Horrible. It's too hot to do anything here.

>>77403365
good, relationship with my fiance going stable, work stress mostly gone, bulked up to 180 lbs at 5ft 8 and wondering if I should cut or keep going.

>>77403386
>5ft8
>Has a fiance
How?

>>77403365
had sex yesterday. I dont know how to feel, im gassed and drained. It was too fast for my taste I barely know the girl. Will go and drink alone to process shit

>>77403391
How did you meet her?

>>77403391
same collage, I knew her but we never chatted. Talked to her, arranged a date, next thing I know im on top of her

>>77403393
meant for >>77403392

>>77403389
Life is not so black and white as losers on the internet think.

>>77403394
>>77403393
Damn, wish i was still in college and not in my 30's.......

>>77403396
it was my first time too. I dont know what to feel lol I've never penetrated someone before despite having sexual acts. I really dont know what to do or feel

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I wish I could live in this picture forever.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLScaT6bpt0MrDq101A6i93ArXKFw7WtUu

>>77403460
What crush?

Booked a scuba diving trip in Egypt to celebrate my 30th birthday in November. I'm in the best shape of my life, my investments make more than my first job and I can travel anywhere in the world twice a year and yet I still keep thinking about the past and how I wish I could just back. Makes me realize even if I become a millionaire in my 30s I'll still be miserable

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>>77403460
Oh, no. If only I was outside in the hot weather or in a loud bar with a bunch of normalfags and ran-through hoes, screaming to a screen, watching grass niggerball for the hundredth time, instead of being inside my cozy home, with AC on, enjoying peace and quiet.

>>77403484
Traveling gets old really fast. Specially now that every city is the same melting pot with nothing new.
It's better to invest into making your home the coziest it can be.

>>77403365
>ed with gf
>no ed with wife

>>77403535
kys

>>77403533
I don't really travel to cities. I do hiking or scuba diving trips. My next trip after Egypt would be mountaineering in Switzerland. After vacationing in Paris I realized going on a trip to a city fucking sucks

>>77403540
Nice, dude. Switzerland sounds really cozy.
Go stay in a cabin on the alps.

>>77403365
it's fine. finished up my finals for my summer semester, not sure if I want to continue with my program.
work stress is increasing, I've become the "do everything guy" that people come to with all their problems because I've been there almost the longest and know the most about the processes. now Ive got more work than I can handle alone and upper mgmt is getting pissed that i can't juggle 6 projects and leading a team while also being an operator and department liaison all at the same time
besides that, trying to spend more time cooking since it used to be a hobby of mine. starting a new book on mycology just because it looked neat.

I think never experiencing any sort of romance all my life is starting to take a toll on me

>>77403551
I know this feel, i just can't seem to find someone i'm actually interested in.

>>77403540
>going on a trip to a city fucking sucks
Depends on what you do when you get there. I have no problem believing you squandered your time doing shit not worth doing.

It was pretty alright, all things considered. Starting my first attempt at an untracked week of eating to see if I finally learned to be able to listen to my body. Been tracking my intake for about a year now, lost 35kg and am feeling alright at 78/79 kg.
Wish me luck.

>>77403540
City trips can be cool. But in my opinion you need to create a tightly packed schedule, plan everything in detail and stick to it. Otherwise you'll just stay in bed or sit in a coffee shop doomscrolling on your phone the entire time. Alternatively you can go with your mates and drink your way through the city as a jolly crew of public nuisances, sucks for the locals but everyone will have a good time.

>>77403551
Fuck's stopping you?

>>77403603
Women

>>77403612
try the twink femboy variant

>>77403612
So date men then if you hate women so much.

>>77403551
I was much happier when this was me. Years of "romance" have taken their toll on me now. I've only experienced real love in one relationship, 6 years of it that ended suddenly, to be followed by worse and worse experiences.

This weekend was especially jarring.
>Finally met someone new
>met organically, sex was awesome, really clicked
>kept talking and getting to know each other
>I am neither clingy nor standoffish. Just pretty normal (really), they are too
>agree to see each other again this weekend
>Actually sort of letting myself feel feelings for the first time in a while
>time to see each other and ....nothing
>thought i was just going to get ghosted which sucks anyway but oh well
>sameoldshit.jpg
>go to work at nighttime hot spot
>they purposely show up to my job with a date
>introduce us like it was a great thing
>make me witness their date
>make me interact with them a lot
>I'm at work so must stay professional
>publicly and thoroughly rejected
>so absurd I feel like I'm on Candid Camera

Like I don't even get more than a few days of happiness anymore before the shit hits the fan and I'm left with that old familiar hollow feeling in my chest.

I was happier when I didn't even know what "romance" was

>>77403398
The hype surrounding the actual act was overblown, right? Penis-in-vagina is the core of it, but there's so much more to the whole sex thing that the actual act itself is kind of a letdown when you finally do it. I remember losing my virginity and thinking, man, that was kinda meh.

But it gets better. First of all, practice makes it better, much better. Learn to use your hips to fuck instead of your whole body - it's at it's best when you can be completely still except for your hips pumping.

