A thread to talk about your kinks, where they came from, and other kinds of conversation you can't find anywhere but /d/. Images requested!
A big one for me is sweat. I'm something of an olphactophile, scents and smells are very important to me, and sweat readily fills that niche. But, beyond that, being visibly hot is also arousing to me for reasons I can't quite pin down, but the two come together pretty well for me.
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Also a real big fan of outdoor nudity, casual nudity, and casual sex to a degree. I've always liked casual nudity, but I went to a nudist camping thing once, and it was amazing, it's so chill and comfy, and I fukkin love the low level, but persistent horny vibes that permeate everything. Also kind of a weird contradiction, since it not being overly sexual, makes it so much moreso in my mind, at least. Super paranoid about bugs, though
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Not really sure what awakened it in me, but I have a thing for play involving inflatable pooltoys and balloons. Something about the texture of them is really comforting to me, the smell as well of PVC or latex is incredible
>>11543760I really love vaginas i do not know why, the lips, the clit, the tightness, it just makes you want to eat it or just put your dick in there, i think its really attractive
Hmm let's see>SphShowed pp to girl on Omegle. She laughed and called it "as tiny as a Chinese child's". Pp got harder.>Ass playI remember just washing my butt when I was 14 or so, and discovering that the tip of my finger could go inside. Felt good. Now I get pegged semi regularly.>Giving oralFell in love with he whole thing the first time I did it. Seeing my girl's pussy up close is super erotic. Also I'm apparently good at it, so it's a win win>Cum play/snowballingThere was a time in my life when I used to have a lot of humiliation-based e-sex. One of my main places was Omegle, and I had, in two separate occasions, two girls make me stick stuff in my ass and then cum for them and eat up my own cum. Once from my computer chair, once from the floor.>Cucking (though I'd never do it irl)During the aforementioned esex adventures I ended up being dragged into cuck-like situations thrice. The first time I was the bull (it was a group masturbation thing, 1 girl and 5 or so guys. Let's say I was her favourite and she didn't hide it). The other 2 times the girls lured me in with the spy play, but later added cuck elements. One started comparing me to her bf and telling me whenever he fucked her, how I could never do that, how she'd one day make me watch, she made me choose the panties she'd wear to his etc. The second one straight up forbid me to cum and made me lookup and send her big dick porn, then teased me until I admitted I'd watch her get fucked by bigger men.>Overheard sexLast time I slept in a hotel I was woken up at 3am by the couple next door. Her screams were so sexy, I still fap to that sometimes
>>11543813>spy playMeant sph play
Oh, a story thread, that's not too common now is it. I have many, but I think my earliest was dirty laundry, simply because I had no privacy in my room, and one of my chores was to do the laundry. I'd only ever have privacy when I went down to the frigid basement and handled everyone's dirty clothing, and I'd make up a big pile on the floor so I wouldn't be forced to sit on concrete, and touch myself. Eventually the odor (and the cold) became turn ons, and now its hard to do without at least one. I still do my older brother's laundry when I watch his children.
>>11543760Got the breast expansion fetish from Terminator 3 and seeing woman playing T-X make her bust grow.
>>11543813>>Giving oral>>11543794AgreePussies look amazing super up close and detailed, and eating out is so much fun. They're so fun to gently play with and explore, and fish out reactions. I think cocks are overall more aesthetic and cute, but, there's something deeply satisfying about eating pus in a way that's almost unique to it.I prefer mine with unreasonable amounts of juice though.
>GiantessRare, you son of a bitch, you knew what you were doing to me. Jugga obviously, but Humba Wumba, especially in the supervised version of her tent, too. God, Rare was thirsty as fuck back in the day, huh?
I got way too many kinks man, but I think my fable for older, dominant, tall women and their feet comes from a teacher I had in middle school who hated me. I remember jerking off one day and even though I started our fantasising about a classmate, I slowly started thinking about her instead. First about her just being naked and praising me, then my thoughts went to her feet and her putting them in my face while being as harsh and strict as she usually was. Maybe I wanted approval and praise from her so bad I started to develop a sexual attraction to the way she treated me and I wanted her to step all over me, dominate me etc. Ever since that type of woman is my weakness. I am dating a lovely girl who is really nice to me but I fantasise about getting dominated by her mom all the time.Also I think I developed a huge breeding kink from my gf not wanting kids.
>Gentle femdom, female sexual aggression/initiative, larger womenAlmost assuredly because I was molested a bit by my older sister. Nothing heavy, just some hands on places and naked cuddling (unfortunately. I was into it then, and wish we had done more). But, that was very, very formative for me, and it's super, super relaxing and comforting to me now. Honestly I feel more guilty for liking it and wishing we did more, than anything else negative though, lmao, I know a lot of people have had shit like that happen and are bad off for it, meanwhile I just want more.
I was born with a foot fetish.Genuinely.I was, I think 4 or 5 when I first really had an obsession with them.I remember, I didn't know what sex was, I didn't know naked people were interesting, and I remember staring under the door of dressing rooms waiting for my mom, looking at the feet. I stared at feet in sandals in kindergarten, I got excited when girls took their shoes off in cartoons since before I remember. In third grade, when a girl threatened to step on me, my immediate reaction was to get her to do it. I do believe that was my first erection. My first nuts, were not to feet, I didn't connect those dots at first, but within a month of my first nut, I had discovered them as a fetish. I never had a chance.
>>11543760I'm super into anal. I got into anal before I ever even knew how to cum or what cumming was. One day I was walking around in the neighborhood and saw a huge stack of dirty Club magazines in the trash can. If you're not familiar, they're not like playboy. These show full penetration, cumming, anal, and all the rest. I saw all these pictures, and all these cocks cumming and going into pussies and asses and mouths it was unbelievable. It made my dick hard but I still didn't know what to do with it. I remember I tried all sorts of things to >Get the white stuff to come outMy dumbest idea was to pee with a boner to see if that worked. I got pretty discouraged. But I also had an asshole, and these girls looked like they were having fun getting things crammed in them and fingering them, so I started fingering mine. Then I upgraded to a travel shampoo bottle, markers, a banana, a cucumber, various utensils with crazy handles... But I still haven't ever cummed. One night I had something up my rear, a sharpie or something, and was fucking my ass while slowly humping a pillow and I finally cummed. It was a massive amount. Fast forward to today and I almost never cum without something in my ass. I'm super excited right now because I'm about to get in the shower and use my ovipositor and deposit a bunch of eggs in my colon. Something I've done for the last 3 nights but still excites me. I'm not telling anyone where I got my affinity for furry...
>>11544161I should mention I found the magazines in the 90s so Internet porn wasn't a thing for me, and at worst I had seen an R rated movie before.
>>11544165Thanks for making me feel old, but no, the internet was full of porn in the 1990's, from 1992 peer to peer absolutely exploded with "work-groups" in windows3.1, so you'd have the files locally, eliminating the waiting a full minute on dial up as the image slowly loaded line by line only to discover the "best part" was hidden or concerns about being banned by the host/forum.
>>11544313I said it wasn't a thing for me. Not that it wasn't a thing. I didn't get online for at least 5 more years.
>>11544065I was born with it too, starting from age 3 it manifested as an inexplicable fixation on feet that was more like a disgust than anything, but then in adolescence it became sexual. I had a super hot English teacher and later my first gf who both would wear strappy sandals and gave me my awakening for feet (and sandals too)
>>11544161I found it organically. When I was like, 8 I had the question of if things came out of my ass, if things could go in, and tried to finger myself a few times. First few were whatever, but then I had one that felt really good, and then it started being something I did almost every time I showered. Eventually, a couple years later I had the idea of using something else, I tried a few things that just didn't work for one reason or another, then I tried an M&M's minis canister. So that was my first orgasm. Kinda weird, I was probably too young to have a full orgasm, way more deep tingling and not-quite-cum slime than a prostate orgasm as I know it now. I was scared at first, but eventually kept doing it. Until today, where it's still my preferred way to masturbate. I guess, I also have like, I dunno, a masturbation kink? Because I always get way, way more horny when thinking about masturbating, than I do for actual sex. Sex feels better, to be clear, but, I don't get as into it. Spending like 4 hours prepping for a mediocre masturbation session is a perfect day for me (obviously I'd prefer to cum harder though lmao)
>>11544065>>11544437I strongly believe that having a fetish or not having a fetish is mostly a matter of perspective. Once you learn how to see things from the right angle, they click into place. And my foot fetish is my biggest reason for believing that.I wasn't born with a foot fetish. I long knew that foot porn existed, I had seen it before. It just didn't do anything for me.Then one day I sat down in a recliner, put out the foot rest and stretched. The arch of my foot rubbed against it just the right way, and even though there was nothing lewd about that situation, I understood immediately. It was just a matter of knowing that feet can be sensitive and that they can feel nice when treated right. In that moment, feet shot up to one of the most intimate parts of a girl's body in my mind, and I don't want to go back, even if it was possible.
>>11543815A RED SPY'S IN THE BASE!?
I got cheated on and it destroyed me, but now I love being a cuck.
Deadass no idea why I like vore. It was maybe my third fap ever – it was a recommendation in the sidebar of the video what provided my first two faps ever. I've been gone ever since. I have no memories of anything prior to that which would have foreshadowed a sexual fixation on the digestive system. As far as I'm concerned it came out of nowhere. I've always assumed that something must have happened with a babysitter or something like that. Certain otherwise innocuous incidents have suggested to me that it might be genetic but I have no desire to confirm this hypothesis.
Giantess with vore, feet, and butt related subfetishes. I learned it from bugs. I stepped on one I liked by accident at 5. I roleplayed as a bug in a roleplay chat room when I was 8 and tried to get a fem regular to squash me. Various media and real life events likely influenced the end result as an adult, but neither grooming nor gooning had anything to do with the original manifestation. Pure self selected freedom and finding things that resonated with me from the start. I was exposed to a lot of fetish and porn content as a teenager and found most of it gross and weird. Never spontaneously branched off into anything I couldn’t connect to the original feeling, which doesn’t involve sex for some baffling reason, but oh well.
If it's a fetish discovery sharing circle, I have to talk about my thing for futanarization (not that widely a used tag, but basically conversion into futa.)I only read someone talking about a scenario, but it resonated so hard it was instantly one of the things I look for. Unfortunately, it's not that common an angle.It came from someone talking about an erogame called "trouble trap lab" and it was a scenario where a girl got a dick from some sci-fi nonsense or whatever, and she pesters the protagonist for help handling it.So now I have a big thing for girls gaining a dick and then being at the mercy of the new organ.
>ArmpitsHoo boy there's a lot to this one. No one single event really defined it for me, but, it's easily my strongest fetish, and is borderline a true fetish. A degree of it, I think I've always had, like the anon saying they were always sorta aware of feet.I'm an olfactophile for sure, people's smells are really important to me, and this feeds into it, too.As I was getting more into pornography, it became a bit of an aesthetic focus. Lots of little things and details about how different people draw them started fascinating me.In community college, there was a girl in my major, super cool, kind of a hippy. Almost every day she wore a tank top, and was completely unshaved. This was offputting to me at first, but won me over quickly. I was definitely into pits before, but this absolutely turned my curiosity and interest into something a lot heavier. Then, my first girlfriend was pretty attentive, and noticed that my eyes would always kinda drift to her pits. So, pretty quickly started teasing me a bit, she'd feign embarrassment over them being seen and treat them like other sensitive areas. And then non-teasing indulging, which built off that, like publically flashing her pits to me, or asking me to finger them while cuddling, and she'd pretend to moan. And then I was getting handjobs with my face pressed into her pit. This absolutely sealed in any doubts, and is what pushed it into true fetish territory to me, where I find myself fantasizing about them in some capacity almost every time I have sex or masturbate.My current girlfriend is a bit less physically playful, but still indulges me from time to time, and has noticed through me how much stuff for pits there is. I remember, we spent a weekend where she went through her old Monster Hunter saves to pick out how many outfits were pitslut approved. I'm not a monster hunter guy, but, something like 80% of the outfits were all absolutely pitslut approved.
>>11544791I hate that natural born futa became the default, since I like transformation a lot more, especially the girl intentionally turned herself into a futa.
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>>11544791There was a formative, white whale doujin I ran into early in my fap career, that gave me an appreciation for that.It was a Lucky Star one, at this point I can't even recall specifics, besides one character getting a penis, then proceeding to break down and lose to cocklust, and have sex with all their friends. That, that's hot to me. I like futa in a wide variety of circumstances and scenarios, but I have a soft spot for fenale to futa transformations, followed by her near uncontrollably having sex with her friends.
I have a femdom and crossdressing fetish, obviously with a goth theme. This literally wasn't my fault and you all probably won't believe me but I went to high school when goth girls were a big thing. There was one girl, I'll call her A. She was not the hottest goth girl in our school, but still a solid 9. Me and my friends were a bunch of skater dudes geeks who played videogames, skate boarded, and did other CKY type stuff, filming it all with a big camcorder of course. Anyways, A was one of the few goth girls that hung out with us because goth girl interest and skater geek interests ran more parallel than other cliques in school. I remember one day me and another buddy were at the park skating and A was there watching, and of course we were trying to get her to dump out her tits or something, but she completely did a reversal on us, and was trying to get me and him to make out and get to see her tits as payment. We were wusses so we only came close to kissing and then stopped>FAG! later on me and another buddy of mine were at A's house hanging out with her in her bedroom. Somehow she talked us into letting her do us up in goth makeup. I have to admit, my buddy came out cuter than me, but who knows. I've always been pretty critical of myself. And then she gets some outfits out. Mine was a stupid black frilly dress, I was surprised it buttoned up, but A was pretty stacked. Both me and my buddy were shorties, both like 5'5" or so. She put him in a tight black skirt and a top of some sort. I was honestly shocked at how good his butt looked in the skirt, but he was a very small guy. A finishes dolling us both up and then of course she starts working us to make out with each other.. To this day one of my biggest regrets is we didn't make out. We we're fucking close, and I get hot all these years later thinking about it. Our faces got really close, and I could feel his breath. He had short hair, but mine was very long. He looked like a little goth pixie. 1/2 I guess.
>>115448332/2So A is rooting is on, and we both wuss out. He was touching me, so I actually think I wussed out and he followed along because at the time everyone and everything was a gay fag. At the time I didn't realize that A was trying to satisfy her own fetishes, and not just trying to embarrass us. We hung out for a long time afterwards, for years actually, but never did anything like that again. I lost track of A, and one day my buddy stopped talking to me and we never saw each other again. I looked him up years later and he's actually a homosexual. If you get a chance to do your fetish, or partipate is someone else's, my advice is to do it, because you never know where you might end up.
>>11544449so then, you've been anal only your whole life or did you eventually jerk off? im sort of on the opposite path. i started rubbing my dick since i was 5. no i wasnt molested, it just discovered touching my dick felt good. now im anal only, but its difficult because i have 30 years of hyper concentrated cock sexual experience so its hard to relearn pleasure through anal. i wish i had touched my butt instead of my dick when i was 5
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Tons of weird shit, and I don't even have explanations for most of it. The best I can usually do is connecting them to some sort of deeper meaning. Like encasement kink coming from a subconscious need to feel protected. Although I do suspect I got a medical kink from an intimate infection when I was 5.
