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>>11546405

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I love girlfailures so much

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>>11574374
>850x1202

>>11574377
>>11574376
Kansai is in college and has a job you fucking casual

>>11575112
Yeah, the only ones that can be considered neets are yaniko and penpen, everyone else is in school or works.

>>11574374
>should governments open neet adoption centers?
Probably not.
There is a 100% chance it almost immediately turns into human trafficking, sex work, and defacto slavery, and strays into dubious consent offloading of children to whoever wants to molest and rape them. State ordained kidnapping and captivity of a vulnerable population that can be given a diagnosis for a mental disability in a couple of focused hours, that instantly discredits any claims they make of future abuse, is a recipie for disaster.
And before the
>god I wish that was me
starts flowing, do note the slavery part, entailing actual work under threat of physical abuse.

The actual answer is expand social services and produce programs that can find and negotiate work and training that otherwise dysfunctional people can still perform, but that's a conversation nobody is ready for because that's spooky socialism.

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Hippie neets that stink good

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How I wish I could see other human beings as a regular activity. I'm pretty sure my friends are dead and that's why their ghosts can only be around for a few hours a month. I'm probably just hallucinating them, I never reunited with them and they aren't actually real.

>>11577573
theyre not dead theyre in videodrome

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>>11577575
>videodrome
>1983 Canadian science fiction body horror film

Yeah I wasn't around in the 80s but this seems to be about getting trapped inside of some sort of VHS-adjacent plane of hell.

#relatable

>>11577573
>Anon is slowly becoming pokemon Hex Maniac

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>>11577573
>>11577630
Hot! I might just need to marry that anon

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>>11577630
>>11578432
She does seem cute even if I couldn't make much sense of what she's supposed to be in the actual videogame from just a cursory google search.

8/10 would go on a date where we both disassociate and stare at a wall.

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>>11578562
Pretty much just a weird girl who is obsessed with ghosts and paranormal stuff

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>>11578562
>would go on a date where we both disassociate and stare at a wall.

Would you also feed her pastries as she absent mindedly eats them from your hand? Not really looking at you but making tiny noises of appreciation

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>>11578569
Ah. I didn't look at her stuff that much but I couldn't quite tell if she actually was a ghost or something.

Still cute. Maybe she could show me her collection of weird artifacts that she's attempted to trap the souls of people inside of using complex rituals or whatever it is girls like that do for fun.

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>>11578571
Oh is that what she's into?

Yeah she has some pretty intense eyes going on. Absolutely. It might take me a while to believe she isn't actually a ghost but if that girls idea of a date is weird handfeeding then we're already on similar wavelengths.

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>>11578573
>is that what she's into?
Nah, just a cute scenario I thought of

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>>11578572
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>>11578574
I like the eyes of this character the most honestly. It gives a bit of a intensity to everything she does, even if she might not mean it. Seems like she could just be really intense by default.

>>11578577
Wow seems like I'm not the only one who thought that.

Yeah yandere for sure. If she's going to do soul binding rituals I need to let her know she needs to do the ones that don't hurt or endanger herself.

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>>11575994
>There is a 100% chance it almost immediately turns into human trafficking, sex work, and defacto slavery,
A shame, the idea sounds hot. What about a corporation that allowed people to adopt neets in exchange of sexual favors? Seems quite fair and not that different from onlyfans

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>>11579316
Same issue, probably lead to neet slavery

>>11579316
The problem is you are seeing this from the perspective of giving them up for adoption, what if it's the other way around?

>Philanthrophist Ex-Neet makes a foundation to help other neets because he truly has faith in them
>People are hired and pay to be caretakers to try and steer them in the right direction or to simply provide them with human company and a real life friend.
>It's really like a roomates situation but turned into a side gig.
>Caretakers and Neets are chosen by matching similar interests and hobies.

>>11574374
>>11574832
>clean smooth shaved pussy
she doesn't shave her shit

>>11579607
>she doesn't shave her shit
Doesn't matter. She's not strong enough to stop me from shaving her myself.

>>11574629
Is 3pm beer bad? I've had a 12 and 11 beer somewhat regularly

>>11575994
>expand social services and produce programs
I was in one of those programs. Extremely well-funded, purposefully overstaffed.
The goal was to keep people dependent so the staff could have easy jobs for as long as they want.
Basically farming neets for infinite tax money.
I only got better when I got out.
Never trust someone who says they just want to help.

