>lifting on and off for years while trying to lose weight>back to lifting 3 months ago after finally reaching human weight>ABA BAB>hitting PRs every workout>absolutely, measurably, no difference in my body AT ALL>had to skip monday's session>5 days of not lifting and I look completely deflatedEven my pathetic dyel body is the result of a 2 day pump. If I go 3 FUCKING DAYS without lifting my muscles deflate. I look like I've never picked up a weight in my life.I can't pullup my bodyweight from neutral and I weigh 80kg. I physically cannot do dips. I can only bench 20.5kg dumbbells for 8 reps at best (estimated 1RM 50.6kg) AND I'M ALREADY PLATEAUING.My test levels are normal at 550. I think I'm just complete genetic trash and I'm so tired of spinning my wheels. I have a friend who hates lifting and has never lifted in his life and he has bigger biceps than me and I fucking spam curls every workout. How can I find the motivation to keep going, I'm going insane.
>>77367070To make things worse I hurt my shoulder and haven't been able to do shoulder exercises for the last month. I can barely lift my arm sometimes and it hurts. Why does the universe hate me so much?
>hitting PRs every workout and bitching you don't look like Ahnold immediatelyFuck you. Novice lifters are so spoiled and retarded.
