>>77388812
didnt leave my room or do anything the entire day.

>khv at 33
>loose skin from dropping 200lbs
its so fucking over isnt it

>>77388812
It's nice to catch up with old friends and larp that I have an actual social life but it's so depressing realizing how far behind I am.
They're talking about sex and relationships and I just sit there with nothing to add. And then the inevitable "you're ok bro it will happen eventually you're a catch dont even worry about it" that ends up making me feel even more like shit.

>body recomping with a one day 24 hr fast
>body fat dropping
>lean muscle starting to show easier
>gains still improving now that I'm taking a full month to increase lift numbers instead of grinding hard
>have caught multiple girls stare me down in the gym
>have talked to a few
>next time I see them I like get cold feet and ghost them

I think being alone for so long broke me and now I'm scared to like for lack of a better word 'click,' with the girl to make it obvious like 'ok we're going to try courting each other.'

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>>77388812
>try to get back into my catholic religion to give myself guidance, comfort, and peace of mind
>decide the best way to start is to go to confession
>ready to bear my soul out
>find a church i think is good, find confession hours, arrive on those days/times, walk in to the confessional, say hello, kneel
>can tell right away the priest doesn't care
>start telling him my sins
>try to explain to him the context
>"yes i know that already but continue"
>go from 0-100 real quick, tell him to piss off, and exit the confessional
>remember why i left this shit religion
It's not the teachings of Jesus or even the idea of Church that pisses me off. It's the fucking shitty people you find in it especially the fucking clergy. And this is just in modern times. Everyone on my dad's side went to Catholic school and tell basically war stories of how priests and nuns would beat the shit out of them for next to nothing. Which makes me wonder why I was sent to the same school. My guess is some form of Boomerism of "I suffered, so must you!"

Regardless, I cannot believe Zoomers of all generations would deal with this shit.

>>77388868
priests and sisters*

I love vore so much it's unreal.

>>77388888

>>77388831
Its never over until you decide its over. Just get a fitted T-shirt or something. If you are young enough some of that skin will shrink over time. If not, just wear the fitted t-shirt until you can get surgery to get rid of the skin flaps if it bothers you that much. Otherwise I would just ignore it and make the rest of my body aesthetic

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>>77388812
Watched chainsmoker cat and worked out with my home gym. Did a little philosophical reading. Life is good.

>>77388812
Been a good weekend so far.
Cleaned my kitchen and bathroom, cut my parents grass. Had good workouts both Friday and today, got lucky with some steaks on sale and a local farmer had some extra goat meat he sold me Friday.
Tried to sit down and play some vidya earlier but I rarely do anymore and honestly just don't really enjoy it all that much. Not like a depressive thing or anything just doesn't keep my attention like it once did.
The last 2.5 years I've made a real active attempt to reduce clutter/drama whatever you want to call it from my life. I've noticed how much it's paid off the last few months, life is quiet but far more enjoyable than it used to be.
Hope all the other anons have a good weekend.
>>77388941
NTA but I've known a couple people to get various skin removal surgeries. One thing that chapped my ass about it, 2 people I knew had gastric sleeve installed (believe that is the name) and their insurances covered it because it was deemed medically necessary due to the sleeve. 1 lost the weight through diet and exercise no sleeve, they refused to cover it. All had the same insurance from work.

>>77389003
Insurance is retarded. Personally, like I said before, I just prefer a fitted t-shirt to hide the ugly flaps. But if it bothers OP that much I would just save my money to get the surgery. Heard horror stories of it going wrong and causing a lot of pain, but if OP lacks that much confidence because of the loose skin it might be worth saving up for

>>77388812
Life is a curse

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>33
>In the best shape of my life
>Single
>Constantly get told by older women in work that i'm very handsome
>Get ZERO attention and intrest from women my age or younger
I guess i just need to become a milf slayer then?

>>77389202
Older women are just more straightforward and desperate. You still have your shot with your peers if you stop waiting for them to make a move.

Guilty lf using reta to lose weight, down 15kg in 10-11 weeks and by god does it feel good to do sets of dips again without destroying my elbows.

>>77388812
Scheduling with the second gf is hell. Either she barely replies, bails a few hours before the date or offers to hang out when I'm out of town.
Primary gf adds to the fire by adding more rules, like "you can't take her to that concert, I wanted to go there with you", which sorta makes sense.
Oh well, that's the life I chose I guess.

>>77388812
I slipped on wet concrete and fell, jamming my wrist into my forearm bone, one of which fucking snapped. Holy fuck it sucked so bad. It was a freak thing, my bone density is fine, my fitness is fine, doc said there's certain injuries you see more in fit people, because they're able to partially block falls like this and not hit their heads, necks, etc. The do this thing where they tension your fingers and your elbow, pulling them apart so they can set the bone. Holy shit that sucks, it turns out it's easier if it's totally fucked because it's all "floating" but if it's partially intact all of that is fighting them on the broken part. Stay safe out there lads.