>>11544833>>11544835I can only dream of anything close to that happening to me. I'm so horny thinking about it now. You were so close man.
>>11544837>>11544839I've still ever only had sex with women, but there's definitely a seed planted deep down in me. Now I get on fucking FetLife and whatnot and get excluded from things because I'm too old. Definitely a missed opportunity, God bless A for trying to show me the light, I just wish I had done more. I really wish my friend didn't bail on me, I think maybe he liked me but I'm pretty straight I guess and maybe he was torn and had to leave for his own mental health. I'll never forget how cute he looked in that skirt. I wish I didn't have these crazy hangups where I always think someone is going to suddenly pull the rug out from underneath me as soon as I commit to something. I really thought A just wanted to shame us. I didn't even know this fetish existed until years later. A's fetish I mean.
Preggo fetishist, i'm confident it stems from when I was maybe 8 or 9. A family friend came over for an evening with his wife who was pretty far along. I don't remember much but what I do recall vividly was her flicking up her shirt and getting everyone to rub her belly "for luck". So I rubbed her belly which was like innocent enough to everyone else, cute even ig. But to me it was such a weird thing, the belly was tight but also had a good bit of give. It like rippled and gurgled under my hands. At the time it made my dick pop off, but i didn't know why exactly till a few years later lol. In hindsight I'm pretty sure she was 100% into her pregnancy, wouldn't have been surprised if it was a fetish for her too.
>>11544838Oh yeah and also a blood kink from around the same age, there was a time me and my sister tried tasting blood from each other's cuts
Not really a fetish but I once read a doujin where a girl was helping her futa friend fuck for the first time, teaching her the basics. When she climaxed, she yelled “I’m arriving” instead of I’m coming, and the girl admonished her for ruining the mood. It was super funny, if anyone knows what I’m referring to, link it cause I want to read it again. First time mistakes is a cute and wholesome thing more stories about virgins should have.
>femdom but really just D/sSo Misty was an early cartoon crush for many born in the mid90s but having Red version in the household I got to see Sabrina over my older brother's shoulder and damn she's cool. Finally the anime gets to the Sabrina arc and while it was mostly the doll house/toy town I just locked on to what psychic powers could do and it genuinely scared me. Small beans tho, move on... Until puberty plays with it and that fear is morphed into arousal. Doesn't help that my older brother was definitely an older brother and would bully me but sometimes in fun ways. Being tied up and left alone to see if you can get out is worth pointing out. I remember at least one time (not that it was a common occurrence I didn't want to get out cause that meant the game was over. In comes puberty along with access to the internet. Go looking for this new thing called manga (new to me) and eventually hentai. Enamoured with it and all the tags that go along with it. Boy Soprano stands out in my memory but far from the only one I read a few times. Femdom and futa went well together but they weren't the only things on the table of course. Slowly learned I was actually bi so now it's not just fantasizing about women dominating but men too.
>>11544940Didn't remember having this but might have been a better pic
>diapersI remember as a child a cousin visited and they were still in pullups when i was out. I wanted to sneak downstairs to grab some but i fell asleep and never got to. I guess it stuck with me since years later in middle school I went into the special ed bathroom once and saw a stack of abena m4s. I took one and since then i really enjoyed the comfort they give as well lets me do things without having to get up. no scat though.>Crossdressing and feminizationI think this comes from how much i love the female form and am envious of how pretty their clothes are. I never viewed it as really much sexual just love the clothes design. I did want to be a fashion designer when i was younger but was scared of being called gay.>AnalI once got a wedgie and kinda enjoyed how it scratched an itch down there. After a while i just started playing with my hole and eventually evolved to full penetration. This one comes in phases but my girlfriend wants to peg me sometimes. Never told her I wanted that before i met her.A lot of other fetishes were due to browsing /d/ during my formative years and it being slighly associated with a fetish thread i was looking for. like sph, femdom, futa, lactation, hypno, and probably a few others i can't think of right now.
>>11544968I got caught by my mom putting on a diaper when I was way to old. Probably like 7 or something. I told her that I was blackmailed into doing it and obviously she didn't believe me.
>>11544940>Oral sex and sexual secretionsSo for oral sex it's simple, oral fixation. I was a chewer. I chewed on toys, pen caps, pencils, and bit my finger nails off instead of clipping them. If it could fit in my mouth then often times it found its way in there. Hate chewing gum funnily enough. Also being super subby the idea that they are getting off from me but I don't get that direct stimulation is hot on its own.As for cum or "sexual secretions." It taste good or rather I acquired the taste. During my gay panic years after realizing I was attracted to men I figured I must be gay. All I knew at that point being in the rural south is that your either normal or gay. Understanding that I found out it was "gay" and gay men love the taste of semen, right? So I tasted my own, not bad but I can't say I love it. "Better get used to it tho," I told myself. Kept swallowing my own for the next decade+. When I finally slept with a woman, of course I tasted the new juice and again enjoyed the taste. Pair that with having seen plenty of hentai with squirting or massive ejaculations from men being proof you did a good job and how could it not be a fetish
>>11544971Last origin>Raceplay (exclusively with men)Again rural southern upbringing, and being black I noticed the subtle differences in treatment. It was whatever, not often or obvious but sometimes noticed. Enter highschool and getting my own computer and finding 4chan. As the BBC/BNWO/Blacked threads came about, as the enlightened conscientious objector I was (really just didn't care for meme) I didn't like it. Over time though I went full contrarion aka my submissive ass want to be controlled, not be in control and here we are.>Erotic asphyxiationI had asthma and probably masturbated one to many times during an event. Also holding your breath is common towards climax, so why not let someone ele hold your breath for you?
>>11543760I had a gf when I was like 3~4She was very sexual and very forceful and used to give me deep tongue kisses. We also played with each other genitals a few times.Surprisingly this didn't give me a femdom fetish or anything, but one episode where she asked started smelling my feet and masturbating, and then I joined in by smelling hers and masturbating too made me a huge smell and foot fagAlso when I was like 7~9 I had regular threesomes (actual penetration and everything) my twin neighbors, so me liking bi shit probably comes from that
>>11544979>3-4That feels like you got groomed
>>11544984She was my age so not reallyI think she was the daughter of a coworker of my mom, from what I'm told (since I was too young to remember) we immediately hit it off when we first met
>>11544994How are you sexual at 3 years old?
>>11544996People in hotter places mature (sexually speaking) faster I guessBtw she was really crazy, I made up some bullshit excuse to leave the relationship (something about her being younger than me I think) because she scared me but she proceeded to follow me around to every school I went to (due to work I had to change around a lot) lol
>>11545002That makes no sense. I grew up in a hot place and i was never molested.Was i an ugly child...
>>11543794>I really love vaginas i do not know why, the lips, the clit, the tightness, it just makes you want to eat it or just put your dick in there, i think its really attractiveI think it's hard to find a guy who doesn't agree with that
>>11545034i think most, and i mean almost all of them, are ugly. the only good ones are innies or as close to that as possible. anything thats not an innie is not human and registers as some alien being in my head. this is /d/, you've seen those NASTY futa threads where they have disgusting drooping wizard sleeve labia and foreskins and theyre dripping green juice and putrid yellow smegma. THAT is what comes to mind when the puss isnt innie
>>11544836Oh, I've absolutely jerked off, though I didn't put together how to do that until after. Maybe like a year after. I have absolutely nothing to base this on besides trying to explain my experience, but I think my penis wasn't done developing quite yet. I remember, one day, doing what I usually did, my dick suddenly felt really good, so I started touching it more, and had figured out jerking off within a few days. But, I really have no idea. It was always kinda, I guess, "itchy, prickly" before, the good orgasm feeling was purely internal, before that day.It has definitely always been secondary to me though, more what I do when I'm feeling lazy, need to do it quick, or am making a point to do something different, or try something new I've learned of.Much more recently, like two years ago, I've discovered putting a Hitachi to my dick & balls, which is even betterNOW I don't jerk almost ever, because if I could, I should just use a hitachi. I think the last time I jerked off with like, my hands, with that not being a supplement to anal, was six, maybe seven months ago when I had to stay in a hotel for a weekend and didn't have my toys. I kinda wish I could experience the orgasms I did when I was younger one or two more times, more because I have the mental scaffolding to catalog what I'm feeling now, and am really curious what I was actually feeling. My memories are kinda tainted by my current expectations of what it should feel like, even though I know that wasn't what it was like.
>>11545017I was almost molested once and it sounds like fun and games now, but not so much when you get caught naked changing into a swimming suit in a garage by 2 grown men who don't let you leave... I was like 7 and that shit till scares the fuck out of me when I think about it. My dad was a mean mother fucker, and giant, and strong, and definitely the most badass dad out of all the people my parents hung out with and to this day, I think they stopped because of my dad and them being afraid of him. Might be some sort of reverse fetish origin story. They didn't really do anything that bad, and they were drunk so I never told anyone.
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>>11543760I'm big into eggs and pregnancy and they all stem from watching Carnosaur, because the villain released a virus that gets women pregnant with dinosaur eggs.
>>11544979I had a little something when I was, I wanna say 5 or 6. I think she was a year older but I could be wrong. Girl in my 1st grade class, we became friends, turned out she lived near me. I lived in a pretty rural area at the time, so anyone being close was kinda rare. She really liked being naked, and liked touching and being touched. We'd go out into a plot of wilderness and just kinda naked cuddle and grind for a few hours. Then she suddenly moved, and that was that.But, I don't think I picked any fetishes up from that. I do enjoy casual/outdoor nudity now, but that feels like it's not related. In hindsight, it's kinda sad, I imagine she was SA'd to some degree. But, whatcha gon' do
>>11544838Have to elaborate further or my brain won't shut up.>autoandrophilia>autohomoeroticism>guro>general weird shitSchool system I went through was basically a lesbian feminist activist cabal built to churn out dronelike slaves of their agenda. For reasons I got hit especially bad with their shit. I came to feel a lot of shame just for being a woman attracted to men and having some more "stereotypical" feminine interests and so I pushed myself into weird, even scary, kinks as a way to compensate. Also must have figured liking guys wouldn't be shameful if I were a guy.>encasement>mummification>gears/armorLike I said, subconscious psychological need to feel protected, probably from the lesbians. But also my earliest memory of arousal was when I was maybe 2 or 3, I think it was a Thomas the Tank Engine VHS tape I had, one of the trains got covered in tar and for some reason that just made me feel all weirdly good.>medical kinkLike I mentioned, vulvitis when I was about 5 years old, I was off on vacation with the other side of my family than usually, and I had to go to the hospital and get my pussy swabbed, and the one on the island was a weird older building and I think over the years my brain just put all that fear and weirdness together and turned it into arousal.
>>11545292cont>bloodKinda overlaps with guro, kinda its own thing. There was the mentioned time my sister and I got the idea to taste each others' cuts, yeah. A long time later, I was around 14, I had this dream I had a huge bleeding head wound, and saw myself in the mirror covered in blood, and by that point I was a few years into developing enjoyment of weird shit so I thought it was really hot and also cool. Because I was a fucking idiot, I told some seniors I tried to hang around at school, and the dykes did NOT like that at ALL, and from there on out did everything they could to make the rest of high school as miserable for me as possible. I wasn't allowed to do anything but study and save the world. It took me almost two decades to realize what happened and how fucked up it was. By then I was a long gone degen gooner femcel with no future who 99 percent of the time can only get off imagining my gacha husbando sadistically torturing his friends. I hate lesbians so fucking much man
>FutaPretty straightforward. Ran into them when I was like, 8, on the family computer, was always interested. As I got older, I realized they were my exact preference. Female bodies, male genitals. Trans women are close, but not quite. Still the closest I'll ever get though. I wish there was more complexity to it
Femdom and onee-san stuff. I grew up a single child and always struggled with dating and the process of hooking up. So I've long fantasized about the idea of an older more mature and confident, maybe even slutty, older sister who would take my hand and guide me through the stairs to adulthood.Surprisingly I'm not into mom stuff, just older sisters do it for me or other similar assertive kind of girls.
>>11545325I'd love for her to start with a handjob after she caught me masturbating and taught me the birds and the bees using her body.
>>11545326It'd be so fun if she first caught me masturbating like this
>>11545292>>11545296As someone with basically his entire sexuality defined by lifestyle slavery I appreciate you trying to yap about this stuff. I can't say I would ever be interested in enslaving someone normal, hearing a girl say things that would be disqualifying for friendship with me but extremely qualifying for being my "girlfriend" is always something impossible to explain, but having flashbacks to how much you hate lesbians and feminism for the torture they inflicted on you in high school is such a clear demonstration of what this looks like. Seeing you express this pain in such a clearly damaged way just activates that part of me that wants to protect things like you. Something about the mummification and encasement, as a dom it doesn't really look hot to me at all but the headspace of it being a manifestation of a overwhelming and total form of protection does. It's like a physical manifestation of how I want my life partner to feel about her relationship to me. I would torture and beat a girl like that pretty badly for being such a misogynist, and imagining a version of that looking like her being enveloped by a form of tar that takes over her body and forces her to act in a way that will stop her from hurting herself further is actually making me think positively about that fetish for the first time. >can only get off imagining my gacha husbando sadistically torturing his friendsI'm not nearly as up to date on the latest waifu and husbando technology as I should be, but what husbando exactly are you thinking of? It's not right to torture your friends, but totally right for your love language to be replacing a creature's pain and misery with your own corrective pain and misery.
>>11545345God I sure do sound like Chat GPT when I try to rewrite a post like 50 times. Can't imagine how weird that sounds when you actually talk to those clankers. >love tortured girls>care for tortured girls>replace their torture with your own
>>11543760don't know if a fetish, but futa and other type of stuff like that. Found it a young age but no desire in irl for men.
>>11545325SimilarFor me, with hindsight, my older sister fetish was a bit backwards. I just wanted a sister really badly, but externalized that desire through porn. I wanted a big sister much, much more than I wanted to fuck one, but fucking one entails having one. The human brain is funny.
>>11545345Oh I'm not interested in full time lifestyle slavery or getting tortured to "fix" me. But the "overwhelming and total protection" thing is definitely hot. I like to imagine he lies himself down over me while I'm in a sleepsack or the like so nothing can get through to me. And it's not in character for him to torture his friends but it's still hot to think about it.
Horses.Centaurs, ponies, all kinds of equines.My aunt and uncle had a horse ranch when I was younger (they wound up losing it because they were shit at it), and thus, I had the "privilege" of guaranteed, miserable low paying summer work on that ranch. All the horses were some brand of asshole, probably because my aunt and uncle were shit at actually taking care of them, and the horses were probably miserable, too, but one of them was some kind of horse sexual deviant. I swear to god, when I came into her stall she would press her ass into me, start reeking of what I eventually learned was horse arousal, and try to like, reverse hump me, tons of juice, it was a mess. No fukkin clue if this horse had experience to back up this cocklust or not.At the time it was pretty revolting and scary, I was like, 15. But, uh. With time, it definitely stuck with me. I don't think I'd actually fuck it (or another) if I had the chance today or anything, but, I can enjoy some good horse smut.
>>11545520It's really hard not to look at big giant horse cocks when you're on the farm. It's fucking embarrassing.
