>>2679210

2/2
>I start struggling wildly, but they keep me pinned down
>he fucks me in the ass, using the lotion to put it in to the hilt
>he verbally abuses me as he does it
>"you like that dick, you dumb faggot? you like it better this way, don't you, dumb faggot"
>finally he grabs my hair
>"I'm cumming...take my shit...take it, faggot...yes...you piece of shit faggot...I...fucked you..bitch..."
>he sighs satisfiedly, then yanks my head back so I have to look at him, and sneers
>after getting up he spits on me, then turns to the others
>"Who 's next?"
>they all fuck me, one after another, exchanging places to keep holding me down
>#2 has a particularly thick dick
>as he's fucking me my rommate returns, and we hear him talking with the guy standing guard
>#2 stops thrusting to quiet the bedsprings, and just makes small circling motions in my ass
>I'm too tightly gagged to make any noise that can attract my roommate's attention, and finally the guy outside manages to turn him away with some pretext
>the threat of discovery seems to have excited #2, as he cums right away when he's out of hearing,
>calls me "good girl" when he's done
>#3 does it hard, fast and silent
>gay-seeming kid goes last, and fucks me just as viciously as the others
>his dick is thin but long
>while he's inside me he says (rather ironically) "A guy like you shouldn't act tough - you see where you end up with it"
>when he pulls out, he says "Smells like shit" to humiliate me further
>when it's over, #1 says slyly "I'm glad we could relieve our tensions"
>then asks if 4 dicks in one evening is is a new record for me, or business as usual
>as they all leave, he tells me not to worry about the socks
>"you can keep them as a souvenir"

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>be me, 23, blond white boy American
>Sign up for student exchange to India
>Pic rel looks EXACTLY like the dad of the family
>Creepy Indian old man as soon as the family picks me up from the airport
>Blatantly rubbing my shoulders, calling me beautiful, all right in front of his wife and two kids
>They seem oblivious, glued to phones
>First night, sitting on their front porch, dad comes out after dinner and immediately puts hand on my thigh
>"Anon you come to India for many new things correct?"
>Mouth dry, trembling, I'm a virgin except for one dick I sucked two months before
>I excuse myself to my room
>He follows, mumbling something about helping me with the sheets
>Reluctantly let him in my room
>Immediately he locks the door and begins kissing me
>Try to push him off, tell him I have a girlfriend
>He pulls out his massive brown dick, fully hard, and waves it at me
>Tell him no again but resolve is breaking
>He grabs my hand and puts it around his cock.
>"Suck it, Anon." Voice is no longer friendly. It is a command.
>Drop to my knees, crying
>He gently put his cock to my lips and I greedily start sucking
>Stayed there ten days and I sucked his cock every day

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Five pics to start a thread, I'll post some with rapey vibes since I have no green text and don't make shit up

>>2679211

Holy fuck I'm so sorry that happened... How you feeling now?

>>2679216

I wish this happened to me desu

>>2679334
As much as I hated it when it happened, I'm turned on by the memory now. (Otherwise I probably wouldn't have posted it on this board.)

>>2679210
>>2679211
And then everyone clapped

>>2679338
did you continue playing in the team? How were the relations with the other players after that?

> bf and I decide to open our relationship
> taking it slow and not throwing ourselves around town
> our first time doing something doesn't go well and we put the open stuff on hold
> a week later I'm at a party with my bf's gay running group
> bf has obviously told everyone we're open because we're getting a lot of attention
> one guy, Dave, is getting very handsy with my bf
> bf tells him to cool it and leaves to get a drink
> Dave goes to the bar too
> they're chatting and Dave throws the dirtiest look my way
> guess he's been told we're not so open anymore
> fastforward to later than night
> head outside to smoke in an alley
> Dave follows me
> he wants to chat
> talks about wanting to fuck my bf
> tells me I need to sort my shit out
> tell him to fuck off
> he pushes me against the wall
> almost shout but his hand is against my mouth
> Dave is stronger than I expected
> he wrestles me around so my back is to him
> says into my ear, "you can't deny <bf> if I get a turn with you first"
> he slips down my shorts
> he sticks his fingers down my throat and uses the spit on my hole
> then he pushes his cock - way thicker than I expected - into me
> the more I struggle or make noise, the tighter his grip on my mouth
> after a bit he's in and starts fucking me against the wall
> someone comes down the alley and see's us
> they dog whistle then head back into the bar
> Dave finished quickly thank god
> he kisses my cheek then heads back in
> I'm numb and head straight home
> bf is texting and calling
> he's furious
> I'm ignoring the messages
> bf goes home with Dave as a fuck you
> next day I tell bf what happened
> he's unsure if Dave or me is telling the truth
> we break up
> six months later Dave is kicked out of the group for assulting another member

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I got raped in college but desu I barely remember it.