I chimped out at Walmart this weekend. I get to self checkout and the machine won’t take my card (not a money issue machine was just being gay). Right away the attendant walks up shoves my shit away and stands way too close to me and starts trying to snatch my card out of my hands. I hate when people snatch shit out of my hands. I didn’t let him take it and moved my hand away and he starts being condescending and sarcastic
>well that’s okay I’ll stand here until you realize you can’t do it and you need me
>wow look at that it’s not working, no problem I’ll just stand here until you understand you need me to do it
>its a chip you have to insert chip you dont know what you’re doing
(Said after 3 prior chip attempts now that machine is saying to swipe)
>if you’d like to stop wasting time I’ll do it for you
“Thats okay, I would prefer to do it thats why I’m at self checkout but thank you”
>or I could always just do it but you’d rather waste time… *doenst move*
“You know what you CAN do? You can take all that shit and go put it back on the shelf go fuck yourself”
>*starts saying more condescending shit*
“You got a nasty fucking attitude and you spit when you speak you need to shut your fucking mouth, FAGGOT. I’ll kick your goddamn fucking teeth down your throat”
>*immediately puts head down and walks away*
He was one of those New Yorkers who thinks “oh I’m from New York it’s not personal we’re just retarded assholes to everyone and we all lack basic respect for other humans it’s normal that’s just how we are so it’s okay for me to talk down to you and be a total cunt”


I definitely lost composure and acted like a lunatic but he did everything I abhor. He kept spitting on me when he talked, he tried to snatch shit out of my hands, he stood way too close to me when there was plenty of room for him to give me a few inches of space and he was just an all around dickhead for no reason when I’d only been polite prior

>>77389411
And also, no there wasn’t a line of people there were like another 10 registers not in use it was early in the morning only one other person was checking out a few registers over from me. He was just being an impatient asshole for no reason. I’m ashamed of how I reacted but im also a bit proud of it to be honest. I must be losing patience for assholes like this. It’s not hard to just not be a dickhead

>>77389411
>>77389414
Anon, you got to understand ALL mutts are like this with the only varying factor being how direct they will be. If he was from the South would you have rather the passive-aggressive, "bless your heart" approach? The ONLY way to get the average retarded mutt to do anything is to threaten violence. It's why niggers get to act the way they do because you never know when even the civilized ones will act violent. You need to do the same thing ESPECIALLY if you look like you lift.

Don't take shit from nobody.

Almost got in a fight with some dipshit at the gym

>>77389579
Story time

>>77389583
Its not very exciting because I walked away instead of smashing his brains with a dumbbell

>>77389549
I dont like it man. Most people don’t act like this but way too many do. And you’re right southerners (where I am) tend to be more passive aggressively about it. I mean it’s just passive aggressive in general. The “bless your heart approach” just seems faggy if it’s not being said by an elderly woman. If I’m not being an asshole why on earth would someone think for a second it’s a good idea to be one to me? I’m a big dude not like mr Olympia sized or anything but physically I don’t look like someone most people would want to be in a dark parking garage alone without being armed. Because of the implication. But I’m generally pretty fuckin nice and kind I go out of my way to help people when I can I’m well mannered I’ve been in enough fights to intrinsically understand why a default level of respect is important in day to day social exchanges, I don’t claim to be a good person and I know no one deserves shit but I’m caring about others. But I’m also capable of being a massive fucking asshole who doesn’t care how fat he takes it in the heat of the moment. Like I said no one deserves shit but by the same logic randoms you don’t know don’t deserve disrespect, and it takes more effort to be an asshole than to just be normal or nice or even basic bare minimum cordial.
I get it man, that’s just how it is. But I don’t like it and I think the days of putting up with it are behind me. It felt good to finally stand up for myself.

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>>77389630
Meh. You're better than me.
>Walking to truck and see a grandma and 2 kids on their bikes.
>1 kid says hello and I say hi back
>Wave to grandma
>Get in truck, put in reverse
>Suddenly the 2 dipshit kids are right behind me and I hit the brakes waiting for them to move
>They sit there for like 10 seconds
>Look at grandma and she gives a look of "What can ya do? :////"
>Ok fuck your kids I'm reversing
>Grandma decides to shoo them off
>I put the truck in forward and we both exchange pointing fingers like pic rel
Just simple things like that where you make it clear you're not gonna take anyone's shit regardless of the situation.

Think I have to move abroad at this point. The job market here is hellish for my field. I've been scraping by with freelance work and whatnot but that means I work from home so I don't socialize with people almost ever. My friends are all busy and my circle is pretty small anyways so we hang out twice a month and it's just at someones house. I have literally 0 way of meeting women and haven't had a gf in years. Dating apps are torture and I guess I'm too ugly for them. The only thing holding me back are that my parents are here but they're getting older and the window I have to fuck around without worrying about them is closing.

