>be me 24
>didn't become curious about my sexuality until my late teens
>jerked off to stories over and over again
>finally decided to meet up with someone
>post ad on double list looking for an older man
>get a response from a man in his 50s, clean cut, ddf
>drive over to his house
>undress in his guestroom
>lights dim, I begin to give him head, struggling with my breathing to get it right
>he flips me on my back and I feel his tongue caress the sides of my cheeks before he plays with my hole
>he begins to blow me for a little bit but I'm not that into it
>ask him to fuck me an he obliges
>he slowly slides in and begins to build up speed
>he fucks me raw
>we alternate from missionary to doggy
>really enjoying it at this point
>ask him to finish inside me
>hes more than happy to oblige and finishes deep inside me
>I cant get off so I go home

Mainly into women but I enjoy getting fucked by men. Want to see him again someday as he was able to fuck for longer than the other older men I slept with.

>be me, 19
>friends already lost their v-cards, feel left behind. literally haven't done anything
>this was around 2009 so smart phones weren't really a thing yet
>go on craigslist asking for someone to fuck me
>get all these old men
>some hot guys but im weary that some are pic collectors so I don't go ahead with some of them
>one guy, 30yos, we end up chatting on skype
>meet up a couple of times
>we end up doing it all on our 3rd meet up
>make out, suck each other, he fucks me with lube but im nervous so my hole is tight throughout but he just pounds me like crazy, didnt really enjoy it
>regretted after
>still met up with him a few more times because he had a big dick, but this time he would do more foreplay and eat me out
>my hole relaxes and the sex feels amazing

i ditched him when he tried to come inside me

>be in early 20s
>bifag, mostly want to suck dick
>make Craigslist post
>ignore 90% of them for being too old, ugly dicks, black or fat
>finally have a decent looking guy my age email me
>guy writes half a novel every email, but we agree we should meet up soon
>message him one evening
>he warns me hes kind of drunk but hes down for getting blown
>head over, he let's me in, takes me to his bedroom
>drops his shorts and lies down
>start blowing him, hes still soft
>he only ends up getting half hard
>cums pretty fast
>leave kinda disappointed

>>2691410
I mean, I don’t really get a choice because I was a minor. To tell the first time story at a legal age would be skipping over like 30 encounters. Ironically all of them I wasn’t even 14 yet.

But I digress, I’ll discuss my first time after that.
>26 years old
>online bf is 18
>moves to my country
>suck his cock on my couch, sniffing his unwashed foreskin after the 28 hour travel. Spend the first night sucking each others dicks constantly. Stick it in his ass the next day, blasts cum all over the walls as i unload inside.
>married for 8 years now

Nothing really interesting, I must've been in 5th or 6th grade and was kind of an outcast and befriended another kid who had the same interests. Not sure how but one day we found ourselves at a secluded spot near our school and I don't remember who made the first move but we started making out. We started going to that spot regularly to make out, we would also cuddle, sadly it never led to anything sexual, probably because we were so young, but I guess that was my first, boring, gay experience. He moved schools soon after that and I never saw him again.

I was honest in that other thread.


First time sucking dick I was 21, a senior in college, getting out of a long term relationship. I always thought I might be bi and finally decided if I were going to experiment, that was the right time. I posted on CL personals and eventually agreed to blow a guy in his truck in a dark out of the way parking lot on campus. I was really nervous and he was heavier than I'm really into, but I loved it the second his dick hit my mouth and swallowed without a second thought when he came.
My first time bottoming wasn't very noteworthy. It was a CL ad as well, the guy said he wanted it anonymous as possible. He wanted someone to come over, no names exchanged, he tops with a condom, and then leave. I thought it would be a good, anonymous hookup to try taking dick for the first time. I did show up, he turned out to be a tall skinny Asian guy. We got naked and I laid down on his bed. He sucked my dick for a bit and I came really quickly. Then he put a condom on and we lubes up, and he also came really quickly after entering me. So it wasn't bad or anything, but really quick and kind of awkward.

