>Go for a run>5 minutes in start thinking I'm not really tired because reality is an illusion and the self is impermanent>Start lifting>5 minutes in start thinking Ted Kaczynski was onto somethingDoes this happen to anything else or am I just a latent schizo
>>77283732Lifting is weirdly spiritual.
>>77283732>Does this happen to anything elseAnon, don't deny yourself personhood just because some long dead sophist said some shit.
>>77283732Used to before I killed off whatever delusions I had of being philosopher and try to just be a more thoughtless and primal version of me for the sake of exercise.
>>77283756He's not denying that he is a person, but rather recognizing the interconnectedness of everything and that the fundamental nature of reality is consciousness.
>>77283760Calm focused energy is much more effective than ooga booga rage energy.
>>77283762He should still use anyone instead of anything.
>>77283732>start lifting>become more antisemiticMany such cases.
>>77283764I'm not an angry person by default so that's not a problem
>>77283793me too, people think I'm really good at controlling my emotions and not getting stressed but really I just don't feel things strongly
>>77283797Same, I try to experience the whole range of human emotion but most of it doesn't ever come into the kind well defined shapes people describe or write into fiction.
>>77283805you've read books where the authors describe feelings as shapes?>his sadness was perfectly square>trapezoidal joy filled their hearts>octagonal fear gripped his heart, and the rasp of wind threatened to push it to the nonagonal
>>77283822Metaphorically shapes. Where it has a consistent form, boundaries, associated actions and causes. I don't mean literal shapes but it kind of has a sort of geometry to it rather than just being a coordinate or value.
>>77283732Ted considered lifting to be post-industrial busy work.
>>77283732Lifting can be weird when you're alone at the gym doing moderately heavy weight for reps and then you realize this action is creating tissue but also you're just a rat in the running wheel It's such a weird environment
>>77283732>am I just a latent schizotake some high thc content marijuana and find outi know multiple dudes who were completely normal in high school that developed schizophrenia (diagnosed) after smoking a bad batch of weed and they were never the same againit's like a switch flipped in their head and rewired their brain instantly