>>11545561Yeah, it really is. I'd say you get used to it, but, only to an extent. There's a level where that's a giant cock and it sucks all the air out of anything else. It left nowhere near the deep mark on me, but walking up on the male horses masturbating/that thing where they slap their cocks against their bellies until they cum, makes you really think about some things.
I read goosebumps back in the day and they had a choose your own adventure book and one of the routes led you to a laboratory where a doctor did a bunch of experiments to you, and turned you into a dog. You could make it home after being a dog but can't ever change back. Animorphs as well, where one of the characters stayed as a hawk for too long and became stuck like that forever. That shit did things to me. That and all the fucking Disney stuff. I remember watching Sword in the Stone over and over again for the transformation sequences, and that girl squirrel wanting to mate with Arthur was insane. I'm sorry I'm sorry fucked up.
>>11543760i have a really funny/embarrassing memory of being like 7 years old at a cousin's wedding reception, there was this woman wearing nylons and dancing with her shoes off and i just kept being drawn to her magnetically and staring at her feet and wanting to dance with her, my parents had to pull me away multiple timesi don't know if it counts as an origin story, i was obviously very drawn to them in the first place, but i still remember it and cringe at myself from time to time
>>11545797For me it was reading "A Bad Case of Stripes". That book had to be a psy-op for dumb and humiliating transformations.
>PregnancyWhen I was, I wanna say 13, my cousin got knocked up, and her parents freaked out over it, so she had to come stay with us for a while. Watching her belly grow was hot, but what really impacted me was a lot of the other processes of pregnancy. Her mood swings, strange food cravings, hot flashes and sudden sweat sheets, breast soreness, water retention and soreness, all that stuff. Honestly the belly itself barely factors for me besides being an obvious sign of it (though slim frames with big bellies has independently become something I like), it's all the other stuff that really gets me.The human body going crazy with hormones, strange physiological processes, all the shit I think normal people think is horrifying, is so fucking hot to me.
I found a futa porn game in highschool that kicked things off. I also found a japanese tentacle video that got me into watching that and monster porn.Can anyone tell me what the porn category would be called for where you are a man being stolen from your girlfriend by another girl? I literally cannot remember it and cannot search it right, I just keep getting ntr
>>11545927CuckqueanryHothusbandingCuckcakeNot sure.
>>11545927Cuckqueen
For me it was a trifecta of simping for the valkyrie and faerie girls in Odin Sphere for the PS2, a Sexy Parodius boss fight comp on YouTube where the final boss lady is a giantess who squishes the last villain under her ass by accident, and a custom-made Monster Girl Encyclopedia entry on Deviantart.
>TicklingKind of a neat one, I think at least. So, I'm a dom-leaning switch, but thought I was a sub for a long time. My thing is, I get very, very uncomfortable actually hurting anyone, whether they're into it or not. So, I have a hard aversion to most forms of dom/s type stuff, which combined with being a switch, liking bondage, ect thought that just meant I was a sub. I have, over time, built up a better conception of gentle dom, and have found I can mostly use tickling to completely replace a lot of pain/control stuff, which has let me occupy that a lot more. Tickling itself wasn't very significant to me as far as kinks go at first, but I've come to appreciate it a lot more just by exposure. It's definitely still not like a top shelf kink for me, but, it's kinda interesting getting to experience a mostly entirely utilitarian relationship with something become a kink.
>>11544791For me my futanarization fetish started with the Viper GTS OVA series that I found in my early days on the internet. It's also what got me into succubi and evil women but that's besides the point. There's a part in episode 3 where a group of angels grow dicks to gangrape succubi they captured, but they end up being completely overwhelmed by the sensations and fuck themselves unconscious. Ever since then I've been into futa, and I always prefer stories with a TF element. For me it's all about seeing a girl's fresh reactions to growing a dick and eventually losing to her own lust and desires.
I used to think tentacles were gross when I was a teenager, but they ended up becoming my favorite fetish/kink once I got over the "eww that's so nasty" hump. I've always enjoyed slimy things, this may be looking too deep into childhood explanations for my adult fetishes but I loved playing around with slime, GAK, etc. I love the tactile sensation of being surrounded by slippery slimy stuff, and with tentacles my favorite images are ones like this. Where girls are dragged into a sloppy mass of tentacles and 'swallowed' whole. I can't help but wonder how good it feels to feel every part of your body, every nook and cranny being touched all at once. Just unrelenting, constant overstimulation that leaves you helplessly cumming and thrashing against thousands of little tentacle arms dragging you even deeper. It's the only fetish I have where I enjoy self-inserting as the girl getting raped. The way I described all this makes it seem like I'm into vore, but I just can't get into it. Snuff is a turn-off, and even 'soft' vore is just strange to me since I don't find stomachs or swallowing erotic unless it's a tentacle monster doing it.
>>11545978I really hope you watched Interspecies Reviewers. There is an episode in that show that will really knock your socks off. For real.
>Bondage, cnc, sex wrestling, strugglefucks, having my legs forced apartProbably part some inherent quality. But, the hip adductor. The workout machine, where there's a brace you force your legs closed against. I did a bit of weight training in high school, where I was exposed to this devious device. For normal people, I imagine it's, well, an excercise machine.I almost immediately became very, very aware of how it felt having my legs forced open. Of what if felt like for my legs to get exhausted, start trembling, and realizing I absolutely cannot hold this open any longer, my legs are about to be ripped open and there's not a thing I can do. Very dangerous for me to use, I was constantly getting hard from it and needing to distract myself. Repeat in college. That set me on a pretty nice path for kinks. Being overpowered and taken, wrestled, pinned, and fucked, or bound is so fukkin good. I've never been able to arrange any real cnc but I want it so bad. Eventually as an adult I got a hip adductor for myself, and it is easily my favorite sex toy. I NEED a partner in crime though, I can get a lot of milage out of fastening a dildo off the seat, but I haven't been able to come up with a mechanism to deither drop onto it, or drive it into me when I completely lose leg strength. But, even so, just being allowed to let my imagination go wild, get as hard and leaky as I want, and stopping to fuck myself or jerk off during is so fucking gooood.More than anything though, I want to fight for my life, have my body give out, and just be taken. Trembling, sweaty, out of breath, unable to do anything about it even if I wanted to. Utterly broken. I want to really feel my body give up before my mind does. I can get behind tentacles and monster girls/guys and stuff for similar reasons.Uh. Unfortunately. I own excercise equipment, and use it frequently because it's part of masturbation to me. So, I'm unfortunately real strong these days. Sigh.
>>11545978Are you interested at all in any other angles on full body stimulation? I love that shit. It's great for combining with encasement and guro too. An idea I keep coming back to is being a completely blank, featureless body, but extremely sensitive everywhere, sealed in a form-fitting metal case that runs vibrations and electroshocks through it, keeping me in a permanent, full-body superorgasm. I came up with that idea entirely on my own and have never seen porn come anywhere close.
My cock is pretty average when hard, but shockingly tiny when flaccid, so naturally I developed a SPH fetish. It gradually made me more submissive in general as I gravitating toward soft domination, cuck play, and other forms of humiliation. Hard to find a girl who’s really into that stuff, sadly.
>>11545990That made me hot.
>>11545797Interesting, for me it was the Goosbumps book "My Friends Call Me Monster" where the main character was force fed an alien egg which caused him to transform into a monster. Maybe R.L. Stine has a transformation fetish?
>>11545984I read the manga up to a point a few years ago but never saw the animated scene until just now (I assume you're talking about the genderswap slime sex scene). It's good, I just wish there was full body envelopment and we got to see femzel just floating around in that slimegirl getting fucked.>>11545999I don't know what wires did or didn't get crossed in my brain but mechanical fuckmachines and latex never really appealed to me. I like the part about being totally surrounded and forced to cum nonstop though.
>>11546002Mine tooWell, mine isn't exactly large when it's hard, still below average, but flaccid mine looks micro.I think it's cute though, I like it. Never got small penis humiliation, just on the grounds that I actually tend to prefer smaller ones.
>ExhibitionismNot really anything in particular that cause it, I think. Maybe being very shy, normally, but I have no idea. I've been to a few fetlife events, and every time I do even relatively tame stuff with any kind of audience, I go super head fuzzy and start leaking pre and shaking. I swear to god, I let myself get tied up for a demonstration once and I almost came hands free just from everyone looking at me.I really want to do more open stuff, but I'm still a shy little pussy.
>>11546027Ah, I see. Personally I'm a fan of nearly anything that entirely encloses me or someone else. Sleepsacks, vacbeds, mummification in bandages, spider web cocoons, all manner of protective suits, full body casts, slime, kigurumi, could go on forever. Even seen fursuits I found pretty hot despite not being a furry.As for the whole "permanent fullbody superorgasm" fantasy I have a non-machine variant that entails my own body being warped into a flesh cocoon that writhes constantly and keeps gacha husbando in that state forever.
My weird kink is the idea of a woman who has a belly button that can talk.I'd already liked women's bellies at the time, but seeing this ad at 5 years old really fucked up my brainhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sx9ez6acIwM
This one hit too many checkboxes when I first found it.I love ahegao, I love anal, I love traps, I love degradation/corruption. This solidified all of it. I even picked up self-sucking after this.This made me wish I was gay or bi. I really wanted to be, but nothing triggers my sexual attraction like a woman, even if I've found a love for all of this in doujin's and porn. I spent years sucking my dick while playing with my ass and calling myself my own little slut. I even bought sex machines and tried to get hands free orgasms. But that's the extent of it. I still enjoy a little ass play from time to time when the wife is asleep.
>>11545990Being forcibly spread and fucked turns me on.
>>11546084You know, I can see it.
I got into orgasm denial entirely by accident. As a teen I enjoyed edging for hours and hours while playing eroge just as a habit since I would always wait until I found the perfect scene to dump my load to. I would play through the entire game while on the edge and taking frequent breaks to play with myself, sometimes for five or six hours, and then cum. That turned into longer periods of denial mixed with occasional edging, sometimes for days, sometimes for a full week. I've never done a month though since I always completely turn into a horny pillow-humper after a week and all the edging makes my nuts hurt. There's no better feeling than stopping right on the edge of orgasm after 5 or 6 days and just stewing in how hard you want to cum. I would try out actual chastity IRL but I like being able to play with my dick when I'm bored and horny, so that one just remains a fantasy.
>>11545797Justice for lady squirrel.
>>11545990Damn your thighs must be strong enough to crush a human skull
I'm really into chounyuu/hyper breasts, especially a "full body" of a standing woman with breasts that are bigger than her her entire body, and mostly paired to daily life. It gives me an impression of an ideal size.Also, it blows my mind sometimes with how do women with a pair of enormous endowments able to get into clothings while it leaves a cleavage.
>>11546253The implications were insane. That poor Squirrel. The feelings of romance, heartbreak, sexual arousal all mixed up with transformation magic was too much for me. I also watched a lot of The Incredible Mr. Limpet. TMNT had some stuff I enjoyed as well. And then when I was a bit older Beauty and the Beast, and The Emperor's New Groove did even more to me. Thinking back on it it was like I was groomed into being like I am.
>>11546271Probably lmao. I haven't had a good opportunity to try, but I suspect I could leg lock and fuck myself with someone using them at this point with a bit of doing. It's also annoying how long it takes to get exhausted nowadays.I need to spend some time not working them so I get weaker and it gets easier.But horny. >>11546219God I know.
>>11546222(Original poster here)Good taste, my friend.To get really fucked up, do you think a woman’s talking navel would be better for makeouts, or button blowjobs?
>>11546280This is the first pic in which I got into by the way.
>>11544833>>11544835Really hot if true. It's funny because I had almost that exact same fantasy for a long time, where a girl lures in boys her age to her room on the promise of sex with her only to reveal they only get to do to her what they'll have done to them; wearing sexy clothes, sucking dick, etc. starting off very hesitant to it of course but eventually liking doing the stuff as much as they like doing it to her. So crazy you almost lived that.
>>11546610At the time I didn't know it would change me. This girl trying to share her fetish and fantasy with not only me twice, but 2 of my friends as well, gave me the fetish. At the time I was all hung up about gay this and fag that. I ended up with the fetish anyway, so I definitely regret not having the time of my life. Like I said before, if someone invites you into their fetish or kink, definitely roll with it if you can and feel safe, even if you think it might not be your thing, because you never know what you'll be into later on, and your youth doesn't last forever.
>corruption, moral degradation, mindbreak, body modificationWhen I was around 20, I was groomed by a woman in her 30s that had fried her brain with drugs and wrecked her body with wild sex.She started doing drugs and sleeping around to rebel against her parents, which led quickly to putting out in exchange for weed, coke, molly, etc. By her late 20s, she was the personal fucktoy of a house full of people. She stayed with them for free and they kept her high and took her out partying, and in return she was free use for anyone in the house, including guests.Something happened that made her "get clean" and move across the country, where I met her, but she was still a huge pervert that didn't know what was appropriate to say in polite conversation. The smallest thing set her off. A kiss on a prime time TV sitcom could make her so horny she HAD to fuck or masturbate right then and there. And she had developed the shortest "fuse" of anyone I've ever met. 60 seconds of rubbing her crotch through her jeans or fingering her navel could set her off. A scalp massage or back rub could do it in 5 minutes. Slapping, choking, fucking her mouth or tits, etc, all set her off in less than 10 minutes.During sex, she'd take maybe 2 or 3 minutes to cum. Then the next one would take a little less. Then the next a little less. Until eventually she was rolling from one orgasm right into another, face and chest bright red, eyes glazed over, drooling on herself, twitching and groaning from time to time but mostly blissed out and just breathing heavy while her pussy spasmed nonstop.Both her holes were loose enough to fist with little effort, and her tits were big but sagged quite a bit. She was lactating when we met. She said the people she lived with induced it on purpose but I suspected the thing that made her get clean was she had a kid and then immediately lost it or gave it up because she couldn't care for it while getting railed several times per day while high as a kite.
>>11546896ContinuedEventually we split up. I was too young to know how rare that kind of sex drive and responsiveness was, and she had realized that sex was a sort of relapse for her. That it was like a drug in its own right, and every time we had sex she got the urge to drink, smoke, get high, etc. She confided in me once that while she was rolling through orgasms with me, as enjoyable as that was, she couldn't help but think about how much better they'd be if she also had a cock in her mouth and someone slapping her tits around. That she increasingly couldn't have sex without thinking about being used by a whole group of people. Sometimes her friends from back home, sometimes strangers in a club bathroom, sometimes a dealer and his buddies. I was super monogamous at the time so I concluded that we were fundamentally incompatible. I had a massive confidence boost because anyone sleeping with a woman like that would feel like the biggest stud on the planet, so I was confident I wouldn't stay single, and thought it'd be easy to convince this woman to sleep with me even if I did strike out. But then she surprised me by moving back home shortly after that. Last I saw on her socials before she deleted them was that she was converting to Catholicism and joining a convent to become a nun.The kink lives on in me, though. And it mostly has to stay private because I've seen firsthand how it can irrevocably change someone. As much fun as it was to be her partner, her life truly sucked. She was a total slave to her base urges.