>>2691511

My first time getting it raw was more exciting. I was back home with my parents for winter break. They've always been the types to go to bed at 8 or 9, so I was often a bored college student with lots of time. I eventually found another CL ad for someone looking for car head and agreed to meet later that night when everyone at my home was asleep. I was super horny in the build up and even toyed my ass in the shower with a round toothbrush holder. When the time came, I snuck out of the house, met him on a street corner, and we went to the dark parking lot behind a nearby strip mall. I remember he had dark hair and glasses. We fooled around a bit and got in the back seat of his car. While I blew him, I let him finger me. Eventually he asked for me to turn around so he could see my ass. He kept spitting on my ass and fingering me, and using his spit to jerk off. Then he asked if he could rub his dick against my crack. I knew where it was going from there but was so crazy horny I didn't care. After a little of the "I just want to poke it a bit," game he eventually shoved all the way into me. Since I was a little prepared from toying myself and the fingering, and he wasn't that big, it didn't hurt too bad. He came after just a few pumps anyway. Didn't warn me at all, he just came. I actually to this day still find that crazy hot, but his energy changed afterwards and he didn't say a thing when he drove me home. I jerked off an enormous load when I got home remembering that I had another man's cum up my ass, then did it again in the morning when I woke up.

My first time was a grindr hookup at age 19. I finally mustered the courage to start looking after years of yearning for men. It helped I wasn't doing much of anything, still lived with my parents and hadn't decided what I wanted to do with my future. Me and this one guy, much older, I assume around 40+, hit it off. He offers to pick me up in his car. I feel my heart pounding in my chest with each passing second until he finally rolls up into my parents garage. I enter and he drives me to a parking lot. We stay pretty silent up until he kisses me. It scared me so bad, feeling his weight on my body and the whole suddenness of it. It was my first kiss, he said I was really good. We drive around some more until we reach a park were he parks the car there. He must've loved the thrill since it was close to a highway, cars speeding past as I unbuckled his belt. I very quickly start sucking him off, his cock was very adorable. I find it funny now, looking back he wasn't my type at all, but his stomach and cock were just too cute. Anyways, he keeps telling me how good I am at this. The words "you'll make a lot of men happy" still echo around my mind, I wish he never said it. Too scared to swallow and ask him if he's fine with finishing via masturbation. He obliges, he was very kind and understanding, and I watch him cum all over himself. He promised me multiple times he would help me release to, but that ended up being false. Frankly it didn't bother me but it did make him a liar, oh well. When he dropped me off I crawled back in bed and checked grindr to see his account had completely disappeared. I never got to learn his name. I regret ever doing this, I think it destroyed my psyche for a year until I was eventually sent to the ER. I also really enjoyed it, every second of it, I still get hard imagining it. Makes me wanna rope. Oh well.

>Be me, 17 years old, left my homophobic country for college, on my own without my parents or anything

> download Grindr
> make a quick profile and start messaging guys
> I’m a black twink BOTTOM and I don’t put my face up so it takes a while for me to get anything
> eventually this one guy he’s 30smth, white Italian, moderately attractive messages me
> he thinks I’m 18, doesn’t know it’s my first time
> we agree to meet him at his hotel room
> when I get there I’m shy as fuck and scared as fuck. He starts touching me and I get an instant boner and try my best to touch back
> he kisses me and that’s my first kiss too. And I’m a surprisingly good kisser according to him even though I’ve never done it before
> he’s a bit rough, grabbing me and carrying me (I’m 5’10 and he’s at least 6 foot) and we get on the bed and he starts to move me to his crotch
> I crack and tell him it’s my first time and then he feels shocked and awful that he wasn’t treating me nicer or slower
> he guides me and I give him head for the first time, he seemed to enjoy it and I’ve practiced a lot on bananas so
> then I tell him I’m not douched so he doesn’t want to try anal
> we eventually jerk off together and he says to message him whenever I’m feeling horny and that he’ll teach me how to have real sex (anal)
> I get so scared and ashamed of myself I block him and delete the app

He was rich too. I shoot my self in the foot thinking about how I probably missed out on a sugar daddy earning big European money. It’s also interesting to think about how confident I’ve become since then. Even though my appearance has barely changed, now I wouldn’t even give someone like him a response.

I'm still a virgin because I passed out when me and my old gf tried to do the deed. MY heart raced so bad holy shit, that wasn't really a first time but we broke up because of that, I was really realyl scared lmao

For me it was when I was 15 in summer camp. Knew I was at least bi even back then. There were 3 of us per cabin and one of the guys got sick and left for home so it was just me and a cute 17yo boy.

Talking about stuff lead to watching porn on his phone led to me ending up on my knees sucking on his uncut cock. He kept making sounds like he liked it, runing hands through my hair and I really liked it.

Came in my mouth I swallowed. After that I sucked his cock like 2 times a day for the next two weeks plus some other stuff before we went hoke and never seen each other again.

