A thread to talk about your kinks, where they came from, and other kinds of conversation you can't find anywhere but /d/. Images requested! Venting, rants, ect are fine, but include images, please!Previous Thread >>11565933
I blame this episode of reboot for my drone fetish. either this or the TF scene in the mario bros movie.
Hey, it's me again who hates dykes. A fantasy I've had for a while now, but also lately have been thinking a lot about, is turning Tsukasa into an alien. Not a little green/gray dude but a Giger-esque abomination bordering on cosmic horror. I know I mentioned it but I didn't get into much detail. It wouldn't be a permanent transformation, I wouldn't want to do that to him, but still extensive: SFX prosthetics covering the entire body, built-in spikes and projections forcing him to move and hold himself differently, voice changer, drugs heavily altering his thoughts and senses, hyperrealistic immersive VR to create the effect it's all his real body. I've seen the potential for a bizarre sexual creature inside him since early on and I think changing him into something so dramatically different would help him bring it out to its fullest. And maybe I am also projecting my intense desire to escape my own self onto him; I do enjoy the idea of being transformed as well. Really though I think these kinds of fantasies of mine, bizarre shit in general, I developed it as a cope for how scared of a lot of things I was when I was younger
I got my first ever boner to the episode of Sabrina the Teenage Witch where they shrink.These days I mostly just like minigirls, but I get a nostalgia boner for shrinking itself.Probably also contributed to my appreciation for ENF
Honestly, its a little embarrassing to admit to enjoying petplay and bad-end, identity death CTF stuff, but what's weird is thats almost what makes it so enjoyable in the first place. Maybe that's what it is, having no choice but to endure, be strong, soldier on without thanks no matter how grim it is but secretly desperate for acknowledgement, for someone to yell you you're doing a good job, to not HAVE to constantly be on guard and overthinking everything, maybe thats the appeal to being told to sit, and being called a good boy for it.
>>11588526How did you develop those kinks anon? Was it a TV show? An experience?
Girlstink, and urethral playThe first is 100% from my sister. She did soccer for like, all of high school, and just the way things worked out, was my mom would pick me up, then head over to pick her up after practice. So, I'd be next to her in the back, drenched with sweat, and eventually that broke me.Urethral play, is actually kinda funny. The first few times I saw a pussy I thought the urethra was, like, the way in, and I remember thinking about how tight that must be (bear in mind, I had no idea what being tight even really meant, besides this being "good"Then, some of the first hentai I encountered was pretty bad, and just stuff mistaking the urethra for the pussy existed that I thought that was just how it was. It's funny now, it's completely porn only for me, but hits a weird, like, nostalgia attraction for me?
>>11588561I don't know if I developed them or if they were just always there, and I only discovered them and learned more about them. The pet play stuff kind of activated when I made a dog joke to someone and it ended up with me domming them, and over time it sunk in that I wanted thay, too. I think, like I said before, it just slowly developed in response to endless, unsustainable stress with no outlet, validation or realy even acknowledgement and I think that's why its so common.The CTF stuff... Iiiiiii got no idea there. That might just be a brain-wiring anomaly.
>>11588781>The pet play stuff kind of activated when I made a dog joke to someone and it ended up with me domming themWhoa what
>>11588108This is not an origin, but an observation.I work full-time as a cashier at a convenience store, meaning I see a lot of freaks walk in at different times of day. Last week, this one kid, some pasty looking short ginger kid with glasses and freckles walks in with his gf, presumably. A brunette. They both look like they're fresh out of high school or some shit, because she mentioned a college exam while she was talking to him. Boring conversation. Whatever. Ok, so the real meat(no pun intended) of this story is when they walked up to check out. Forgot what I rang up, but he asked to buy a box of condoms in a real nasally voice. Of course, still teenagers, still rabbits. They have a lot to learn. I went over to the condoms, which the display is behind the counter, and was about to get him the normal Trojans until he asked for the Magnums. I was kind of surprised and thought this was some joke, but I rang it up, thought nothing more of it....until today, when I saw them both come in again. I didn't even notice them walk in because I was talking to a coworker in the break room until I heard a loud sneeze from the coke cooler. It was the guy and his gf there and he was picking out a drink there. As I rang him up, he asked for another box of condoms while sniffing every couple of seconds. And as I was getting them, he asked for the XLs because the normal Mags were hurting him. I genuinely thought this was a bit, but nope. I could clearly see through his sweatpants, which were a weird shade of pink, a BEAST curved down his left leg, like at least 8-9 inches flaccid. I rang the condoms up and watched the two walk out. As he opened the door, I got a good look and...yeah, he's so well-endowed he's probably on the verge of passing out when he gets an erection. The co-worker asked me if I noticed he was packing, and not to sound gay or anything said no, even though the condom size should've gave it away. Point is: Freaks. I've been thinking about it ever since.