>>11546901LastlyI experimented with self-corruption after that. No drugs, but plenty of toys. It got to the point where I was sounding my urethra, trying to get it wide enough to fit a finger, while simultaneously riding an oversized dildo. Slowly, it started to eat into my life. I lost friends because I'd stay home all weekend to edge my ass and then have several forced orgasms in a row on Sunday night.I always tried to stay clean, but cross-contamination was inevitable and I ended up with a UTI, but then found myself unable to stop sounding myself despite that. The pain just made it harder to edge because it'd linger so long that it'd get me off even several minutes after I stopped.I was having trouble with work because my morning showers would remind me of my evening preparation showers. Eventually, I started getting up early to give myself time to get myself off during my morning showers. I started sacrificing sleep, staying up late and waking up early to wreck myself. I called in sick a few times to spend all day doing it.It got to a point where I was rearranging my own guts while thinking about having to buy a new, bigger toy. All the safe and high quality ones in the sizes I needed were $100+, and I knew I'd just outgrow them in another month anyway. I had one last mindblowing orgasm over realizing how far I'd sunk, and then swore it all off, locked my toys up, and gave up that life. Mostly. I still push my partners a little bit.
I have a fetish for women's shoes, and it originated with just Mary Janes. As a young boy, I liked girls, but had to suppress it because of gender tribalism. I thought the black patent Mary Janes that only girls got to wear were pretty, and many girl characters in kids media I liked wore them, so I began to associate them with lustful feelings I felt toward those girls.
genuinely have zero clue how i got the same fetish as >>11543770 but I enjoy seeing someone have to accept their fate into becoming a rubbery toy with no control.
>>11543760For me it was watching the Buu saga of DBZ as a kid that triggered my fetish for good transformations. Even requested an irl girl drawn as a Bui cookie shown in pic related
Got molested by a pregnant woman as a teenage boy >Be young guy in secondary school dating a girl older than me >She's a big thick nerdy type with huge tits and we have a sweet but simple relationship for a few weeks >Never do anything too explicit with her >She actually graduates and I forget about her until she comes back years later when I'm about to graduate at 16>She's legally an adult and about 7-8 months pregnant from some promiscuous fling she had >Immediately feel intrigued about her, we decide to hang out >Something about being in her presence puts me back in that younger mindset again, and now she's so big and maternal >Her huge breasts are even large, straining against her shirt, her belly is almost always exposed to one degree or another, her body is thicker, wider, her hips and ass are heavier. >Literally can't stop lusting after her body and I think she knows>She takes me back to her parents house and is very handsy with me, telling me that I've gotten taller, more muscular etc>She asks me to help her down onto the couch and I take both her hands and lower her as gently as I can>When she's sitting down, her huge pregnant belly resting between her thighs, she doesn't let go of my hands and pulls me down to her >Making out with me super aggressively, tonguing my throat, grabbing my chest, clawing at me almost>She aggressively grabs my boner through my pants and starts to stroking her palm up and down my thigh, stopping to grasp my cock each time>She doesn't say a word just heavy breathing, her pregnant tummy rising up and down as she has her way with my body >She sees me looking at her tummy and she smiles, "what?" She asks me really sweetly "what is it? What?" She takes a hand that isn't on my cock and lifts her shirt up so her belly is exposed >I'm so hard now it hurts, and she can feel it >She takes my hand and pushes it past the rim of her pants and onto her tummy >It's so firm and flexible, I can feel the tightness of it...Cont
>>11547068>I can feel the huge orb of her tummy in my hand as she pushes my wrist slowly lower >My fingers run over her outie belly button and trace the shape, down her belly until they're underneath her tummy >Her trimmed bush is below my fingertips, I can feel how fat and soft her pussy is next to the firm plane of her under tummy>She gives me back control and I start rubbing her intensely, but gently, feeling every firm and soft part of her shape >She's pawing at my cock, squeezing my hardness, breathing so heavily the sound of it is filling the room, her mouth open her hand on my dick the other one lifts her shirt and her bra >Her fat nipples flop out before my eyes, my hand on her tummy, her hand pawing my dick>I cum immediately in my pants at the sight of how juicy and thick her fat nipples have gotten in her pregnant state. >She feels me cum and immediately touches my cock from the outside of my pants so she can feel me throbbing out shot after shot>She keeps her tits out, letting them rest on her huge belly as she grabs my hand again and forces it down onto her pussy. >She's drenched, absolutely soaked. I'd never felt a pussy in my life but having felt some more since she was a mess down there. >Tells me "finger fuck me" and I have no idea what that means , so I just clumsily try and penetrate her with two fingers like I've seen in porn. >Changing my hand position to go deeper means the rim of her trousers is tight on the side of her belly and I focus my sight on the rising and falling of her tummy as it heaves over the rim of her clothes. Bursting over the edge of it. >It doesn't take long until I feel her breathing get so heavy she starts moaning and whimpering >She cums on my hand, her pussy pulsing on my fingers, I'd never made a girl cum before but I instinctly know the feeling of her quickened pulsing cunt from the way it mirrors my own cock throbbing>She leans back, and yanks her pants down to her thighs and I see the mess of her orgasm
>>11547079We cleaned up after that, and shared a kiss and promised to text each other, but she soon went back to uni or whatever and I went on to sixth form and met other girls etc. we didn't really keep in touch and even though it was technically statutory given our age differences, I have been chasing that level of sexual thrill ever since. I've indulged in other fetish stuff and tend to absorb a lot of fetish material from the women I date. But getting molested by a pregnant woman definitely shaped my sexual appetite. I still have a huge fondness for big nerdy girls and older women gentle femdom stuff, huge nipples etc. but the pregnant thing got me so fucking good.
>>11543760>Be me, have cousin>She's 5+ years older, obese, and picks on everyone>Tickling's her main way to bully me, mostly my belly cause that's where it's the worst.>She would tickle me near every time I saw her. Sometimes short, sometimes long periods of torture. Didn't matter the occasion she would always tickle. Sometimes specifically to make me pee.>Sometimes she'd enlist her sister to help and she'd frequently lift my shirt to get my bare tummy>Can't fight back cause she's bigger and not ticklish>Fast forward: High school age, at a family gathering>Hanging out with family, making new friends>Cousin comes in, drunk>Walks over to me with a big smile>Pokes my navel>"Found your belly button" she says slowly>several seconds of silence>She then digs her finger in my belly button and starts wiggling>I crack instantaneously> I find out right then and there that my navel is by far my worst spot>Cornered and couldn't escape>This goes on for several minutes>Everyone else is laughing at me>I'm crying laughing and about to piss myself>She is smugly giggling>Eventually someone comes in and tells her to stop>"Why? I'm having too much fun!">Shortly after she kisses my forehead and walks away.>Have to pull my shirt down and do the walk of shame to the bathroom.l had to train hard to hold in my laughter so she'd stop, though that took several years. But for whatever reason I grew to like the humiliation, emasculation, and domination aspect of the tickling (I also kind of like how it feels to be tickled). Wish I could find a tickle dom gf to fill the void. Doesn't help there's not much media with girls tickling guys (Especially belly/navel focused) but on the bright side I like to see girls tickled too and there's plenty of that around.
>>11543760mine is quite stupid>around 7 yo>watching spongebob>episode where mr krabs has lots of lucky charms>including pulling your underwear on a knot>days later, tried it because I'm a stupid kid>start giving myself a wedgie in the bathroom>feels good>feels better the more I pull>start doing it often when I'm alone>everytime I see someone receiving a wedgie on TV I start feeling funny>the moment I learned about masturbation I tried both at the same timeit's been downhill since then
There's something about smelly, trashy underdressed girls that makes me so aroused. I like the idea of having a girlfriend or fwb who dresses in short shorts with a thong underneath, has a crop top or midriff top and piercings who curses a lot and catfights women on the street. A girl filled with vulgarity who would be an easy lay. I want her to ruin my life and then hatefuck her.I think I got it since a gyaru like girl once tried to date me, but being such an insecure loser, didn't understand her cues. She got pregnant back then and left school.
When I was a kid, I saw snippets of a movie where men magically turned into women when a cloud went over them. It felt traumatizing at the time, but now nothing gets me more turned on than emasculated men and feminization.
Sweat in how sleek a body full of pleasure looks always turns me on. But I have no idea why
>>11548582I'm annoyed there are really any mass transformation stories that are any good. It's a ripe concept.
>>11546896>>11546901>>11546918Hell of a set of posts to read. Awful to hear about that girl. It's funny how things that are insane sexual turn ons in porn can turn out to be so devastating in person. I personally knew at least two rape victims and it dramatically killed any interest in forced or even rough sex. Having been exposed to exactly what they went through, with one almost being raped to death by her own father, will kill a boner pretty fast.
Bondage/mind control/corruption. As well as an appreciation for legs and short skirts. All from watching Sailor Moon at a young age.
In my youth thongs were seen as a grievous sin that only whores wore. Nowadays its common for women to wear even less, but I think that imprinted and now the sight of a woman's asshole peeking from beneath the string of cloth of a thong or g-string is enough to drive me wild with animalistic lust.
I dont think i have any fancy story except for "found particularly good content of X fetish and wanted more". But then, im sure this was supposed to be horror and now i like woman shoving worms inside their bodies. Chiba my herohttps://exhentai.org/g/120403/a67e5c839f/
How common are swinger fetishes? I fantasize about meeting an older couple and being shown the ropes alongside my young and naive girlfriend, with the risk of her being stolen from me.
>>11549341I just imagine the jealousy yet desire of experiencing how sex is really done by the pros
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>>11549343And the idea of being milked dry by an experienced milf seems quite appealing.
>>11543760I think one thing that triggered me (I'll say BDSM in general) was a documentary that showed a footage of a spider wrapping the prey in the web.
>transformationPretty much a low-key obsession for as far back as I can remember. Highlights, in chronological order to the best of my ability:>mom read >>11545851 to me, probably like 3 years old at the time, gave me major stomach-butterflies>saw the pig scene in Spirited Away when I was 4-5 ish, not long afterwards had a vaguely sexual dream about infectious bird monsters>got a pack of Pokemon cards, had dream about being a Linoon resting in a field, weirdly serene experience>once while bored in a 3rd grade class, vividly daydreamed about transforming into a Squirtle (I think this was around the time PMD Red/Blue released)>hit puberty, one of my earliest explicitly sexual fantasies is getting an MtF sex change on an assembly lineOther kinks with direct antecedents in childhood include:>exhibitionism>masochism>bondage>humiliationMix all of that together, fast forward to age 28, and I've got more than enough kinks to fill an encyclopedia. In general I have a strong submissive bent and tend to get most excited when scenarios verge on horror or actively revel in it.
I have a very weird one and I mentioned this in a different thread. Explosives. I had this fetish involving explosives for as long as I can remember. Im pretty sure I got it from watching cartoons as a kid. For reasons I still don't fully understand, imagery involving bombs and dynamite is intensely arousing to me. It confused me for years. For a long time, I was deeply uncomfortable with it and made several attempts to get rid of the fetish, but none of them worked. Eventually, I spoke with a therapist about it. She suggested that my brain may associate the tension and build up leading up to an explosion with the physiological buildup towards a orgasm. She also reassured me that having an unusual fetish is normal and explained that trying to eliminate it was unlikely to be successful. Instead, she encouraged me to focus on building a healthier relationship with my sexuality rather than fighting it. Over time, this fetish expanded into related fantasies involving fictional damsel in distress scenarios centered around explosive peril. I ahve fantasies of being tied up with rope with sticks of dynamite strapped to me, a fuse hissing as it burns down and fills the room with smoke. I'm getting turned on just writing about it lol. I want to be completely clear! These are purely sexual fantasies. I have no desire or intention to blow myself up irl! lol. The appeal exists entirely in my imagination!
>>11543760I think my love of willing prey vore stems from actively trying to repress my vore fetish when I was younger. Even to this day a lot of my fantasies revolve around working up the courage to do it and the urgency of not getting cold feet before I get eaten.
>Crossdressing and other sissy femboy faggortyFirst time I ever talked about this was few months ago on some gay confession thread on /b/.When I was around 12 I used to dress up in my older sisters clothing and my friends would get their prepubescent rocks off by by humping me while I moaned and pretended getting fuckedWhen I was around 10 years old one of my friend had a delinquent, in and out of prison sort of father. He lived with his mom but he had keys to his dads place.One time he showed me and our friends his dads porn collection, mags and VHS's. After looking through the porn one of my friends suggested that we would "play fucking". Basically we would take turns humping each other and take turns playing the girl.We continued doing that for few years but it didn't take take that many times me to realized that I enjoyed playing the girl.One weekend when my parents went to one of my sisters many sports ball tourney thingies. I spent that weekend dressed in my sisters old clothes and my friends would come over to play videogames and hump me.
Soul Eater back then showed me how intimate it'd feel to become one with another person, to know all they are and become one new entity perfectly synchronized.I think Fate/Stay Night had a similar mechanism back then where masters could sense their servant's past and viceversa, dunno what was up with that era.And now Shadows House that has literal fusion, and somehow that developed into a fetish
>BondageBorn with it as far as I can tell, remember having weird feelings reading books/watching movies involving being tied up, etc>PetplaySame as above, I specifically remember in Redwall (author rolling in his grave as I type this) the main characters capture a crow or blackbird and keep him on a leash, which made me feel very strange>Submissive stuff (petplay/bondage + chastity, crossdressing, feminization, etc)I work a high stress, high impact job and the idea of being someone's pet and only having to worry about pleasing them is very alluring. Having someone else control me, humiliate me, change me against my will, and train me to be the best version of myself in their eyes stimulates my need for self improvement and praise. Some of it is probably porn overuse and lack of success with women as well.>TFI spent years daydreaming about erotic stories where the character I self inserted as was female. These stories were basically all about warlords in an all-female environment capturing and fucking enemy soldiers or my self insert being captured and fucked. After a while they all had very complex social and magic systems and it became less about the sex and more about other things until around my early 20s I stopped enjoying it. The point is that I enjoy the idea of becoming that female self insert still, for reasons above.I've been thinking about this a lot lately because it is impossible for me to be feminine and cute without somehow de-aging and deleting years of gym progress, but the rest of the petplay/chastity stuff is fun and still compatible with going to the gym and being a functional man.
Rape and corruption are so fun but I have no idea why.I think because living in a christian family with lots of rules made me desire the thrill of the forbidden
The Scream Extractor from the movie Monsters Inc. awoke my attraction to machines. Seeing Mike Wazowski sat on that bowl chair, restrained to the metal bar by wrist cuffs, and watching as this Huge Machine lowers dramatically from the ceiling, lights and sirens and all, turning to directly face him. The camera cuts to Mike's POV as the machine is inched slowly towards him. He tries to resist the suction by closing his mouth, but his lips start quivering when the suction mask gets close to him, and just before the machine can close the gap, the power gets cut.The machine's body gently falls away from his face, and he breathes a few panicked sighs of relief. Randall goes to the back to investigate, manages to power the machine back on, comes back and sees his sidekick, Fungus, getting sucked by the Scream Extractor instead of Mike. Randall stops the machine, it powers down and moves gently aside, revealing that Fungus' now has Bimbo lips from the powerful suction. And he nearly died in the process. It was so hot.https://youtube.com/watch?v=rIH8OLT7XWA
I once had a friend who was known to engage into gangbangs. She worked at a bar and invited me to go clubbing but I never did.I think it got me into it
>>11549026unfortunately, exhentai seems to have moved to e-hentai.org. I could not find the manga you linked, but I would love to read it.
