>Be me>I was bullied as a kid>One day a kid came to our school, he was smart and beautiful>I bully him for some reason>I remember his face crying, the look that says "Why?">Now I am older, the guilt is eating me, did he had to go through that? Why did I do it? Was it because I was being bullied? No that's just an excuse!>I realize I am somehow attracted to boys that have the same facial features, skin color, hair color, personality, it's like... not sexual attraction, stomach flips and I get butterflies, but I don't know what it is.>I have a friend>He kinda looks like him>Everytime he says something nice to me, I feel good in a weird way, I always think about himAm I Gay?
