I'm at work, fuck you

>>77374847
>He says while posting on 4chan

>>77374850
forklift battery is dead at work. can't do shit

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I had Friday off and haven't done shit all weekend so far besides going to the gym. A girl I know wanted to go swimming yesterday but I wasn't interested. Kinda realizing that there's no way I can ever have a gf/wife, women want to do random shit all the time and I don't want to deal with it.

>>77374879
ungrateful cunt. wish I had girls who would want to do stuff with me, alas I'm an unlovable, unfuckable, odious little incel

>>77374846
Called a girl a dumb bitch during an argument and she tried to call me one back. I gave her the opportunity to apologize and she said she isn’t sorry so I have to end it there. Like she said “I’m not sorry” and then asked to come see me in the same breath I just ended up ghosting. I realize it’s hypocritical of me, but I do consider it vastly different. Like yeah maybe I shouldn’t have called her that but it’s not the same, a guy calling a woman that vs her calling the guy that. There’s nothing I can do, I’m not going to be with a woman who feels like she can call me that no matter the circumstance involved. I don’t really care if this is unreasonable or illogical to be honest.

>>77374883
And for the record I already apologized first this isn’t like I did wrong and am totally avoiding accountability.

Una cerveza por favor. Feels like I'm living in purgatory, I'm an employed yuropoor with no upwards mobility who lives with his mom. Life's easy, not gonna deny that, but nothing can come after this, getting my own place is financial suicide and I absolutely refuse to share an apartment with 3/4 randos just to access the hustle and bustle of the big cities. I've gone back to playing videogames after 10 years just to disconnect my brain from this reality every once in a while.

>>77374901
Move out bro

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i cut my foreskins off

I hate my life

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>>77374881
When the chance of dating/fucking is low they're really not that interesting

>>77374942
I’m barely interested if I don’t even see myself dating them. It turns it into “what can I lose here? A potential wife? A family? No? Just some pussy and a nut I can give to myself or get with a different girl?” And just knowing that I just don’t care. Probably my problem here >>77374883 though. I don’t think this is an absurd way of looking at things either

I can't drink because my plan to make half a million from bitcoin failed and my career doesn't exist, so i STILL live with my mom after covid got me laid off. 6 years went by in a flash, 4 years was like a single moment in time and my brother tries to steal my car to buy drugs in a city 2 hours away whenever I drink because it's been 5 years since he wrecked his own car and spends every dollar he gets on alcohol, weed and harder shit so why would he ever save up 5k and buy some piece of junk to transport him around. Actually even better- there are closer places to buy drugs but he's obsessed with purchasing from homeless people far away for some reason and my whore mother both enables him and covers his bills while punishing me for existing.

That's how my weekend has been.

>>77374959
>He fell for the bitcoin meme

ok, this thread has gotten me in the right mindset to focus on how much I'm currently cucking my life. time to turn internet off and start making use of the few hours left in the weekend, thanks lads

>>77374846
It's been great! I finally got an apartment so I can leave my shitty home. Haven't really asked for much help as I feel like they wouldn't help me really.

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I finally gotten a girlfriend, she is fit, and i mean fit as fuck, probably can bench more than me
BUT
She is extremely low self esteem, OCD, self-conscious, health obsessed, calculating every micro and macro of her meals, we are unable to make plans together due to her gym habits (she MUST go to the gym daily otherwise her week is ruined), all she ever does is cooking food for herself and gym.

Dont get gym gf guys

>>77375040
Post your gf

>>77374846
I started painting my apartment and I have a proper bed coming next week. I’m really excited. Apartment looks way better with the off white color I chose, and I can’t wait to have a real mattress instead of $200 ones from Amazon. I dished out the money spent a few thousand. My back and my sleep can’t take it anymore. If this fixes my energy and brain fog issues I’m going to look back with such disgust at myself for going cheap. My 20s may have been so crappy because I was chronically sleep deprived.


