination of febreze/flower soap + muskit rarely straight up smells like poo, except this one time i fingered her in the ass
>>62800971Dude I am 31 too and reached 600k at 26. At 29 I was at 0. Had to eat 1 meal a day of white rice and 1 egg every 2 weeks each month to get by.Same as you touched bottom gf left me lost every basically gambling etc… I tried to end life and last second life impulse made me stay alive. You know what in 2 years I am back, I have a six figure job in Europe middle management. I had only 40k now but considering 2 years ago I take that as a short win. In my mind I will be restless until I go back this 600k area. Your problem is you see the gap of your loss from 1M to 150k and the gap is enormous and makes you feel like life is over.Now think something: What would you do that give you joy or even almost 1% of joy if you had 1M? In my case, my white collar job is still more interesting than playing videos game or being left alone. I read some psych stuff and try to positively manipulate people at work it keeps me busy.Thing is no matter how much you have you will be depressed if you don’t like your day to day life. And honestly when. Had this 600k I realized now I was living like a ck with my ex GF. Go find a job even a boring one and strive to become good, like a process, like you would like to be the best poker player or best golf player best anything just keeping you busy. I know you will say I am a shill but with 160k keep it, don’t touch it or buy bond until end of 2027 when the bear market ends and all traders get washed out. Then buy either the QQQ or good tickers like AMD or PLTR. If you can ; buy XMR. You know how you made this 1M it means you might find a way to make it back. With inflation and AI I know for a fact that government will be forced to print money and central bank lost the 2% target. It means after every bear market (1year approx) just buy the best and you will compound and reach 1M within 1-2 cycles.While you are making it back, learn your lesson and learn how to enjoy life outside gambling ; it fries the brain.
>>62803604feel that i also have bipolar 1 so my brain is literally fucked and depressed despite the meds
>>62800988ThisBut keep drinking and keep doing weed don’t ever get a fucking gf start fucking whores
>>62800988ur not listening to what i sayi made a shitton of money gamblingwith my experience and qualification, i could get a job being a janitor or stacking shelves at walmartso even if i got a job, it would just mean being trapped in hell either way
>>62801054>implying therapist which by law has highly eroded patient-confidentiality principle can give you honest answers>implying your data is safer in the system where its connected to your real identity right there in the database
should put it in jepq you'd be getting like 100k pretax
>>62800971>>62813225>i made a shitton of money gamblingso you got lucky and "had" millions. and then lost most of it and got 160k left (minus debts)and you think you are ENTITLED to your millions, otherwise life makes no sense yada yada.you are a faggot, might be depressed but, like the other anon said, have no impulse controlgo to mexico and travel for a week or whatever. spend a bit of that money to get some different perspectives. only then think what to do with that money.
You're 30 and have 160k get a grip lmfao thats better than like 99% of ppl that age in the entire world, maybe 99.9. You don;'t have to get some shit job as a wagie, find something you like man. Take some more time to think about it.
>>62813402i used to have 2 mil @ 23this is why i wanna kill myself
Shut up and kys already.>WAAAAAAAAAH WOE IS ME!Lazy and entitled fucks.
>>62813417i will, after i finish gta 6
>>62813271eh i dont even disagree so what
>>62800971downsize and trade the 160kyou can easily make 5% a month, that's 8k a month.
>>62815773there is no downsizing brother. im trapped.
>>62815785Why cant you set up a payment plan with the IRS and trade the money
>>62815788He has 160K and owes 30K. He can pay the IRS-equivalent tomorrow (okay, maybe a week or two to sell his assets, move to cash, make the payment).The problem is he made enough money not to need to wage slave and cannot accept the idea of wage slaving.It sounds like you are attractive to women. Have you considered being a house-husband?
>>62815791>He can pay the IRS-equivalent tomorrowthat would be dumb though. He can easily put the 30k to work while making monthly payments. He doesn't have to wage slave, Literally put 100k in brokrage account and trade your dick off. If he cant make a measly 5% a month from the 100k then thats his problem.