A few days ago I deleted my entire BBC gooning folder from my PC, purged all the deleted files from my trash, changed all my passwords on every porn website I had an account on, and then changed the passwords with the emails associated with them. Some of these accounts were years old. The folder itself I had for over a year.
I don't know why I didn't do this sooner. It literally took me nearly ordering a black dildo to realize I'm fucking up my life with this and I need to stop. I've already basically broken by dick from jerking off nonstop, it'll probably take months for my sex drive to get back to a normal baseline. Unfortunately I still haven't been able to break the habit of jerking off 4-5 times a day, but I'm hoping it will be easier to resist the urge without these accounts to pull me back in.
I wish this was a joke, but sadly it's the state of my life.

>>77389411
and everyone clapped

>>77389657
It's no different anywhere else unless you wanna work on a peasant farm in Vietnam. If anything, move to India and start applying for jobs as an H1B.

>>77388812
Not doing too great here, guys. Tried to walk up a little hill with my family and my whole lower back pitched a hissy fit. So now I'm sitting in the car while they do an easy 2 mile loop.

I feel like every time I go on a long cut I start falling the fuck apart.

>>77389711
My specific circumstances mean that I'll most likely be able to get a good job in a country I'd like to live in. My home country is kind of sucking dick as far as the job market goesdue to a confluence of factors
>>77389712
How old are you? That's not normal even on a cut.

>>77388812
Just being ridiculously sore for my first week back in the gym after a decade

>>77389722
45. It's little weaknesses adding up to injuries over time. Doesn't seem to happen when I just fatty-mode.

On part of a long family trip where I get to travel solo. I thought two weeks in Lisbon would fly by. First few days were cool, but now I’m missing my family, hard. I haven’t been able to keep up my running routine here because:
1. It’s mostly concrete, and that’s fucking my legs
2. The spot I found that has trails/dirt is super hilly, and that’s fucking my legs
3. I seem to have injured my back with lifting, hurt my knee on the hills, and my crohns is acting up

The only times I feel okay are when I’m running or lifting and I can’t do those right now.

It’s been a rough week.

For complicated reasons I can’t rejoin my family just yet, so it feels like I’m in my own special hell.

I’m home sick and lonely.

>>77389783
>First few days were cool, but now I’m missing my family, hard.
Christ almighty get a grip you absolute fucking pussy. Wait are you a woman perhaps?

I love walking by a group of women that are a full head taller than me and seeing in their eyes that they don't even register me as a human

>>77389786
I'm 6'2'' and women don't register me either

>>77389789
Not to get into the pity olympics but you still have it better than me

>>77389801
Yeah I know

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>>77389783
>travels
>stays in the capital of a fucking Portugal
>OW LAWD DAT CONCRETE
>OW LAWD WHERE DA MY FAMLY AT
>IS DAT HELL OR WHA

Shut the fuck up, you delirious ungrateful pig. Just shut the fuck up.

Was doing well, went off the rails with two weeks of alcoholism and binge eating. Scared to even weigh myself now. Any definition gone, just flab and loose skin. Feels bad man.

I'm 34 and have never felt like a man. Just a beta with no confidence. Like a boy in a man's body. Inferior to others. Undeserving and unaccomplished

>>77388812
My sister's new boyfriend somehow because he is low iq he asked me in ironic way in front of my parents with a very weird tone:
>'What's going on with the ladies?'
Like why the fuck does he have a saying in my personal life. A friend of mine warned me about this guy that he can't keep his mouth shut and he is coming out to be true so far.

>>77389861
Two weeks isnt much in terms of weight and body composition impact really
>>77389867
Start training boxing/kickboxing/muay thai/whatever as long as its legit. Within like 1-3 months you'll be able to beat the piss out of basically anyone untrained and knowing that does a lot for your confidence.
>>77389878
lol

>>77389878
I hate people like this. Always have to have some shit to say, always an attempt to put someone else down or in an uncomfortable position disguised as genuinity and kindness. It’s not the same as the boomer uncle who grew up in the 60s/70s asking at every family gathering “you have any girlfriends yet” and not understanding how you don’t that’s just a disconnect and a true attempt to talk to his nephew. These types though they know what they’re doing but they’re always otherwise incompetent and generally losers who can’t do anything so they try to put spotlights on others to distract from that. The logic being “well if they notice their son can’t get laid then I look better by comparison and I’ll be able to be accepted”. They’re great at dancing in the grey area to be successful and turning their own ineptness or incompetence into a weapon to get ahead. Guarantee you’ll discover he “has adhd” and is on adderall. These are just lite cokeheads with an excuse for stimulant abuse and no discipline or natural abilities. They’re not even truly adhd just annoying asswipes who’s parents never bothered to teach them what “no” means.
And I have no reason to suspect you DON’T have a girl or that you struggle with them that’s neither here nor there. It’s just a thinly veiled slap for him to say he doesn’t think you do.