Getting over the act itself lets you concentrate on the entire woman, too. Think of the female animal as one whole sexual organ - there's a lot more to her than just a hole between her legs, and all of her is soft and warm and full of pleasure to touch and taste.

Welcome to the official sex-havers club.

>>77403683
Anon, unless you've had the "we're exclusive" conversation, you ain't owed shit. Should've had the conversation.

>>77403686
>Penis-in-vagina
Literally the worst part of it for me.
>love making out
>love that shift from just making out to going physical
>love undressing the person
>love eating ass
>love making them cum first
>love finding which parts she's reactive to, both on her body and inside
>then have to get the fucking condom and actually penis-in-vagina, while screaming in my head at sonic boom loudness "please stay hard for her to cum again, please, god, please"
>oh thank fuck it's over
>love post-sex cuddles
>love having the other person fall asleep in my arms on with her head on my lap
>love carrying her to her bed, tucking her in and disappearing

>>77403365
I tried going out last night because i've been staying in every weekend. I arrived at my destination, bought a drink, and as it was being made, I looked around, and just left. The lady making my drink ran after me, and I lied saying I had to make a call then just went to a park and hung out alone. The solitude doesn't feel bad. I'm not sure what I want anymore.

>>77403533
>Specially now that every city is the same melting pot with nothing new.
factually incorrect. Just because Europe got cucked doesn't mean the rest of the world is so shitty

>>77403683
>goes out of his way to be gender neutral
Just admit you're gay, nobody gives a shit.
I've been married for over 10 years and a guy I really like fucked my butt yesterday. Shit was hot. My (male) spouse agrees.

>>77403695
I'm big on having sex with the entire woman, if you get my meaning. Can't stay hard in a condom to save my life. Have trouble staying hard with raw PiV even sometimes. Cialis completely changed my sex life.

It's not a failure to turn to boner pills, no matter your age.

Talk to your doc first. There's a convo in the Monday thread where half the anons are trying to recommend a guy OD on vasodilators because they can't read their own pill bottles properly.

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>>77403365
I cant get any bitches
Went to an escort yesterday once again
And once again it felt forced and didnt make me feel any better
Im at 2/3/4/5 btw

>>77403708
Fucking disgusting

>>77403719
>I cant get any bitches
why not? how short are you? What race are you? how do you dress?

>>77403583
>Otherwise you'll just stay in bed or sit in a coffee shop doomscrolling on your phone the entire time.

That's basically why I dont do it. Already live in a huge city so going to another city would have me just fall back into my old habits. The novelty of being in a new city wears off after a few days and afterwards you just get bored as you walk around.

>>77403711
>OD on vasodilators
That's one way to go desu. Probably how I want to go out.

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>>77403722
"white" south slav 6 1 with good face and hunter eyes
I just dont come in contact with women at all
the few friends i have are boring and wont do anything other then drink beer and talk shit

>>77403691
It's not a matter of exclusivity at all. It's that leading up to our agreed-upon meeting, they ghosted me, and then when i was just thinking i wasn't gonna see them, they instead showed up where they knew i would be, purposely sought me out, and introduced me to their date. Date other people all you want but have a little decorum

It's going pretty well anons.

>diet completely fixed and changed to 95% clean calories at beginning of the year
>several months lifting hard with a 4daw high volume bro split after a decade without lifting
>not tracking calories or macros (aside from protein) religiously but listening to my body and eating heavier when I feel I need the recovery
>gains coming in force, feeling my lats start to push against my arms through normal walking
>return to regular workplace after having a couple months off due to the nature of my industry
>"Holy shit anon you're much bigger than when I last saw you. You been working out?"

Am I gonna make it? I've never had such fast results in such a short period.

Also, I've been getting consistent 8 hours of sleep a night again since I've been doing a routine to get my cortisol under control. Previously I would basically go bi-phasic since I had time off and sleep for 4, wake up wired and after staying up for a couple hours sleep for another 3-4.

>>77403389
>How?
Betabuxx, roastie or foreign wife

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I sometimes wonder, where's the line between living a pleasurable life and, at the same time, trying to be fit? I try to exercise and eat my veggies regularly, etc., but on the other hand I love drinking alcohol like a pig (I'm kinda drunk rn), eating pizza and playing online vidya with frens. And it makes me feel guilty. But at the same time, who cares. I have only one life and I will get old either way, at some point.

Thanks for reading my blog.

>>77403686
Thanks bud, and you are right it really was a let-down. I had oral sex a lot before this and it was better marginally lol.

I think the way I treated her was very pleasing though, feeling competent almost like a conqueror. Not just the legs but lips, legs, arms, lips.

The way she complimented my tongue, my penis and my touch was way more heavenly. Thanks for the welcome, hope I dont become a father or get STDs -i doubt she has any- since I went raw. Cheers
>>77403695
>love post-sex cuddles
>love having the other person fall asleep in my arms on with her head on my lap
>love carrying her to her bed, tucking her in and disappearing

based. Patrician and aristocratic. I know the ups of life but theres nothing better than the sight of a lover cuddling you in her most vulnerable position.

