everyone but me seems to be living the life i have only dreamt of. streamers pull in hundreds of thousands if not MILLIONS gaming and living their life as they please. content creators the same. hundreds of thousands or more to live their life as they please and do. everyone just seems to be striking gold left and right. copy-pasta, easy to make roblox games, golf youtube channels, faceless TV and then there is stupid fucking cuck retard me getting ready to spend the majority of my day today, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year forced to do something that drains my energy and mental wellbeing to zero where by the time i get home tonight i won't have a single thought left to process. and I GUARANTEE YOU if I tried any of this stuff i would get 5 views or less but all these assholes INSIST its so fucking easy. this truly has to be hell i'm trapped in. because its a constant waking nightmare. i'm seriously considering giving up in 2027 because this "grind" is just stupid. sure i breakeven every month but its just like circling a drain until i die and my life is far from my own. if i'm circling the drain to death anyway, why not just throw my life away? go broke, drown in debt and past due bills and become a vagabond or kms. its what they want me to do anyway, i think.
Sucks to suck>t. sucker
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