In the future just respond with “you can ask [his mothers name]” or “I’ve been seeing this girl her names [his mothers name]”. Take the extra step crank it up a whole notch. Be the asshole and embrace it. If he doesn’t learn his place idk what to tell you I guess kick his ass if you can and make sure to tell your family it was preventable if they didn’t let him keep being mean to you.

>>77389801
Listen man some dudes are taking gold in the pity Olympics but we’re all still playing the same game and experiencing a lot of the same hardships. Even Chad gets cheated on. It’s just when Chad gets cheated on he can line up a new girl to replace the old one the same week.

>>77389878
Make it clear to your sister and parents you do not like him. The sooner the better because she’ll hold onto that consideration as she tries to decide whether he’s long term or not that was kind of her point in introducing him to you guys. She’ll have to wonder if she’s making a mistake when she imagines growing apart from her actual family because the guys too abrasive

>>77389867
Same age and exactly the same feeling. I’ve always just been a little boy for my entire life. It doesn’t help that I also have always lived like one too. Literally nothing about me is something that other men do.

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>>77388812
Water for me barkeep
>Kissing 10% bf finally, almost done with cut
>Stronger than ever
>My business is going well and have work and money now
>Women still ghosting for fucking nothing on apps
Had one yesterday where she sent me a like, talked for a little bit about art since we're artists, she told me to message her on insta, liked her art bc it was good, DMd, hear nothing back.
Woke up, she had unmatched off of hinge and she blocked me on insta... but my profile is me out at places, with friends, and my art (fine art/illustration)
Bruh, I could stomach this but this is 90% of my dating crapp interactions, I'm in my early 30s now and 6 years of this is starting to get to me. I just don't want to put in any effort. I do really well for men but my 30-50 matches a month is NOTHING compared to their 600 likes they get a week.
Do I need to pretend to own a boat at this point? Do I need to be a sex hound? I'm at the point where I just want to withdraw into my art and my ballroom dancing nothing is enough for these fickle little girls.
(Also I have long hair now which might be scaring the hoes, but IMO I look like a jackass and a doofus with a normie haircut, even back when I had a stylist giving me short cuts)

>>77389202
Nah dude it's common, women as a whole have changed, mostly because of how insta/apps have fucked the system. I get a good amount of matches/likes but if you don't say the MAGIC FOUR WORDS that makes their pussies explode in juices in the first message, it's over and they'll unmatch, and they'll unmatch for anything.
>Don't ask her out on a date immediately
Unmatched
>Try to talk to her or call before a date
Unmatched
>Make a joke and she doesn't get it
Unmatched
No jobs, no women, no hope- the boomers have given us a cursed world and we must survive and be the change.

>>77389202
>only talks about being on shape and people call him handsome
Maybe it’s your personality

>>77389932
Mate my sister always dated retards like him but this is the loud type who will joke about everything and he has a low iq banter on him. He is also voting leftists.

>>77389923
This is all true, also this guy grew up without a father and we are doing the same job and i can tell he is jealous that im way more successful than him. The problem is that when i first met him i agreed to help him with some video edits and i have to work with him for 2 more projects which i don't want to do.

>>77389937
>Literally nothing about me is something that other men do.
In all likelihood 95%+ about you is the same as everyone else dude you're not some special snowflake cause you jerk off to weird porn or live with your parents or whatever

>>77389951
Good job i'm in shape and not on shape, you stupid ESL faggot.

>>77389937
There is a certain sort of intoxication in challenging yourself IRL and succeeding, facing an obstacle and avoiding it, locking on a goal and reaching it. You can challenge yourself about anything anytime, you're just choosing not to.

>>77389953
You literally have no obligation to continue helping him. It’s very simple. Even if there’s a workplace expectation you just explain to your boss the truth
>I really don’t want to cause problems as I love working for this company and the work we do but he started dating my sister and he’s been very abrasive outside of work for no reason. He has created a hostile and abusive work environment
Use those words. “We” to refer to the company. “Hostile and abusive” and if you really wanna give HR a hardon use the word “toxic”. Then he’s got a spot light on him at work, you don’t have to interact with him. Or help him with the project and make mistakes so it reflects poorly on him
>liberal
I could already tell. Retard probably regurgitates talking points he read on Reddit or heard in a hasan piker video. He doesn’t actually believe any of that shit he just wants to manipulate dumb women and is afraid to be his real self lmao.