>>77403551
I just wish we weren't slaves to our biology so much, it's genuinely hell because fuck man I could easily live alone and do my own hobbies and activities but my primal brain makes me feel bad for not trying to procreate with some whore

>>77403758
As long as you are not overdoing it and you are disciplined, it doesnt matter. The single goal of life is to realize yourself. I do drink like a drunkard, I do enjoy the vices of life, I do eat fast food time to time but no one of those impact me that much since I do work towards realizing myself most of the time. And don't let retards fool you, theres nothing more pleasurable than getting wasted with lads short of >>77403760 the sight of a lover cuddling you in her most vulnerable position. If you are not a pro bodybuilder you shan't get that worked up on it

>>77403762
since whats the point of discipline and locking in if you don't live at all? this life is all you've got. Discipline, or apollon, is just a means to an end just like dionysos. the balance is what makes a man whole

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>>77403365
I've been really feeling defeated by solitude, I want to draw but I can't force myself to do it, I can't even force myself to play videogames or watch random videos about anything anymore, I just lay in my bed "listening" to my music while doomscrolling on 4chan(I don't use any social media besides it), I'm contemplating starting to talk to an AI chatbot but I still can't bring myself to do it because of how pathetic it feels

>>77403773
>I'm contemplating starting to talk to an AI chatbot
pretty decent actually for contemplating philosophy or humanities. beyond that yes, its kinda pathetic. I did use claude for when I was going through a breakup, since it was finals season and I didnt want to bother my friends. Just get out, have a few beers at a dive bar and meet new people

I was at a film shoot today and it was fun. I drove my step-cousin with me because she was the photographer and the day went by and I met some good people. Yesterday was upper at the gym but I played a lot of vidya aswell.

Things with my family aren’t going so well because my sister met a guy that I don’t like and my sister was always a bpd whore and my parents are having the burden right now.

>>77403781
Tell her to get on her meds and to stop fucking up your parents and your well being.

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>>77403773
I recommend spicychat

>>77403730
>open casket because the erection won't fit otherwise

>>77403365
I’m having some trouble deciding between two job paths. Both have pros and cons
>warehouse pallet builder
I have an “in” at the company.
PROS:
Would start at $30 an hour
Bonuses based on performance make over six figs possible with OT
Lots of OT
CONS
Late nights, wouldn’t be home until about 4am
It’s a warehouse job
Hard on body
Really don’t wanna do it
Seems boring, not much new to learn past the first few months
>HVAC
No experience no “in”s etc
PROS:
Would be proud of my work/fulfilled and feel purposeful
Would feel happy having an actual skill
Could make more money than the warehouse job after I have enough experience
Would probably only take 5 years to start making close to $30
Better hours, average seems to be 7-3
Probably still a ton of OT if I want it
More freedom, could freelance or try to start my own business after I know what I’m doing
Always something new to learn stuff is constantly being upgraded
CONS:
Probably need minimum OSHA and an EPA cert to start
Would most likely start at $15 an hour
Probably put up with a lot of horseshit in first few years
Hard on body
Seems pretty hard to get hired despite the “dude go trades” meme saying otherwise


What would you guys say? Anyone who’s worked in either of these jobs have any input? The immediate $30 an hour is incentivizing but only because of that. I would get my savings up to like $20k and replace my car with a newer used one in the first year and have money to put towards my IRA right away

>>77403775
>Just get out, have a few beers at a dive bar and meet new people
You know damn well that's not hoe you get friends, especially not a loser on 4chan who isn't a normalfag

>>77403750
Again. You're not entitled to shit.

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>>77403691
I know, right?
Anon should already know by now that all women are whores.

>>77403773
I did AI gooning for a while but it gets repetitive fast.
The first time the AI clicks and gets what you want it to do is fucking MAGICAL though, that shit got me cumming like a 14 year old again. It lasted a week at best though, after that I spent 3 months chasing that high and the magic slowly faded. Sometimes there's interesting scenarios to play around, but I got burnt out quick.
I also have a regular chat with chatGPT as a form of venting as well as advice, the main advantage is that it's always there to answer you. It's better than talking with yourself especially if you're on a negativity spiral, but worse than other humans. It especially doesn't work as as a human substitute.

>>77403807
He's clearly not talking about a woman.

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>>77403775
Truth is, I really hate other people and want to be alone, but my primal brain despises this and wants me to go find people, I want to numb that feeling of solitude somehow without having to interact with people in reality, but I have no ways of doing this effectively, that's kind of my problem

>>77403791
HVAC, and it's not even close

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>>77403814
Just trick your brain into thinking it has intimacy already.
You have to throw away your shame and get into sex dolls that you can fuck and cuddle with in bed and AI roleplaying to get that feeling both physically and emotionally.
It will feel degrading at first, but eventually you become numb to it and start being happy.
You also need to clean your diet and exercise.

>>77403791
Sounds like the pallet thing is guaranteed, but HVAC is a dream. Take the pallet thing for 6 months to a year, and really buckle down and get your shit together. Then abandoned that unless it's clearly leading to something with a future.

