Winter is coming and tips to fend off the darkness and not kill myself? I'm hitting the gym, started with my vitamin D and eating well but just went through a breakup and a very good friend is leaving so I'll be quite alone. Deep inside me I think it's possible for me to commit suicide. Let's discuss this as friends.
>>77575582god I fucking hate fall and winter and the holidays. I refuse to believe I have that gay season affective disorder but summer with 95F sun shining down on me I feel like a god and then winter comes with clouds and cold and I want to fucking kill myself and I hate everything and everyone more than usual. Vitamin D doesnt do shit. Maybe getting an indoor hobby would help but im so lazy and apathetic I can watch paint dry and be content.
>>77575582King Arthur couldn’t pull me out of that
>>77575593>>77575582>solves deathseriously read some fucking self help booksand stop being a depressed faggotwinter comes every year and will come every year for the rest of your life so fucking plan ahead and deal with it
>>77575582I like women and I like womens' butts, but she looks retarded curving her back this hard. Makes it look like she's got a spine condition.
>>77575582>but just went through a breakup and a very good friend is leaving so I'll be quite alone. Deep inside me I think it's possible for me to commit suicide>Had friends>Had a relationship>Meanwhile me a 33 y/o virgin with zero people who have stuck around as friendsI go to the gym to destress and forget
>>77575582You will be good anon. You are enough.
>>77575593>god I fucking hate fall and winter and the holidays. I refuse to believe I have that gay season affective disorder but summer with 95F sun shining down on me I feel like a god and then winter comes with clouds and cold andare you me>>77575809that is not helpful and you are deluding yourself into thinking that stupid book of bullshit solves anyone's problems. The only answer to Anon's issue is for him to move to California or Vegas. That's it.
>>77575582Take DNPEat as mych as you want without gaining fat, and also no need to wear a jacket
Same man, I hate it so much. I usually last until February and then lose my mind.
I don't leave my room very often so the changing of the seasons doesn't do anything but make my room a little colder or a little warmer.
>>77575582>Deep inside me I think it's possible for me to commit suicidethis is what I think about myself as well. Don't wanna do it and I don't think it would do anything good at all. I don't wanna not exist and I want to experience life until I die of natural causes at the age of 150, but I do still feel this looming shadow of suicide for some reason. I get sad or depressed at times and it comes to mind, but weirdly it's kind of calming. I guess it's because knowing you can end it all makes you feel more in control.I wanna tried SARMs and tirze and get more jacked and ripped though
>>77576146Same feeling over here for the most part.Life kinda sucks but I wanna be shredded and look good.Might as well get jacked while I'm here
>>77575582>winter isn't his favourite time >muh vitamin DJust how brown are you?
>>77575606Lordosis?
>>77575582You can start by not saving lust bait pictures bro.I'm dead serious.
>>77576425It's a callback to one of the funniest "grandpa doesn't know everyone can see your Facebook posts" complete with av of a grandkid.
>>77576450Nigger, I know what the fuck wood berry is.
The coming cold and dark has me bummed out more than usual. I think it's where it rained literally half the fucking summer here so it feels like we didn't even have one. Plus they're predicting ice storms from hell all winter.
>>77576403How would an exemplary Aryan deal with a harsh winter on an emotional level?
>>77575582If it's possible, it's inevitable.If you know deep inside that you can do it then you should do it right now. No point waiting.
>>77576096I know you're right yet I don't feel it. I know the "stop being a little bitch" thing is mostly a mentality thing yet I've never been able to fully make a switch. How do people do it?
Unironically do nofap. Go monk mode and get shredded. Read philosophy and military history. Sounds cringe but it’s what you need especially after a break-up and it’s more productive than being a wallowing self pity fag or a degenerate which is what most people do. Once you have your confidence back find a rebound at a cocktail bar or something. Women don’t want to be single in the winter either you know.
>>77576482Alpine skiing
>>77575582Don't kill yourself man. My cousin killed himself and it feels like my heart is being torn in half whenever I think of him. It devastated our family.You're always someone's nigga, even when you might not think so
>>77576489it's because you haven't been destroyed by something enough yet. i have- and while it sucks- it's been absolute rocket fuel that's taken me to a level of psychosis in terms of achieving my goals. And I GUESS (?) I'm proud enough to say that I'm getting there (the evidence is me having to stop myself periodically and think, "holy shit... you've ACTUALLY done [this, that, etc.]."
>>77576881The way to be strong is to be emotionally mauled by life experiences? So you don't become strong you just grow a callus big enough that sits where your heart used to be and it blocks all the pain?
>>77575582Vitamin D but ALSO with calcium and vitamin K2 - this helps with bioavailability Get some ***full spectrum*** light bulbs
>>77575582Bulking Season is coming. Brace yourselves.
>>77576140apparently once spring returns attempts climb because people suddenly have energy to act on the negative thought loops from winter depression. I personally refuse to allow a fruity glowing ball have that much power over my mood, purpose or life ethos
>>77575593>I refuse to believe I have that gay season affective disorderYou do anon. Everyone does, because proper circadian rhythms and sun exposure and fresh air are supposed to be our default. When we don't have it, we don't feel right.>summer with 95F sun shining down on me I feel like a god and then winter comes with clouds and cold and I want to fucking kill myself and I hate everything and everyone more than usual.Yeah dude I hear you BUT that being said, there is still a lot to do outside in the winter. Go skiing or snowboarding or something and you'll get a TON of sun and look like you've been sitting by the pool in summer (at least on your face). I would rather be at the pool or beach, don't get me wrong, but you gotta roll with the punches sometimes and make your own fun.