>>11549764Yeah ironically the more strict people are the more people will want to rebel
I got a crossdressing fetish from my sister whom painted my nails when I was like 5, the strangest part about it is she didn't even dress me up she just painted my nails, it also gave me a fetish for being praised/gushed over which then I saw pokemon and that kinda got me thinking about the idea more, I'm not really into domination/verbal abuse more "aww so cute let's spoil you" which most feminization stuff isn't like, I'd rather feel bashful rather then anything, I don't like the forced gay/blacked/chastity shit I think it's just the clothes and sweet treatment stuff, it's oddly wholesome in a way.I think I got a tf fetish from multiple things, digimon the series where they became digimon and the infamous digimon the movie.Alice gave me a size fetish but it's extremely gentle, like big kisses, being carried gently, chilling out in cleavage, also a thing for paraskirting and proper victorian talk "oh dear me" which all things considered isn't the worst to have.speaking of kisses amazing mirror gave me a lipstick fetish though only on the face which is odd considering I watched roger rabbit early on in life and didn't get it back then.those aren't my only ones but My kinks tend to lean gentle and lovey dovey, it's very bizarre.
>>11543760I'm into seeing women in hardcore bondage. Whipping, spanking, extremely tight gags and restraints, peril, and just overall degradation.You could say I was abused when I was younger. It's a long story but it was mainly neglect and isolation. Nothing sexual ever happened to me as a child though, which is probably why I'm one of the few heterosexual users of this board.
My elder sister loved to play with me and when I was growing up and nearing my teen years, she once gave me a massage which gave me a huge erection. She didn't even touch me down there, and I'm not sure what her intentions were. But she left a strong impression and I've been addicted to soapland style massage parlors ever since.
>>11550214I think there are a lot of people like you, there just aren't many artists.
I like stories where a friend pushes the MC to be more sexual. I suppose I enjoy the aspect of letting loose and having fun, as I'm more reserved. >>11550203If you could go back in time, would you want to get gangbanged with her or gangbang her?
>>11550710Definitely gangbang her
Dragon Ball and the Videl scene changed me forever...you know which one.
I don't like calling it fetish because I've known I've liked fat women before I knew what "liking women" was.The first instance I can remember happened at a public pool. There was this very large woman who'd bring her kids occasionally.And while my friends would be making fun of her, I remember being absolutely drawn to her body. And this was years before puberty hit.
Every single inflation and expansion kink I have all stemmed from a fascination with pregnant character as a child. It was long before I hit puberty or found things "sexy". I was just drawn to them, and even stuffed blankets up my shirt to pretend I had a belly like theirs. Then I ended up watching the Eiken Club OVA and gigantic breasts got added on top of that. It's all down hill from there before I jerk off for the first time to Rao from Okami.
>>11544791This, I feel like my "origin story" is kind of embarrassing but when I was a kid we had one of those "all about the human body" educational books intended for children and it had a chapter explaining the effects of puberty on the body featuring time-lapse drawings of a boy/girl growing into adult man/woman respectively and when I saw their genitals (obviously having no understanding of what I was looking at at the time) I thought, "What if they were swapped?" and the idea stuck with me ever since. As a teenager in addition to more "standard" sexual fantasies I started to fantasize sometimes about waving a magic wand to swap genitals with a girl and have her fuck me every which way with my own former penis, and seeing classic doujins on 4chan like Tilt Mode that used to be popular back then just reinforced my existing interest in the idea of people being able to magically change what's between their legs with that of the opposite sex going in both directions. Perhaps unsurprisingly because of this I also love both cuntboys and guys magically turning into them though this sort of thing is unfortunately still not nearly as common as girls growing dicks; oddly enough I also enjoy female-to-male TF almost as much as female-to-futa or male-to-cuntboy but male-to-female does nothing for me and I get annoyed when a story has male-to-cuntboy TF as an intermediate step of a full gender transformation instead of cuntboy being the "end stage" of the guy's transformation.
>>11551269I once saw a book too explaining pregnancy and I started to get attached to it. Not because of the looks, but because of how vulgar the woman's body became after being impregnated.It became proof that such a woman had known sex and seeing a pregnant woman now gives me a raging erection.
>>11546084wasn't that an episode of Seinfeld?
>>11550472I, too, suffered from a very physically playful older sister.
>Sweat, body odorWhen I was junior in high school, there was this girl, who had I think back to back P.E and I think the weight training class associated with sports or track or something, right before our class, and she was right next to me. She never showered after (I mean our showers were sketchy as fuck so I don't blame her), so it wasn't uncommon for her to be drenched in sweat. It was offputting at first, but broke me down after like a month and started being super, super hot to me
>>11544805Thanks for posting that, I was trying to refind the image set it came from.>>11548972Very same. Big thing for a nice smooth pair of legs. For corruption, I'm a bit particular about wanting psychological torture involved. Either the corruption is a slow process the victim can struggle against, even in futility, or the next heroine in line tries to free, escape, or fight her former friends as they prepare to convert her in turn.>>11549574Big same. Think I saw a quarter-munching arcade game over screen with a character tied up with dynamite and got fixated on that.It's all about the anticipatory fear and tension. It could be any old threat, I want to see the artist draw the looks of terror, resignation, despair, and that trace of hope that stops them from "getting it over with" when there's predicament bondage.But because of that, the physical danger can be substituted with effective death (see corruption above), or with more explicitly sexual consequences. (tentacle monster seed that will wreck the body, even if it's not lethal.)>>11545978Same on the "vore but not vore" deal. Not into the "digestion" angle, (except for the fluids that only dissolve clothing.)I've seen vore described as "the ultimate form of bondage" which kind of clicks with what I do like. The idea of a character being trapped and restrained by pure flesh is kind of the whole deal for me.
>>11551437Oh man that must feel amazing. Did she have hairy pits?
>>11551431You are making us sisterless fags miserable every day
I spent my childhood in a poverty ridden neighborhood where women used to sell their holes for drugs. Now even though I am well off, I keep feeling a huge desire for the stinky, disease ridden, high-heel wearing tacky dressed kind of women.
>>11545990>having my legs forced apartIf you've never seen it before, you should watch Professor Pain/Gakuen Sodom. There's one scene that's exactly this.
My current girlfriend caused a couple of mine. She basically never shaves anywhere down there so when she offered to sit on my face it was just hairy, sweaty, and all my senses were just being overwhelmed by her. She was toying with my dick while on top of me too. She had talked about maybe farting on me too but I was always iffy on it, just didn't sound like something I'd enjoy but I didn't shame her for bringing that up, I love her and I don't judge but when she was sitting on my face she just forced it onto me. I think it was her forcing it that got me.
>>11552030No ideaShe never wore a tanktop or anything. I assume no. But, I can't say for sure.
>PetplayWhen I was in second grade, we'd play stupid pokemon roleplay. Towards the end of that year, I had to start going to the after school program for a few hours, my mom picked up a job.Three of the girls we'd sometimes play with were there, and we'd spend some time playing. But, instead of like, pretend battles, it was very chill, relaxed, and domestic. Having three girls treat me like a pet, pamper and spoil me fucked me up in a good way.
>>11553048A shame, that must have been amazing.
Ever acquired a taste you didn't know from porn? I got into nuns after watching a nun corruption manga
AnalI chalk this one up to irresponsible parents. I can't blame them, I'd probably do worse. When I was like, I wanna say 8, I woke up one morning, weekend, kinda early, and came out to my dad asleep on the couch with porn running. Can't recall much from it, besides it was anal and she was loving it. I mean, probably porn pretending to love it, but, y'know. I watched it for a few minutes, I think, then went back to my room. That same evening I tried fingering myself in the shower. Took a couple weeks to really get it down, but started doing it almost daily.Then, when I was probably 11, I found my mom's sex toys. I had a minimum day at school, my mom was taking a shower in the front bathroom, so I went to use the back bathroom through my parent's room, and saw the box of things, with a side panel of the drawer removed. There was a dildo inside, and I immediately remembered the porn. It took a couple days to coordinate and plan my furst heist. I tried and failed to get it in me (no lube or anything lol) before giving up. I wanted it bad, though. Took about a month to get my fifth attempt in, when I finally succeeded. Happened all of a sudden, it just finally slipped into me. I came instantly. Didn't know what it was at the time, but. Whole thing. Instant full body shuddering, light-headedness, moaning, nonstop oozing cum from my dick, my dick was so hard it hurt but felt good. Couldn't move, couldn't do anything, my ass kept squeezing and pulsing and repeating on it.I hadn't ever actually cum before, funnily enough. I fingered my ass a lot, and it felt good, got some warm abdominal feelings, but I never came or anything, and I never thought to masturbate "normally".So, that fucked me up and I swear rewired my brain chemistry as I just kinda sat there, convulsing and cumming over and over in the shower, for I think a good 15 minutes. Enough to get yelled at for taking too long in the shower at least. Still have never had anything quite like that first one.
> belly kink/obesityhonestly I think I've had it since my birth, same with anon >>11544065, if that makes sense. My mom told me I love rubbing her belly ever since when I was little, every night, to help me sleep, and I only stopped in like 5th grade or smth. I vaguely remember it. Watching cloudy with a chance of meatballs made me feel things even when I was very little, I just lamented the fat ass had to be the mayor, literally anyone else would be a better choice. Recently I found some termite-eaten drawings from when I was 3-4, and holy shit I'm on my sides laughing seeing it was a stickman with a giant belly drawn to cover the entire paper. Complete with navel and colored, so it looks like partially clothed. There's several of them, my dad said it was odd that I loved drawing them so much, and gave me pictures of things I draw with crayons on the wall. It's more stickmen with bellies.Most of my uncle, aunt, and siblings are chubby as well, and little me, they said, always say "you're beautiful!" and "you're handsome!" unprompted to them. My dad actually joked that he's envious I never called him handsome.But if I had to talk about a very awakening event, the moment I consciously realize this as something odd, that society disapproves of what I like, is when I was 12 and saw our math teacher. I'm feeling things for her, and yet my friends likened her to dehumanizing shit. So yeah. Run of the mill shit. I think this is normie stuff, nothing particularly noteworthy, but I just want to bitch and moan.
My best friend never shaved and was quite plump. Since she was still young, she wasn't still attracted to men.And seeing her stinking the place up as we started to grow heavily imprinted on me. A shame we went our ways as we grew up.
I've always been into anal, as far back even before I ever touched my dick. I think trying to use my dick as a toy, like I saw in pictures, wasn't working and was frustrating. But sticking things up my rear felt great, so I did that exclusively for years before I ever even cummed. I believe I was self inserting as the females in the anal sex pics I saw. I didn't find anything arousing about the vagina because I didn't have one, and I couldn't get my fucking dick to cum because I didn't know wtf I was doing, but no one was stopping me from sticking things up my bum. But I remember one of the first sex toys I ever made wasn't a dildo, it was a metal kitchen spoon that I would use to keep my balls up inside my body with the help of some shoe strings. So I definitely wanted to get rid of them, and the penis too. I finally cummed for the first time with my balls tucked inside my body, held there by a kitchen spoon, with a mini shampoo bottle up my butt while slowly humping a pillow. I'm super fucked up thinking back on that now. But that's how it went. I blame all those pics I suddenly got access to while I was way too young to understand what I was seeing. Just hundreds of pics of cocks cumming in girls asses. I sold an absolute fuck load to kids in my elementary school so I guess they probably got all weird and kinky like I turned out. I really wish I could nullify my groin and had it be clean and vacant, is one of my many things.
>>11554159When I was a senior, at the end of the year when we were doing our goof off events, I spent a lot of it hanging out with this girl. Chubby, unkempt, but super super smart and sweet. Probably a bit autistic, didn't really have much of a social presence, was kinda adopted into our group of the drama kids and magic the gathering nerds for our shit. I'd had anatomy with her as a junior, she was in my cat dissection group. Covered for me when we did the eyes 'cuz eyes fuck me up.We did a theme park day once during that, I paired off with her and one other guy. It was hot as FUCK. Easily over 100, she really wasn't handling it well, absolutely drenched in sweat, regular breaks needed, ect. The other guy split off 'cuz he got bored, so I spent a good amount of time just chilling with her.Very, very erotic day. She was so sweaty, had dressed so light, and was so generally careless about things, I gained a large amount of wisdom that day. Her shirt wound up being almost completely sweat through and mostly transparent, her sleeves got soaked and droopy, so her pits were constantly peeking out and densely hairy, I have no idea what the hell goes on with panties but those were slipping and sliding around, and she was splaying out to cool a lot, in shorts, so I saw pubes & leg hair, groin, sweaty, semitransparent cameltoe, all kinds of stuff. At the time I was more focused on trying to keep her comfortable and cool, but holy shit I had fap material for weeks and fantasize about diving into her to this day. I remember, a few days later, that guy had mentioned being disgusted by her, but I couldn't wrap my mind around that he had seen what I had, and come to such a different conclusion about it. I do wish I'd been more of a chad and asked her out or something. She was really cool and nice. But, that's how it is I guess. For me, I think boiling it down to chub, bellies, hair, anything like that is missing the point. It's someone utterly without pretense, that's hot
>>11554499>I believe I was self inserting as the females in the anal sex pics I saw.As>>11554073Same. I don't even think I'm like, trans or anythingFrom that first time I saw porn, I just absolutely focused on the women in it, and barely registered the guys. I didn't fap with my cock until I was like, maybe 20? It's not like I was oblivious to it, I used a dildo shaped like one 'cuz I recognized it, and when I got one for myself, it was a penis shaped one, but for whatever reason the idea of using that part of myself just, like, never occurred to me? I legit didn't even think about trying it. Ironically it was trap porn I encountered later in life that even made me really interested in the idea of using my dick for things. And, almost immediately I went from normal fapping to magic wands, and went from magic wanding my dick, to magic wanding my balls/perenium/back there. I've probably cum from like, I dunno, normal penis stimulation a single digit number of times.
>>11554507Yeah, super strange huh? I saw the dicks, and then cumming, but the men were always faceless, and like I said, I couldn't get y dick to work like theirs, and frankly, they were all gargantuan, so like not that relatable. But the woman all had their faces showing, they were all in deep pleasure, and mostly all taking it up the bum. It literally caused me to ignore my dick for so long. Like it wasn't even a part of the equation.
>>11554073I just saw this. You literally sound like me. Almost exactly. I was the same age, and it was also my irresponsible parents. My dad had literally a stack of porn mags a mile high. Nearest I can guess is my mom got mad at him and made him throw them out and I immediately found them. They were mostly anal. One of the most shameful things I ever did was almost exactly like you said, with your mom's vibe, but I was also wearing her lingerie when I did her vibe. Super crazy thinking about that all now, after reading your post. I was literally watching Tiny Toons, got a wild hair, and raided my mom's pantry drawer. I still can't believe my mom and I have shared a fucking sex toy, it's insane.
