>successfully start increasing testosterone>urge to lift weights and train completely disappears>urge to join secret societies and become invested in deep tech increases>stop taking care of testosterone, levels drop>urge to lift weights and get jacked increases again, other urges disappearis the gym just cope, be honestbecause as soon as i start taking care of myself and caring about life my urge to maximize my physical appearance drops to nothing and i start desiring grandiose political dreamsseems a bit strange, huh
>>77508452some times I take a step back from all the lifting and take a lil sip and make myself a little joint. now im fucked up. i have already drank a soda can of vodka. now i can lift.
>>77508459lets go man
>>775084522 potential interpretations - 1 is that testosterone clouds judgement and makes you ignore your health and fitness in favour of the decadent but unholy pleasures you could gain from gaining societal power. the other is that a lack of testosterone clouds your judgement and makes you obsess over superficial things like your appearance when you should be more concerned with chasing lifes decadent pleasures. personally i think you should prioritise your health and fitness to achieve true fulfillment and happiness, but my judgement might be clouded by a lack of testosterone.
>>77508468this is a wise observation, in neither case do i prioritize my physical wellbeingwith increased t i prioritize power, with reduced t i prioritize the appreciation of othersi will reconsider my intuitions
>>77508452I 100% guarantee that what you mean by "successfully start increasing testosterone" is that you started taking some of those meme supplements that have been shilled everywhere and you haven't actually gotten a legitimate blood test or any other metric to measure your actual testosterone.
>>77508516cry more faggot
>>77508543Ah OK so I'm right then.
>>77508543anon owned youunless youre taking real testosterone you are posting bullshitlike half of those tech entrepenuer types are on trt anyway and running supraphysiological levelsretarded ass thread
>>77508452So, blasting gear thats known to have psychological effects? Im shocked it made you a schizo. Shocked.
>>77508516no, it was from abstaining from pmo, eating healthier, taking vitamin d3 + k2 supps, getting more sunlight, getting better sleep, maintaining a consistent training schedule, and doing high intensity cardio 2x a weekyou are correct i didn't take blood tests but it's undeniable the decisions i was making were certain to have increased my tthen i stopped doing it and started chudmaxxing and started feeling different, in the way i described in the OP>>77508543 is not me, that's somebody else>live objectively healthy lifestyle but take no blood tests>become schizo>chudmaxx>become gymcelweird shit
>>77510899>I stopped being healthy and I felt like garbage.>This is undeniable proof I raised my testosterone.No it isn't.
>>77510899>I ate chicken and sweet potatoes and felt good>Then I ate twinkies and dorieos and felt bad>this means chicken and sweet potatoes undeniably raise testosterone