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>>11589625That's not surprising. I'm pretty feminine and I was small even in college. Except my dick is 5in flaccid 8in hard and very thick. For some reason that seems to happen a lot
>OP picNo wonder this thread is getting zero traction. I remember this retarded shit
>>11589800I'm 5'5" and my dick is huge. Not as big as that other anon was talking about, but next to my small body it's crazy big. I remember my dad told me a story about how my mom was baby sitting a bunch of boys from the neighborhood and tossed us all in the tub together. Later on she asked him if there was something wrong with me mine was so much bigger than the other boys. I keep myself very thin so it does a whole illusion thing where it seems much bigger than it is as well. I really do not like it, and I have a kink for nullification. Not trans stuff, but eunuch stuff. I have no idea where that kink comes from, I think I've always been kinda sick of it. I wish I was just totally smooth. I have the obvious kinks of transformation, and furry due to all the furry and transformation stuff I injested as a child. I have a medical kink wrapped up into bondage, transformation, petplay, and femdom because of a Choose your Own Adventure Goosebumps book where I was infatuated on getting bad endings. My anal kink comes from finding a giant stash of anal porn mags when I was in like 1st or 2nd grade. I couldn't jack off because I was too young, and didn't know how to cum, but I could do the other stuff, so I started putting things up my butt. Then I started dressing as a girl and doing it. All to mimick what I was seeing in those mags. Later on, and this is shameful to admit, I got a kink for beastiality because I got the Internet and I was very young and found a beastiality website. I never have participated in any acts of beastiality, but animal turn me on if they like get a hardon or rub themselves on me. I can't even be around horses I blush so much if they get a boner. It's shameful I know. But it's my one dark kink, and one of the lesser kinks. I would rather be getting bound, paddled and dominated because my dad beat me too much as a kid. I'm really into the leftover marks. Sometimes I get smacked around so good I have to hide marks with clothing or makeup.
>>11589864>something wrong with me mine was so much bigger than the other boysEverything you said in this paragraphs is literally my life. I hate being that big because I crossdress and it's impossible to feel completely cute when I'm dealing with something that massive. People I've shown it to have been weird about it too.>Goosebumps booksHoly shit those gave me so many fetishes. I remember feeling funny reading them and wishing some parts went into more detail. All this before I knew what sex was and before I could get a boner.
>>11588108when i was 6 years old i had to spend a weekend during summer at my mom's friend's house. my mom's friend had a 4-15 year old mentally handicapped daughter with the IQ of a drooling toddler but the body of a post-puberty titcow.while taking a nap i woke up with the retard humping my leg and groin and hugging me, moaning and grunting. i freaked out and i was still at the age i thought girls were icky but she smothered me with her tits and even though we were fully clothed her grinding groin started making my lil willy feel all tingly.I started humping back which made her grunt even louder and pant, eventually she began bumping against me so hard it made the sofa shake. at that point my stiffy was painfully erect and i was overwhelmed by an urge to touch her crotch so i did. she was sopping wet but i didn't know what female arousal was at that age so i thought she had peed herself and it grossed me out and i managed to wriggle myself from her body and went to the WC to wash my hand.Anyway since that day i slowly started to develop a fetish for what i would call ''earthy women'': unwashed, feral, hormonal bitches in heat with pubic hair and unshaved armpits. Also /ss/ and Venus bodies i guess...
>>11589924Do you have big hands too? Mine are massive. I would dislike them, but they're very useful. It's just funny to me to have them so big. Like I've shook hands with guys twice my since and my hands were bigger or at least as big. One time I developed a little eating disorder, nothing crazy, but I lost weight. I saw my sister for the first time in years and the first thing she said other than she hardly recognized me was >Your hands are so bigI like how long my fingers are, and I'm an artist, so they're dexterous nature is super useful, but I'm curious. Do you have big hands? My feet are a little bigger than I think they should be, but not as crazy as my hands, and of course, my dick.