I also potentially have a new job. It’s not what I want to be doing, it’s in a warehouse, but it starts at $30 great benefits good job security. I can’t say I would be proud of the work or fulfilled but hey it’s something better than what I currently doing where I’m unfulfilled, it would more than double my income since there’s OT and bonuses involved.
>pros
Active, would get 20k steps without trying, so would shred up easily
Better pay, which means paying off the last bit of debt I have getting my savings up and being able to get the car I want within 18 months (370z), would be able to add to my IRA and 401k.
Potentially better hours, wouldn’t have to get up at 2am anymore, could still get up before sunrise and have a couple hours to start day before work
>cons
Unless I could move up to a management position or something corporate it seems deadend, I know my body won’t be able to do it forever
Probably have to work with retarded nigs
Potentially horrible hours, best case would get off at 5pm and probably home by 6pm but that’s not a big deal, but worst case it looks like they only want me for nights which I am not doing, would be getting home by 3am in which case this isn’t an option.

>>77375053
>Just walks into $30 an hour job
How?

Cycled 70 km yesterday which was absolutely amazing. Outside of biking on Saturdays and going to the gym I don't really have much of a life outside work. Only thing on my horizon is a scuba dive trip to Egypt in November and seeing some concerts. Also turning 30 this year so I'm kinda terrified about not starting a family already

>>77375040
Sounds great to me

>>77375055
I have an in at the company doing a different role. Would normally be pretty competitive to get hired with them. Kinda kicking myself about having hang ups considering the pay but I kinda would rather go trades. Could surpass the pay within 5 years depending on field, would feel fulfillment and satisfaction in my job, still OT potential, better hours, less nigs depending on field at least in my neck of the woods.

>>77374846
Great. I’m not ghosted after all. Couldn’t make a rate this weekend because of weather, it went from 30 to 20C and we’re both chilling with migraines separately. Maybe next weekend.

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>>77374846
Water. I fell off fitness wise the past week, gained about 8 pounds from drinking, and not lifting or walking. Work two wagie jobs that are pretty dead end. I can either try getting back into white collar work with no connections and little work experience, or stick to the trades and apply for an apprenticeship with local unions. Either way, I'm going to be stuck in low pay for even longer. I've also become more asocial and autistic from not speaking as most of the people I deal with at work either ignore me or give me attitude.
Oh yeah, I'm training for a 5k, aiming for sub 9 minute pace

>>77375266
Cooming while deep in the throes of a migraine is absolutely incredible. The process of making it happen can be tough, but it'll be a mind melting orgasm. True for both men and women.

>>77375304
I'm too old for this shit, I'd stroke out. She did ask "what can be better than napping while it's raining" and I did reply with something about cuddles and she put a heart on it.
I'm so in.

>>77375310
Nuh uh I literally just got the same text yesterday what’s this girls name bro there’s no way

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I think after my shitass relationship that made me feel somehow MORE lonely than being single, I realized I'd rather die alone than be in a relationship that made me feel lonely and neglected.
I already was neglected growing up, so I don't want any more of that. At least being alone meant I'm not tied to anyone that intimately.

Don't date an avoidant fellas. You CANNOT change them, nor will they change for you.

>>77375360
Care to elaborate on any specifics? I’m trying to figure out if my last gf was an avoidant and I’m really just not sure if she was just dumb, avoidant, or wasn’t all that into me

>>77375273
>work 2 wagie jobs
>stick to trades
I found a trade opening at a company in my area. No certs or qualifications listed. I want to apply but I looked the company up and most of the images of workers were black. Saw like 3 white workers in a room of 20, not counting the 3 whites in charge. Should I just suck it up and apply?

>>77375367
One of the things I've noticed was how she had a lot of boundaries, emotional and physical. I'm not saying boundaries shouldn't exist but having to claw even some kind of earnest response out of someone who you should be close to shouldn't be a fucking triathlon level of mental work. There were so many times I felt like the conversations were so dry because she kept responding me to in a specific tone or way. Direct and to the point, no elaboration, no emotion.
There is not conflict resolution, they expect you to read their mind and get mad at you for not knowing what to do. Although this could just be a woman thing to be honest.
My ex would always consider me as an 'extra' in anything she would want to do, like watching a movie or doing an activity. She would go do it herself without even involving me, but if I did the same she'd get pissed about it. I was an extra in her life, not her partner.