>at this frat party
>pretty wasted
>just entered my "bicurious" phase and started experimenting with other guys
>had only hooked up with a couple femboy twinks and fancied myself an exclusive top
>but at this party I found myself getting chatted up by a guy who was taller and more built than me
>remember enjoying the attention, but also thinking he was way too masculine for me
>but from there my memory gets fuzzy
>not sure if he roofied me
>or if I just drank too much and started blacking out
>but the rest of the night is just a series of disjointed scenes in my mind
>remember that guy helping me walk across campus, supposedly taking me back to my dorm
>but somehow ending up at his place instead
>there was another guy there
>his dormmate I guess?
>remember their hands all over me
>one of them sticking his tongue down my throat in a really rough kiss
>me weakly protesting while my clothes got pulled off
>one of them held me pinned to him in a full-body hug while the other worked his dick into my ass
>clearly remember saying I'm not a bottom, squirming and failing to get away, all while he just kept holding me in place and telling me to relax
>from there it just turns into a confused blur again
>them both taking turns on my mouth and ass for while felt like hours and hours (though my sense of time was fucked)
>remember begging one of them not to cum in me, only for him to laugh and say "too late"
>woke up the next day in a naked cuddle pile with both of them
>had a killer hangover, covered with dried cum
>surprisingly my ass didn't hurt though, despite how much I'd gotten fucked
>I quickly pulled my clothes and gtfo out of there before either of them were fully awake
>took a walk of shame back to my dorm at like 6am
>went to the bathroom, shit out their cum
>got in the shower, cried a bit, and then had the guiltiest fap of my life thinking about what had just happened

idk how the hell you guys can post all these stories so casually D:
like for many years i was in denial that my potential rape even happened. in fact, 10+ years later i STILL am unsure if it was a horrible nightmare or real.
if it was a horrid nightmare, how could a 16 yr old know what that painful sensation feels like? how could the brain possibly make you experience that type of pain and anguish for no reason?
if it was real then it means my bf was too impatient, repeatedly drugged me to test the waters leading up to the day, and then on the day no one would be home, he might have given me a huge dose of whatever he was using on me the days prior.

i was a bit of a prude but i was a 16 yr old virgin at the time and gay, can u fucking blame me? like i heard that gay sex was painful and required preparation and special kind of lube and yadda yadday all this n that! it was just scary to me. even worse is that i was tiny in high school and my ex was a huge lug of a moron at 6 ft and over 200 lbs. our size difference made it even worse for me in terms of anxiety. i didnt want to rush into anything at that age, who fucking does? literally i would have been ok just sucking dick forever

im 33 now i barely remember it but still have PTSD nightmares about my ex. its like trying to recall a horrible nightmare. i was so so sleepy when it might have happened. im shocked to see that some of you remember the details of your assault, especially if you were drugged.

i suspect i was drugged with sleeping pills not roofies

ive been drugged one other time and i recognized what it was right away since i had accidentally mixed it before on my own at home. I ran out of that party real fuckin quick before anyone got to me. i was sick for sure the rest of that night and had one of the worst hangovers of my life off of only 4 beers. i just wish i would have caught who fucking put it in my drink while i was there. i wish he would have gotten as sick as he made me that night motherfucker

>>2679860
wow
i remember you posting this story YEARS ago lol
iirc they were both part of a frat or something right?
and you suspected they were both boyfriends because they were making out at one point?
anyway weve been on this website waaaay too long fuck my life

>>2679873
lol, I've posted about it a couple times before, but yeah I think it's been several years since I wrote it all out like that. I'm surprised anyone remembers.

And agreed that we've both been on this site too long... this board in particular is practically dead compared to how it used to be. Sadly this place is one of the last vestiges of the old pre-corporate internet where you could talk about socially-unacceptable shit like this...

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>>2679870
>idk how the hell you guys can post all these stories so casually
Some people deal with sexual trauma by fetishizing it. It's a way of recontextualizing the experience and asserting some after-the-fact control over it. I think it's particularly common for "borderline" experiences where the victim didn't consent, but still got at least some reluctant pleasure out of it, which they feel guilty about.

I've never had to deal with it directly myself, but my boyfriend spent his teens getting used as a fucktoy by his alcoholic stepdad. You'd never guess it from knowing him casually, cause he's very well-adjusted and has a good handle on his mental health. But the remnants of his past treatment come out during sex, where he's often super submissive and likes excessively rough sex and degrading roleplay. It's just his way of dealing with it.

>>2679334
>
>Holy fuck I'm so sorry that happened... How you feeling now?

>>2679870
>idk how the hell you guys can post all these stories so casually D:


Anon, these green texts are all (mostly) fictional sex stories. Ain't no way you gonna remember the shape of the cock of your rapists and narrating your rape as an unmistakable erotic story.

I also don't believe fetishizing a psychological trauma to be common and very easy like this. Typically if you actually that you're fucked up in the head already.