Anyways...
>>11579424
>Same issue, probably lead to neet slavery
No issue. I want to legally own a neet girl.

>>11579683
>Is 3pm beer bad?
There's a spectrum with these things.
If you just finished work for the day then it's fine.
If you just woke up then you have a problem.

>>11579607
She learns to shave or she's getting waxed.

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>>11579592
What option would maximize the possibility for sweaty sex?
>>11579685
>No issue. I want to legally own a neet girl.
BASED

>>11579685
>The goal was to keep people dependent so the staff could have easy jobs for as long as they want.
>Basically farming neets for infinite tax money
The solution there is the position is salaried, with a commission for every successfully settled neet that doesn't have a relapse or otherwise require further attention for, say, a two year period.
Incentivizing actually rehabilitating them instead of milking them.
Of course, that requires levels of government that most people don't like.

>>11579979

You're asking for every single person working in the program to be completely different, in every way.

It's the equivalent of saying "The Nazis could've won WWII if he dropped the anti-semitism, German-supremacism, and the state-centralization."
At that point it's a completely different group of people.

Do Neets ever shower?

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My girlfriend is a full on neet, i have been living at her place for the summer months and when alone she literally does nothing else than watch netflix, play LoL and drink enegry drinks. Sometimes she goes to a rehab for work preparation and applies for schools. I have been teaching her to cook and helped with her mental health issues a bit.
She had a super rough childhood with an abusive single mom and basically no friends but shes drop dead gorgeous. I guess women who are pretty dont always make a lot of friends.
The sex is good though.

>>11580266

I was showered every day when I was a neet. Partly because I fapped every morning and I wanted to clean off the smell.

I usually hear that female neets don't shower, but...
>>11579654
The neet girl who moves in with me won't have a choice about showering every day.

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New Neet idea

>Tradwife Girlfailure
>Raised by ultra conservative religious family
>Taken off school because she was bullied
>Was instead home teached in how to be a good housewife
>(Not even done a good job in that apparently)
>Became secluded from outside world
>Have a hard time using technology
>The house she inherited is hard to pay for, so she finally decided to look for a housemate to split the water and electricity bills with

>Tfw you go to her place after seeing a hand drawn flyer to her address

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>>11581076
I have distant family members in this situation-ultra religious/inflexible gender roles, the boys are weird but self-sufficient, but the girls are dependent on their parents while they wait for marriage-they are closer to 40 years old then not at this this point, never worked, only attended Bible college (no professional skills). When their parents die, they will probably need to be taken in by their brothers, or in poverty.

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I've been all week gooning and I don't regret a thing

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I once asked how to meet people and an anon here said "go to the local scene," but how do I find the local scene? And what do I do? What is the local scene? Do I just start going to places? How do I find the places or events?

>>11583443
Are you in the wrong thread?
The idea of a NEET scene seems self-contradictory

>>11583515
this is also the neet support group you faggot.

>>11583443

Don't look for the scene for 'neets', look for events and shops for different interests you have. Certain hobbies are more likely to attract neets than others, but your goal isn't to make friends with other neets just because they're neets. You want to make friends with other people who have similar interests because then you can actually do things together. Although, you need similar core values to not clash too hard.

If you're into gaming, then look for gaming shops, they host more events than you'd realize.

Want to go rock climbing, join a gym.

Trying to exercise more, look up the November Project.

Look for museums near you and see what you'd like and start going, enjoy the collections and the events.

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What is the dumbest thing you've ever done, anon?

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>>11584236
I keep on noticing this weird ghost girl has something slightly messed up with her mouth.

It's fine though. Maybe her binding to the living world is very slightly immaterial, she's still a good girl.

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>>11584236
>>11584252
>Ghost neet gf
>She wasted all her life and was filled with regret
>Now she is also wasting her afterlife
>Anon moves into her place
>Tries to scare him off but she is too socially akward for it.
>Realizes Anon also likes a lot of the nerdy shit she liked while she was alive
>Decides to let him live with her
>Or rather she becomes an ethereal squatter
>Demands a constant offering of Chicken tendies and Chocky milk

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>>11584371
>ghost girl has anxiety
>takes her a few months to leave the attic to try and spook me away every time
>its fine, she's just scared and traumatized
>she's been dead for a long time so I tried to figure out what the closest is to the autism special from the time of the napoleonic war
>nah turns out she still loves modern innovations such as tendies
>it's impossible for her to not look immensely creepy the entire time she's attempting to hang out with her new mortal bf but she's trying man

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Do you think you would be able to handle a mentally ill neet gf? I'm talking full-on schizophrenia, deep trauma, and delusions.
I recently beat the Bag of Milk games and they left me feeling like an empty husk. I did every ending hoping for even the faintest ray of happiness but it never came.