>>77375388
> There is not conflict resolution, they expect you to read their mind and get mad at you for not knowing what to do. Although this could just be a woman thing to be honest.
I’ve had GFs who would act like that initially then after some mild prodding open up or just a few hours or a couple days open up on their own. This ex never did that. She would go stone wall cold, get mad that I didn’t understand act like I didn’t care even with obvious attempts to find resolve. Even if I was the one setting a boundary she would get like that.
After years together, spending the night regularly getting to the point I could have the shits and instead of being grossed out she would go get me Imodium I felt like I knew nothing about her. Like idk what she did all day when we weren’t together. She refused to lmk her job, much about her family, not even her address. There’d be times where she would beg to see me but didn’t have a working car and get mad that I didn’t know her address even though she refused to give it to me. She would repeat the same sentences “figure it out you should know that” despite never telling me to begin with and refuse to just drop the pin in text or type it out or even verbalize it. It would blow up into an argument if I would get a bit annoyed and say I didn’t have time for that. It was really fucking weird. I know she has a dad but I kind of got the vibe he was present without being active if that makes sense. In the little she’s told me she alluded to him being a pushover and a bit of a faggot who just “happy wife happy life she’s the boss” his way with women in his family.


And then if I was willing to walk away, because being single was better than dealing with that for some pussy, I was even more of the bad guy lol. I still can’t tell, I definitely think she was a little slow but she for sure had some issues

>>77375388
that's why if you can pull it off, always aim to have the chick more into you than you into her. keeps everyone happy, other way slowly leads to resentment cheating etc

>>77375416
Dating within the ages of 18-35 really feels like you just have to assume they’re seeing other guys and never get attached to any of them or consider them someone you’ll have in your life for very long unless they somehow on their own give you the opposite impression beyond any level of doubt

>>77375430
It feels like you gotta Charlie sheen from 2& half men it to do well in this dating market.

>>77375415
>After years together,
Sounds like you wasted your time. Maybe she wasn't really into or genuinely retarded.

>>77375378
>No certs or qualifications listed.
probably grunt work then. learn a skill to get filtered opportunities

>>77375442
I just can’t tell man. It’s possible it’s a combination of all. Like the address thing seemed straight up retarded to me. She got mad that at the end of that I never showed up, tried to start a whole new argument as if I said “okay no problem I read your mind I know where the addy is now otw” and made plans then flaked instead of whatever version of “okay no worries have a good day” that I actually said. I wonder if I was just the other guy or what was going on there. Didn’t really waste time, was fucking a girl I wanted to put my dick inside of. But clarity on all of that would have been nice

>>77375415
What you said was more or less similar to what I had to deal with. Although I did know some parts of her but they were more 'factual' that I managed to infer from other people too. I'd wager a guess that like mine, she had an image of you that you didn't match to and she got upset that you're not her perfect man or something.
My biggest gripe right now with my ex since we have mutual groups, we do end up in the same spaces she feels anxious that I'm ignoring her or not talking to her. Yet she was very pleased to do the same when we were together.

>>77375457
The address thing is really weird. I'd have stalked it down at some point and visited just to see what was going on.

>>77375463
>I'd wager a guess that like mine, she had an image of you that you didn't match to and she got upset that you're not her perfect man or something
On multiple occasions I remember thinking to myself that was what was going on. I can vividly recall thinking in my head while she was talking and upset about nonsense “it seems like she’s let down that the real me isn’t whatever inflated version of me she had imagined early on” or something like that.
>anxious about ignoring
As opposed to what? You continue interacting with her and make it drag on and harder for you both to move on? This girl I mentioned would do the same. She’d get upset ghost me for days then randomly try to call me to spend time as if nothing happened and get mad that I was now a bit cold and didn’t want to spend my time with someone so troublesome and argumentative who was comfortable ignoring me

>>77375348
what continent?