>>77389976
>heard in a hasan piker video
the guy you're talking to is comically esl, no chance he's american lol

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>>77389867
I feel like this but because I've always been physically weaker and smaller than my male peers and father and have always sucked in everything physical and have never cared much for "manly" activities and hobbies(sports, cars, beer, etc.), I've also always been ostracized when I wouldn't let others pick on me

>>77389981
Even if true I’m just using an example. Whatever the equivalent it applies. The point being that type of dude gets his political views from someone else telling him what to think

>>77390004
>The point being that type of dude gets his political views from someone else telling him what to think
that's literally everyone but i get your point

I swear as you get older you have less time. Like days and hours don't last as long as they use to. Weekends feel like they're over in a moment. I sit down to game for an hour and the day is instantly over. What the fuck.

>>77390051
You’re not wrong dude. I remember when a month seemed like it took forever. These days a month seems to go by as fast as a day did back then. A year feels like a month used to. It’s crazy to me. I hate it. Idk what to do with life but I feel like I’m running out of time. I don’t want to get old. I don’t want to die unfulfilled. Idk what to do. I don’t want my body to breakdown and struggle with shit that’s easy for me now. I already can’t do the shit I did as a kid, like easily fall and be fine, or get into certain positions, or run and run and run nonstop until my lungs burned be out of breath for 5 minutes then get right back to it and not even have CNS fatigue and feel sick after.

>>77390051
What age?

>>77390083
33

I've been cutting for 20 weeks already cause I dreamer bulked too hard and am down 12.5kg but since I want to get kinda lean and I still have at least 10 weeks left and that's if I up my cardio. Fucking kill me dude this shit is so miserable.

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>>77390051
It has to do with the fact you and most of us have monotonous routines we follow every day, that's the main cause, I remember when I moved to a new city during my student exchange and the first 4 days I felt so lost and everything was so new it genuinely felt like it was weeks, basically the more new experiences you have, the slower your days, months, etc. will feel
>t. 22 year old zoomer
However there is one good caveat with how fast time goes, stuff like losing weight, gaining muscle, learning new skills and such feel very fast, so I you don't have to look at it so negatively

>>77390051
>>77390087
>>77390074
It's cliched because everyone says it, but it's true: the reason for this is because as time goes on, every measurement of time is a smaller percentage of your life so it feels less impactful. When you're 18 and a year is 1/18th of your life (5.5%), it feels a lot longer than when you're 30 and a year is 3.3% of your life

>>77390103
The monotonous routine is definitely true as well. If you never have anything new to delineate time, it becomes a complete blur. I know this as a guy in my mid 30s who's a complete loser. My life has been a complete blur and time doesn't even make sense. When you have new accomplishments and new experiences time feels a lot slower.

I think that even normal and successful people also feel like time is flying by, but at least when you're achieving things, it doesn't make time feel like a complete waste like me.

>see cute girl near me at church this morning
>tell myself i'll grow some balls and ask for her number after the mass
>she ends up leaving the mass early right after communion like some people do
>feel slightly disappointed but mostly relieved i don't have to do it anymore

i also saw a different girl as i was leaving and considered talking to her but i chickened out since i hadn't hyped myself up to talk to her in particular. i know everyone says to ask out girls at church, but have any of you actually done this? i can deal with getting rejected, but if i get turned down i'll probably be in front of a bunch of people and seem like a creep, at a place i go to basically every week.

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>>77390157
>I think that even normal and successful people also feel like time is flying by, but at least when you're achieving things, it doesn't make time feel like a complete waste like me.
I try to do new things, or well more correctly learn new skills(languages, drawing) as a way to cope with loneliness, I'm only in my early 20s, but frankly the future seems grim for me, even if I have a decent job/career it's kinda meaningless to me since I'm alone anyways so what's the point, nontheless, if I could at least learn 2 more languages, learn how to draw as an intermediate and get a master's degree in some historical field I could die content even if I'm going to be spend the rest of my life in solitude

>>77389835
Thank you, needed that!

Have been married for 14 years and looking at divorce, not used to doing stuff solo I guess. I can only go shopping so much, theres not much else to do.

>>77390365
>I can only go shopping so much, theres not much else to do.
It's a marvel seeing into the mind of a presumably American retard. You're in a city that's over 3000 years old and you can't find anything to do other than consoom. Unreal.

>>77390397
NTA but maybe 30 years ago it would have been nice, but nowadays all the main cities across the world are the same multicultural shithole. It's better to visit the small towns instead.
Most of the stuff in the cities will be overshadow by the hundreds of indian-owned Iphone stores and awful graffiti.

>>77388812
I worked 12 hours today and 12 hours yesterday
Going to an interview for a new job tomorrow, for my race I put "Ubermensch" and it should be funny regardless of what happens
10 years of programming experience but no real job currently because I don't have a bachelor's degree
Left my last real job because the literally Jewish manager was such an annoying fag that going back to poverty wages was nicer

>>77388945
Redpill me on this no doubt delightfully whimsical anime

>>77389202
>>77389206
>>77389944
Like the other anon mentioned, women have changed on the whole
It used to be a girl would get slapped around by her parents for dressing like a whore, now they've had 12 different sexual partners by age 14.