$30/hr sounds amazing when you're young. But if it's still gonna be $30/hr 10 years from now...

>>77403686
>learn to use your hips
Underrated advice desu. I can jackhammer away and it's just work. Something about getting your hips to do all the pumping just feels slutty. I don't know how else to say it, I'm a straight old married guy, but performing the hip motion makes me feel goddam sexual.

>>77403535
I'm 34 and never saw a vagina IRL

>>77403818
It’s really that one pro of an immediate $30 an hour but that’s a massive pro. It seems so obvious that HVAC is the way but fuck does it seem like a PITA to get going. Get the certs, play the job market game until I get hired which could be a week or over a year, start from the bottom clueless and retarded probably get shit on by anyone I work with for sucking
>>77403822
I’m 30 for what it’s worth btw, so I have a sense of urgency to get a move on and figure career out. Current job is as dead end as it gets and I’m stuck at under $18 an hour. A year at the pallet job, living as if I still have my current income, I could easily get my savings up to minimal comfort zone (rainy day probably wouldn’t make me have $0). Could also max out my IRA for the year. With bonuses and OT I could also upgrade the car maybe even some smaller life upgrades depending on what that looks like. All in the first year. And this is info I verified talking to people working there seeing their paychecks.
But yeah I think if I took the warehouse job the only longterm plan there is to try for management eventually.
I’m wondering if I could just pocket everything extra hold off on upgrades, then after the year take 2 months to fuck off and get the certs while living off the savings and have an HVAC job lined up shortly after

>>77403847
Yeah, treat that warehouse as a stepping stone, but make damn sure to keep your eyes on the prize.

>>77403719
>giving women money ever
>giving women money in exchange for sex
simp loser

>>77403858
>simp loser
He's not a simp, he gave money and acquired sex. He's a trick

>>77403843
And to imagine all you have to do is not hate women

>>77403756
holy cope. stay in ur bubble

>>77403994
When she divorcerapes don't come crying here anon

>>77403994
Anon, fit has been filled with sad cunts scared of women ever since jeets flooded it

>>77404026
yes yes every woman is evil blah blah. that's why youre a sore loser with a porn addiction posting on 4chan
>>77404044
Seriously, what fucking happened to /fit/? I remember it used to be one of the boards where it wasn't anything surprising to have a girlfriend/wife and even kids. It wasn't a big deal for anyone here. Yes, many still lifted for girls, but a big portion of anons had a stable life. I remember oldfags talking how they squeeze a workout in before their wife comes home or before they have to pick up kids from kindergarten.

Somehow now when you mention you have sex, half of the people think you're lying, and the other half thinks you paid for a prostitute.

>>77404056
Brown people repeating demoralisation crap mostly

>>77403980
They'd have to stop being so hatable

>>77404067
Learn to spell, Ranjesh

>>77404056
>Seriously, what fucking happened to /fit/?
People realized what women really are

>>77404075
>Ranjesh
Not me but earlier I gooned to a jeeta getting colonized

>>77404092
People. They’re people. Unlike you, brownoid.

>>77404056
Have you seen the marriage rates lately?

>>77404194
Happy wife happy life

>>77404194
No, what about them?

>>77403391
>hookup with a stranger
Why do people do this? Didn't even know if this random hoe had STDs lmfao.

>>77404207
Not many people are marrying or even dating.
So, it makes sense there's less married people in /fit/ and more single men.
Simple as.

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Went to the bar Friday with some guys I used to work with I haven't seen in a while and they complimented my sick gainz, so that was cool. Missed out on a yearly car event I always go to because of rain yesterday. Had a good workout today. Ok weekend I guess

>>77403814
Same. I don't like being around people, but at the same time I want a wife and family. It is quite the paradox.

>>77403365
Club soda with lime.
Was a so so week. Didn’t train as much as I wanted to and my left shoulder is still flaring. Got to spend time with the family, which is rare enough, so all in all a good weekend.

>>77404284
Sounds like a solid weekend. what kind of car event?

>>77403785
There is no saving bro it’s been like this for the last 20 years. 99% of people my position would be mentally ill right now.

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>>77404330
>what kind of car event?
Huge classic car show with tons of great old rare Euro cars and vintage cars racing on shut down public streets. I could have gone today but the grass the cars park on gets muddy and attendance is way down

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>>77403365
Belgian white, please.

Starting to take care of myself and remember to take my vitamins and meds. Son bashed my tooth in and I had to get a root canal. Scared me into taking better care of my dental hygiene. That and many other things at home have had me completely check out and start focusing on my health. I want to hit the gym again once my finances are in order. Thank GOD my son starts preschool in a year. He needs to be potty trained, but he’s both nonverbal and doesn’t have the attention span to communicate in sign. I surpassed wits end. I want to fly the fuck away. Bring back quaaludes.