I used to lurk on the /soc/ board looking for threads in my area and then pick out the “straight but curious” men.
I’d have to act fast before they got second thoughts, and have them liquor up as much as they could before meeting me in a park near their house. Most of them flaked out, but I was successful three times.
I always picked a park because I liked bending them over a swing and I would bring a bottle of water mixed with silicone and water based lubes. I promised a condom and to go gently, but once they realized I lied about those two things it was too late. I had them trapped against the swing, their ass clenching my dick and their grunts mixed with the squeaking of the chains.

I loved pounding those assholes and then just leaving them crying, dangling from the swingset with their asses leaking

I haven’t done it in 6 years, and I’m still chasing that high

There was an incident that I won't go into detail about. It was terrifying, he was twice my size but somehow i managed to fight him off. I survived it and that's all that matters.

But another incident a few years later that I struggle with for different reasons. I fap to it, but then I'm disgusted in myself.
> drinking at best friends, probably stolen alcohol or used an ID
> end of night time to make my way home
> beautiful warm night, gotta walk 20 minutes across town
> small city, easy to do, but fresh air means alcohol has hit me real hard
> head spinning
> walk thru sports fields
> stumbling all over the place, need to take a break
> haul my arse onto bleachers, climb up to the top
> sit there feeling good. I'm buzzed, but everything is moving. World feels like it's spinning and going upside down
> just gonna lie here for a while
> no idea of time passed, hear a guys voice 'hey!'
> dunno if I reply
> he climbs up sits by me
> I honestly don't remember a single word of our conversation. Not sure if there was one. He talked, maybe I just went uh huh
> no idea who he was either, don't remember his face
> at some point feel a hand on my face, stroking my cheek???
> he's sitting right close now
> nothing really registers
> tells me put my head up, I can't even do that
> hear a fly - or zip for you seppos
> vivid memory, crotch of his jeans right in my face his hand in there
> I know that I've fucked up and in big trouble
> he pulls it out
> I don't have any fight in me, everything is still spinning
> feel him pushing around my face and mouth

I've shared my stories on here before. I've been sexually assaulted three times by men.

- Once, walking home drunk from town. A guy offered me a lift and threatened me, I ended up giving him head.

- A boyfriend forced themselves inside me while I was shaving and fucked me against the bench. I was begging him to stop and he wouldn't.

- Hooked up with a guy on Grindr that didn't speak English so well. Invited him over for head. He decided he was getting more. Pushed me onto the bed and then flipped me over. I asked him to stop but he wouldn't, just froze while he used my hole.

>>2679914
> I give in, open my mouth
> he slides in
> I don't fight it, just submit
> let him go for it
> I'm not really there anyway, my mind is elsewhere
> I know I'm lying on my side, he's standing / kneeling over me, fucking my face.
> 1 minute? 20 minutes idk
> feels like forever
> his hands on my head I can't move, he's keeping me in place
> he gives me no noise or warning
> cums. Flooding my mouth, try to swallow, almost instinct i think?
> coughing, choking
> think I get most down???
> is talking to me, dunno what he's saying
> he pulls out. See it put back away
> zips up
> last I ever see of him
> hear him climb down
> I roll onto my stomach, head over the seat I spit on the ground
> everything still spins
> can't get up, just gotta lie there
> vomit hear it splatter down below me
> at some point get strength together to go home
> I'm exhausted
> feels so far away
> keep falling over, throw up some more
> get home clothes off straight into shower
> remember throwing up on myself
> don't recall anything else but obviously made it back to bed

Pretended it never happened. Sometimes wonder if I imagined it. But nah, can't kid myself. I'm an idiot for getting myself into a vulnerable situation. But mostly put it behind me from the get go, no point losing sleep over it.

I blew one of the guys that forced himself on me a year after. Was cruising a park and ran into him. Something about being used again was very hot.

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Shortly after I turned 21, I ran into an old high school bully while bar-hopping.

Even though I'd been in the closet in high school he'd somehow picked up on my gayness, and had given me a lot of grief about it. Spent all four years going out of his way to make fun of me, push me around in the halls, typical bully shit.

But when he spotted me at the bar, he acted like we were long-lost buddies. Bought me drinks and insisted on us "catching up" and talking about our old high school. I was too socially awkward (and frankly still too intimidated by the guy) to find any way to politely disengage.

He kept pushing drinks on me... and like >>2679860 I'm not sure if he drugged one of them for if I just drank way more than I realized. But next thing I know I'm really fucked up, and he's "helping"/pulling me out to his truck, saying he'll give me a ride home. Frankly he was too drunk to be driving either, so it was stupid of me to go along with it even if he'd been a friend.

Despite being wasted, I still knew I was in trouble when we ended up at his shitty run-down trailer instead of my own place. I didn't quite realize *how* I was in trouble though, cause I still thought the guy was straight and hadn't realized he was a turbo closet-case... I just thought I was gonna get robbed or beat up or something. But as soon as he's got me inside, his hands and mouth are all over me. And he's growling shit about how he always thought I was hot and how he wished he'd made a move on me back when we were kids, etc.