>>11554513I didn't have regular access to porn, pretty much just that one time until much later when I got a PSP and found the browser on it. I genuinely can't remember a single detail about the guy, but I remember a lot about the girl. It's actually kinda interesting and weird to think about in hindsight. The idea of gay sex didn't really occur to me either. It's not like I was oblivious to what a dick was or that men had them or anything, but I never fantasized about a man fucking me in any of it, and never fantasized about being a girl. Wore thigh highs once, but, that was also something I tried after getting into trap porn. Wasn't my thing.Nowadays I fantasize about being fucked by men, but, that's definitely a bit backwards, I fantasize about it 'cuz men fuck good, less because I want a man to fuck me. Much more, I guess, utilitarian attraction? That probably sounds shallow, but, it kinda is. I prefer the appearance of women. Futa or traps/josou seme/trap on trap are my preference.I only used my mom's for about a year. I don't know if she figured out I was using it, or just independently decided to move her stash but it was all just gone one day. Had anal withdrawals for a while, made a bunch of DIY sex toys, none of them worked. Eventually scraped like 200 bucks together (mostly petty theft from my parents. God I was a little shit), found an adult toy store, and asked a few people to buy one for me. Got one lady who did eventually, and that floated me until I could get a better one online myself, ordered it literally the day I turned 18 (and god, I finally experienced lube). Going from being able to heist the dildo maybe once a week, once every two weeks, to literally every day I wanted was a huge game changer though. Got a lot more experience with more gentle and casual play, since it was never like I had to get the most out of it.Never stopped being a shower masturbator though, even now it just feels kinda wrong and dirty to do it anywhere else.
>>11554505That is the good stuff. I wish I had seen a plump girl like that
Fat girls, it all started when I was sick of being a loser and decided to lose my virginity to a hooker. I didn't have much money and I couldn't find any that would accept until I found this fat manly looking girl.She blew me in an alley and I think something of that imprinted.
good to see other anons talking about the plump/fat girl stuff. Mine has definitely been fat girls as well as exhibitionist stuff potentially? Not sure if there's a term for it but back in the omegle days I'd used to fap while having full casual conversations with people while doing it. I never asked people to show anything on there but just having a complete non-sexual conversation while having someone watch me would make me diamonds.
>>11554889No single inciting incident, but I've slowly realized I have exhibitionist tendencies. Every time I have an opportunity to do something lewd a little more publically, it gets more and more exciting.Exhibitionism, voyeurism, and casual sex, however you'd pack those kinds of things together.
Group casual stuff is a huge thing for me because of a time where I got drunk as a teenager and fingered a girl with a other guy while another girl watched. I also used to have a crush on a girl that would drag me into naked public escapades at night skinny dipping on the beach or hang around naked. It was a pretty populated area, it's insane that we didn't get caught eith the beach, but it was in the middle of winter so that probably helped. In hindsight I wish I took the hints she was practically slapping me in the face with, but now I have a fetish for outdoor and casual nudity either way. Later had a few male partners and we'd have sex in tents or at least talk about it for flirting.>>11543763I'd love to do a nudist camping thing at some point, I'm a bit worried that I'll be starring too much or hard too often and it'll put people off though. Is that something I should be worried about?Also are you willing to talk about how it went in more detail?
I think I saw The Thing when I was 4-5 the suppressed the memory. I've been obsessed with shapeshifting monsters since then, didn't change when I hit puberty.
>>11554893This hits something deep, I hope I'm not making the thread too gay here but personally I've fantasized a lot about being in some sort of situation where a girl is gently prodding me and another guy to do gay things with each other so she can watch and at least once I'd really like to at least kiss another guy and have a full-on make-out session while a girl is watching; it's hard to say how much farther things would go but it would not take much convincing to get me to give the other guy a handjob at least and I kind of like the idea of being seen by a girl with my hand wrapped around the other guy's penis and stroking him while also kissing him
I'm pretty sure most of my fetishes (except probably anal I think) were gained by just having near constant unrestricted internet access since I was like 10ish, I think the first image I actually masturbated to is pic related
>>11554893>I'm a bit worried that I'll be starring too much or hard too often and it'll put people off though. Is that something I should be worried about?That's gonna depend a lot on exactly what kind of event it is. I've been to nudist events that were kink event adjacent, and a few that were more traditional nudist. It's definitely a spectrum, and it's worth looking at the materials, announcements, and associations an event has before committing. If you're posting on /d/, you should absolutely start with something leaning the former, since while the latter isn't exactly popping a boner means you're out, it does require a degree of discipline as a pervert. If not an outright nudist event, just get some experience at kink events so you can be chill around sex. The former is more comfy, though, I think. Ironically, I feel like it's more pure and relaxed. For me, at least, there's a sweet spot where it's not outright a kink event, but there's a more relaxed, open ended lewdness to it. People aren't actively fucking, but, people aren't pretending everyone's wearing invisible clothes, you know?
>>11554893>Also are you willing to talk about how it went in more detail?Sure, but, as a story there's not much to it. I used Fetlife to find a couple sorta local nudist things, to get names of a couple organizers and groups, then did a little research on some of the people that go to these things. Found one that had a real traditional hippy vibe. Very, people go into this semi-private property to hang out in the woods for a weekend and get high as balls. I don't do drugs, but, that was a tip off that this was one I probably wouldn't have to worry about being too much of a perv for.Did one vetting meeting at a diner a couple weeks before, which, makes sense, then met up at, I say the park entrance but again, I'm pretty sure this was just someone's property they did stuff like this on. Like 15 people. About an hour hike in, to a, I'd say cottage, but, it was more like a service building. Shack with a sink, toilet, phone, and some power outlets in it. That was the campsite, set up tents, bags, one couple hauled a small grill out. Kinda near a pond, but that looked a little green to swim inThen just kinda chilled for two days.I was definitely a bit of an outsider, but that was mostly because I wasn't getting high, still had some fun conversations. A couple people fucked at night, but, that was very much more, I'd say, "openly private" than, a sex party or anything wild like that. Some jokes and flirtation, Some dancing that wouldn't be out of place at a club, but around a pair of bonfires with like three people's music fighting for dominance. I may or may not have been the strongest pervert at that site, but the only oneHit it off with that couple with the grill, I've been to a couple things with them since, they're fun. The wife is like, textbook hippy, I swear to god she had bundles of patchouli and sage to tuck into the grill whenever they used it, while the guy is surprisingly, like, shockingly normal and just does it to spend time with her, it's kinda cute.
>>11554975I've seen enough people talking about being buttsluts and crossdressing that surely it's not a problem.Yeah that would be really hot. I've not had anything group besides that one event so far. My first male ex really wanted to guide me through fucking a woman for the first time, like even guide my dick into her, so not quite the same, but the reverse also sounds so good.>>11555000Yeah I think I'd prefer to do something adjacent to the former for sure, even if sexual contact didn't actually happen it'd be nice to just not worry about it or be at least a little playful socially with it. Idk if I'd like a fully traditional nudist event the more I think about it. I want to be able to look at their bodies and let them look at mine even if I won't be touching them. I think I'll look around a bit when I get some time and finish my almost done diet goal. Will also need my current bf's permission but I think he'd let me as long as I didn't bottom for anyone or would even tag along himself.>>11555001Sounds like a really good time, I hope I can do something similar. I'm trying to avoid getting back into them but I'm around people that do weed and hallucinogenics constantly and fairly hippy myself so I'd be surprised if I felt out of place with at least the friendlier druggies/stoners. An outdoors thing like that would be beyond perfect for me but if I can find something still indoors I'll try to go.
>Giantess/Giantess GrowthI genuinely don't have a clue. One of my earliest memories is sitting in my bathroom with an Alice in Wonderland picture book with what I now understand to be raw, unfiltered horny in my veins, staring at the scene of Alice growing. I have never understood why I'm like this and I hate it. it's not possible irl. My flavor of Autism does not allow me to tolerate things like VR because I know it's not real. I've had a girl blindfold me so she could stand on a stepladder and pretend and it just didn't work because I knew it wasn't real. Plus wanting the giantess to be gentle, not overly focused on feet or gas or scat, and ideally wanting the girl to be growing all combined makes finding good quality content fucking impossible.
>>11553848Not porn exactly but I recall a 4chan post I saw once where a girl was talking about how she likes to wear a prosthetic cock under her skirt in public and she claimed that she flashed her "bulge" at some teenagers who were ogling her once, I know it's probably made up but that post made me realize it's exciting to me when women openly express a desire to have a penis or try to imitate it with things like (semi-)realistic prosthetics or even just stuffing a sock in their panties
>>11543794being attracted to vaginas isn't a fetish you idiot
>>11550511there's a few bit's of it around but most stereo-typical sissy/feminization stuff is a turn off for me given it tends to go into the forced gay/cuck/chastity/blacked crap that I absolutely fucking hate with every fiber of my being, I'm also into girls getting dressed up in that sort of stuff too which is even rarer, I just really like puffy elaborate dresses.
>>11555046it is but it's like the most vanilla normal fetish ever.
>>11543760im a tranny and like size diff stuff regardless of gender and like height theft. probably something to psychoanalyze there
> oviposition, breeding, pissing inside, spitting, cnc, fighting for dominance, ear fucking, sounding, incest, teratophilia, feral rapesome of this has real clear origins in fanfic i read, but i also understand intellectually where the attraction is. breeding kink ties into pissing inside, oviposition, and spitting for me - i'm a trans man, and getting actually pregnant would mean having to go off my hormones and massive changes to my body. i'm not really about that. but the idea of someone wanting to put something of themselves in me is...so hot. oviposition is pregnancy without any of the shit i don't like. spitting and pissing inside is all about that taboo. the weird humiliation of an atypical body fluid somewhere it doesn't usually go. cnc, wrestling, fighting for dominance, and incest all come from wrestling experiences i had with an unfortunately creepy uncle and spouseification stuff from my dad. neither actually did anything, and i generally prefer sib incest in fiction, but yeah.ear fucking came from gurochanop's work and perunagekko's. i vastly prefer non-snuff though which is hard to find. love the idea of having higher brain function literally fucked out of me.sounding is just really hot. also, if i get enough bottom growth i may actually be able to fuck a guy's dick with my clit. teratophilia and feral rape both come from the idea of being forced by something. terato you can't tell if they care about you, feral it not only doesn't care if you're into it, but its physically incapable of caring bc it's not sapient. no interest in RL zoo shit tho bc fuck that. i like to keep my morally wrong kinks to theatre of the mind RP at most
>>11555093Fetishes are attractions to things that aren't sexual. A lot of definitions of fetish and paraphilias even say something along the lines of "an attraction to an object or NON-GENITAL body part"It isn't.
>>11555174I think it's kinda being pedantic at that point though. Clearly, people can have different levels of interest in genitals specifically, and that's still interesting to discuss and hear about. Enough people fall into "love women, hate vaginas" or "love cocks, hate men" at least to make it interesting.
>>11555358It's not really as much of a nitpick as you think. Fetishes are of things that aren't sexual. Sexual organs, are sexual by nature. Some people don't like how one or another might look. For sure, humans have subjective experiences. That doesn't make it a fetish though."What about giga clits and guro mans (gross pussy)? Those are sexual?" you ask. Still not fetishes. Those are paraphillias. At this point it's being pedantic. But, if you even consider the semantics for a second: "genitals" vs "fantasy of hyper specific features or a subset of genitals." It's very clear that they aren't the same thing.
>>11555416But OP says fetish, and also kink.
>>11555444>being turned on by pussy is a kinkWhatever you say pal, moving on
>>11555452I'm not that person. You don't think pussy eating is a kink though? What about if you're a girl who's turned on by a pussy? I agree it's definitely not a fetish, but it definitely can be a kink you weirdo.
>>11545034i've seen some men say they don't like how they look, but i personally can't see how you could think that and still call yourself straight
Guys I have a solution. This thread is no more about fetishes. Starting from this post, I'm unilaterally proclaiming this thread to be exclusively about groobles. A grooble is a new concept that includes >fetishes>kinks>paraphilias>anything that can, should or ever has induced a sexual response in a person>anything that you think shouldn't belong ITT, but still clearly turns someone else on, so maybe you should stop being annoyingWhat's your grooble anons? Mine is pussy. Also you're on a porn board, stop throwing tantrums and go masturbate please, I promise you'll feel better after doing it. You clearly need it.
rape/hypnosis bros, or anyone with inherently non-consensual fetish, how do you enjoy your fetish without feeling 'wrong'? I know most of you actually actively the non-consensual part, I'm asking if there's a way to get to that state, or you guys are simply born/wired that way.I have very complicated feelings about vore, especially on games. On one hand, they're hot as hell personally. But on the other hand, you inherently MUST play an evil route to get all the scenes, and I suck at evil playthroughs. I, the faggot that I am, actively don't feel good when playing them, and any horniness is soon ofset by post-nut clarity that comes waaaay faster than my other kinks.
>>11555463Sounds like you're putting words in someone's mouth. Not what I said.
You all misunderstand my point. Idgaf what anyone does or doesn't say in this thread, fetish or otherwise. I just think that the person acting like they're a sexual deviant for liking pussy was being rather silly, that's all. I mean, they are on /d/ so they probably are a degenerate like the rest of us, but not because of something like that.
>>11543760>gentle femdom and /ss/Had an older neighborhood girl who babysat me when I was in grade school. She would be a brat and bully in public, especially in front of her friends, but was very sweet and affectionate when she was babysitting me. Mostly innocent stuff, nothing that I would consider grooming; playing with my hair, hugs, pecks on the cheek when putting me to bed, letting me sit in her lap when I played vidya, shit like that. She had already moved away for college by the time I started middle school, but she was the subject of a LOT of my early fantasies when puberty hit. When the internet came along, then, it was no surprise that a lot of my searches focused on the same kinds of themes - babysitters, teachers/tutors and pupils, older relatives with younger, etc. which just reinforced things.From other anons I've seen talk about it, it seems like this is the sort of standard trigger; an older woman who's just a little more affectionate with someone than they're used to getting from outside their immediate family. Aunts, cousins, babysitters, teachers, etc. Often (though not always) innocently so.
AR, then TG TF, Animal TF, Hypnosis, Lactation>be me>10 yo>reading Ian McEwan>story about kid being swapped with baby is strangely nice>accidentally discovering masturbation while reading it
>>11555612There's a cute gif I don't have at the moment of a couple fucking where the girl is clearly not all there but happy with what's going on. The guy snaps his fingers, she comes to, realizes she's mid-fuck and gets all flustered before the guy sends her back to how she was and it loops from there. She's clearly into it and hypnosis seems to be used as a fun way to make sex more interesting instead of as just a tool for rape. I like that kind of hypno content, both being in control and being a braindead fucktoy.
>>11555672This but my older sister. She is a huge bitch, but when she caressed me or petted me while carrying me around, those are fond memories. Sometimes she would carry me against my will or lock me using her superior strength and weight. The fact she liked to wear skimpy tops and shorts just made me like these slightly trashy women
>>11543760>>11543760>>11543760I think I can blame video games for most of them. Vore, quicksand, hypnosis, energy drain, monster girls/furries. Probably more. I can point to several titles that definitely had an effect on me growing up. That "why am I enjoying this?" moment. The rest I'm comfortable blaming on my mom, including incest, lactation and gentle femdom. She was smothering beyond words and I hate how much I loved it.
>>11555612>how do you enjoy your fetish without feeling 'wrong'?The hole had it coming. I mean rape has been a way of life for thousands of years. Only now with the mistakenly coded "human rights" women have gotten uppity and wrongly think they got any rights.They are little more than impulsive animals in dire need of a firm (back)hand and a man to guide them on the righteous path.