I never wanted to give a videogame character a hug so badly before. She can barely function..

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>>11584654

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>>11584654
>>11584655
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>>11584654
I live with a mentally ill neet woman and the answer is no

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>>11584654
I wonder what exactly other people get from media like that. For me its always wanting to give that messed up girl the same love and care I wish I have, and even if she's often portrayed as much worse seeing all the parallels to what I am suffering from drives up that want to care for her even more. It's easy to see just how things could be different when you have far more than just empathy for the exact same things she's gone through.

Maybe I should watch a playthrough or something, the games seem pretty short, the plot synopsis probably isn't doing it justice. I've noticed that whenever I am outside I need to really lock in to make sure I am spatially aware of my surroundings, my mind just wants to get lost replaying a flashback rather than paying attention. This can be dangerous considering the world is designed for cars and not people and they are far more likely to maim you for life and makes things a lot worse if you get hit than killing you clean.

Also add in the delusions I guess. Need to be scanning around for the stalker I am pretty convinced I have. Yeah maybe I should track down a good playthrough upload.

>>11584670
Hey I feel you ghost girl. We're never waking up from this nightmare sadly. The best we can do is to try and find some solace with each other to avoid becoming ghosts ourselves.

>>11584654
They need to be able to handle me

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>>11585304
Girls like this will freak out and become completely convinced that you are satan himself man. They kind of can't handle you, non-functional means non-functional. If you really like them you need to have a lot of patience for them.

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>>11585313
ive fapped an unhealthy amount of times to /ss/ hex art
the idea of neet shotacons is really hot but mostly unexplored

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>>11585508
I must admit I like the character. So many depictions of her where she seems like she's trying to keep a lid on not being normal, but it always shines through in some way that she's not like most other people. Maybe not being familiar with the source material helps, I have no idea if the characterization of her as a messed up yandere that will still stare at you constantly even when she's trying her best to not come across as creepy is some fan thing.

Took me a while to figure out what /ss/ means. I'm already familiar with what shota means, I'm not that innocent. I probably would have trouble trying to stop her from creeping around outside the local middle school due to flashbacks from being reminded at all of being that age. You just know a girl like this wants to lurk behind a tree during recess hours.

In keeping with not judging people for what they're horny for they can't really control being into, y'know, characters like that. Just need to help them to make sure they don't engage in it in a way that is damaging to themselves or others.

>>11584654
>Do you think you would be able to handle a mentally ill neet gf? I'm talking full-on schizophrenia, deep trauma, and delusions.
>>11585313
>Girls like this will freak out and become completely convinced that you are satan himself man.
As long as we can clear up the legal issues of keeping her in a cage...
(Don't worry I'll make sure it's comfy.)

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>>11585951
>(Don't worry I'll make sure it's comfy.)
pic relevant

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>>11585951
Maybe there's someone who wants to take care of a mentally ill neet girl and also isn't into lifestyle BDSM.

It is theoretically possible, but I think this venn diagram might be a circle. Abandonment issues are a lot less scary when you are literally chained to your boyfriend.

>>11586009
>Maybe there's someone who wants to take care of a mentally ill neet girl and also isn't into lifestyle BDSM.
Unfortunately, the people most willing to take care of a non-functional girl are the ones who have that as a fetish.
It's either that, or someone paying the caretaker a salary.

>Abandonment issues are a lot less scary when you are literally chained to your boyfriend.
And if I put a mattress and a lot of pillows in her cage, will it really be any different from spending all day in bed?

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Any neet here on a show binge? I'm thinking of watching Breaking Bad all over again.

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>>11586178
>And if I put a mattress and a lot of pillows in her cage, will it really be any different from spending all day in bed?

Blankets, pillows, a nice portrait of Master for her to stare at when I can't be around her 24/7, a water bowl, all sorts of things to make her cage more of a nest.

Usually neet nests aren't clean but when you're under the absolute care and control of someone else they sure can be when you aren't given a choice. Nestrotting sounds a bit more comfortable than bedrotting.

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>>11574374
all i want is a neet gf like tomoko to play visual novels with

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>>11587021
>850x441

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>>11587289
https://youtu.be/2ObSDYmMmUY

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>>11583840
Trusted other people.

