>>77305168
I used to have recurring nightmares years ago where a hairy brown skinwalker looking motherfucker jumpscared me screaming in my face through my bedroom window.
After some time i got so sick and tired of him that i decided to punch him the next time and so i did, never saw him again in my dreams.

Tldr stop being a bitch.

When i get sober i always have dreams about being chased and eaten by monsters, getting my guts torn out. Lately i keep having a dream where my gun wont work and i get shot.

>>77305168
try glycine + magnesium glycinate before sleep

>>77305187
I used to have dreams where I'm being chased and trying to lock a door behind me and the lock wont work. Had the gun dreams too.
After roiding for several years and getting huge, when I have those dreams of being chased I think "wait I'm huge, I'll just beat this faggot up" and I turn around and start choking him.
Lately when I go to beat the guy up in my dream, I suddenly lose all strength in my arms and cant do anything lol

Magnesium and valerian root

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>>77305168
Take mushrooms and work on it

>>77305482
Last time i took mushrooms it gave me anxiety for months. Used to trip a lot. If you have trauma you may not "solve" it and instead become fixated in very negative thoughts.
Mushrooms just make you high.

i went on anxiety medication and whenever i try to ween myself off it i have horrific nightmares like you can't even imagine. it isn't worth it

I've been not giving a fuck in the last two years and basically I stopped being a bitch but this Month i have hardships ahead because my father had a retinal detachment and every Wednesday i have to take him to the eye doctor and see him suffer for an hour from lasers. It's truly brutal and i have some anxiety since then because i hate hospitals. Also i think it's the vaxx that caused this issue

>>77306177
>it's the vaxx that caused this issue
Under what mechanism would the vax have caused this?

>>77306233
I'm not sure but he got the problem with his first eye in 2022 shortly after taking the vaxx

>>77306236
I thought it was common for old people to need laser eye surgery desu

>>77305168
>death anxiety
Why? death is a blessing

>>77306318
i love my life

>>77306167
Skill issue

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>>77306414
You'll get a new life in reincarnation, samsara is real. You'll love your life forever

>>77307992
I put some kids in their 20s onto shrooms lately as well but they did not enjoy it and said
>that shit must only be fun if you have your life together
But when i was their age shrooms always made me feel happy and spiritual. A lot of people have this reaction, or won't take it at all for similar reasons.

I have tripped hundreds of times though and the more i tripped the more i realized it was not spiritual, i am just high.

>>77306414
>i love my life
Just keep obsessing over death and soon your life will suck enough that you will embrace oblivion.

>>77308442
yeah I feel like I'm starting to get into the sort of hole that David Foster Wallace talked about

>>77305389
>Lately when I go to beat the guy up in my dream, I suddenly lose all strength in my arms and cant do anything lol
I almost always lose ability to use my legs at some point in my dreams

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>>77305168
2 grams of taurine nigga

>>77305168
If you trust on the Lord Jesus you will have eternal life.