Everytime i say i want to be kidnapped raped abused and drugged y’all losers think this isn’t actually me. This IS me. And to be very clear, i do actually want all of that. I want to be hunted, found, taken, kept, used, drugged, fucked, hanged. It’s a desire born of self hate. How do I prove it to you guys?
>>2639040You look like a chud lol
>>2639043‘Tis me, gigachud
>>2639039Post a contact.
>>2639047That’s the fun part! No.Gotta find me but i have been known to go by piperthepup in some places
Decent piece of fuckmeat, you look like my ex who used to love getting beat and assraped until she bled. Need to see both holes spread
You got a telegram?
Fellas, whatever you do, remember! DONT STICK YOUR D IN CRAZY
Ghost Social : Lredoy1Add me.
>>2639063Bruh why does ghost social want my LINKEDIN
>>2639066I mean snap you dumb slut
>>2639076An accurate analysis, my bad
Ok you just pissed me off you dumb whore, add me back and I promise you'll be in real danger
>>2639079Ohhh I’m so scared of the guy who respects safewordsWhy can’t any guy just take out his masculine aggression on me and accidentally go too far for fucks sake.Im convinced true sexual sadists don’t exist
>>2639080Fuck you whore.Yeah I changed my mind, you don't deserve a safeword; here I was thinking I was talking to a human, but you're actually just a piece of meat that was put on the earth to please real men like me.
>>2639081That’s the spirit! Now find me, I’ll be waiting
>>2639082Just add me back on snap, trash
>>2639083What, so I can get your dick hard for 30 minutes then never hear from you again? No i think this is more fun
>>2639085So I find you, who's to say you won't just chicken out?
>>2639086What i ask for isn’t something i can rightfully consent to in any consistent way. What i find hot right now may make me scared in the moment. The pain im asking to have inflicted on me is the type of experience that i will likely want to run from, ill probably try everything in my power to make it stop. Its the ultimate unrealistic fantasy, and thats why i would need to open myself up to find the properly fucked up and properly capable individual with the right streak of sadism. And that’s why i dont want to be involved in the details of when it happens, and exactly how it happens. I need to be unsure if i’m gonna come out the other side of this trial a corpse, or if im gonna be dumped in a park or in front of my house drugged out of my mind and too beaten to stand. These decisions aren’t up to me. And id prefer it that way. There’s probably a way to verify that i am who i say i am so that way there’s not a mix up, but the being stalked is pretty damn hot
>>2639087Hey garbage, I know who you are already.
>>2639088Interesting
>>2639088Do i know you?
>>2639089>>2639090Don't you think Chloe would be really upset if something bad happened to you?
>>2639091Yeah..Im sorry
>>2639093Shut up whore.I found you, now you can add me on snap or screenshots of this thread are going in Chloe's DMs
>>2639094On snap?
Real hot girls FAFO
Did I just read a troon getting doxxed and blackmailed in real time?
>>2639160I’m glad you’re enjoying the show i guess…
>>2639161Hope you learned a lesson anyways. Getting doxxed isn’t just a danger to yourself but your family as well, careful out there
>>2639196I guess i’ll update later
>>2639196(Spoiler alert: i didn’t learn my lesson)This blackmail has my heart rate up, and im actually feeling something. It’ll end in heartbreak, but it’s a heartbreak i chose.
>>2639238>>2639039TL;DR: there's more to it than meets the eye. You'll adapt...providing this is the real you and not some circle-self-jerking LARP, let me tell you a story:Yes, there are some real sadists out there. Yes there are some real masochists out there too - my wife and I are prime examples. I've done it all, except for offing someone for real - albeit there where close encounters, had to use an AED on them. I've done the whole range, from SSC, CNC, RACK, TPE and beyond. I've stuck full bullprods (not the small-potato cattleprods) into the uterus and electrocuted the womb and ovaries, fist-punched her face black and blue while fucking her, which was her only way of archiving orgasms. insex is rather mid compared what I had done, after they said "yes!", once I told them, it may end up very badly for them, in ways they don't/can't imagine. They all survived at the end.I'm now a really oldfuck, I've been around the world and lived in several different cultures.I know you won't believe me, when I say, you'll grow out of it and find your own niche in life to fit in and live.Extreme kink is a powerful drug, made by your own body, mixing endorphins and adrenaline together. But it's still a drug and with any drug you'll want more of it, which will result in mutilation and most likely death for you, as most of the tops do not know how to get you to the edge of the void without losing you permanently to the void - most of them are scared of the void itself.You've to ask yourself: do you want to live or do you want to DIE, RIGHT NOW? If you want to DIE, RIGHT NOW, what stops you from jumping off the next skyscraper? Nothing and nobody is holding you back to actually jump on your own.If there is something that's holding you back, think about why that is ......add to that, at the end, it's the same thing over and over and gets boring and doesn't get you really anywhere significant. Yes, life is hard - there's no easy mode to it.