>>11586380
>a nice portrait of Master for her to stare at when I can't be around her 24/7,
I was thinking of a Dakimakura.
Not even one of myself. Just one of her choice so she has something to hug.

>>11587512
This date is going really well.

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Day with heavy rain and no work.
I'll be spending it naked and gooning all day long like this. Really being a neet is the good life

>>11588322
>>11588595
this show is too vulgar desu. im surprised it came from japan.

>>11588622
Very very intense. Maybe I'm just a pussy but I had to take a break every 3 episodes. The latter half of the show didn't have *as much* shock value as the first half did, but it was still intense.

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>>11587958
I lost (good thing) my job last week and I have spent pretty much all of the time since gooning. It really is the best, but if I did it for 3 months straight I'd be less happy about it.

I've been talking with a neet lady for a few weeks now, we seem like we have mutual interests and can hold a conversation together. She's on the other side of the country so I doubt we'll ever meet in person.

How can I get pictures of her butthole without messing things up?

>>11588630
Send pics of your hole first

>>11588643
I should probably send pics of my face first

>>11588651
inb4 she's in the thread

i wish people actually thought neets were hot like this~ i need someone to adopt me as their personal neet pet desu...

>>11588829
Only if you're cute.
t. Rich NEET

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>>11588829
I would but, are you a cute girl?

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>>11589045
there are no girls on /d/, anon
no hate to that guy tho. good luck on finding his daddy (or mommy)

>>11583443
>>11583732

Word. Piggybacking off this, if you're in NYC the Brooklyn Museum has a manga exhibit right now through January. That's undoubtedly got to lead to meeting likeminded people.
Plus, they have a fan pass for it, you can go an unlimited number of times if you get it. Just keep going because fucking what else are you going to do mate?

https://secure.brooklynmuseum.org/m/33/mangafanpass

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>>11589205
Oh, I'm not from NY, I'm from a small city, so it makes things a little difficult, but I appreciate it I wish I were there, it looks cool

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I fucking love neet genetically female girls so much.

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What are your plans for this Halloween, anon?

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>>11590498
Ahhh hallowen
I always see people having fun or going to costume parties! I'm honestly quite envious of them
I'll watch Carrie and eat pizza like always...

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Should male neets be adopted and run through a rigorous and permanent feminization program to turn them into failmales?

>>11590567
No, they should be put into military service or shot in the head, which ever they prefer.

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>>11590616
This. Even among neets, men are second class

>>11590616
Unironically that's how I stopped being a neet.

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Fat neet girls are the best kind of women!

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If you were to realistically adopt a NEET girl, what would your adoption rules be and what would you offer her?

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>>11591771
Only unrestricted access to her holes. Besides that, anything she wants to do or not do is fair game.

>>11591771
>Free use
>Showers/baths are mandatory.
>I'm taking her to the gym

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>>11590567
Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.
Unwashed feminized failboy cock is the hottest thing ever.
>>11591771
Wears a cute collar at all times.
Lets me take care of her without resiting.
Doesn't cum without permission.

>>11590809
Needs another picture of her owner/master looking up to find me...him at the door looking at her angrily cock out rock hard
She's spent the entire day gooning the house is unclean and supper isn't cooked
She's been edging and ruining her own orgasm for hours.
She realizes at that second he's going to spend the night hatefucking her into multiple bed drenching cunt destroying orgasms and leave her passed out in a massive puddle of pussy juice and cum her holes raw and dripping her nipples sucked till they were raw
And worse, she's not getting her allowance that week.

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probably get my official schizophrenia diagnosis soon, even though I've known it for years, but now it will be "official," now I'll be officially doomed

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>>11592811
Hey it's good to have the paperwork reflect the reality of the horror you're living through I guess. Makes it official how screwed things are. There's this Neko girl I can't seem to move on from, I wonder if she suffers from something similar. A lot of her actions make more sense if she's thinking stuff like "I can't surprise him with just how much of a burden I will be" or "no I actually fully believe he's satan sometimes".

A diagnosis does also help in there being some actual official label to attach to what you're suffering from so people who care about you can attempt to understand you, assuming you do have anyone. I don't know much about schizophrenia aside from delusions being a huge part of it and it being pretty common to have it start from having a bad episode when you're roughly college aged. It sounds rougher to deal with than most honestly. I feel for you anon, this world was always suffering.

>>11574374
I loved a girl who rarely kept a job after high school and she was a massive loser and a total bitch... she DID have massive tits though.