>>2691653
Elaborate on the other stuff

>be 18, first year at college
>bisexual, never done anything with a guy but been jacking off to gay porn for a while
>make profile on gay dating site
>it has a list of hookup spots and gloryhole locations
>ride the bus to an adult bookstore
>neighborhood's sketchy but I'm thinking with my dick
>head into booth and put in some cash
>after jacking off for a bit a dick appears from the hole
>medium size uncut, brown skin
>start sucking on it
>feels weird but the guy's moaning so I guess I'm good at this
>he asks to come into my booth
>say yes and unlock it
>a Mexican guy in his 40s comes in, not ugly, not really handsome
>he pulls out his wallet to feed the machine
>catch a look at a picture of him and his wife & daughter
>instant guilt
>make up an excuse and take the bus back into the dorms
I've had better sex since then thankfully, but I still don't fuck with married men unless their partner knows they're sleeping around. Being a homewrecker just doesn't sit right with me.

>>2691410
>me early 30s
>met 40s guy at bath house
>told him he could fuck me and he did
>attraction to men irl joyously confirmed

>>2691410
>bi kid never been with a dude
>the age of craigslist
>finally find a kid around my age and not repulsive and get him to come over
>comes over, smaller dick than he said
>doesn't want to suck me
>fucks me, I barely feel it (smaller than my dildo)
>cums inside me, gets dressed says thanks and leaves
>texts me a couple days later says that was fun, can we do it again
>so he comes over, fucks me for 2 seconds, cums and leaves
>disappointing, but I got some dick, so there's that.

>> In HS straight kinda friend going through some heavy shit
>> It causes him to be isolated from the rest of the friend group
>> Also going through some heavy shit in my life
>> Trauma bonding
>> He's lonely. I'm lonely. Decide to be lonely together. Start hanging out more
>> He's not gay. This is just practice for when I get a BF supposedly
>> Slowly escalates but very one sided
>> I start jerking him off cause that's what a BF would do
>> First time I smell someone elses balls and I love it. Musky. Sweet. Horny
>> It's like I can smell how much he wants to nut
>> At first he's uncomfortable with it but after a few times I guess horny wins out
>> hard to understand what he's thinking but he cums so he's into it?
>> Eventually while jerking him he asks me to "put my mouth on it"
>> I dunno dude that's really really gay
>> He laughs and I keep jerking him but then he ask me again. Just this once. It's just practice.
>> Ok I guess there's no turning back after this.
>> Start sucking. He's had a bj before. Is like coaching me.
>> Cover your teeth. Use your hand. Faster. Slower.
>> I'm gonna cum. Keep your mouth on it.
>> Cums in my mouth. I act like a pussy and don't swallow.
>> Go to bathroom to spit it out
>> Didn't then and still don't like the aftertaste of cum. It stays in your mouth.

That was the first time I sucked him. Will tell the rest later maybe.

>>2691410
Friend discover that's he is gay, hit on me, we fool around, i fuck his ass.

Reposted, true story
>be me
>curious, desperate, and have already fried my brain with yaoi
>have cybersex with guys online
>some want to meet
>flake a lot
First experience
>meet one guy online who wants to use toys on me
>sneak him into my room through the window while I’m supposed to be at school
>jerk together, he uses a plug on me and sucks me at the same time
>lie on the floor so he can ride my dick
>cum instantly and feel gross
>he leaves
>liked how the plug felt
>decide to try more ass play
First time bottoming
>meet college aged dude online
>tell him I want to try bottoming
>late night
>shower and clean ass the best I can
>wait for him in my pajamas under a tree behind my house
>he parks on the street and I sneak out of the shade to his car
>small talk in the back seat
>he pulls his dick out and I just stare at it
>gives me a look that says “it’s not gonna suck itself” but I’m confused
>he pulls my head down and it clicks
>didn’t expect to suck dick since I only wanted to bottom but I have to get him hard somehow
>feeling him get hard in my mouth turns me on. he was about 5”
>put the seats down and lay on my stomach in the trunk space
>he puts on a condom and pulls my pajama pants down
>he sees I went commando for him and calls me a good boy
>works his dick into me and starts to fuck me on my stomach
>feels okay but I’m soft and not very turned on
>car gets hot and the windows steam up
>his shirt and my hoodie come off
>feel his sweat dripping into my back
>cop car drives past and he ducks low to avoid the headlights
>ask what’s wrong but he covers my mouth and holds me still
>adrenaline rush
>feel his bare sweaty chest on my back, his hips on my ass and the pressure of his stiff dick in me
>get hard
>he fucks me for 15 or 20min and finishes in the condom
>pull up my pants, say goodbye
>sneak back inside
>text him I had fun
>jerk off
>decide the idea of being a bottom turns me on and I must explore it more