I protested, but I was pretty out of it, and also he was like twice my size in height and muscle. So he pulled off my clothes, pinned me down, and nailed me to his gross bare mattress. No condom, of course. He passed out on top of me after he was done, so I was stuck "cuddling" with him all night with his load leaking out my ass. Honestly... worst part was that I didn't even really hate it. I've had worse consensual hookups, sadly.

Ever felt like you deserved it?

>>2680387
No...why, do you?

Fuck it, I might as well talk about a story from the unusual molesting perspective.

I guess I have a somnophilia, resulting from some stuff with my cousin during childhood, but anyways,
the times I've indulged in this myself, the results were surprisingly not always bad.

>Be me, 25 yo, I was coming out of a music festival we had in my city.
>Ubers are charging like $40 for a 15 minute ride.
>Fuck that, I'd rather walk home. It's 2:00 AM.
>The city's main downtown park is on the way to my house, it's no Hampstead Heath, but it's known to have some cruising.
>I wonder if there's any action this late and go in.
>Completely empty desu, but I found one guy that was pretty interesting.
>He's passed out drunk on the grass under a big tree, dude's asleep in his underwear, his jeans a few meters away, no shoes that I can see.
>Start testing out things by touching gently on his junk.
>No reaction.
>Getting more bold and he starts to get a hardon.
>He's definitely out cold so I take his cock out of the boxers and start blowing him right there.
>Very nice cock for his height (1.60m cute dude, 6 inches cock I'd say)
>Been blowing him for about 10 mins, adrenaline's all high when he straight up just wakes up.
>I froze shitless, couldn't even like run away or anything I just froze there and saw him realize what had been happening.
>Dude's like "man what the hell, were you sucking me off? lol"
>That laugh eased me off a lot so I'm like "hey man are you alright? You were out cold in the middle of the park"
>"Yeah, I'm fine, I don't remember anything, where are my pants?"
>Helped him out with his clothes and surprisingly he's very calm through all this.
>Definitely shoeless (and walletless) now though as we couldn't find that anywhere.
>We sit back down on the grass and he tells me what he remembers before he got blackout drunk,

>>2680640
>He was partying with a friend and they were flirting all night with some girls at the club,
>Says he doesn't remember how he ended up separated from them and at the park.
>Dude's charming as fuck, totally get why he's the one of those straight guys that pulls bitches despite not being conventionally attractive.
>"Yo Anon, so why were you sucking me off before I woke up?"
>I'm afraid his chillness about the situation was going to wear off
>I just replied, "It's just you were hot and it was too tempting seeing you like that"
>"Really? lol, I'm not mad but I'm not gay, if I was awake I wouldn't have gotten hard."
>By now I was kind of rubbing his leg while we were chilling on the grass talking.
>I shoot my shot "Do you think so? would you let me try?"
>"Knock yourself dude but I'm alright now"
>We keep on just talking about our night, while I start rubbing on his cock once again.
>Obviously he was bullshitting before, I did get him hard again.
>"Man I guess I'm still too horny from before"
>Take him into my mouth again. Sucking a lot more aggressively and deep throating him now that he's awake.
>Typical realisation from straight dudes "Dude, you suck so much better than a girl, I can't handle this"
>Slowed down a lot hearing that, don't want him to cum yet. I ask if he wants to fuck my ass as well.
>Now that, he gets more apprehensive about. Says it's going too far, not interested in it.
>I go back to just jerking him off while we chill and I try to talk him into it lol.
>He keeps saying "no way" so I go back to sucking him but I get him to lay down completely instead of sitting.
>Slowly pull out a condom and stealthily finger myself while I'm blowing him,
>I know I have to be kind of quick to do what I'm planning.
>He's relaxed enjoying my mouth when I put the the condom on him,
>He barely has a second to react to that when I position myself and sit all the way down on his cock.
>"Holy shit Anon"

>>2680641
>Start jumping up and down his cock right away.
>He's trying to push me off of him but there's barely any heart in it.
>After about 2 minutes he totally gives in and makes me move to lay on my side instead, he starts hammering away at my ass.
>Last about 10 mins pounding me on the grass when he says he's about to cum.
>Need to taste that so I get him off and pull out the condom, finished him off aggressively with my throat and swallowed his cum.
>Dude's having the hottest orgasm,
>As usual for a straight guy, said something like "Nobody ever drinks my cum, holy shit that was amazing".
>It's like 4:30 AM now so there's actually signs of life around the streets of the park,
>people will probably start actually walking inside, decide we should call it a night.
>Felt awful that this dude basically got robbed of his shoes and money before I found him so
>Gifted him my socks at the very least so he wouldn't go barefoot and some money for his bus home.
>Also got him something to eat at a 7-Eleven.
>"Anon that was really weird but I enjoyed it, thanks, and thanks for the help".
>"No problem dude" and like a stupid whore I gave him my number written on a piece of paper I got from the cashier.
>"You can call me if you ever want to get sucked again"
>"Sure, I will Anon"
>Saw him off to the street where he could get a bus home then finally went to my house.