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>>11592898
I can understand, even though it sounds strange, a part of me wanted something to "go wrong in my neurological tests" so I could somehow explain why I'm like this or why I behave this way, to know that there really was something wrong and that it wasn't just "me" who was the reason I'm so useless and incapable of leading a normal life.

Now that I know I really have something, I can say, "Yes, my life is difficult because of this." I feel like it's a horrible way of thinking, but I'm looking for comfort.
I'm on medication and they're still doing tests on me. My hallucinations are less vivid too. I started developing symptoms at 14, they worsened when I was 19, and I'm only now dealing with all of this at 26, mainly because so many tests are really expensive.

It's not too late to be able to lead a "normal" life, or at least I hope so

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I am working hard to get rich enough that I can adopt several cute plump neet girls. That is my life goal!

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I'm putting on anime to motivate me while I exercise.
I just finished Girls Up Panzer and I'm about to finish Kino's Journey from 2003. I wish traveling was like this

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>>11593921
>850x1236

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>spent literally 10 years after high school as a neet
>severely socially stunted as a result (also probably autistic but that's not important)
>family helps me finally get a job, tell myself I'm going to go out and make up for lost time, etc
>fast forward a couple years
>31 and still no gf
>feel completely alien around other people my age, who have their lives together
>legitimately starting to wonder if my only hope is finding another neet/former neet so I don't feel like a complete loser
I do not like this feeling.

>>11594601
Are you me from the future?

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>>11594601
The greatest fear I have is that even if I have the money for a basic apartment and a car to leave and make the human connections I know I want, I still will deeply want to die every day. That the years of hell on earth has broken something deep inside that cannot be repaired.

At that point all I could do is time travel back to my teenaged self, and tell him that a disability pension is still choosing death, just in a far more painful way. That society doesn't treat unproductive human capital the way he thinks, and that he's only alone in the sense that he has no friends. He's nowhere near the first to die this way, and he probably won't last a day until someone else meets the same fate.

That's probably not what you need to hear anon but at least we aren't the only ones to endure these horrors.

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>>11594881
That's sort of where I'm at I think.

Like, I was so sure that once I finally got a job and went out and did normal people things, I would start to meet people and I could finally be normal. Turns out though that 10 years with basically no human contact outside of your family and a small group of internet friends kind of does some lasting damage.

I still feel like a child sometimes, like even next to people younger than me. I have to remind myself with alarming regularity that I'm not like 20 anymore.

At this point I'm starting to think that it will never really get better. I can put on a pretty good act at work and in public, but I think it's too late. Like I'm well past "making up for lost time", as I missed an entire developmental stage. At my age people expect me to have a career and family, and I haven't even had a girlfriend yet.

It's a pretty crushing feeling actually, and I struggle to imagine finding somebody outside of internet spaces that can truly understand and empathize who hasn't experienced the same thing, melodramatic as that sounds.

>need neet gf
I guess, though I dunno how well two broken people would actually work together in practice.

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>>11595175

I meant to respond to >>11593135 aswell, just been in a semi-permanent mental breakdown state lately, but the philosophy I've had is "only the dead know for sure they will never be happy".

Every day you wake up is not a permanent end. One day you can wake up to happiness instead of unbearable pain. I frankly have no idea how that's going to work, shits completely fucked, but it is literally impossible for the dead version of you to feel happy, it just seems hopeless for the alive version.

You're probably right about people who haven't experienced this not being able to understand it. I think long term isolation destroys your soul in a way that would frankly be horrifying to most humans who have ever lived. If soul mates are a real thing then mine is probably having some form of mental breakdown in a neet nest right now.

>I dunno how well two broken people would actually work together in practice

Hey man you won't know until you try and it either works or it scars you in new and unique ways. I have a feeling it'd work a lot better than with anyone "normal" though.

I'm an artist, a neet, and a caretaker. I get paid to take care of my dad who's disabled. I only need to do general housework, shopping, cooking, cleaning and laundry. I get paid a grip to do shit I would do even if I wasn't paid. But one day I heard an ad on the radio talking about if you take care of a family member, the state will pay you. So I get to be a paid neet, and just do all the shit I was going to do anyway, except I get to do it for someone I love, so it's nice cooking him his favorite meals.

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So how come old cowboys used to bite horse's ears to break them and I want my ear to be bitten?

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How much would a lewd neet girl cost?>>11594601
Eh its not like its that easy being a success in the modern world. It is a rigged system