>>77575593Start accepting and romanticizing the season you're in, winter is peak cigar by a bonfire period, russian literature, jazz and scotch nights, cold walks met with warm herbal tea and comfy hours.
>>77577096I mean... yea, I guess lol; or at least that's one way. I obviously don't doubt more proactive things strengthen you in life but just judging by Anon's tone, merely hearing, "stop being a little bitch" will not have anywhere near the motivational effect as my theory.
>>77575582>>77575593Does anyone else have the opposite effect where summer = suicide tier and winter = happiness? I’m from the south and I live in the northeast now, but the summer reminds me of childhood and I think about high school, the people who died along the way, and despite the dreams we all had most people didn’t make it big. The kids aren’t alright.
>>77575593Same here.I'm just going to move to Arizona or something. People will ask questions or be disappointed or say "anon I thought you were going to move closer to me" or whatever, but I'm sick of it. I need more sunlight.I can't imagine being depressed if every day is sunny and beautiful.
>>77576494>military historyI have noticed autists love reading this, what is this about? Am I missing out?
>>77578251Being a man
>>77576880Stop coping for your insecure weakness. Whites thrive any and everywhere.
>>77578251The history of the world and how to delegate, be political, recognize blifds and threats vs true dangers, the risks of being unprepared, hesitating, rushing or full of hubris, and when to be spontaneous and think outside the box.
>>77577684what a fucking queer someone would write this LOL
>>77575582Why do women stand like that. You can clearly see her spine bending outwards
>>77578895>cigar>jazz>scotcha redditor was here
Bump
>>77578897It's a mating display, that position exposes her vulva for rear penetration.But in 2026 society is utterly devoid of honesty so we have to pretend she's not doing it and anyone noticing the obvious is a creep/incel/perv or whatever.
>>77578251It’s the history of people who actually did something. You can learn a lot from the people who were successful in that. And from the ones who weren’t.
>>77575582do you have money? If you have money you can travel.
>>77575582bury yourself deeply in pussy and bust repeatedly
>>77575582good god why must women fuck as many people as possible instead of fucking one person for life
>>77579756they think acting like men is their highest good
>>77575593>>77575606>>77575809I just had the most painful break-up of my life. I’m about to graduate university and move away. My girlfriend wanted to come with me. She loved me. I loved her. More than I’ve ever loved a woman.But she wants kids and a family someday. I don’t. And I couldn’t rip her out of her current life and promise her the family that I know I won’t give her.So we broke up. And I’ll be moving away from her soon. And we’re still friends, but I know someday she’ll have a husband and won’t want her talking to her ex from college. She’ll have to cut me off, and I understand why.But I don’t want to lose her. She’s my best friend. I loved her so much I even considered changing my mind on kids. Not for the kids, but just to keep her.But that wouldn’t be right.And so now I’m eating the worst heartbreak of my life. It’s tearing me apart. She genuinely feels like the one I’ll think about until the day I die.Life is too hard on the heart.
>>77576880We can stay in the sunlight all day in Europe, where it's not tropical or too hot. Shut up about things you know nothing about.
>>77579808>never going to give her kidsits ok anon, life as a gay man suits you better anyway
I love the winter. Snow sucks but the cold is great. Drink 2 gallons of milk a week for your vit D.
>>77579808Why the fuck do you want to be kidless?
>>77576484God, that’s hot af
>>77579808A man without a family isn't a real man. If you don't get back with her you will regret it for the rest of your life
>>77577684Only good advice in this thread, and some sad faggot tries to put you down. Maybe you shits deserve to be depressed.
>>77577684real nigga shit, cold is comfy
>>77579808Paulie walnuts embodiment ova here
I like the cold weather way more than the hot. I work an outside job though so summer is suicide inducing.However, I will say for some reason when it starts getting colder out and darker early, my general anxiety levels start elevating.It’s always been like that. Despite me liking the colder time of year so much better, I just inherently feel uneasy.Thinking about starting ashwaganda to help with it
>>77575582killing yourself won't end your sufferingyou are not that which dies
>>77577912Ya but I live in commiefornia and the summers are hot as fuark. Fall and winter feel like normal comfy weather by comparison besides the occasional rain/wind storms.
>>77576022Same anon, same.
>>77580475Not everyone can delude themselves on command
>>77575582Try moving to your native soil where you can thrive, brownface.
>>77578251its a meme for psuedo-intellectuals and low IQ race realists. you arent missing out on anything
>>77582332Your embarassing high estrogen levels are palpable.
>>77582358Your gay ass reading military history won't make you a heckin based conquerer or a Roman emperor go concern yourself with more practical matters limp wrist faggot
>>77582332>he doesn't find enjoyment from watching tiny squares fight each other>he doesn't shout "Kino!" out loud when a successful flank manoeuvre or battlefield trick is pulled off>he doesnt take lessons learnt from the past and apply them to his daily lifengmi and probably not even a man
>>77582358>t. guy who never enlisted in the military