Got completely ghosted of course Lol, but it was one of the hottest experiences I ever had.

>>2680523
Yeah. Definitely think its karma or I somehow tempt others into it

>be me, 20
>disabled, in wheelchair but can feel limbs
>bicurious
>make post on craigslist
>older guy, 49, replies
>severe daddy issues so go for it
>tell him i only want to give a bj and hand stuff
>says ok
>get to his apartment
>chat a bit before starting to make out
>never kissed a man before, feels nice
>need help into bed
>we are in bed and we make out and grind
>"i'm going to fuck you now"
>"oh...i don't know"
>"it'll be fun"
>i'm a weak, tiny 5'4 stick who cant get back into my chair and even get dressed without his help so get scared and agree
>he fucks me
>feels like eternity
>pulls out and cums in my mouth
>swallow
>"well that was fun can i get dressed and get in my chair now?"
>"Why? You don't need to leave until 7" (it was 2 pm)
>spend the next few hours being fucked by this creep until he finally lets me go

repressed my sexuality super hard after this.

>masturbate to the memory often

>>2680642
Anon you gave him bus fare, food money, and friggin sock. It's too nice and the NC is only in the beginning, it doesn't fit this thread mood lol

>>2680684
Raping disabled person, multiple times even, that's a new low. It seems to be a recurring theme that thay some old creeps scare the gay away of some young guys. If its real story hooenyiubrecovdr from your Repression, anon.

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>>2680387
>Ever felt like you deserved it?
To be honest, I kind of did.

My older stepbrother started molesting me in my mid teens. Our parents had just gotten married, we hadn't grown up together. And even though we never really got along, I still thought he was pretty hot... which is something I desperately tried to keep to myself, but I guess he caught me eyeing him enough times that he realized could get away with dicking me down. Which, yeah, okay, that wasn't my fault. At least at first.

But the thing is... I did enjoy it, at least physically. I was going through that angsty self-loathing phase where I was still in deep denial to myself that I was a fag. But my stepbrother bullying me into servicing him... hey, that gave me a way to satisfy my gay urges without feeling responsible for it. I still felt guilty about enjoying it, and ashamed of the fact that I was submitting to the guy and letting it happen, but at least it wasn't "my fault."

So I got in this habit of... not directly initiating stuff myself, exactly. But making myself sexually vulnerable around him, giving him opportunities to jump my bones. It would've been easy for me to avoid him for the most part... make myself scarce whenever our parents were out of the house, lock my bedroom door at night, etc. But instead I'd go out of my way to hang out with him when were were alone together, I'd find excuses to be shirtless or just in my underwear in front of him, I'd barge into his room to bother him when I knew he was trying to jerk off, accept his offers to tag along when he needed to drive out on some petty errand.

Whenever he took the bait, I put on a big show of acting like I didn't want it, protesting and even pretending to struggle sometimes. But he knew I was full of shit, and would call me a cocktease, tell me he was doing me a favor, and tease me for being a fag when I got hard from him "forcing" me. Made me feel like shit, but I also kind of craved it.

>>2680690
Working on it anon. I still have a lot of mixed feelings about the whole experience.

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>>2680640
>guess I have a somnophilia, resulting from some stuff with my cousin during childhood
Same. Were you on the giving or receiving end of it?

When I was a teenager, any time my family visited my aunt and uncle or vice versa, me and my younger cousin would usually end up sharing a bed. And whenever this happened, I'd usually wake up in the middle of the night to to sensation of his mouth around my cock--or at least to find him sneakily feeling me up and trying to get my clothes off in preparation for that.

I was weirded out by it cause at the time I was still repressing my guilty bi urges, and also he was a bit too young for me... plus, y'know, we were cousins. But... I also really wanted my dick sucked. So I'd just lay there and let it happen. And I had to keep my breathing even and avoid moving or making too much noise, or else he'd get spooked and stop, leaving me hanging.

I guess my cousin thought I was really sleeping through it? We've never talked about it, or even coyly hinted around acknowledging it.

>>2680695
I always felt that it was my fault being assaulted. When you're in the moment, it tends to be fight, flight, or freeze — I got the freeze response. I feel responsible for putting myself in stupid situations, knowing what could happen. I invited a stranger around to my place late at night, I kept dating the guy that got physically abusive, I got into a strangers car. I'm also the one who was a coward. I could have fought back. I could have hit them or struggled harder. Begging and trying to throw them off rather than screaming and throwing hands. Just crossing the line into violence always seemed more dangerous than just accepting it.

>>2680695
What is the sauce of that pic?

I guess it's true being raped did fuck your head and psyched permanently. This thread is full of people fetishizing their own rape and and now self-blaming themselves. Those are textbook having- screw-loose behaviour based on DSM-5-TR.

