I used to be feminist, until one day I had sex with a guy I had a crush on. He started getting dominant and saying some kind of degrading/misogynistic stuff.
To be honest, it was kinda kinky and turned me on... even though I knew I shouldn't be allowing it.
I felt tingles every time he called me a good girl
I don't know what it was, but every time I was with him I felt things I hadn't ever felt before. I allowed things I would have never allowed...
I started to realize the truth...
He had started changing me...
He started talking about what role women have and what really makes them happy. He started showing me images like these and made me save them.
He started teaching me what really makes women happy, and to be honest I couldn't argue with it. It felt so good doing what he told me to do.
It felt so good just letting him be in control, and letting him make the decisions.
He taught me that I don't need feminism at all. He showed me what I really needed.
He constantly encouraged me to be a good girl for him.
He showed me his porn collection and we talked openly about how men and women should behave during sex. He encouraged me to always watch more.
He taught me what actually makes men happy.
All of this porn is stuff he made me save and look at when he wanted to put me in my place. It made me so horny.
He taught me the truth
...and to be honest, I really had never been happier.
I began to just accept everything he told me. He is much smarter than me.
It felt so amazing to just give in and be feminine for him. It was just so natural.
He kept pushing my limits, and he kept telling me that I'm a fucktoy.
At this point I just kinda accepted that I was becoming a bimbo.
He still made me look at this porn everyday, and openly told me that he was brainwashing me.
But it all felt so good, and I was certain that he knew what was best for me.
He made sure I understood how to behave like a woman should.
He began to make me do even kinkier things... always pushing my limits.
He explained to me the reason why a woman should do whatever her man tells her.
I need him in my life, so I do what he demands. That is a womans duty.
Even if it means giving up your dignity
Even if it means talking like a dirty slut on here just because he told me to
Even if it means giving up your mind
In all honesty, I don't like all the filthy things he makes me do.
But I know my place now, and I like to make him happy.
There is a reason why people used to do things the way they did. I accept the natural order of the world.
I'd rather be a good slut who is happy
Behind closed doors, he degrades me in ways you couldn't imagine.
He treats me like the dumb slut puppy I am
He calls me things that I never would've imagined I'd get called... and it makes me so wet.
I've come a long way...
I'm glad he taught me how to be a good woman.
He has even started talking about taking it to the next level and making my body fulfil it's one true purpose in life...
It's really the only thing that I can do better than a man...
I can't wait until my belly swells up and I can give him a beautiful baby
I love you so much, Kyle. I submit myself fully to you.