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>>77374846
casual sex is not enough. i need love.

>>77375467
I eventually did do that after the 2nd or 3rd time or her insisting I knew. Used one of those people finder sites. Didn’t help much, the one I found didn’t have a house number listed just the road and there’s multiple roads with that same name here so I couldn’t be fucked to go on random drives trying to figure out which house may have been hers or try to find her incredibly common sedan car and hope it’s the right one. I didn’t even really care it was the overall oddity of her conviction that she believed I knew and didn’t just want to make it easier. She would find silly points to get stuck on and fight about like that. Like there was some backwards entitlement where she thought if she agreed to tell me or send the pin that she was somehow bending the knee and losing power or something. THATS how it felt with her

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>Get told regularly that i'm very attarctive
>Can't get laid at all
My personality must really suck ass..........

>>77375485
>try casual dating because wife's libido is low
>fall for the first date head over heels
>wife's libido comes back like a thunderstorm
Guys, I have friction burns on my dick.

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>>77375490
I seriously hope you die, anon

>>77375497
Why? Never lied to anyone or withheld anything.

>>77375498
Must of us can't even get sex one time anon, you have wife and a side chick and endless sex? FUCK YOU

>>77375499
Ah, I thought you were one of them "that's degenerate, reeeee" ones. Envy I get, fair.
I only had sex with the new girl once. Scheduling is a hassle and I can't bring her home(anymore). Almost met up today but it fell through due to weather.
Maybe I should invite her for a spa weekend, that comes with a room.

>>77375499
>Must of us can't even get sex one time
Like...ask someone out? Dating apps exist, we're all buff as fuck here, matches happen. Out of 10 matches try writing to at least three these exact words:
"Hi, I'm anon, want to grab a coffee today?". One will immediately unmatch, one will not reply and one will agree. Since you've matched her, you already like her look. At the date just be chill and not judgy, have somewhere to take her and an excuse to do so. "I need to walk my dog, wanna meet him?" is a good one.

I've been cold and distant to my gf, she got upset and hasn't talk to me in two days even though we live together. I don't feel like making an effort to fix things this time, she's adorable and loving but I just don't think we fit together that well, she coming home in an hour and I'm not sure what to do.

>>77375525
Do you ever feel like the emotions are like a ball inside your chest and an external voice telling you not to make the effort?
Because that voice is an absolute cunt out to sabotage you.

>>77375544
It's just a lot of frustration because I have to act out a role and please her, and I know it's going nowhere. Usually my voice actually tells me how lucky I am and how I should fix things, but really getting tiring lately.

>>77375544
This post made me realize I tend to avoid it because I worry it will train them to think I can be walked all over and to avoid accountability so I reached out to >>77374883 and gave her a proper apology. I’m like 99% sure she’s not gonna ghost me because normally she would have replied already. So thanks I guess dude. I’ll listen to the voice going forward. But also the dumb bitch clearly has issues & maybe with a more longterm viable one I should ignore the voice

>>77375662
She IS** gonna ghost me

Awful typo changes the whole point

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>>77374846
I guess alright, I've been steadily losing weight since March(down 15kg) and have passed all my exams in college for this semester and don't have anything to do until October, however when I don't have anything to do(like studying), my mind slips into ruminating constantly about my shit life, but particularly about how fucking ugly my face is, it really makes me insanely depressed and it's hard to think about anything else when that realization hits since I start thinking about how I am going to have to live alone for the next 40 years until I croak and some neighbour reports a rotting corpse to the authorities, I really wish I wasn't born in this physical prison body

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>home is permanently rangebanned for "abuse"
>phone is permanently rangebanned for "abuse"

Most I ever did was a bit of trolling on /sp/.
The gym is the literally only place I can post. Its so unjust. All the more so because its completely unfounded and utterly draconian.

Also look at how these retards put shit away

Who tf does this

>>77375692
Unplug your modem for a few minutes. If that doesn't do it, Opera has a built in "vpn" that's just a proxy but should work.