>>2639245Thanks for the insight, extreme kink is definitely one of my favorite drugs, aside from nicotine and alcohol. I’ve done alot, and most of the time I do tend to fall in the RACK camp. It’s only when I’m feeling suicidal that my brain doesnt want regular suicide, it wants a sexualized form of suicide. I also idealize putting myself through such awful experiences as a way to be able to point at something clear and tangible and say, “see, that’s why i’m fucked up.” I’ve got cptsd, and as a result of the really abnormal childhood, i also got bpd. I’ve gone to therapy for both these things. Its gotten better, but this is my first relapse into sexual suicidality in over a year. Things have gotten tough, my grandma is dying and i hate my body more than usual now. I’ve never had death touch someone close to me and i guess it’s made me more vulnerable to falling down this path again. It sucks, i wish i never knew that these hardcore things existed, but now that ive had a taste, my brain wants it to go all the way when things get tough.Anyways, rant over. It’s always nice to talk to the elders in the kink community
Also weird how 4chan won’t let me delete this post
Post a snap
>>2639379Nah, im good
>>2639348No reason to thank me. I know how it is to be on 'the other side'.Well, considering how young you are (compared to me), it's normal to get a closed-fist of 'reality' into your face, when someone close to you crosses the river of life. I reckon you loved your grams a lot.As for the kink, it's 'normal' to feel that way. I get a granite-boner choking the shit out of her that she flops around like a fish out of water until she stops while fucking her ass. The problem for top is to realize when to stop, to snap out of the dom-headspace. Not to mention social norms that frown upon this kind.What makes things worse is how the world is flipping upside-down with all the RSI robotics, AIs and global economic/climate bullshit going on - I know it's hard to find your personal space in all this, looking for a future for yourself in all this uncertainty. We all just want to feel recognized and appreciated. Most people don't realize what's really ahead of us.Of course there's way more to all this and your situation (regardless if good, bad or just different), but since 4chan msgs are rather limited in chrs-size and typing text-walls daisy-chained over several msgs, if you want to talk, hit me up with an email-starter at my totesende2003[at]Hotmail[.]comAs a proof that's the real you, snap a pic of your face with my email address on a piece of paper next to it, then we go from there. Be aware that I'm in Europe (time zone) so it'll take a few hours when you email me during my night-time.
>>2639041I'd paddle you until you cry like a little girl.
>>2639389It’d take much more than a paddle to make me cry! And honestly at that point I’ll be screaming and begging before I cry.Crying is for afterwards, when I stare down at my body and realize how bloody and bruised i am, when I can feel every welt and raise without touching them, just from the individual pulse pounding against my skin as my body tries desperately to do damage control.
>>2639438Everyone has a limit. I'd find it and spank right through it. On the other side is usually>you can't do this to me, I'm an adultbut that's where you'd be wrong.
>>2639514Ahhh, to have my boundaries crossed like this would be bliss. The point where i decide I’m done (out of pain, or fear) but you decide you aren’t and my cries and screams and pleads just start to sound like music to you. The point where I’ve screamed so much in pain that the next hard hit takes all the air out of my lungs as I’m forced to ride the wave of hurt to the bottom, only to be rocketed back up to the top with another one. This is my ecstasy.
>>2639039>How do I prove it to you guys?It's as simple as a legit timestamp in a pic. But this is fake bullshit so you'll never produce a photo with one