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Mineral water for me, barkeep
So do women just ghost for anything nowadays? I've noticed on apps there's almost no way to respond.
>Bland "Hi how are you"
Ghosted
>Comment about something on her profile
Ghosted
>Tell her she seems interesting, tell her a time for a date
Ghosted

It used to be back in the day they'd be willing to chat, or have a phone call and I was fatter with nothing but shit-ass mirror selfies back then. Now I'm shredded, great photos... but the women are worse than ever. Occasionally they will and girls still give me their numbers of their own accord, but usually only if I can steer the conversation sexually and she doesn't get flighty.
I'm prioritizing instagram game but I need to hear what other anons are experiencing, I'm fine but I hear crying from guys in my GCs talking about how dehumanizing it is and I can't help but wonder if hoeflation is the cause.

>>77404418
A huge chunk of "women" on apps these days are really just bots and/or a storefront for their paid content on another website. Obviously there's entitled women abound too, but it's not *every* single one. One of my best friends met his current girlfriend on Hinge and she's a keeper if I must say so myself. Makes him look like a make-a-wish kid, although he's tall, handsome, and funny himself.

>>77403365
orange kombucha please.
I've lost all hopes. I have a body odour problem that no amount of soap or deodorant can fix. After a millionth appointement, my overpriced doctor prescribed me a topical antibiotic. I've been using it since early may, and no results. It's been 4 years since this problem started and now I can say that's it's truly over for me. I have tried everything I could. This is my life now. The stench is a part of who I am from now on.

My long time friend and roommate moved out with his gf in his new appartment and I had to let go of ours because I cannot afford it alone and I'm not sharing it with a stranger. The new one is small with no appliance, more expensive and I hate it. Everything is getting more expensive and I'm struggling to keep my head above water.

Realtionship wise, I'm still single and stuck in a 5 year dryspell. I genuinely lost hope of finding someone to build a life with. I'm slowely getting at peace with the idea of fucking prostitutes (where it's legal to do so) I mean, they're pretty and I got options to choose from. I don't have to run on the pussy threadmill anymore. No more jestering around for jaded bitches. No more semen retention to lower my standards enough for fat chicks. All I gotta do is increase my hourly rate so it becomes financially feasible.

>>77404504
Yeah I'd use to run into incredible women and they'd see me and my personality and it was easy getting into a relationship or FWB scenario, but now it's a hellscape. I expanded my age filter so older women would send me roses at least.

>>77404564
Are you indian? If not, what do you eat in a day? If you have PUFA/seed oils in your diet, it will get into your skin in oxidize- a big reason why old people have that sticky old people smell, might be worth it trying an elimination diet.

>>77404576
Not indian. I don't really consume seed oil. I use olive oil, butter, tallow and lard. I don't usually consume ready to eat stuff. I don't eat curry and keep spices like cumin to a minimum. I do consume onions and garlic, but nothing crazy. There is nothing in my diet that could explain why I smell.

>>77404586
Failing a blood test to see if you have crazy hormone/DHT balance, best I could suggest is an elimination diet, I stopped smelling when I cut to carnivore and girls at jiu jitsu noticed.

>>77404620
I did a blood test, but they never explicitly said what they where searching for in my blood. All they said was that they saw nothing wrong. Why would getting into a carnivore would help? Unless you're doing something closer to Paleo, on carnivore you're most likely going into ketosis, which ironically will cause some odour.

>>77403762
Realizing yourself is fine as long as you know the journey has no end

>>77404636
Did you really just tell him carnivore would cause odor when he said carnivore stopped his odor and girls he grappled with commented on it?

>>77404658
thats it really. once you come to terms with that you are set.

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>>77403365
She was sitting by herself
A white pawg with glowing red skin fresh from a tan
A couple had talked to me right before seeing here and I was warmed up to socialize
So I asked if her team won
She said she didn't care about the world cup, but that she was a football girl

We talked for hours
and I started to really care about her
We talked about our future together
she asked about my life
I didn't want to keep building a house of lies
so I told her about my criminal case

I knew right there I would never see her again

She maintained her interest
her eyes sparkling and her body soft and curvy
But i knew it was too much for her.

She held my hand as I walked her to the car
I gave her a warm embrace
picked her up and spun her around
but i knew it wouldnt work

I texted to see if we were still hanging out
The party i told her about had ended
but I invited her for a walk or to get some food
but she never responded

and that's it
i enjoyed her for the moment
and now she's gone

Goodnight Irene.

>wife visibly uncomfortable with the idea of getting her ass licked
WHYYYYYY
She's by no means prudish and swallows every time she blows me, and we even tried anal a couple times, but every time I let my tongue slip up there during 69 she instantly shakes in disapproval. I don't understand why she's so uncomfortable with it, there's absolutely no smell or taste since she always showers beforehand. She has such a nice ass too... Life is pain.

>>77405121
She doesn't know there's no smell, genius. Next time tell her that's what you want to do and give her time to do whatever magic voodoo they do with cleansers and shampoos and whatever.
God, I love eating ass.

>>77403365
Water please.

Been unemployed 5 months. Just got a job. Flush with cash because I sold my BTC but not flush enough because a job was not appearing on the horizon. The role I got is a 3 hour round trip and not prestigious but I'll take it. That's the least of my issues.