Being 5'4 is the worst thing to ever happen to me. Everyday is a humilation ritual. I have a six pack but I weigh 135 lbs, the size of a literal child. Curl 50 lb for reps but because my arms are 15 inches I get mogged by dyels who are simply bigger.
Everytime I've ever attracted a girl they just string me along until they inevitably find somebody better. I'm entering my mid 20s with barely any romantic experience let alone ever having sex. Mom keeps talking about grandkids and I don't know how to tell her it might never happen.

If I start balding I'll probably go ahead and kill myself

>>77374846
You know when you're so depressed you don't even wanna lift? A 10lb weight feels like a mountain. I just wanna sleep.

>>77374846
I feel pretty bored. Vacation ends tomorrow. Not looking forward to going back to work. I kind of wish I had a job where I got a week paid every other month. Idk how long I can keep doing this. Idk how I’m supposed to do it for another 35 years. I wish I had my own business where I could just take a paycut paying someone else to manage and run it for me while I did jack shit nothing other than some daily check ups on how things are going and how things can improve.

>beautiful holiday weekend
>literally have not left the house since thursday evening
i hate my life

My ex-gf came over. I nutted. She left.
Kinda kino arrangement till she started with the I love you crap.

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Saw the last jackass movie today and it's put me in a weird mood. Reminds me of the Achewood comic about Michael Jackson dying.

>>77376022
If she starts with that, you start in on the sodomy. If she really loves you, she'll go for the atm.

currently in the middle of a mid life crisis
chickened out on going to a fireworks show at the last second and just played vrchat drunk instead
had a dream last night about my ex, a good dream where we were happy together. I woke up at 2am with the feeling that I never wanna sleep again and spent most of the day angry

>>77374883
Big insecure

>stumbled upon an amateur girl on pornhub
>pirate a shitload of her solo onlyfans content
>have jerked off 7-8 times over the weekend to her
>obsessed with her
>fantasize what it would be like to be her boyfriend and actually get to have sex with her
>almost in love with her just from three days of jerking off to her on a screen

I guess when people talk about porn addiction this is what they mean

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When I was in 1st grade, I walked in on my dad watching porn in my room and he told me to go away.

Good, although, today was a rough one at the gym. Been lifting again for about 2 months and had been skipping leg day that whole time due to work requiring enormous amounts of stairs and walking. Was worried about the initial soreness. Finally have some time off so I hit legs today. God damn am I going to be sore tomorrow.

>>77376222
It's very good to work on legs. Leg days keep us healthy, springy and increase our vitality!

>>77376222
Split your leg days into two, never hate them again.

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>>77376034
Haven't seen it, but Jackass is mostly a money-thirsty and soulless copy of CKY, so that feeling makes sense.

>>77376613
tfw too intelligent for jackass

>>77376034
>>77376613
At its peak (movies 1&2) it was great. They’re not what they used to be. They’re a lot softer these days
>>77376061
It’s not that it’s a principle thing. If you don’t already get it or have much expericne with women then it’s difficult to explain and make it understandable but there’s just certain things you can’t allow to fly if you want it to be a certain way. It doesn’t mean my feelings are hurt it’s more so about her feeling like she can say and do whatever and retain me. If you give women an inch they’ll take a mile

>>77376978
3 was also really solid but the new stuff they did for 5 was pretty weak and the escape room bit just felt like torturing their friends but it wasn't funny. I get that it couldn't go on forever but it's still sad to see it end.

>>77376978
Do you think she actually thinks you're a dumb bitch or do you think she just said that because you were both mad and arguing? If anything i wouldn't take too much stock in a literal NO U occurrence. You should sit down and talk to her about these things because if she's going to be a viable longterm partner, these are the things you both need to be able to do to last.

>>77376978
Principles are a thing for yourself, and you don’t have any.

Pretty good. Gave ring training a try since I don’t have access to to a gym this week. Rings are next level. Never felt so weak.