>>2679210
When I was 15, I had a crush on my best friend's cousin ("Cowboy" since he was from Texas) who came to live with him to go to school in our city. This guy was 22, extremely handsome, tanned gymnast's body.

One long weekend, my friend and his family went to the lake and my parents went to Chicago for a weekend wedding so I stayed home alone. Cowboy invited me over to have pizza for dinner. Of course I was thrilled to spend time with my crush.

Have pizza and he served wine, which I drank too much. After dinner he asked if I wanted to watch a movie in his bedroom and I said yes (it was July, his bedroom was airconditioned.) Get on his bed, start watching a movie and he asked if I've ever kissed anyone. Before I can answer he leans in and kisses me. Yeah, I'm OK with my crush kissing me.

Long story short, we kiss and mess around until I find myself naked and my hands tied to the headboard (which was fine with me because I had a self-bondage kink). He flipped me over and rimmed me, which was the best feeling ever.

Seconds later, he's laying on top of me and pushes his cock into me. I scream that it hurts and beg him to stop but he doesn't. Takes my underwear and stuffs it in my mouth to keep me quiet. Fucks me until he cums, rolls off and falls asleep while I lay there and cried.

Through the night he fucked me two more times, the second time I begged him to stop, the third time I just lay there and took it. Got me up in the morning, showered with me and told me not to tell anyone or else they would think I was a fag. He continued fucking me and even pimped me out to a friend.

Back in 2011 when the Sandusky scandal broke, it triggered me and I took a knife and went to where I though he lived to kill him but he was long gone.

I blame myself for getting myself into that situation and for letting his use me afterwards (he told me it's what people who love each other do.)

>>2680718
How old was he if he was "a bit too young"?

>>2680787
I mean, he'd already hit puberty, so it wasn't weird that he was getting sexually active. It's just that he's 4 years younger than me, which feels like a huge age gap when you're a teenager. I think it first started when I was 16 and he was 12. So even though I was completely passive (and was technically the one getting molested), I still felt sleazy for letting him suck my dick.

>>2680790
Okay, that's understandable. Are you still in contact with your cousin?

>>2680684
Takes a special kind of perverted dude to take advantage of someone in a wheelchair; hope you recover from that though

>>2680799
I still see my cousin at extended family functions and holidays and stuff, but we've never really socialized outside of that context. He's always been shy and awkward around me. I thought that maybe our relationship might change when I came out of the closet, but if anything that just made him more awkward. I think he's fallen into the alpha male manosphere bullshit a bit, so I suspect he's struggling with his sexuality/masculinity and feels guilty about all those sleep BJs.

>>2679210
I guess this qualifies. I was driving up to see my son in college and stopped at a rest stop in the middle of nowhere. Go in, take a piss and there's a guy standing there. Smallish, older. I didn't see him piss he was just standing at the sink when I walked in and when I finished.

I went over to the sink and he looks at me and out of nowhere says "You're a handsome guy." Waits a few seconds and then says "Would you like to see the inside of my camper?"

Yeah, I wasn't born yesterday. I'm leery but want my cock sucked so I say yes. We walk out, get into his camper, he kneels down and starts blowing me. I can't help notice lube and condoms on the sideboard.

While he's on his knees I pull his shirt over his head, then tell him to stand up and drop his pants. When he does, I spin him around and bend him over this little table and start rubbing my cock against him. While I'm doing this I grab a condom, slip it on quickly, lube it and start to push into him.

Suddenly he's all "I really don't want to fuck" but I'm in and going for it. He never says no, but he's squirming like he's trying to stop me but he's so much smaller than me it's no use. I fuck him for about two minutes and cum. Tell him to stay where he is and I pull my pants up, wrap the condom in tissue and take it with me and leave.

1/?

I like to role play with consensual non-consent or CNC from time to time. CNC is essentially rape roleplay. Usually, I'm the one getting raped but not always. Had a fuck buddy and a boyfriend into CNC. We never really tried role-playing together before but the fuck buddy wants to take some sleeping pills then get wake up to being used. We establish safe words, plan it out and the night comes.


Sneak into the fuck buddies room and he's asleep on his stomach. Boyfriend and I are already rock hard, I can see his bulge. We lock eyes and strip. Lube packet in one hand, hard dick in the other. We creep up, one on either side. I go up to the head of the bed, pass my partner the packet.


Starts with my partner gently taking down the sleepy boys boxers. Fuck buddy groggily wakes up while his underwear are being stripped off. Partner positions himself behind, pulls apart his cheeks and lubes up his hole. Fuck buddy is waking up and tries turning around, I pin him with my weight on his back. Partner plunges into his hole in one thrust. No prep, no getting prepared just a squirt of from that packet. Fuck buddy starts to panic, as my boyfriend is thrusting in and out roughly. "Please, it hurts, stop, go slower", we don't listen obviously. Starts struggle so I cover his mouth with one hand. Partner pounds away like he's angry at him. Fuck buddy starts to buck. Fuck buddy manages to get one hand up and drags my hand off his mouth, "Safeword!".

