>>77388448
I'm glad my genetics allow me to put on hella muscle as a natty I am so blessed on this day rip Connor mane love u nigga even when u ate cum I thought it was funny and the ladyboy was hot so respect to the lgbtq family across the way the OGs of the trap game

>>77388448
>don’t do drugs or you’ll start eating feces, drinking piss, eating cum and sleeping with tranny hookers and then drown in a lake.
This is what all those anti drug campaigns were talking about as kids turns out it’s literally true

Connor is yet another glaring example of how psychedelics are actually very harmful, and they destroy lives.

I've never engaged in reasonable debate with any shroomheads that didn't make an absolute fool of themselves and start seething and name-calling.
All of the "revelations" that they get from these drugs are pure smoke and mirrors and they actually are very close-minded and arrogant midwits.
The older I get and the more I spiritually develop, the more I realize that only work and absolute sobriety is the way to access the divine.
Even things as tame as caffeine or tobacco will severely damper your connection to the spiritual realm.

RIP Connor. His life became a cautionary tale.

>>77388448
>Oral only
Yup, that's my policy with trannies.

>>77388466
>>>/x/

>>77388448
u really gonna do him dirty like that and post his fizeek after a FORTY day fast ?

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>>77388466
>it was muh roids n' normie street drugs n' psychedelics
Only the g8way drugs to gold here; that's what eventually made him over-estim8 his swimming skillz in Ladyboi Lake.

>>77388448
connor never took steroids just SARMS, yes i actually believe this, he was very open about everything he did he wouldnt just decide to lie about that it would be stupid

>>77388482
Nigga he claimed natty for years

>>77388466
What a gay fucking post. Any valid points you may have are obfuscated by the sanctimonious and condescending tone of your post.

You’re such a faggot, holy shit.

>>77388466
Psychedelics are tools for rewiring and expanding perception that require when using

>>77388493
Require respect*

>>77388493
>>77388494
Psychedelics give people brain damage and make them stupid.

The correct way to rewire your brain is by developing skills and positive habits through work and discipline.
Not by taking a bunch of drugs and rolling around in the floor in terror drooling like a retard.

It's a (false) shortcut for people who don't want to work for things.

>>77388448
you're not wrong
unlike most party drugs steroids overall improve quality of life with relatively moderate side effects/downsides
you start thinking "well roids rule, what type of thing can help me in other ways?" and all of a sudden you're addicted to meth because you were trying to cognitively optimize your real estate exam
clav, conor, and leo all try to be something other than pure bodybuilders. hybrid builds don't work. if you're on roids, just accept being a meathead and stay in your lane (see sam sulek, who's doing fine)

>>77388482
it doesn't really matter

>>77388500
>The correct way to rewire your brain is by developing skills and positive habits through work and discipline.
Why not both...
>Not by taking a bunch of drugs and rolling around in the floor in terror drooling like a retard.
Have you taken psychedelics?

>>77388507
nah but i stayed at a hostel in sao paolo where this indian faggot with a qt korean gf had scheduled a trip to go into the rain forest to do ayahuasca with a shaman

she was going to med school and ended up having second thoughts about the whole thing so we just bummed around the city for three nights fucking over and over

ranjesh came back and literally just crawled into bed and said he wanted to go home

>>77388507
>Why not both...
Because the results you get from work and discipline are visible and repeatable and can be measurable.
The "results" you may get from drugs are subjective, unproven and the people who destroyed their lives with them outnumber those who got any benefit.

>Have you taken psychedelics?
If I say yes, you will say that I'm a hypocrite and claim I'm enjoying their "benefits" while telling others not to take them.
If I say no, you will say that not having first-hand experience makes my opinion invalid.
So I will not answer this question.

My point stands regardless. These drugs have created dozens of times more fuckups than success stories. That alone is argument enough.

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>>77388466
Shrooms create a state that allows you to deeply emphasize with living creatures while feeling calm and having fun. This leaves you feeling more connected to the rest of the world long-term than you were before, because you now know the feeling and can experience it on your own without help. It also helps you reframe patterns of thinking that are overly rote or negative, similar to CBT treatments. This can be as simple as how you speak to your significant other, or your fear of the unknown.

Anyway you sound like you think spirituality is a competition which is low t.

