too much porn, post quality
>>31106825>>31106820Nice
Yes, this world can be seen as pointless—and in many ways, it is: you are born, you die; if you are lucky, you fall in love, but even that brings its own torment—the day one partner dies and you are left standing alone, with nothing but memories that constantly haunt you. On top of that, there is a jungle of hatred and various forms of suffering. A place where many dream of paradise or a new life, yet—considering how the world is evolving and becoming increasingly brutal...Then you have to wonder if a new life would even be worth it—or if the next one will be even worse—and what the point is of getting to know anyone, when just about anyone might stab you in the back, or when your best friend happens to be in the wrong place and suddenly gets murdered and yet left you alone in the queue to die sooner or later.
>>31106893Yeah I'm glad I'm old and won't be around to see what happens, it's not going to be good
>>31107062Then there’s all that endless, pointless drama—people screaming at each other and hurling all kinds of abuse. On top of that, you have the drama fueled by myths and lies that eventually descends into chaos; suddenly, you’re dragged into someone else’s mess without even knowing what it’s about.And just visiting 4chan is enough to trigger a death wish—seeing in black and white exactly how vile people can be, plus all that sick porn featuring murder, rape, and every imaginable form of torture... it’s all about shit, piss, vomit, and some gore and shootings thrown in for good measure.But it’s a good site for numbing your emotions; you get so desensitized by all the crap here that you eventually end up feeling completely hollow inside. When you see people at a bar or out in town, you look at them with loathing, knowing that some of them are likely pedophiles, rapists, wife-beaters, or just general criminals who wouldn't hesitate to shoot you if you didn't give them a cigarette when they asked.
>>31107164I really like this video.
>>31107426>If my life doesn't get better by next year i am ending myself. Things, especially people's lives rarely change for better on it's own. Things without maintenance deteriorate.Effort is the key word and even than it would not be perfect or may fail again.That's life.
I wasted my summer jacking off and self isolating, failed another year in college. Most of my life I've been depressed and I have had a fair share of we are back moments, where I lock in and self improve and shit. Problem is when that part of you just fucking dies because you know you're a weak fag that'll just revert to the same old loops and be at the bottom again.Tommorow is my birthday, honestly it's the worst part of the year for me, I can't remember the last time I felt happy on my birthday, the saddest thing is every birthday I manage to get on a self-help routine again, but I doubt it will happen again, I'm dreading tommorow.I am so behind in everything compared to my friends and family. I can't get myself to work or to study nor do I have any ambition in mind. I'm a fucking leech and all I think about is would anyone even care if I pulled the trigger. Girls didn't fix this, nor did meaningless hook-ups. The only girls I did care about picked the other guy, and honestly that was probably the best decision they ever made.I don't deserve love. I wish I had the balls to go through with it.
>>31107257this. he is not exaggerating. I am truly fucked.
>>31107426I am pretty fast at reading but this is too fast. you crammed too much into one video.
>>31106788>too much pornthis is the adult gif board. go to >>>/wsg/
>>31107996talk is just that. talk. you just talked into a zoo of retarded animals. what did it do? nothing. waste of time. wait until they come begging for you to stop the pain. then you can talk.
>>31107259why didn't the racist give it to a brown couple
>>31108712I was in love and there were some interested girls. but I grew up in a low trust environment. had to get out of there. didn't want to bring in anyone into the shithole I was. now married but no children. too old. life sucks and then you die.
>>31108391Your words are confusing, It may appear to some that they hold deeper meaning, they don't as i can see. They seem disconnected because they lack real meaning, point. Maybe you want to be less mysterious.We learn by talk, teachers talk, preachers talk, judges talk..humans developed language so we can communicate more efficiently, instead of making noises and gestures.Talk is real sometimes too, talk is for those who want to listen. You know
>>31108895>Your words are confusingso are yours
I do my best to avoid Andrew Tate's redpill/blackpill bullshit, and I'm not a feminist simp.I'm polite and I have many interests.I only had a girlfriend for a couple of months, then she dumped me (a long story, and mistakes were made on both sides).Before then, no girl showed any real interest in me. And today, the situation is the same.Dating apps are bullshit.I tried to be cheeky, polite, and interested. Everyone who replied ghosted me.It's the nights I lie awake thinking, "What am I doing? Will I ever be as happy as everyone else?" and in the meantime, I "write" stories with AI.Luckily, my family supports me.Friends? I hang out with a group of five former classmates. Based guys. The ones from college? They're gone, except for one.Apologize me for venting; I know there are people worse off.
>>31109006it's alright. this is the place for venting. don't apologize. godspeed anon.
>>31107259It seems like the first part of a horror movie
>>31108920>>31108391You come across as purposefully dumbed down but i'll be nice to you since it's feels thread.>talk is just that. talk>waste of time in this instanceTalk can be real too, we sit down to talk thinks though, we talk to make plans for future. Talk is for those who want to listen, perhaps if they seek guidance or help. Talk is only talk if it meets no action afterwards. "Anon was all talk no action".Real talk.
>>31109026Thank your Sir
>>31108483because he didnt want it stolen
>>31109028Now that you said that i can totally see it. queue the ominous music at the end as the photos get more and more disturbing.
>>31109048Looks like Hostel
>>31109032okay. I need to dumb it down some more. maybe you will understand. go in the corner and talk to the wall, heck, talk to yourself. let's see if something comes out of it.