2/?

Partner and I pause. He's still balls deep, as our eyes lock. I'm so hard it hurts, seeing red almost. Always thought that was a just a saying but it's like my brain is just fixated on cumming. I break the moment, put my hand back over the fuck buddies mouth and say, "Sluts don't get safe words". Boyfriend starts hammering away at his hole again. Fuck buddy is whimpering and begging, trying to throw us off. I pin his arms, and put my weight on his upper back. Hear the bed creaking, see my partner, both hands on the fuck buddies waist. Grunting, the slap of meat. Feel wetness on my hand and the fuck buddy starts to cry. My partner let's out one more grunt and shudders filling the poor guys hole. Fuck buddy isn't fighting back anymore. Seems to be trying to curl up. So I let him go as my partner puts on his pants.

3/?

My dick is leaking, it's my turn to cum. I grab the sleeping pills on the side table, pop the cap off and grab a few. Tap on my partners shoulder and gesture for him to move. Partner replaces at the head of the bed and grips the fuck buddies arms. Can see his hole leaking cum. Usually my partner doesn't cum that much literally dripping down the guys sack and onto the bed. Take the pills finger then into that sloppy hole. I line up behind him and start fucking. It's warm and wet, I know I'm not going to last long. Fuck buddy gets his second wind as I'm fucking. Partner holds him down, no hand on his mouth so he starts to shout, "Stop, fucking stop". Goes on like this for a few minutes, fuck buddy loses energy and just whimpers again. I can feel the nut crawling out of my dick. Absolutely flood that hole. Pull out. Stand up. As soon as my partner lets go of the fuck buddy he curls up. We get dressed and leave.

4/4

Proceed to go home. Silent as death. At some point partner says, "So that was rape". Deathly quiet. Get home and hop into bed but can't sleep. I'm still filled with energy. Turn to my partner and he's same. Wide awake. We start to talk about it. Start to fuck going into detail. Cum in my partners hole while he says, "We just raped someone".


Check in on the fuck buddy the next day and he seems fine. Go and see him and we hook up. Nothing crazy, go CNC or kinks. Feel terrible for a long while until I get the courage to bring it up with the fuck buddy and apologise. He says he wanted to roleplay CNC and he got what he wanted.


Confusing as fuck because that was definitely more than roleplay. Still fuck and have threesomes with him. Never do CNC with the fuck buddy as the vicitm again. Last month fuck buddy had me begging to stop, I try to the safeword... Wanna guess what he said? Fuck buddy gets a new streak of mean and likes to make me beg. Fun, bizarre and confusing times.

>>2680695
I love fucking my buddy in this position.

>When I was a kid, I met another kid who was 11-13, years old maybe? He said he had a game. Pulls his cock out and tells me to put it in his mouth. It tasted gross and I told him. He pulls mine out and sucks me, says that now I need to suck him. Still gross. Do it again, then he bends me over and sticks his cock in me. Hurt like a bitch. I was sore for a couple of days and pooping sucked. My dad found out and I think went and beat the shit out of the grandpa who was clearly molesting his grandson. Never saw him again.

Unfortunately after that, in school a bunch of the guys were into kissing other guys "as practice" and the dom would rub their groin against the subs ass or front (funnily).

It was only downhill for me from there...

>>2679915
You sound very easy to rape. I never get people who just say stop. Like yeah that should be enough but you can also always take action. If you don't, you're kind of just letting it happen to you.

>>2679210
Why do you always post this picture with this story?

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>>2681427
That's easy to say with the benefit of hindsight and an outside perspective. But when this shit is actually going down, remember that people are usually surprised, confused, in disbelief about what's happening, and uncertain of just how far it's really gonna go. Especially when you consider that most rape isn't some stranger jumping out of nowhere to ambush you -- it's usually somebody who you know and have an existing relationship with who is unexpectedly violating your boundaries.

And yeah, maybe you *could* fight back... but that's a major escalation that just makes things even more scary and uncertain, at a time when you're already on the backfoot and just want things to stop and go back to normal. Even in the unlikely scenario of "random stranger you don't care about jumping you out of nowhere", is it really worth risking an even more violent response (and even your possible death) by escalating? And remember, you have to make this decision in the moment, without know how things will turn out, while you're already at a physical disadvantage.

>>2681427
The commenter above has it right. I always feel guilty for not fighting back or fighting harder. My ingrained response is to freeze and de-escalate. I've seen street fights and been there when violence goes too far. I've seen a person get bludgeoned to death. The thing about escalating physically when you're alone is there is no stop button, there's no one there to save you. If you're alone in a fight, you only get to choose how far you'll go, not how far the other person will. You have to be able to stop the other person physically or trust they won't beat you to death.

>>2680786
Sorry but i got turned on and that was hot.how did he look like ?