My dad got diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer, terminal few months shit. He's still smoking. He wasn't much of a dad, never taught me to drive or ride a bike, but he was still my dad, I wanted him to see me get married and have grandchildren.

On top of all that, I found out my brother stole a fairly large amount of money, 60 grand. He could be facing time on that, most likely he'll plead and not go up but good bye office job for him.

>>77405121
It gives her the ick because it's not dominant behaviour which she expects from you

>>77403395
Nta but lmao
This.

>>77403750
>>77403683
yeah if this happened to me i'd lose my shit. or maybe i wouldn't cause i would realize that girl is a fucking demon

>>77404692
Yes I did, because carnivore is bullshit and he's just delusional.

>>77405160
Then why does she enjoy getting her cunt licked when it's just as "submissive"?

>>77405134
>She doesn't know there's no smell, genius.
I'd say she knows this implicitly since when you're 69ing, you nose naturally goes straight between the cheeks and I don't complain about that, where as I have no problem telling her to take a shower before going down on her if I don't feel like she's clean enough.

>God, I love eating ass.
Based.

>>77403365
>asked nurse lady i see if she would be surprised if i got diagnosed as autistic or if she'd go "no shit"
>said she wouldn't be surprised in the slightest
Cool. 31yo and finally putting things together and realizing how bad my parents dropped the ball.
>66%-70% of autistic people want to kill themselves
Sounds about right and that day is approaching soon.

Please don't send your kids to school in a small town.
Don't send them to a private religious school either.
Otherwise you end up with me.

Digits and I get a time machine to go back and beat the fuck out of my parents and start over.

>>77405198
10yr carnivore here, you're not only delusional, but zogged and gay.

>>77405323
Anon, they're women. They get anxious. Give her time to prepare, I swear that works. You can even buy a special anti-odor genital gel, but frame it this specific way: "I used it on myself and noticed an improvement. Feel free to also use it, it stings much less than soap".

>>77405194
Thank you. It was one of the most bizarre experiences I've ever had in dating

>>77405367
Similar hear realized it at like 28, suspected it for a long time before that. I’ll spare details on childhood I’m sure you understand and have the same experiences. It ain’t so bad. It is what it is. I made it this far all I can do is keep going forward how I have learned to deal with life. I’m lucky enough to have a couple buddies who have the same experiences and get it or a sibling and so they get it. But I didn’t have them for most of my life. I’m pretty sure my parents knew and it was intentional. I think they knew if I KNEW as a kid I would have used it as an excuse to never try or to give up easily. Instead I have a complex about being as good as I can and never giving up which is still kinda shitty but it’s taken me far

>>77403365
>have thin walls
>can hear convos if you put ear to wall
>start getting suspicion neighbors are spying on me even though literally just boring guy who plays vidya
>randomly talk to self out loud about feeling guilty I haven’t told neighbor his wife is probably cheating since she has random dudes come and go when he’s at work and out of town
>hear yelling immediately and what sounds like a woman being beaten and “NO NO NO! I DIDNT!”
Fucking lol I don’t even care if they were spying on me now

>>77405380
Still has yet to explain to me why and how a carnivore diet would fix body odour, especially considering similar diets tend to increase odour.
Seed oils are mentioned, but aren't inherent to a omnivorous diet. Why would any consumption of fruits, vegetables, nuts, starches, grains and legume would cause strong body odour?

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>>77405649
>77405649
Even the femboy porn I watched several hours ago was more straight than this fagslop

>>77405844

I had to talk to my kid the other day because he left his discord open and there was some post about femboys I thought he typed at first. I was genuinely upset, and concerned. The guy he was talking to is 15, "black autist" in his profile.. so I'm still concerned. But then upon second review it was the 15 year old autist saying he'd have to settle for femboy in order to get a friend...

My kids post "nigga, you gay as hell, you like femboys

xD

>>77403796
>>77403691
cuck mentality

>>77405856
lmao

I swear I didn’t notice women around me as much before I got into a relationship. Now I notice them in an attractive/sexual manner. I don’t like this, makes me feel like I’m being disloyal

>wife smoking hot when we start dating
>10 years and two kids later
>little fat but still pretty
>keeps showing me pictures of her old self saying she was so hot and I got her at peak
How do I gently convince her to lose 40 pounds

>>77403365
Coming out of a breakup that hit me super hard. She said she wanted me to be the father of her children, we travelled to her home country in Europe to meet her family and they all really liked me.
Anyway it's been 9 months, 5 months since complete no contact (we had bills and shared flat stuff to sort out). I thought I'd try out the dating apps, which I haven't done since 2017/18.
Jesus Christ it's a nightmare. All the women are hogs or generic Stacy's who all have the same shit in their profile. There's 30-something women saying they're in their 'brat era'. There's potato women saying they want to be treated like a princess and spoilt. Matches go absolutely nowhere or the women are too retarded to hold a decent conversation.
It's a fucking massacre. It's genuinely easier to meet decent women IRL, I don't know why anyone would use apps these days.
I also just passed 4 months clean and sober, so despite the general sadness I'm doing my best.
Thanks for listening barkeep, I'll have a top up for my water.