>>77388466
Druggy faggots seething at this post

>>77388485
and he was natty, then he took sarms

>>77388540
>you sound like you think spirituality is a competition
Because it is. Someone who is more proficient at spiritual development is better than someone who isn't.
Spirituality is a competition, and competition is high T.

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>>77388540
>emphasize with living creatures
how does one use living creatures for emphasis?

>>77388448
Still can't believe this guy's dead, feels surreal. I remember watching his videos years ago and being jelly of all the mirin's he got

>>77388457
Notice how he still had his full head of hair? Never go on finasteride. DHT is needed for normal, healthy, sexual brain neurons.

>>77388500
This. They create all sorts of neural pathways. That isn't necessarily a good thing. Your brain is making connections where none should exist. You are literally reprogramming yourself so nonsense makes sense. Ask someone on psychadelics what the meaning of life is and they will say something like "we're lizard aliens playing a videogame".

>>77388552
how do you even measure this?

>>77388717
>He doesn't know how to measure spiritual enlightenment
Bruh do you even meditate?

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>>77388644
>jelly of all the mirin's he got
Honestly it's hard for me to feel any sympathy for Connor. He wasn't a good person.

>>77388747
Not Heaven bound like you of course.

>>77388454
fpbp

>>77388754
Cope lol
Zyzz is also burning in hell

>>77388616
what is the actual point of fucking yourself up so bad your basic biological functions are utterly broken

>>77388552
Spoken like a level 1
>>77388635
*your

>>77388493
It doesn't expand perception it makes you crazy and hallucinate. It makes you have crazy dreams. You don't "go" anywhere, you go inside your own madness but you think you've "touched" something "deeper". It's madness wrapped in delusion in an insanity and brain damage sandwich it's why psychonauts always go crazy without fail it's a matter of when not if

Don't kill yourself because you think your epic dreams are real and teaching you things lmfao

>>77388804
NTA but I had a totally anti-spiritual experience of several shroom trips where I knew the hallucinations were hallucinations the whole time, I really believe the studies both on neurogenesis and people going perma-schizo like Connor off that class of drugs, but I think it's a bunch of overhyped woo-woo generally and was totally non-life-changing in any direction for me.

>>77388814
It's the same way someone can have a dream and one person "finds meaning" in it, and another just says "huh, interesting". There is no deeper realm, it's just more you. Some people see this and their dreams confirm their biases (because it's their own mind) but in such a wOOoOOoo crazy way that it makes them think they found god when they just found their own thoughts

That's how I would explain your mundane reaction to it. Not to say your mind wouldn't change after some brain damage though, lol

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>>77388448
>Orals only guys
This.

>>77388454
blessed post

What the fuck are you talking about?
Are you saying the only reason people aren't doing heroin is due to them being scared of needles and once you inject steroids that fear goes away?
Are you fucking retarded?

>inject toxic metal directly into the veins
>makes you insane
>neighbors call cops
>you freak out, start swimming and body siezes
is this finally the antivaxxer poster child against injecting toxic metals? connor did it for science

>>77388860
Is gold a toxic metal? I thought since it's so chemically inert it wouldn't do much of anything to your system, besides maybe get in the way of some red blood cells and nuking your bank account.

>>77388540
What the fuck is that pic/quote?
T. Salesforce cult member

>>77388794
Having a hand in your ass pounding on your prostate is a completely natural function anon

>>77388851
I mean that's how it goes for most of the population I imagine. Most Americans are drugged out to some extent right now, just not on anything they have to inject in most cases. Once you get to that point you end up like one of those people they show in the videos about Kensington.

>>77388869
It’s not. Golden teeth crowns are still the best, only reason people don’t do them is color

>>77388794
Don't try and understand it just point and laugh at them.

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>>77388860
>is this finally the antivaxxer poster child against injecting toxic metals? connor did it for science
Sort of, but retards probably still gon do it. Some giga-Chuds will keep at it even if the next influencer shoots up mercury until they believe their Thai cryo-chamber gives them time-traveling abilities and finally completes the Thai water-phase ACK trifecta.

>>77388466
They'll be staring at themselves in the mirror elbow deep in their asshole before they get their shit straight. Wake up call buddy, that's why they call it fool's gold.