The culture has changed for worse and people need to admit it.

>>77389783
>The spot I found that has trails/dirt is super hilly, and that’s fucking my legs
gym rats, everyone. zero fitness. can't even walk around a quaint European city.

>>77388834
Ok if it's such a big deal for you then start treating it as such and get yourself a hooker and be done with it

>>77389976
It's wedding footage from him that i have to edit, i think i might edit the videos and just deliver and always avoid him from now on. My father already knows he fucked up there but he already has a kid with my sister so i can't cut ties because i have to interact with my sister (which she is a bitch aswell) but ill keep the interactions minimal. Avoiding is the best solution imo. If he tries to start shit again tho i will fuck him up for sure

>>77389981
true

>>77389783
>>77390365
This poster is definitely female

>>77388812
>been since 23 on dating apps
>currently 35
>hopping from realtionship to relationship because women were fucking conflictive and problematic
>last ex was literally obsessed with me to the point of being psychotic and delirious
>break up with her
>message ex gf i met irl and left her when i dated her because she was a pothead
>been a week seeing her every day
>she has a plain personality
>she quit drugs
>she gives me love
>she gives me sex
>shes the perfect gf now
>i realised that crazy women are fun and addictive
>realise that this perfect gf will drive me into a boring abyss
>thinking about going to a therapist to try to brainwash myself to enjoy being with this woman
Im fucking broken. Feminists ans leftist destroyed women and so, destroyed men like me too.

>>77390426
Kek I remember you from the /pol/ thread. Keep us updated.

>>77390548
>Feminists ans leftist destroyed women and so, destroyed men like me too.
yeah anon, its everyone elses fault except yours.

>>77390548
>i realised that crazy women are fun and addictive
You literally sound like women when they talk about "needing the chaos"

>>77390548
>>77390663
This. Absolutely woman brained. Disgusting.

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>friend tells me to try a dating app to meet women
>I'm literally 5'5

>>77390548
some men complain about drowning while others go thirsty

>>77390673
I get no matches either despite being tall but I live in a country where the average height is 6 foot so it must be that I'm too ugly. Wonder if I'd get any crumbs in the US or other places where whores are obsessed with height.

>>77390676
Young women don't care about height anymore. I see hot girls with dudes their height and sometimes even a bit shorter now. They twinkmaxx. You can insert whatever explanation you want for it here, but irl I only ever see attractive young women with dudes similar in height and sometimes shorter.

>>77390663
>>77390666
no you dont understand though, feminists and leftists destroyed women and thats why he feels that way

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>>77388812
>Cycle 50-100km on Saturday
>Visit mom or dad on Sunday

That's basically been my weekend for the past several months now. Everyday after work I hit the gym and just go home. I'm 29 and never had a chick live with him in my life since all my relationships never lasted more than 6 months

>>77388868
People aren’t a reflection of Christ, anon.
Bad people are everywhere. That doesn’t diminish His message.

I had this same issue when I wanted to join a Catholic Church. Of course, it seems like a lot of people there already create social circles, cliques, and aren’t always welcoming to outsiders. Many are sitting through service just because they feel they have to, with no actual belief in the message or faith in what is being spoken.

I would still encourage you to read scripture on your own; even if you aren’t able to confess the weight of your sins to a priest. Rene Girard’s writings have been massively helpful to me as well.
God is always with you anon

How the fuck do I hopemaxx?
I can't actually bring myself to work on my what would be my main life problems when the return looks so grim
>work when I have nothing to use my money for, and houses are unaffordable
>talk to women when the dating scene is so bad and only the mentally ill women are left

>>77390686
That's just anecdotal though. I could give you a million contradicting anecdotes from social media where the height thing is still a big part of the gender "culture wars" grift. But ultimately generalities are immaterial to the individual. I'm not getting pussy despite being tall so what does it matter either way.
>>77390769
Unironically figure out a way to travel where you spend at least a month in each place if you can. Being able to work remote would be ideal of course but I get that most people can't do that. There's something about getting to a place alone and the feeling of not a single soul in the entire city, country or even continent knowing who you are. Worked for me at least, for a while.

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>>77390769
It's just the opposite of black pilling. Instead of holding onto the bad hold onto the good. Someone has to win, why not you?
>work when I have nothing to use my money for, and houses are unaffordable
Find a hobby or learn to invest. Get into a TCG and meet people locally or start an IRA and watch number go up. You can even build gunpla, write or learn to draw. As for houses, it depends on where you live. Something's got to give eventually. Where I'm at it's a buyer's market and prices are already coming down.
>talk to women when the dating scene is so bad and only the mentally ill women are left
Again, depends on where you live. But still don't put all your eggs into the dating basket. Do shit you enjoy and you'll find more people out there. Living online skews your view of the world around you and actually meeting people helps your baseline.