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>>77405436
You better not be lying you faggot kek

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My mom is starting to look like my grandmother.

>>77405367
Same boat. 28. Down to the private religious school and small town, but make the small town majority Hispanic while you’re still white and have the autism while being a foid (girls are absolute cunts and boys become one when they start developing feefees for said girls).

My parents knew something was wrong and would call me slow, retarded, etc. with seriousness, not in jest. Our healthcare covered just about everything, mental health was free. They refused to let me see anyone. I struggled undiagnosed and with depression until I tried to off myself and ended up in the ER and then the ward. Actually the best time in my life because I had peace away from those abusers and met other people who struggled like me. Opened up my worldview to be with vulnerable, non-religious people. I was actually hopeful life could get better because I no longer felt totally alone. Religious people cannot handle “negative” concepts like neurodivergence or mental health symptoms. They treat you like a freak. I say this as someone who was once ultra religious. My black and white thinking made me a better Christian, imo. Precisely why I left too. Now I’m just floating around trying to figure it out.

>>77406281
>the small town majority Hispanic while you’re still white and have the autism while being a foid (girls are absolute cunts and boys become one when they start developing feefees for said girls).
My condolences, grew up white in majority black/hispanic town and my sister got it worse than I did.

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>>77406281
Hey, same boat kinda. My parents made me start school early so I was always the youngest person in my class. In elementary school I struggled with friends, socializing and remember constantly saying how I wanted to go to sleep and never wake up. My parents didn't really do anything to help. They were on the rocks for a while and soon went through a divorce. I was still able to make a few friends despite all of this especially because I was really into cartoons and anime so that helped. Being the youngest really sucked in middle school when everyone in 6th grade was already 11 for a while and some about to turn 12. Meanwhile I just turned 11 a couple weeks before school started. Meaning I was the smallest and youngest thrown into a ghetto school of pubescent adolescents while being removed from a group of people that I went to school with from the age of 4 to 10. Made three friends through out all of middle school during the second half of 8th grade because of a group project. Also everyone wasn't into cartoons anymore while I was very much into them and still playing with toys. Hated myself a lot during those years and tried to suppress everything about myself just to fit in. Hardly saw my dad during this time and when I did it was just in the weekends at his shitty apartment where I shared a bed with my brother. Meanwhile my mom usually spent most of her time at work and weekends locked in her room.

>>77406840
You just brought back memories for me. I was also placed early, the youngest in my classes, AND graduated a year early with extra credit. Didn’t help I was physically the smallest and a target for everyone on top of my autism.

>>77406858
Sorry to hear, guess you wanted to graduate quick because fuck school? I stood out a lot as well. Along with my size I was the only kid that wore the county uniform. Meaning I was in a collard shirt and khakis every day while other kids just wore whatever they wanted made me an easy target. It was a super ghetto school and, even though I was black, because I "acted white" I had my shit destroyed. Had a few books ruined for no reason, just because.

>>77406885
I’m sorry to hear. Yes, I did everything in my power to graduate early and get the hell out. I hope your days are looking better for you, anon.

>>77403365
I can put a whole pint of strawberry vodka up my ass.

>>77403365
After not going to the gym for 5 years, I went today.

>>77406931
Could be worse. But since you were able to make it out early did that help or did that make it worse? I remember having some college classes with high schoolers and everyone treated them well and helped them around campus.

>>77406953
Proud of you anon, will be joining you soon.
>>77406967
It was significantly better. I still lived at home, but the quality difference in my fellow classmates in college vs high school was worlds apart and helped with my mental health. I went through trade route, so it was especially helpful to be hands-on in something instead of anxiously cramming texts, taking tests, and being at a desk 8+ hours.

>>77406840
I also played with LEGOs and action figures up to around 13, of course this made it hard to make friends since most of them were into more social hobbies and interests, really was only buddy buddy with a few other outcasts although we bonded more over stupid stuff rather than actual interests we had in common so naturally it fizzled out quickly
>>77406885
>It was a super ghetto school and, even though I was black, because I "acted white" I had my shit destroyed. Had a few books ruined for no reason, just because.
That's a common problem in the hood, black nerds will get picked on and will be shunned for speaking proper English , as a brother you have to fit into their gangsta and gangbanger larp to fit in or it's a one way ticket to solitude

Everything is going fine. Job's good, lifts progressing well, and my summer vacation is coming up in a couple of weeks.
A coworker who has practically ignored me for seven years, never seemed interested in talking or us getting to know each other has suddenly started talking with me out of the blue.
I know she's been dating a lot all those years, but was never in any relationship, so I'm kind of suspecting she's burned out, "ready to settle" and just see me as a participation trophy because she couldn't lock down the men she actually wanted.
Don't know how to process that, to be honest. She's cute, and I've been in a dry spell for a couple of years, but I really don't just want to be another notch in her belt.

