Had the dream about doing cocaine again
I usually have dreams where i'm being chased through the woods or haunted house by people or monsters and they catch me and tear me to shreds. Lately i start arguing with someone and we both pull out guns and my gun jams
>that relapse dream where i kill a fifth, cant find my phone and my kitchen is covered in pissScary as hell when you first wake up. 938 days sober
>>77421200did you cover your kitchen in piss when you were a man in the bottle anon?sometimes I dream of finding drugs on the sidewalk and doing them because why not,
>>77421074>Had the dream about doing cocaine againThat's good assuming u want none of it, means your subcoscious is processing it. It was a nightmare that's why you remember. Part of healing. You're doing a-ok. It would be worrying if it didn't happen.
>>77421074Weird I just woke up from a dream about finding a coke stash and making it into crack to flip it.
>>77421074God, I miss drugs. When life was easy, parties at my place, neon everywhere.
>>77421074Been doing coke & amphetamines for 7 or 8 years, but only on weekends. One of my plugs quit like 2+ months ago and I haven't done any since. I just wanted to see if I'd have any cravings or how much I'd miss it. Sometimes, when going out, I think a bump would be nice, but never enough to go through my contacts and try to buy some. Some nights are boring and I leave early, or sometimes I miss out on opportunities to hook up because that little bit of motivation and courage is missing. I'd still do it if someone offered but I feel pretty good without it. Obviously, quitting helped a lot with my sleep, appetite, and recovery. I also have to mention: I experienced weird tingling and nerve pain in my hands and it went away when I quit. Not sure if related.
i thankfully only ever had it twice. once was immediately after quitting, the other was a few years later when it showed up in a weird stress dream and i was offered it by an old friend i hadn't seen in years. of all the drugs i abused, i miss stimulants the least. shit gets so gross once you're fiending daily.
If you’re sleeping long enough to enter a dream state then you’re not doing enough cocaine. Try upping your dose right before your normal bedtime.
>>77421309OP here, I just piss an unusual amount, probably my gigantic prostate to match my gigantic cock. Big prostate=big cums
I wouldn't know anything about something like that but I have had dreams where I was smoking a cigaretteI've only smoked once in my life just to try it outI hope that was interesting
I have dreams about smoking and doing ketamine very often despite having done neither
>>77421074Live your dreams, brother.
Man I can't wait for my yearly 2 week bender.Important thing with cocaine is to not always link it with drinking. Of you always combine the two (and they are amazing) you crave a bump every time you drink (which is more often hopefully).Fix by only drinking or only doing cocaine until the connection is severed. Sounds like a shitpost but works
>>77422448how do you have a 2 week coke bender and still come out of that with intact finances and no paranoia?
100% meme for men. Does nothing but make you talk a lot and all night. Feed a little to women though and you end up with the dirtiest upbeat fuck slut eating out the palm of your hand, they love it and will do anything for more.
>>77421161last 3 nights i had dreams that i had a girlfriend
>>77421074I don't remember my dreams.
>>77421074I used to get insane cravings for meth, sugar, caffeine, etc. I did LSD like 2-3 times a month for almost a year and the cravings disappeared. Seems to be permanent so far.
>>77422448Elaborate on the yearly bender, sounds hilarious
>>77421074Be so forreal, you faggots cannot get cocaine.
>>77423013Takes less than 3 hours of setup to get on Tor, set up PGP, open a crypto wallet and get on the onions
>>77423023Doesn’t real, FBI honeypot for retards
>>77421074Used to abuse coke and alcohol on weekend benders almost every weekend for a year.Don't dream about it anymore after 18 months drug free. Do crave it if I drink too much. Next vice to give up is the alcohol, since having one or two drinks is pointless to me.
>>77423013You can get straight off the brick coke for $35-50/gram nowadays pretty easily. Still probably cut with small amounts of levamisole by the spics before being bricked up though. Coke is pretty shit though desu. The euphoria you get from it is very mid compared to something like mda or 4mmc and the comedown and next day flu feeling is worse than either of those other drugs. They don't make your dick shrivel up like coke does either despite being strong stims. Still kinda fun to pull out a bag of it when you're drinking with your friends though.
>>77422475I buy everything in advance to avoid spending more and only do it with friends, so good feeling only. Ironically, following the last year bender my sleep improved dramatically until now. Also, I usually go home after a certain point. I thing the paranoia comes with lack of sleep.>>77423000Well Fren, when the local Bierfest starts (one of the biggest) I get myself a few bags, get myself a table every other day and then it's all out. Drinking liters of Beer, doing copious amounts, all with friends and my siblings, throwing the stuff generously around like pizza powder. There's usually a point where it gets tough, then I relax for two days, before I go on.Usually the tables are relarively early and the beer makes you tired and hungry so I dont stay forever and eat enough. And when it's over, I just stop (or we do a a last party where we kill the rest).