>>77390431
Cat girl is addicted to cigarrettes and can't keep her apartment clean. Basically a NEET. No overarching story. Its extremely funny in the saddest way

>>77388868
Search for an Opus Dei centre. They are really nice and you won't regret it.

Have to take an STD test today and test panel tomorrow. Anxious as fuck, lands. What if coming here gave me AIDS?

>>77390769
Realize that all you need to do for massive success with women is just to chill the fuck out, stop hating, and stop being a malignant narcissist cunt.
It's fucking simple. Girl I'm dating showed me a dude send her a video(!) explaining his childhood trauma(!) which was from him going to a hotel with his parents at 17 and being forced to wear a wristband for a minor, meaning he was not allowed into certain areas of the hotel, like bars.
What the fuck kind of pussy ass bullshit is that? That's a grown adult man doing that.

>>77390907
The problem with
>Living online skews your view of the world around you
Is that basically everybody is online now with the sane narratives as we see. Now everybody believes it on some level. Even if it wasn't real ten years ago, it is now. Women also live on an entirely separate internet which is heavily manipulated too. The darkness is real. However I completely agree, focus on friends and hobbies. Make networks of SOLID male friends to support each other during the foid onslaught. It's tough out there.

>>77388812
>couldn’t sleep last night
>got anxious about something I don’t even care about and just couldn’t sleep
One small anxious thought that passed within seconds (worried about a girl I don’t even like dating another guy after I left her, that’s how dumb this). And it had me up. I called out from work today. I’ve done all nighters and worked the day after and I refuse to do it anymore, last time I was legit stumbling around like I was drunk and nodding off during my hour+ commute home. I feel like shit. 1 hour of sleep. I had that wired but tired feeling. Kinda upset about it didn’t wanna call out today. Oh well. I guess all I can do is rest up for tomorrow. If I get fired so be it, I have the sick time saved up though.

>>77391386
>typing like I’m no speak english
Man I really am exhausted. I made the right choice. Worst part is I have to not sleep all day to not fuck up my sleep schdxuke

>>77390616
Interviews in a few hours, kek

>>77390731
You sound like a bro, anon

>>77391395
I eagerly await the result. You better not blue ball next, Ubermensch.

>>77391320
I fucked a Japanese tranny one time and when I got back home there was some red stuff on my dick. The tranny was wearing lipstick so 99% chance that it was just that and I wore a condom anyways (it was near the base of my dick) but I got so paranoid about it that I went and got on PEP for a month just to make sure lmao. What an awful time.

>>77391638
Oh forgot to mention: the reason I thought it might be blood was that when I pulled out to bust there was some blood on the condom

>>77388840
It's because ur too afraid of risk. Ur enjoyment fantasy that ur now a guy that is desired by women is in danger of collapsing once you have to move to the next step. It's safer to enjoy the little spurts of social proof attention. Ur like me risk averse and scared of the thing that you percieve is watching you and can give you value, for you it's women.

>>77391638
Foul...

>>77391735
The sex was really good at least

>>77391532
It was about 5 minutes long and performed by a black woman. I actually think it went pretty well, lmfao. I think she thought I was cute.

It's for a basic bitch labor position at a pretty important facility. It feels like she just needs warm bodies for the job, so I'm feeling pretty good about my chances. I'm actually a little disappointed I didn't get chewed out or something.

>>77391638
>>77391645
>blood on the condom
Dude, ew
Pretty sure that means they had terrible oral hygiene

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>>77391903
>programmer needs to work labor position to get by
Jesus fucking Christ.

>>77391386
I’m still feeling pretty awful have a nasty headache going on. I may actually be sick about to take my 3rd diarrhea of the day and then see if I can drag myself to the store for some shit I need to buy and just to get off my ass for an hour since I have to still stay up until my normal sleep time. I know what’s waiting for me at work and I’m not prepared to work on it in this state.


I’m wondering if this could be tetanus, I sliced my finger on an old rusty saw blade last Friday. Had some very small spasms in my thumb today but they stopped. Have had a couple weird body pains that lasted just a few seconds. I think I had a shot like 10 years ago but I don’t remember. I guess if my jaw starts locking up I’ll try to go to a hospital

>>77390397
>You're in a city that's over 3000 years old and you can't find anything to do other than consoom.
This.
God I miss visiting the Notre Dame Cathedral of Amiens and walking through the city's gothic alleys. I'm sure Amiens must have a mall somewhere, but I wouldn't know it.