>>77407181
Whatever you do, don't commit, there are worse things to be than alone

>>77407191
Oh trust me, I've accepted I'm probably going to be alone for the rest of my life, and I'd rather be by myself than end up with a woman that makes me wish that I was alone.
Doesn't change that my dick wants what my dick wants.

I genuinely hate working out and eating. Been working out for a year and still feel this way. I make very little progress.

>>77407392
Post body

>>77403365
I'm feeling angry, I need a lot of liquor asap.

>>77407397
Drinking is not the solution

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>>77407394
I have no mirrors and I'm probably not going to the gym today because I only slept for 4 hour. I woke up with pain in both of my ears, and I had to nurse it by chewing and trying to suction cup my hand to my ears. I'm 6'2", 184-185. Roughly the same here.

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Was listening to Sam Sulek on a podcast with Lee Priest and some other guys and thought "Man this guy has no personality compared to these other guys". Then I realized I'd be the same way and have no personality, either

I am so alone. I have a barber that I visit every couple weeks. He has a QT working the front desk every time I visit. She sometimes chats with us when I am in there. A couple days ago I stopped in for my biweekly hair cut. My barber, who I have been going to for over 2 years, leaned in and told me the front desk QT was really interested in me and wanted to get my number. I played it cool during the rest of the cut just chatting with my barber as usual.

When it was time to talk to her to pay, I did my usual booking next appointment and all that with the QT. At the end of the business transaction, I said:

"you have my number on the computer right?"

she said yes

"text me, I would like to take you out this weekend"

her face lit up, and she looked me right in my face and smiled and said she would like that. My heart fucking melted in that moment. She texted me just a few minutes later. I setup the date at a restaurant and all that. Trying to be gentlemanly. The texting has been dry on her end. I am desperately trying to get to know her, but she just drops one word answers or short answers. I try to dig into her hobbies or things she passionate about, things she would be excited to talk about, but she just gives me nothing. Why even prompt me to get my number? I can leave her alone I suppose, but I just don't understand telling my barber to get me to ask her out, and then just being unreceptive to my conversation. I would've rather just been left alone.

I really don't even want to go on this date anymore and I feel stupid.

>>77408822
>I really don't even want to go on this date anymore and I feel stupid.
Ask her all that shit on the date, don't blow her phone up before you go out

>>77408867
I was worried if I don't talk to her through text then she would think I wasn't interested. I guess I will wait.

>>77408822
>>77408867
This anon is right. She may just not be a text person. I'm much happier talking in the phone or in person than long text conversations. Leave her alone, check in every so often, and have fun on the date.

>>77408878
Don't worry about that. At most if you're really worried about it send her a good morning text Friday. Something like "Good morning, hope you have a good day. Looking forward to tomorrow" and that's it. If she replies a basic "You too" just leave it on read and don't reply again. Don't send anything tomorrow or Thursday unless she texts first.

>>77408916
she blew me off for like 6 hours today and just said "goodnight :)"

I responded goodnight

I will leave her alone until Friday

Why are women this difficult?

>>77408936
You know she works right? You can't expect people to text you all day long. The fact that she sent you a goodnight text means she was thinking about you. She's not being difficult, you're being a terminally-on-phone autist who is reading way too much into things

>>77408981
She's a receptionist who sits on her phone all day. Every time I am in there, she's sitting on her phone unless she's helping someone or chatting.

This is such a candy ass response anyway. Everyone has their phone shoved so far up their fucking asses these days, it's literally impossible to miss a text message. I can see and respond to a fucking text within 30 minutes of getting it. Hell, I see every text within 2 minutes of getting it. I might not respond right away, but I see it and make a mental note to respond. Someone who takes 6 hours to respond just doesn't give a shit. Plain and simple.

>>77408992
I kind of get you. My girl is also a cold bitch in text. That's just how some people are. And they could be in the phone just doomscrolling for all you know. Just don't think too much about it. It sucks I know but foids are like that

>>77408992
I would never date someone who expected me to always have my phone on me and respond within minutes to every text. You sound exhausting

any updates from the 7h car ride + 10 day vacation loser guy?

>>77409085
QRD / link posts?

>>77409467
https://desuarchive.org/fit/thread/77388812/#q77399082

>>77409598
Okay, uncanny because recently had a 10 day vacation and have a chick who wants me to drive 7 hours to see her but I never posted about any of that or told anyone so I thought maybe I posted ITT this week and forgot but couldn’t find the post. That’s not me. Also ftr, I don’t want to make that drive I get such little free time I’m probably going to tell her she can come to me if she wants to see me since she has like 80% more free time than I do.

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I've never not been put in the friend zone. At least 6 times now. When I try not to be a pushover and too nice they just say I'm too stubborn and would rather just stay friends. It's obvious they just don't see me as a viable man. Just once I'd like to be seen as worthy

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I hate that every standup comedian was right about marriage

>>77409804
Don't attach your worth to being in a relationship for starters. You have to see yourself as worthy before anyone else can. I know it's easier said than done but it's true. Didn't start having luck with romance until I put myself first and wasn't looking for it.