>>62815794ur not getting it nigger>>62815788i used to have 2.5 mil and lived liek a king for the past 8 yearsnow i am about to be broke (in approx a year, a year and a half max)i wanna live the way i want to, and if i cannot - then i will ropei dont carei dont wanna go back to povertyi wanna die comfortable
What happens if you don't pay taxes? Like I'm not talking about a billionnaire, but just a normal dude that has to pay an average amount of taxes.
>>62815794Big fan of cheap/free leverage. Running up a 0% intro credit card as we speak into the five figures. Not to the IRS though.If you can reliably make 5% a month trading you are literally better than RenTech and should be on a yacht somewhere with financial news journalists proverbially slobbering over your dick (and maybe some of the cute asian girls they hire for appearance literally slobbering over your dick), not posting with us degenerates here.
>>62815824It sounds like women like really you. Have you considered being a househusband if you cannot stand the idea of wage-slaving?
>>62815834i have 4 kids 4 different women from 4 different countries
>>62815888Sounds like I hit the nail on the head then on the potential here.It's TYOOL 2026, women have money too, you can monetize being a manslut if you do it on an exclusive basis. Find some rich or careerist girl who wants a hot charming husband rather than offing yourself.
>>62800991Prison is kinda fun nglJust put the rest of your money into BTC, self custody it, then let everything go onto a credit card. Debt maxx until you can't anymore, declare bankruptcy, do small prison sentence, then come out a millionaire again. Ez.
>>62800971Stop pretending it was about bad investments and just admit you're a gambling addict that was lucky for a while. And then re-educate yourself with the remaining money or use it to learn a trade while living very below your means. It's a meme to say live on ramen noodles but that's kind of what you've got to do if you want to retool your brain for living in the real world.
>>62815906nah. Suicide is my only option. I cant imagine being poor or going to prison.>>62815938yeah so what. I dont care.
>>62800971i only did the "blow your money" thing the first cycle where i made like only 40k (coming from broke) I bought a 30k car. which was stupid looking back. but the second and third cycle i was not stupid and now I'm gigacomf with 600k eur networth. also travelled around since 2021 only worked a few months a year and not at all in 2022 and 2026. life is good> I used to be so embarassed of my small dick but now im just gonna use this year to fuck women even if they laugh. A lot of woman don't like giant dicks. normal dicks are fine
>>62801118>This is my life, and if its over, then its over.only the father knows the hour. it is not for you to decide when its over. just roll with the play. also you do have the power to change things. I advice you to look into (Chrstian Mystical Prophet) Neville Goddard.Nothing is impossible. you can pull out of this. but it all depends on your inner world and self image. Seriously take my advice. investigate the teachings of Neville Goddard. here is the best channel with original lectures : https://www.youtube.com/@Wisdom-Untold
>>62815974>I cant imagine being poor or going to prison.and thus you will not be poor or go to prison. learn the law. understand the promise. You will be alright check out >>62815984The father provides everyone. in fact there is only the father.
>>6280097130k is not worth ending your everything. Buy the crash and make better decisions next time. XRP, QNT, CC, XLM, HBAR. Just buy high confidence institutional plays when everything crashes and do not sell when it only covers your taxes etc., find Christ, realize money is not that important and you are way too obsessed with retarded things.
>just time the bottom bro>just buy these shitcoins bro
>>62815988> matrixescape.jpgcool stuff bro. what he's gonna do on the other side? die from lack of oxygen?
>>62800971>Im down to about 160k now.Lel, it's not even zero, let alone being in debt. You are whiney bitch who didn't deserve the money in the first place.
>>62800971this is all of us anon dont overthink it we will be so back soon enoughjust slap a 100x
>>62800971Why don't you just pay off your debts and then leave the rest to chance? That way, at least you can think of life as a roguelike while you survive on 120k, it's not like you're really screwed if you have a job or a will to live
Have you gotten a registered letter from the irs yet? That's usually your last warning.
>>62800971>cautionary tale: im retardeduh, ok? dont see how this applies to me
>>62816370nah im done for homie
>>62816395not yet because im technically still within the time period.Also they dont fuck you right away - they give you warnings or quiet crank up your feeswhen they do appear, its usually some kind of letter or summons When that happens ill just KMS myself tbqh