>>77391638
Could've made love to a big tiddied Japanese Christmas Cake, but noooooo. Anon had to go with the tranny.

>>77390780
>from social media
Social media isn't real life.

>>77391922
Maybe I'm actually retarded but every job I apply to these HR whores are grilling me about not having a bachelor's

I mentioned before that I should complete one in a year or so but at this point in my life I don't know if anything matters. If you want to know just how grim it is, I've worked in several research labs, I'm on a few papers and patents and... Stacy the Human Resources Slut doesn't think that matters

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Man it used to be you could just hit up girls on IG, FB, Snap and often talk and even meet up. Nowadays it seems every girl has their IG set to not accept DM requests anymore. They're all closed off, and at best on Snap they're just looking for snap scores and notifications attention. Back in the day DM sliding women was pretty good they liked getting attention and talked to, now they want it just in the form of notifications and I think Jeets ruined it by mass spamming "show bobs" in requests.

The only one who hears your DM requests anymore is Jesus. Meeting women IRL now is cooked too because at best you just get her contact and wind up as another guy on her phone again. It all just comes back to being on the thousands notifications per day on her phone.

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>>77392204
Oh anon, trust me. As a data analyst I've been on round 4, 5, 6 where it's the tech interview and who pops up? A motherfucking jeet as if to spit right in my face and say, "Saaar you are not getting the job that was made for my cousin in India." At this point >>77392205 is where my heart lies while my brain searches for activities until the day I eat a bullet. I've stopped caring at this point and th emore I reflect on my life the more it becomes obvious I was fucked from the beginning. Fuck America.

>At the very end of the line is when I finally achieved my goal body only there was no one to mire in my good fortune. Just myself.

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>>77392205
All the attractive women who would make great wives and mothers are taken in high school and college the latest. Whatever remains is taken shortly after they enter the workforce. There exist very few good looking women that are single and have a good heart, are modest, raised in a decent family, soft spoken and pretty. The window of opportunity when they are single is very very narrow. These are the 2% of women, the highest stock of females this wonderful creation can offer. If you don't frequent their circles or the events they attend you have no chance of meeting them. Women also don't go anywhere alone, so whatever hobbies women have or events they attend it is done with their husband or boyfriend and if they are single with their groups of friends.

tldr; there simply aren't enough single good looking young white women to go around for everybody, they are rare and exist mostly in very niche places where men without social circles (loners) can't get in to

I started taking dance classes and have met some women there. One girl from there is cute with dat ass but is kind of dumb. We started hanging out more frequently.

I asked her if there is anything between us and she was aghast. Another time I invited her over to hang out at my place and she turned me down. Whatever, I didn't mind a platonic friendship because she is fun to hang around with. She even suggested setting me up with one of her friends. Mind you we have been hanging out for over a year at this point

She invited me out to watch the ENG-NOR game with her friends. I started chatting with this qt3.14 that is friends with her. We became more talkative during the evening when suddenly the girl who friendzoned me decided to leave before the game was even over.

As the game finished, I proceeded to invite the other girl to my place and fucked her brains out. We haven't talked since, but I have been trying to talk to the friend and now she is all distant and is avoiding me.

Fellas, please explain what is going on here? Like I said, I don't mind keeping it on friendly terms with her and would like to continue hanging out with her.

>>77392240
I love this pasta because it's true
>there simply aren't enough single good looking young white women to go around for everybody
This might be controversial but you could always search for non-white women, it's actually pretty easy to get them as a white guy

>>77391906
What? I'm talking about pulling out of the ass not the mouth. The reason it happened is that I was pounding the fuck out of the ass and forgot to reapply lube so it was probably just some friction
>>77391969
I fucked a woman too but she didn't have big tits.

>>77392267
She might have started being attracted to you because she sees you being desired by someone else. But idk doesn't sound like you did anything wrong if you were platonic anyway. You play your cards right, you might be able to fuck her too

>>77392240
This. It's simple math of filtration. If a woman is CAPABLE of being in a stable relationship, just by definition she is already going to be in one.

Three tiers of filtration are:
>high school
>uni (the big one)
>workplace

Are there lots of single women after these things? Yes, but there is a reason they're single. If they were capable of being in a healthy relationship, they wouldn't be single. So you're basically fucked if you're no longer in university, because that's the last time in life you will be surrounded by young single women who are capable of being in relationships but haven't paired off yet. After that? Well you can try to gain access to those young women, but now it's gonna be through artificial means rather than just naturally being around them in the same place all the time in classes/dorms/etc.

I wish I had known this when I was in uni cause but I didn't realize how bad things were gonna get.

Started going to a gym with machines. Never craved sugar so much. Eating like a pound and a half of watermelon or cantaloupe a day. Sore as shit. No direction in life but down, lol.

>>77392267
Don't acknowledge anything is different, just keep on keepin' on.