>>11590834Funny you say that. I don't have manly hands but people really like my hands. Not big but definitely not small, I have had people say i had graceful hands if that makes sense.My feet are kinda the same way. Been told I had beautiful feet before. But I'm not a footfag so i wouldn't know. Id love to do that to a guy like in your pic lol
>>11590576Nowhere near as much as this, but I've had similar experiences with my cousin. She's a few years younger than me, I cannot recall what she definitionally has, but, pretty basic mostly non-verbal 'tard. Occasionally I've been bolunteered, or genuinely did volunteer to "babysit" her, most of the time she just vibes watching whatever has been prepared for her, but she does have a habit of just masturbating when she feels like it. The first couple times I was scared I was somehow going to get in trouble for it, but, nah. I do think she does it more when I mind her, though. I've toyed with the idea of doing something with her, but... it's one of those things where the reality is surprisingly unsexy. Like, physically she's kinda pretty, but, the whole package just doesn't appeal when it's actually happening in front of you. To me, at least. Did get to answer almost all of my younger curiosities about the female body off of her, though. As far as I've observed, she doesn't really seem to masturbate to anything in particular. There's an evil little part of me that wants to see what happens if I introduce her to actual pornography, but I'm not willing to kick that hornet's nest over some passing curiosity. Much as the porn scientist in me is utterly fascinated by what her kinks and preferences would be. I don't think she's really influenced my kinks or anything though, besides maybe the slight blackpill on retarded girls being not really all that hot, even when one's literally masturbating in front of you, and has been for like 30 minutes.
>>11588108>been into inflation since I was maybe 8 or 10 or so, probably sooner>no clue why, just liked it a lot for damn near forever>inflation gags were pretty common in kids' media at the time, though I can't really pinpoint anything specific>pretended the "play structure" / jungle gym at the playground at my school was actually a giant lady and I'd climb around inside "her" and pressing rivets, bolts and nuts like they're buttons to control her body>not "control" like puppeting her, I mean like making her fat, gassy, inflated, taller, shorter, or turn her hair purple, etc.>never got into giantesses or really any TF stuff, just inflation/expansion>pregnancy and WG are okay>write whole-ass stories about inflation in my head for yearsI really just don't know.
Since I was a little boy, I've always had an attraction to the idea of "feminine strength" - not musclegirls - but the idea of a woman's strengths: her attractiveness, her ability to command a room with her mere presence, and her power to bend men to her whim through feminine wiles. I get the feeling I developed it due to some kind of hero worship of my mother as she was the one who was always around and was a pretty strong and sexy woman herself. In any case, that attraction would manifest, ironically, not as a desire for other women to use their powers on me, but as a desire to WIELD it. So I've always had a fetish for boys and men becoming, or presenting as sexy women who can overpower men through their own femininity. Hence my fetish for crossdressing and TGTF (particularly AP TGTF). I myself have ended up a crossdresser, and while I haven't necessarily managed all of the "sexy" looks I'd like to pull off any time somebody compliments me for my femininity I feel a surge of ecstasy.
It’s kind of crazy how many different kinks I have, I don’t think any of them are strong enough to really be considered a true fetish. But I definitely remember my first couple of sexual awakenings. The first one was an older math game called ‘Mega Math Blasters’. The villain in that game is a big orange space goop that latches onto people and drains their intelligence. (The first cutscene is on YouTube, if anyone is curious. It’s hilarious to watch that old CD-ROM style animation.) I had no idea why it made me feel strange at the time, but looking back now I’m definitely like ‘okay, yeah, that’s where my dumbification/brain drain, bondage, helplessness, and orgasm control kinks came from’. The second one was the awakening of my exhibitionism and ‘humans as property’ kink. I was too terrified as a 12/13 year old to search up porn sites on the shared family computer, so I would just go to Google and search up ‘breasts’ and pretend that I was looking at women in sexual servitude who had their breasts projected through the internet for people to virtually fondle and they would feel the sensations. I thought I was being so clever by not actually going to any sites, but my older sister saw the dropdown google search history that I didn’t know would save and called me a pervert. Lol.