>>11543763Man through summer I'm at my local nudist beach pretty much weekly. Don't think I've ever seen another person under the age of 30 though. Maybe once. She seemed as suprised as I was to see a person her age and we didn't end up talking at all. I guess we were both a bit startled. There's suddenly sexual tension when you're of the opposite sex and of around the same age. A good 60-70% of people I see are men over 40.
>>11555612As someone who gets weak knee'd and leaky the moment I feel control slip, and enjoy a bit of that from the other side.I don't worry that much about it.Consent play isn't really any different than anything else that has potentially problematic aspects. I'd say, if you're feeling heavy guilt over a kink in general, that probably says a bit more about your relationship to it, than anything else. I'm confident that I'll never hurt anyone in a way they aren't on board with. Hot as a scenario may be, I am, fundamentally, responsible for my actions, and capable of rational thought and empathy. Enjoying some nc content doesn't change that.
I think my petrification fetish developed from the bodypainting fetish I had from watching random shit online. I saw a video once where the intro was a POV of Medusa chasing down the makeup artist and turning her to stone and it probably evolved from there. The video's probably gone by now.Pretty sure every other kink was picked up from this board while looking for more petrification stuff. I did read Sunstone when I was younger though and that was pretty hot. Maybe that helped.
>Teratophilia but I imagine myself as the monsterThis one is really interesting, I'm schizo and hallucinated and suffered from grandiose delusions of being a monstrous being, a demon, an antichirst, dark pagan gods, etc, etc among many other things but these are the delusions I'm most ashamed of so those are of course the ones that became my kink. I'm probably a trans man too so also I hate myself and men are gross and scary. Other stuff also came along with the porn because most hentai artists simply can't do teratophilia without everything else, like crazy pregnancies and stuff.
>>11555612I fantasize about being the victim, so there isn't as much to feel wrong about for me. Though I do sometimes just sit there and wonder why I get off to stuff like that after nutting.
>>11555880Agreed, switching it up is so fun.>>11555999Oh a fellow sister who gets off on this, nice! I fail to see what is wrong, sometimes it feels great to not be in control and just let yourself enjoy the experience.I've fantasized about going through an alley and being taken advantage of by a burly man there, no worries, no fear, only the pleasure of letting go
So, this comic:https://e-hentai.org/g/1889911/8db2d0ec9f/Make try anal few years ago, a mixture of curiosity, boredom and been single. Now I need to fuck my ass from time to time in secret. Sadly my GF wont do anything with it.
>>11556121Been wanting to buy a dildo, but I'm terrified of people finding out.
>>11556121I had bad results pushing it with my ex. >>11556320Love my dildo, I never don't have it in the shower with me. Hard to be embarrassed about it if you own it. If it turns you on, I definitely wouldn't be ashamed of anything. But I get what you're saying. Just remember everyone has kinks and the more someone pretends they don't, they more kinks they probably actually have.
>>11556320Just do it, anonOwn your sexuality!
My sister was very fat and growing up apart, I developed a certain fascination with meaty girls. Even now I can't get hard to models but put a fat girl in front of me and oh boy...
>>11555612At least for me I was just born that way. When I first discovered my hypnosis fetish I was quite young. I was very horny after the discovery and that led to me committing a pretty heinous act involving my brother. (I'm not gay I was just very horny, I swear!) I didn't feel bad doing what I did during or after the act and don't to this day. Since then I've come up with justifications of sorts like that it's natural for humans or that morality is a construct. But those are only justifications for a more uncomfortable truth. I hate to give a bad name to hypno fetishists though as I'm sure there are plenty who aren't like me.
>>11556473Are you willing to tell the story about your brother, or at least how you actually hypnotised him? I'm more curious about how than aroused to be clear.
>>11556473>>11556477I didn't actually hypnotize him I am way too stupid to do that, especially at five years old, sorry to disappoint. I just violated him regularly, and I really didn't know what I was doing. I'll tell the story though, I don't have anything better to be doing.I was around 5 years old and me and my brother, who's two years younger than me, were watching the animated Batman show. It was an episode with Poison Ivy in it and she does her thing where she kisses people and then they become her slaves. As soon as I saw this I became incredibly horny. After we finished the episode our mother had us sent off to bed. Me and him slept in the same room so once she closed the door I knew the two of us would be alone for the night. I proposed to him that we imitate what we'd seen in the show. That I kiss him and then he pretends to be under my control. Obviously he refused my proposition. Being the older brother and still very horny I go over to his bed and get on top of it and him. I suggest to him again that we kiss again and he refuses. I ignore him and pin him down and start making out with him. I remember enjoying the warm, wet sensation of his mouth. After doing stuff in his mouth with my tongue for a bit I get annoyed with his continued refusal to play along and act hypnotized. Although I was young my penis was already pretty developed and in that moment it was throbbing. I remembered the nice sensation my tongue felt being in my brother's mouth and wondered what it would feel like if I put my penis in there. I stopped making out with my brother and pulled both of our pants down. At this point he was completely frozen and expressionless, presumably out of shock an fear. I still had him pinned, but I did some repositioning so that I could get my penis in his mouth. After some time I forced it in. I'm very lucky he was too frozen to bite me. I used my free hand and hips to my my penis around in his mouth and against his tongue.
>>11556496After I did that for a while I might have orgasmed. The memory is a bit hazy, and I was very unfamiliar with all of the sensations I was experiencing. Eventually I felt I'd had enough so I pulled out. I played with my brother's penis for a bit because I felt I ought to repay the favor, but I got bored quickly. I went back to my bed and went to sleep.I don't remember anything being unusual with my brother in the morning. I don't think he remembers anything I did to him, and I never did anything like that again. I realized what I did was something I should hide although I obviously didn't know just how taboo what I did was. I have since learned self restraint, so I don't think I pose much of a threat to anybody today.
>>11556496that is pretty fucking heinous yeah idk what I was expecting
>>11556464>My sister was very fatIs she still now or did the glp1 get her?
I have always had a fetish for one person being turned into the trophy of someone else, whether through objectification, feminization, hypnosis, whatever. It came from an episode of sailer moon I watched when I was a kid, where the guy captures his friend and bondages him to protect him. I see it as the ultimate form of romance.
>>11555880>>11555999>>11556108It is actually one of the most common "unconventional" fetishes women self report having. It's surprisingly common for women to fantasize about getting kidnapped and used.Pre-2010 I remember there being so much (simulated) rape porn on the internet, even on mainstream porn sites. It was like 2020's step-mom porn epidemic alot amount of rape porn. I think people started to feel icky about it and pretty much everything got scrubbed from the internet. Now only place you can find "forced" tags is hentai and erotic-literature.
>>11545797That King Arthur one was a big one for me too. Also an episode of Disney's Aladdin cartoon where Princess Jasmine gets transformed into a lamia. And that chapter in the second Narnia book where one of the kids is unwittingly transformed into a dragon (described from his POV). And the werewolf in Harry Potter. I also remember a kids' book we had about a girl who transformed herself into a horse by eating only veggies. So many things...It's really weird because I was obsessed by these long before puberty or any kind of sexuality started developing. Only later did it actually turn into a fetish, as a preteen it was just something I found cool or strangely captivating. Really makes me wonder what the evolutionary explanation is for fetishes appearing and developing.Still think the squirrel girl is cute as hell too
None of 'em are my strongest fetishes, but this goes on the growing sister pile. My sister is five years older than me, and the house we lived in when I was iirc 7 to 15, had a weird second floor with just two oddly shaped bedrooms and a single, tiny bathroom closet thing. Single toilet, standing shower, no sink, and the door didn't even close properly if you sat on the toilet. Probably not actually a bathroom, but a strange remodel. Me and my sister basically had the floor to ourselves.So the entire time I was there, I'd see her naked pretty frequently. Nowhere to keep clothes in that little bathroom, so the nude walk between one of our rooms, and that bathroom was common, and I remember I got the privilege of going from very uninterested in this, to very interested, and would sneak peeks when I could. Not too much to say on that, besides set my standard of expecting pubic hair, though I never got a good enough look at anything for anything besides pubes or her boobs to stick with me. However, what quickly emerged, was the critical awareness that, we had to get undressed in our rooms, and the clothes hamper we shared was in niether of our rooms. So if my sister was in there, there was almost assuredly a freshly stepped out of crater of pants and panties.I don't even remember where the idea first came from, probably TV, but I was 10 the first time I snuck into her room and huffed her underwear. Which quickly evolved into just huffing all of her laundry. Panties, socks, bra, armpit nook of her shirt, didn't matter. Didn't even fap at first, but, started to after a while. At some point, I started getting excited that I had to do it quickly and stealthily. And so, I guess this is sorta responsible for my strong association with sex smells, and voyeurism and risky stuff. I am a laundry sniffer to this day, though my favorite is just giving oral. There's a tenuous link between these, I guess.
I I have 6 older sisters, the next closest in age for me is like ~16 years. So when I was in my "this is definitely going to turn into a fetish later" age bracket all 6 of them were trying to out baby each other. We're talking like back to back to back to back babies x 6. They're was consistently 3-6 very pregnant women in the house at any given time for a solid 10 years. They would feed together too or feed each other's kids, never any covers. Pregnant women turn me feral now. I think somehow it bled into liking vore, but while I don't mind same size I lean pretty hard into monster. So its probably my desire to see bad things happen to cute girls.
>>11556658So many transformations. Goosebumps, Animorphs, Sword in the Stone, and then that doesn't even count all the Disney just regular anthropomorphic stuff. I remember staying with my grandparents and they had this little nook for me with a TV and all sorts of movies and most of them had straight up transformation, and the rest had anthro. There was only like 12 and I would just watch them over and over.
>>11556722>Pregnant women turn me feral now.Same especially when they have those big low hanging torpedo bellys
>strangely pornographic storieshow come my awakening was so innocuous compared to a couple of these smut stories? just one little idea, not even sexual, that i held onto for decades. are these real, is there an agenda at work here, or do people just like to lie about really weird shit?
>>11556958>Why are these stories about discovering sexual fetishes all sexual? Is there a secret agenda that makes people sexual when they hit puberty?
>>11556960no you retard, i'm talking about the "i masturbated vigorously and fucked my sister when i was 5" stories, not the "fox and the hound gave me a fixation on bear traps and now i want to cut my penis off in a bear trap" stories. post-pubescent tracks for that, 5 years old doesn't. please, elucidate me on this because i'm curious.
>>11556961>post-pubescent tracks for that, 5 years old doesn't.I haven't posted any stories but I was already into SSBBWs by fist grade despite not knowing what sex was. I just really liked looking at them
>>11556963that qualifies under my bear trap analogy... oh whatever, i hope a 200 BMI amazon smashes you under her fupa.
>>11556967Thanks! Me too
>>11556722>I have 6 older sistersGiven how much one shaoed my sexuality, goddamn I cannot imagine what 6 sisters does to a man.
I have a few but today I'm going to talk about piss. Once in second grade, we had a girl who really had to pee but the teacher wasn't letting her go. I'm calling her Dana for this story. She sat to my right in class and tried asking the teacher at first. This was during a time when teachers were strict about letting kids go to the toilet and you needed hall passes, doctor's note, etc. I dunno how it is nowadays but in high school I didn't see any of this. Anyway, it seemed like Dana had been holding it for a while because it didn't take long before she started getting needy. The teacher was going over answers for a test or review material for one, I don't really remember. She kept telling Dana to "control herself". I remember she wore like a cherry plaid jumper skirt and a white shirt. We had a uniform even though it was a public school. Eventually Dana started to make a scene and the teacher ordered her to stand against the wall in the rear of the classroom. The classroom itself was pretty far out on campus. Imagine a rectangle and on the far side there's bungalows that look like mobile offices with a long ramp and a set of stairs. Diagonally across from that was the main office which was an actual building and that had the boys and girls toilets right outside it. It was going to be a far walk. Honestly, Dana's table had to be the closest one to the door, she was standing right next to it. I would have just ran out the door and if I didn't make it, at least none of the kids would have seen me, right? Nope, Dana peed all over herself. The yellow puddle glistened over the white linoleum, growing around her shoes. The splashing caused the room to go silent and everyone, including me, turned to face her. She cried, a lot. I remember feeling a tightness in my pants but I didn't know what it was at the time.In the same classroom where Dana peed herself, a girl I used to have a crush on threw up once. Both girls eventually transferred schools and I never saw them again.
>>11556977>>11556722Damn, truly living the dream. I envy you so much!
>misery porn, femdom, reverse rapei've always had a sort of intense non-sexual voyeuristic sadism for as long as i can remember, my favorite episodes in cartoons would be ones where the characters i liked (usually male) got sick or injured. completely loved the suds episode of spongebob, and i would fantasize about unfortunate things happening to characters i liked every night before falling asleep. one i recall was a character getting sick and being punished for it by being kicked out of his house by his family and becoming homeless. pity & misery porn, basically. i later discovered there are others like me but at the time all i could tell was that even if it was non-sexual i was way too into it in an offputting wayi still like that stuff now, but alongside the passive and voyeuristic sadism, at some point it got more active and extreme. if things had developed normally it probably would've stopped at gentle femdom or something, but 1) i was exposed to porn and began masturbating extremely early, which made shit weird, and 2), my older brother was bullying me for much of my childhood. it wasn't very extreme bullying or sexual in the slightest, i have no attraction to him and find him very repulsive, but regardless i believe it had an effect on my sexualityhe was older than me and male and quite large so i always knew if even if i hit him as hard as i could he'd just hit me even harder. thinking about it made me blindingly angry, i was regularly brought to rage-tears and really just wanted to murder him - which didn't help my case at all, because a crying little girl saying shes going to "kill you in your sleep" is prime target for mockerythese days i'm turned on by men in situations of pain, humiliation, or discomfort, and am repulsed & angered by imagining myself being dominated by men, or even having 'vanilla' sex. i like when they're helpless, but it's way better if they don't start that way - if they're strong but have been forced & made powerless
I have no fucking idea where most of mine come from, I think I've had most of them since before puberty because some of my earliest memories of boners were the result of imagining them (and this is while being raised in a strict evangelical household, i didnt even jerk off until 19)except for bugs though, 99% sure that's because of the villain lady in Mummy 2 falling into the bug abyss at the end of the movie
>>11555612I can't say I'm perfect about avoiding guilt, but I just rationalize it as fictional. I shoot people in video games. My parents used to watch shitty cop shows where people get shot. We derive joy from it, but we wouldn't shoot people in real life.Basically growing up in the Jack Thompson era of >'video games are evil and your child will become a school shooter if they play them' makes it really hard for me to say enjoying anything wholly fictional is bad.
When I was very young I found a beastiality website and watched so many women getting giant horse cocks and swallowing horse cum, and getting knotted by dogs, and anything else you can think of I still get very turned on by certain animal behavior. I'll get rock hard and red in the face if a horse gets a boner near me. I've never acted on it, and I haven't watched anything like that in decades, because I was so young... But the kink still exists. Sorry that I'm such a fucking degenerate. I was also very young and at the same time playing original Diablo on and used to larp as a female and catfish guys into games so I could kill them with my hacked player. I got way to into the role and that pretty much backfired on me and now I have another kink. Again, apologies. Most of my kinks developed very young. I guess I didn't have a lot of supervision.