>wow i took drugs and felt one with the universe/realised thoughts are objects/emotions are just spiritual projections/some other BS semantics
>Wow ok so what will you do with this realisation?
>I will go back home and buy a psychadelic wallhang off of etsy and erm SHUT UP DUDE

>>77388454
Based

>>77388493
Yeah he spiraled into homosexuality and eating feces because he didn't respect plants bro

>>77388794
Even though I wouldn't do this, for the sake of argument, some people would value being admired or being seen as tough/intimidating over being able to have sex normally. Like how people call those steroid women ugly. Okay, they're ugly, but their goal isn't to be pretty, it's to be strong. People have different goals and sex isn't necessarily always someone's most important goal. Also judging by the convo, he is probably gay and is probably just as happy getting fucked in the ass.

>>77388448
>Steroids are a gateway drug to harder stuff
like watermelon

>>77388869
>Is gold a toxic metal?
>>77388958
As a metal, it's inert. Gold salts like those used in Auranofin have a toxicity associated with the gold ion, primarily through inhibition of mitochondria. Lots of those inert metals like gold, silver, and platinum are actually pretty toxic as ionic salts.
> Golden teeth crowns are still the best, only reason people don’t do them is color
Practically, the best option are the UV cure ceramic options you get nowadays. They're cheaper, harder, stronger, just as nontoxic, and white/offwhite.

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>>77389572
Connor was 100% shooting up ionic gold solution instead of even a salt, because picrel. I think his brain got totally cooked.

>>77389653
Did he get his equipment from a dump or something? What the hell is with the condition of it?

>>77389655
He probably bought it new but turned the power supply so far past 11 that he got a bunch of gold dust/flakes bubbling out of his reaction vessel.

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>>77388454
chad

>>77388552
The closer you get to god the more you should realise you're further away.

Was he mentally ill before he started lifting? When did the break happen?

Does anyone have a link to his actual death video?

I'm convinced he faked his own death again. He dropped too many hints that he killed Leo with a golf club and it was his life goal to fake his death, like Jesus, and at 32 years of age he will clearly just come back in a year and be like "I was just trolling you guys. I'm an actor. I told you I was acting."

He's persistent.

>>77391157
Connor had an extremely normie personality and Youtube channel before COVID. Around then, he started taking ayahuasca and took his normie Youtube channel, with millions of subscribers, into a cesspool of weirdness with ZERO explanation. Apparently he was taking ayahuasca every 2 hours. He started manically posting incredibly based, intellectual, cringeworthy, insufferable content with ZERO explanation to the normie subscribers what was happening. It was one of the funniest things anyone successful ever did, because while he was in a drug induced state of psychosis he also was somehow self-aware simultaneously.

The whole thing is crazy.

>>77391157
Psychedelics broke his brain.

>>77391190
>incredibly based, intellectual, cringeworthy, insufferable content
blessed choice of words

anyone tried ayahuasca? experiences?

>>77388466
This. If you get the message, hang up the phone.

>>77388794
Uncle Jerry can't rape you anymore

desu i'm not glad he's dead, but i am glad this is another example of how /psychs/ truly do gods work better than almost anything. if you are a decent dude you only find deeper love and wonder for life and others using them that's what you get. if you're a narcissistic asshole who uses them you will just devolve further into the hall of mirrors you obsess over like murphy.
in short please you egomaniacs keep one shotting yourselves with ayahuasca so your true nature of madness can be revealed to all that much easier.

>>77392105
threw up and shit myself
saw fractal patterns
felt empathetic

>>77388448
>Oral only guys
The ol natty lickaroo will kill gains ?

>>77388454
The tranny was pretty hot yeah fpbp

>>77389655
>What the hell is with the condition of it?
Looks like a buncha oxidized metal splattered around from a frothing/boiling acid solution. Gold oxides are brown/black unless you make them in specific ways.
>t. accidentally did this dissolving silver once

>>77391173
They recovered the body dude.

>>77388466
I do drugs because they're fun. I'm not looking for any "revelations", I just want to produce happy hormones while staring at the sky.

What now.

>>77394187
You do drugs because you're unhappy. If you were happy and content with life, you could have fun without artificially boosting your dopamine to unachievable levels.