>>11591310>Mega Math BlastersI have a feeling you're around my age. I'm glad I was enough of a gamer when I was 7 years old to know that Freddi Fish and whatever that Putt Putt dude was about were complete garbage compared to Command and Conquer and Half Life. The fact I could play those games relatively unsupervised also lead into having completely unsupervised access to a computer and the internet from the time I was in middle school, which was a fantastic way to get exposed to all sorts of weird porn. I swear I had BDSM lifestyle slavery built into my psyche though, so it rarely got weirder than wanting to express my undying love and connection to my lifelong partner by keeping her as dehumanized property. Newgrounds had a lot of "games" that were just galleries of anime titties, and ended up being my first. There was one that tried to be a actual game about whipping a girl but H-games kind of suck. I didn't have to imagine the anime titties astrally projecting into my computer which is a honestly far more innocent kind of childhood than I had. Sounds like a sweet memory to have of your older sister.I found a upload of the first cutscene for Math Blasters on youtube and some slime monster is enveloping people in order to capture them and enslave their very intelligence. Like come on, there's no way Gelator didn't awaken something in thousands of people.
>>11590894My hands aren't manly either, but I have very long fingers. My ex gf used to suck on my toes, and my mom was obsessed with my feet growing up (they have freckles) my skin is very pale, and I'm not freckly all over the rest of my body, but my feet have them. My mom has always loved them. And yeah, that would be fun to do to some big guy.
When I was in high school, there was this girl I had PE with who would always sit on the outdoor bleachers, would always lift her knees, and thus you could always see her underwear. Usually just underwear, but sometimes either they'd be put of place or she'd be commando. I have to imagine she knew. Like, accidents happen, but this wasn't a one off thing.I noticed a few other guys looking, so I have to imagine she noticed as well.I dunno if this really contributed to my kinks, but I do really like casual nudity, embarassed nude female, and exhibitionism a ton. So maybe.
>>11591407That sounds really cute! Though I'm ticklish, no way I'd let anyone near my feet lolIdk why but I always just wanted to be small and cute for someone. Like not even about the sex part. I don't care for it much desu. But I would like to be someone who can take care of them sexually if that makes sense, even if it's just me being there and running around their house dressed up or undressed. I've done it before but it's rare, most people just want a quick fuck then tell me to leave.
>>11591780Oh it is very tickly. Yet another kink I have because my mom tickled them too much, and then my ex learned how ticklish I was and constantly did it to me to an insane degree. I like the idea of making other people happy. So yea, what you're saying makes sense to me. I hate to admit this online where anyone can read it, but I'm pretty envious of my sister, because of her incredibly manly, very tall husband. He's like 13 or 14 inches taller than me. He give me the deepest fucking hugs, and he has to bend so far over to do it. He could pick me up like it was nothing, and has just goofing around. Last time I hadn't seen either of them in a while and was picking them up, and I knew I was going to get one of his legendary hugs so I intentionally made myself smell extra good, and then went and got my awesome hug. I can't believe my sister scored such a person. He even lets her stay home all day and she doesn't even keep the house clean. I would literally treat him so much better than she does. And we have never fought. Him and my sister fight all the time. My only real complaint about him is he's a little dumb sometimes but he even does that gracefully he's said some silly things that I've corrected him on and he always looks it up and tells me I was right, and so now he just listens to me about things. My sister on the other hand is a bit dumb too, but never listens to anyone, and if you ask her, she's real smart. But now I'm just rambling. At least I get the hugs and occasionally picked up and literally swept off my feet.
>>11591795>Me againSorry to keep yapping, but I felt I needed to add my sister doesn't take care of herself anymore. She used to be a smoke show, but now outweighs me by more than my entire body weight. But if he ever found out I was saying any of this he would never talk to me again. I have no idea how he hasn't gotten any vibes from me, but I guess I'm pretty good at hiding. I would be the best little house boy though. He goes to work every day and my sister won't even make him his lunch. I like girls too, and my ex who ticked me too much was a female. I find that I can pick up on tall women pretty easy because guys are self conscious about their height, even the Chads so the real tall ones never get asked out. I could definitely be some big hard working women house husband. I know how hard it is to go work everyday. So anyone willing to do that for me, and my benefit, I would repay with everything I had.