I'll chip in my older sister's responsibilities, too.Femdom, wrestling, feet, armpits.Some of my preferences predated this, when I was 6-7 I was bullied by a girl two grades above me, that had already lit the spark of femdom, getting held down, and stuff like that. I was provoking her to do it more even that early, and didn't know why. But, when I was 11, and my sister was 14, she got a TV in her room, and pretty much overnight we moved from playing games in the living room, to her room. She was always a bit rough, but for whatever reason, if it was just lying closer together, being alone, it being her room, I dunno, but she became a lot moreso. Her leaning on me or sitting/laying on me when we were playing something, either if I was winning or honestly just kinda whenever happened all the time. It was always in good fun, I think, but, the result was my very first of many subsequent boners pinned underneath her on the bed, face crammed into some nook of her body. And I have a very specific memory of playing Star Fox Assault with her, she was whooping me, so I got the like, super gun you get for sucking, and she rolled me over, jumped onto me, one knee into my crotch, I'm pretty sure by accident, and put me in something like a headlock, so my face was squarely in her bare armpit. She wasted all the ammo, then started tickling me.Given how our bodies were together, every time I like, exhaled a laugh, it squeezed her knee into my nuts, and trying to squirm away, was also more knee into nuts. First exposure to what I believe counts as predicament bondage. Big fan. I THINK that was my first orgasm. It wasn't like, cum, ejaculation, that type of orgasm though. I started shaking, my breath got caught in my throat, and my entire body went tingly and amazing. I didn't know what this was for years, until I heard some descriptions of orgasms from women, or guys taking anal, and looked into it more. She actually made me her bitch. God I wish we did more as an adult.
>>11557214i don't think it's a degenerate thing, more of a what is this shit and why is it interesting thing. i first encountered rotten (the website) when i was around 8 and just treated it like horror website. found tubgirl when i was 12, same deal. downloaded nasty porn off of limewire mainly for horror curiosity reasons, like bestiality of snakes in vaginas and the like when i was around 15. i did all kinds of creepy things, broke gender norms, and sorta finalized what i actually liked and what was too gross or reprehensible for me by the time i finished up with all of that. in the end, i was very straight with a pretty harmless kink. the exploratory phase can get pretty raunchy, even if you don't sexualize any of it. i didn't masturbate or have sex until i was 20, but i still like vore, which i clued into from an ebaumsworld video of a chick eating a mantis when i was 16 or so. why that and none of the other stuff i found? guessing it's because i was already associating women + power > bugs from earlier events in my life and i thought that was thrilling and significant in a tolerable way.i wonder, if you spend your teenage years isolated without interaction of unrelated women to "groom" you, do you just settle with whatever sexual search image is available?
>>11557214SameWhen I first got the internet when I was, god, I wanna say 15, I found porn pretty quickly (pokemon lmao), and somehow immediately found bestiality instead of anything more normal, so thought that was just what there was. I actually wasn't that into it at first, besides it being pictures of naked ladies, but eventually I gained an appreciation for horses. Never did come around on dogs, though.
>>11557310>do you just settle with whatever sexual search image is available?I think so.I think, while there's inevitably going to be some amount rub-off, I think kids are generally pretty good at making the most of limited resources, and extracting mostly only what they're actually after. I do also think it's pretty normal and natural to try and run with new ideas you get exposed to, to try and figure them out. Especially nowadays, a lot of that gets pretty demonized, but I think that's realistically what humans are supposed to do. That's why there is a kernel of truth to like, exposure to gay, gendernonconforming, ect stuff having an infectious quality, but that's only because it posits the idea to test, to have people find what's already there. But, that testing phase might make someone do something they otherwise wouldn't.
>>11557307Fuck, I need an older sister so badly!
>>11557307The getting tickled by an older woman part is kino.
>giantess, corruption, transformation/body horror, vore, monsters, futaread too much as a kidi didn't find it fair that evil always loststarted loving villains and rewatching their movies over and over and overfirst orgasmed to the fantasy of being ursula - growing with power(friend jokingly teased me for years that i had a tentacle fetish, he helped with that)hexxus, consuming, destroying, growingwatched more horror when parents separated and fell in love with monsters loved body horror of all sorts in movies, games like carrion fed my fantasiesrped all sorts of evil power fantasies for years - futanari developed herethe list goes on and onim scared a boyfriend will never live up to any of this
>>11556464>>11556500Sort of related. My cousin had always been chubby growing up she ended up turning into a full on ssbbw as an adult. Massive gut with gigantic watermelon tits but recently lost like 200lbs from Ozempec. I'm glad she is healthier now but damn do I miss watching her jiggle and eat at family gatherings.
My older sister and I have always been pretty close, but she did pick on me, and was always bigger until we became adults. She's always been more like my dad, and I was more like my mom. Nothing super crazy happened between us other than me developing a taste for larger protective female, especially after this incident with an older female cousin. She was the size of my sister. I don't mean large as in fat, but just bigger than me because I was younger and always small. But one time we're with my female cousin and she hauls off and kicks me square in my balls and I go down immediately in immense pain. Can't even remember why she did it, I think it was just an impulse control thing. But I'm down on the ground and I see my cousin frying over me through the air and into the closet doors that all fell of their hinges and I looked and my sister was the one who fucked her up. According to her it looked like my cousin was going to kick me again.
>>11556958>my awakening was so innocuous compared to a couple of these smut storiesSome people see one thing one time and it unlocks something crazy in their brain forever. Some people get molested by their sister at 5 which has the same effect. With 8.3 billion people on the planet, everyone is bound to have lived different lives, some more fucked up than others.Or they're just lying on 4chan.org for kicks again.
>artstyle accurate pornWhen I was super young, maybe 6, I found Zone’s Teen Titans parodies on Newgrounds while I was playing flash games. I didn’t really get what I was looking at but eventually I learned what porn was. But even before that, my parents weren’t super careful about researching what kind of movies that they’d rent so occasionally an R-rated sex scene would pop up and they'd say “cover your eyes” and of course, as a curious kid, you don’t. My autistic ass would watch tv hoping and praying that a completely random explicit sex scene would break out any moment when I watched cartoons. Like any second now in the middle of the chase, the dude in the monster costume is going to tackle Velma and start boob fucking her for a solid 5 minutes uninterrupted until he cums in her butt. >futaBack to Newgrounds, if anyone remembers in Pico’s School there’s a poster in the background of the janitors closet that says “CHIX WITH DIX 2x the fun!” And I was like yeah, sounds good, I’m too young to even know what a vagina is. So my sex fantasies would have girls with penises in them, mostly because I knew what a penis was and still didn’t really know how vaginas worked. Because I was so young I also liked women being dominant.>incestMy parents sucked. Always wished I had different parents. Literally anyone but the ones I got. When I was really young I wanted cool pretty people to be my mom and dad. When I saw that scene in the Incredibles and started finding Marge Simpson comics on the internet, I wanted sexy people to be my parents. There’s one comic in particular called Simpcest I was obsessed with where Marge walks in on Bart having morning wood tent his sheets and Marge wakes him up while rubbing him through the sheets. I thought, a mom loves you unconditionally that takes care of your morning wood? That sounds awesome. Again, I was too young for a girlfriend, so I empathized better with the mommy/son relationship.
>>11543760My fat fetish origin story was reading a Guinness World Records book. Now I get boners whenever I see the 5XL option for female clothes.
>>11556958WellThere are probably some people that can end up on /d/ and grow accustomed or even fond of some things here, despite nothing in their life being particularly interesting. I would expect that to be the minority though. I would expect that the average person on /d/, who isn't here just because they're closeted gay and have convinced themselves that futas aren't gay (only if they have pussies) or something, PROBABLY has at least one inciting reason or exposure to something sexual pretty far outside the standard wheelhouse, to make them find this place to be home. Not always, but, on average. Honestly, given the stuff on /d/ normally, I'm surprised there's not more out there stories, mostly just a bunch of impressionable young boys being around playful sisters or pregnant aunts/cousins/wahatever.
>>11558370i mean, i'm not a futa fella, but i sorta see it as gay rehab. like, how do you get back to women after being a wrestler and learning to like men's ballsacks landing on your face constantly? just picture her vulva as a massive set of balls, of course. pulled out of my ass of course, but that's just how i look at it
>hypno, chastity, humans treated like livestock and gender tfoddly most of it came from reading a children's book as a kid. it's a long-winded story about an orphan who learns hypnosis, uses it to her advantage for fame, and then is blackmailed into using it to steal stuff by an adult man along with her childhood male friend. there's also a twist at the end that the main character had been hypnotized without her knowing. there was a lot of stuff for my adolescent mind to build off of. once I discovered hentai and 4chan I talked about my gender feelings in a hourou musuko thread on /a/ and was told my descriptions were arousing. hinemosu notari doujins were shared in the thread and it gave me some new terms to search for.the livestock kink is basically a combination of both. hyper gender essentialism mixed with hypnosis. maybe chastity too.from a clinical perspective I know that my kinks are based off of a desire for control and being controlled in a "safe" way. especially in circumstances where the dom promises a better life for the sub (hypnotized into being a happy slave, locked in permachastity so I don't have to think about my own needs anymore and can be a good slave, or being used for the betterment of society as a milking cow). but in truth it's all just for their pleasure.
>>11558384>how do you get back to women after being a wrestler and learning to like men's ballsacks landing on your face constantly?I think this just kinda proves the point though?That's a fetish origin story if I've ever heard one, independent of sexuality.
>>11557117You are the most based woman to ever exist.
Hardcore femdom and castration for me. I'm certain it was because my older sister was very rough with me until I got old and strong enough to protect myself. My mom still tells stories about the shit she did to me. I can't fathom where castration comes into play here, but it is probably something my memory has suppressed. Now I'm very strong and tough and I have had girlfriends try to dom me but it's so pathetic it doesn't work. I have to find a woman who can truly incapacitate and restrain me. Someone who I can truly fight back against and lose to. I have to be actually trying to protect myself or get away for this to work. It might take drugs, or a group, or hell, at this point maybe even just a man to do it. Last time I was arrested it took 6 cops to get me cuffed, and they had to beat my head in to do it. But that's the kind of fight I want. Then after that I want to be broken down, destroyed and taken apart, unable to escape my fate and just accepting it. I want to be someone's thing.Pretty fuckin spooky.
Late bloomer here, never really had some strange fetishes until 2/3 years ago... or maybe it was kinda buried under layers of insecurities and such, and so i can't really remember if these had originated when i was a child or something more.>crossdressingNot really on the universal side, but more on specific garments like one piece swimsuits (altough i wouldn't mind trying some latex at some point). Always loved those, at first in terms of heterosexual fetishism during teen years (having sex with a girl in swimsuit; wouldn't really call that a fetishism), then in terms of trying them myself. It all started with a dream in which i saw myself (first person view) practicing glans stimulation while wearing a Baywatch swimsuit. It was probably the vivid almost-wet dream i've ever had. This started it all.The first experiments were yucky. Looking at myself in the mirror, noticing that my body wasn't in the best shape, too short hair (worsened by a scale 3 Norwood). In a few words i looked like shit and this brought me to shut off the idea of trying again. 1/2 i guess.
>>11559281Two years later I tried again. After some months of swimming, combined with more thick and longer hair, I've managed to get a better appearance, altough there's still a lot of work to do (body shaving, better body grooming etc...) and generally I've started to feel more secure about my appearance.I mean... I love how it feels, the sensation of polyester/elastan clinging to my body, my testicles, the see-through effect and how it compliments my butt/legs (probably the best part of my whole body) and in general a kind of a feminine figure for a guy of my age (30s here) when i look in the mirror.Also, I love caressing myself when I lie in the bed while wearing it to the point of orgasm or, alternatively, masturbating while wearing it. Setting aside the cloth in the pubic zone and then fapping while wearing all the swimsuit makes me feel horny as fuck, while in case of glans stimulation/caressing while wearing it all makes me feel secure and even relieves anxiety. I've always been a kind of anxious person, so it feels nice to wear it and feel more... protected? Don't know if it is the right term. 2/2, next part.
>>11558828i agree, i was just thinking that post was framed like futa exclusively meant branching into gay stuff, but i was trying to insinuate that it could go the other way. like i said though, i have no idea what's actually going on in their heads
>>11559286(Second Part)>next fetish: half-possession/possession RP?This one is kind of a strange/mixed bag 'cause I don't practise it always. This again all started with a dream two years ago (kinda fucked up) in which I saw a loli and a shota (using japanese terms because it was drawn as an anime). Well, the girl turned into a spirit and fucking possessed the boy by entering through his mouth and the boy started orgasming like she was spiritually fucking him. Woke up in cold sweat... and a semi-chub.Turned out, after a long time, that I enjoyed imagining some fictional character possessing me before fapping sessions, entering in my body, make me have pleasurable convulsions (complete with scared moans) while he takes control, imitating their voice, imagining how they would play with my body, complimenting it ("You look so cute in a swimsuit, you know?"), and then conforting me after the orgasm. I usually go for those flamboyant characters with a tendence to feminine traits in a psychotic way (e.g. picture related). Dunno what fires me up about these characters but... even as a teen i kinda had a soft spot for the pictured one. I don't know how to describe how it feels, apart from the strong orgasms.I think the person here kind of explained it in a better way:>>11549757>Having someone else control me, humiliate me, change me against my will, and train me to be the best version of myself in their eyes stimulates my need for self improvement and praise.Maybe it's not the right equivalence, but it kinda makes me feel like that.
>>11559329>>11558348nvm, this actually makes sense to me. men typically fulfill the dominant role by mounting or doing the penetration. fetishizing women in the dominant role? just cross the streams and give women the pp. i guess in that sense it's no gayer than getting held down by an amazon, but straight people generally don't like looking at dicks or conceptual males hence it getting lumped in with bi/gay/trans stuff.
I want to say that it was all just early exposure to the internet. The incest stuff definitely was, I love forbidden love stories and seeing people struggle with their own feelings before coming to terms with them just warms my heart.Everything else is... probably just trauma? I remember being way more sexual before adult trauma, but my first sexual experience was group assault as a kid, so that probably soured me pretty early on. I grew up in a house with rape too.But, soldier on I did, and those years are sort of a blur. I guess it was all sorta experimental, not a lot's stayed with me after some really, REALLY shitty relationships and experiences. Getting better now, but haven't really gotten a sense for anything non-vanilla... with one exception.Ever since I was young, I've wanted to cannibalise people. I must've been about 12 when I realised that. I tried to explore that as a sex thing, but it just isn't. But seeking out depictions actually made me venture into guro, and from there to this whole artistic movement once I ignore all the weirdos who just hate women and want to see them hurt and killed. I still love guro art, but it's in a mostly aesthetic way, my tastes got really specific really quickly.A few years ago though I realised while reading over true crime that one of the few things that turned me on during peak ace time was snuff. I was reading this story about a girl who was banging this dude and just... got out a bit of rope and choked him to death, then finished, and played with his body a bit after.That? That sounded SO FUCKING HOT. There wasn't any disgust with what she'd done, just this overwhelming "Oh I'd love to be like her" and wondering if she felt like I do. I get that every time I read about that stuff now.I don't seek out porn of it or anything, because watching it does nothing, I'd need to do it. Same with doing anything to a body; I've worked in funeral care, never wanted to touch a body. Did want to eat bits of them, though.