>>77394200
Yes, I am unhappy. I tried all the "healthy" ways to fix my unhappiness, none of them worked.
>but have you tried pole dancing in a mickey mouse suit
stfu

>>77394187
>>77394204
>no you don't understand it just doesn't make me HAPPY to live in a clean room in a clean house with clean dishes and clean clothes
>I'd RATHER just live in shit and feel fine about it
>I'm not coping

>>77388448
>Steroids are a gateway drug to harder stuff.
You mean boners?
Maybe you should inject estrogen for softer stuff instead.

>>77394204
I dunno, that sounds pretty fun ngl.

>>77394177
Who is "they?" I don't trust the police in Thailand one bit. Favors are often exchanged. It's possible he's actually dead, but his uploads before death (showing he was working on a documentary called ResErection) and the weirdly theatrical nature of his "psychosis" leave me with a lot of doubt. The grainy video shows nothing. He's faked his death before.

>>77388466
>Even things as tame as caffeine or tobacco will severely damper your connection to the spiritual realm.
Gave yourself away as a Mormon, but I still agree.

>>77388466
The 4chan using puritan is the gayest creature to ever exist. Sincerely kill yourself

>>77388448
>Steroids are a gateway drug to harder stuff.
>Most people are not comfortable with injecting stuff, but once they start doing steroids this all goes away. Next thing you know you're doing heroin
>Orals only guys
Same applies for leaving the house or driving

>>77394743
Sorry you’re so upset your drug use has driven you to project on to others

>>77388552
kek

>>77391157
>When did the break happen?
probably after his initial notoriety popularity can make you a target i think he was in the midst of turmoil when he decided to try ayahuasca to fix whatever it was that was bothering him but it only made his mental illness worse

>>77388454
https://youtu.be/Fd-LnGY_gAg

It was all an act. You retards need to watch his Escaping the Cult of bodybuilding video on his alternative youtube channel.

He explains everything. The insanity was all an act to free himself from his social anxiety and need for external validation.

I’m so anxious that Clavicular is next bros

>>77395348
In a good way or a bad way?

>>77391157

Probably in early childhood. He was profoundly fucked up from day one of his videos. You can see it in his eyes. He goes up to random girls, takes his shirt off, flexes and you can see the fucking desperation in his eyes. It's very obvious. He had crippling insecurity probably from some childhood trauma.
He was fundamentally fucked in the head. All the drugs and the descent into schizo mania is just a symptom of the underline illness that was given to him at an early age.
This is not atypical for these bodybuilding influencer types. They mostly have the same motivation and the same deep seated insecurity. A lot of them burn out but obviously not always as explosively as Connor.

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>>77395348
>I’m so anxious that Clavicular is next bros
>>77395876
>In a good way or a bad way?
Why not both at once?

>>77395348
> Drug addiction

> Massive insecurity

> Homosexual behavior

> lack of awareness to reflect

It's all there

>>77395348
Now that he's dating IDF Mossad girls he's probably going to get stabbed by some Arab.

>>77395348
who? who the fuck is that?

>>77396068
>I woke up without a foreskin
>I spilled holy water on my gf and she started melting

>>77388448
>Next thing you know you're doing heroin

lol stop being such a cuck
>no more addictive than alcohol
>less toxic than alcohol
>feels better than alcohol
>b-but daddy government says it's BAD!

I'm not saying you should do H, but anon, stop being a pussy. Do what you want, you're not gonna live long either way, enjoy it while you can.

>>77388448
>does steroids
"Well here's my opinion on this"

>>77388448
>>77388454
I remember when I started lifting and /fit/ told me that you will always look DYEL as a natty and that nobody will be able to tell that you lift.

Now, 1/3 of the time I meet a new person they ask me if I play sports.

Roids are unnecessary if you arent an influencer or an athlete

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>>77394743
Not a puritan. In fact, I love sex and many other worldly pleasures.
I just think drugs are for losers and make you retarded.
Seething replies like yours reaffirm my belief. Thank you for the confirmation.
>>77394738
I'm not a Mormon nor follow any other sect of christianity.
My statement that caffeine, nicotine and other soft drugs are harmful is based a correct understanding of what these substances do, not religious belief.