>>2681511
I mentioned in the story
>This guy was 22, extremely handsome, tanned gymnast's body.
but that doesn't do him justice. Tight hairless body, cock was about 6", cut but a little thicker than average, rugged face, nice smile. In fact when me and my friends told him that we'd go to school dances and stand around, he decided to go to one with us. He had girls all over him, dancing with 3-4 at a time, girls grinding against him, begging for slow dances as their boyfriends watched from the side. We had to sneak him out so they wouldn't beat him up.

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I remember. Being a junior in HS, during soccer practice. Boring, inspirational speech from duesh bag coach. I look over, my boy Spencer is perched upon his soccer ball. For sixty seconds, i got to stare at manhood and like, real balls—understand why my buddy got chicks and and lean into my fascination of dick gazing, like how i wish i had a bigger one, to like i think mine is small, and girls don’t want to play with me to i like boys and i wish i could play with them. And they are all bigger then me. Lol. Just like, pure dick gazing, at the end of hs soccer practice, 17, made my effing day, was suddenly ok with my gf being a tease, never seeing boobies up close till university.

Told this story a few times on /hm/ and it always gets called out as fake but it's a true story.

>be 26m, white, slim and as twink-ish as you can be past twink death
>visit Sheffield for job interview, stay at Premier Inn
>browsing Grindr the evening before when a blank profile messages "hiiiiiii"
>ignore
>blank profile sends a picture of a massive black dick
>"you like?????"
>I do like
>his English is pretty broken but he says he's 18 and has never been with a guy
>this is summer 2020 and Covid was still a thing so he didn't want to come to my hotel room
>agree to suck him off outside
>meet on London Road
>kid is actually fine af, young handsome face, skinny strong build, dumb square afro haircut and flashy clothes
>would be slaying mad puss if he wasn't obviously an illiterate refugee
>start walking and talk, he's real smiley and keeps putting his hands on my neck and back
>he's from Eritrea and has been in the UK for 5 months
>asks me about my sexual experiences, tell him truthfully how slutty I am which he's really into
>go behind some trees at Mount Pleasant Park, get on my knees, start blowing him
>he puts his hand on my neck and starts facefucking me whilst I look up at him
>he's rough, holds me in place and chokes me a bit but I'm way into it
>nuts after 5 minutes, I swallow
>all sex consensual, walk back and swap numbers, no issues
>interview the next day and get offered a job
>move to Sheffield a month later
1/?

>>2681709

>keep messaging, agree to meet at my flat on the Saturday before I start work
>plan is to fuck so I prep
>little nervous because his dick is legitimately massive but whatever
>he comes round with beer and chocolate, it's almost romantic
>chill vibes, drink a beer together, I am a light weight and haven't eaten so I'm already drunk on one
>starts pushing my head down, lightly facefucking me on the sofa
>one hand on my neck, one groping my ass
>moves me so I'm on all fours on the floor in front of him
>lubing up my dick and hole
>"go slow okay"
>dude pushes straight in deep
>immediately jump up in pain
>he grabs me gently trying to pull me back, I ask him to let me chill a sec
>line up again in the same position but this time he's prepared
>pushes in deep and immediately pushes one hand on my neck and one on my lower back, pinning my down with my stomach on the floor and back arched up
>"owwww wait wait wait, stop stop stop"
>ignores me, still holding me down, my face is also pinned against the carpet and it's starting to burn
>keeps saying "you like" and "shhh" and "you like African"
>eventually I just stop talking
>10 minutes of this and he cums, I don't because I can't touch myself
>he sits up and is looking at me nervously like he knows he's gone too far
>I don't want to call him out so smile and act like it's cool
>we have some more beer, talks about girls, puts on some shit Eritrean TV show whilst we chill on the sofa
>kinda want him to leave but don't want to ask so just drink, end up pretty drunk
>he bones up again in like half an hour
>"Sorry I think I'm done for the day"
>just keeps grinning at me, "is okay", "relax", moves me to the bed
>prone bones me for half an hour whilst I literally cry but don't ask him to stop until he comes again
>goes to leave, thanks me for a nice time
>next day I have a burn mark on the side of my face, tell work I fell over in a car park on a night out
2/2

>>2681709
>>2681710

He continued to message me after that asking to meet. I make excuses for a long while but eventually the horniness wins and I agree to meet again. We meet on and off for 2 years until I leave Sheffield and ghost him.

Mixed feelings looking back but honestly I'm glad it happened because it's hella hot to remember and fap to.

>>2681710
That's fucking hot. Would you meet up with him again these days?

>>2682014

Probably. I was turned on enough to keep meeting him even knowing how it would go down. It wouldn't surprise me if he were already in prison for sex offences against women though (who actually bother to report this stuff).

>>2679220
this is hilarious actually

Translate from swedish to english

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>>2682100
I don't understand

>>2681427
>You sound very easy to rape
That have to be the worst reply ever, and this thread it's about rape porn