>>2691829

This would have been the perfect teen relationship for me. I would've sucked his dick whenever he wanted. But it honestly it took him a very long time to initiate anything though. It was always me reaching for his dick. Sometime he even seemed annoyed like ugh now I have to go cum in his mouth again. It made me feel like shit the whole time. I didn't know what they feeling was at the time though so resentment just slowly built up overtime

> hard to remember the first time we fucked
> just like the bj he doesn't initiate the sex but he always escalating it
> more training. stick your tongue all the way out. deeper. good personal cumdump
> he was asking "can I fuck you" after a couple of months
> again he wasn't a virgin and was having sex I assume frequently in his previous relationship
> kinda made me feel like it was something I should be doing for him as his not technically boyfriend
> it's good practice for when you get a bf anon
I know this sounds straight out of a nifty story but I swear it was really like this.
> eventually talks me into it
> terrified I will shit on his dick and he will be disgusted with me
> know nothing about douching, or really how the bowels work. won't learn that stuff for years
> don't remember why I agree to it the day I do
> literally stucking my finger up my butt trying to see if I feel shit and pulling it out
> feel gross af. still terrified there some left
> don't even think we used lube just spit
> his dick is wide and flat like a blunt spear
> hurts. feels like i'm going to take a shit the whole time
> asking him to slow down. asking how much longer.
> is basically ignoring me or tell me he's almost done as he keep fucking away
> it doesn't take a long time but it's so uncomfortable the whole time it feels like it does
> he nuts in me
> tries telling me stuff like that wasn't so bad for me
> feel gross and go take a shower

These are so horrible and tragic that I am sorry I opened the thread, much more read it and considered sharing. Jfc.

>>2691960
that's how gay sex, or I dare say, how gays' get something that shapes them for the rest of their lives. Almost every first time is outside the fairytale romance books people usually fantasize about lol, very fascinating links on rape, molestation, and DL scenes

>>2691960
>>2692136
most of these are grim for sure, but not all of us had shit first times my dudes

>>2691410
nothing special really
>late 2014
>turned 18 that year and I was super horny
>looking at M4M personals on Craigslist
>found a daddy type that I was looking for: dadbod, average sized dick, only in his 40s and uncut
>he was horny and asked me to send him pictures of my ass
>gladly obliged, even sent him a video of me spreading my cheeks wide open for him
>agreed to meet up at a hotel
>opens the door and out loud says "wow"
>we start making out
>I'm hard as diamonds
>He desperately tries to release his raging boner from his pants
>pulls out a perfect cock for me, not too big, not too small, and he pulled back the foreskin to show a gorgeous, smooth pink head
>He pushes my head down, but I'm already on my knees sucking him off
>love the way it feels in my mouth, but somewhat disappointed it didn't have a super distinct taste or smell
>we start undressing completely
>we're completely naked now and he commands me to get on the bed and bend over
>I happily assume the position
>I can feel him poking my ass, slapping his floppy cock against my cheeks, pushing his head against my hole
>eventually he gives up
>I asked him what's up
>he said he recently lost one of his boy toys, because he moved away
>said he didn't expect another boy to want to hook up with him and he was so worried about his performance with me that he couldn't get it up
>ended up talking about his situation and basic getting to know each other type shit
>go home with not a single drop of cum down my throat or in my ass

>be me, closeted hard
>be september this year, out of town for a bachelor party weekend
>last night before driving home 4 hours
>did some performance enhancers, sniff sniff, just a bump tho
>crash a 2 am but can't sleep cause coke
>had my own room at the airbnb so I start jerking my dick and crusing sniffies
>so built up full of cum from a long weekend
>older top says he can host me before I leave town
>get up and pack my stuff at 8am and am the first checked out
>omw to this house, top says it's his own rental and that he's got a friend to double team with me
>awkward energy when I go inside door was cracked open for me to just walk in
>two older daddies sitting on couch
>ask em where they want me and they both stand up and drop pants and i sit on the ottoman
>daddy #1 good size dick 6" cut girthy fills my mouth perfectly
>daddy#2 unfortunately smaller 3" max
>#1 gets hard easily but #2 struggled
>as soon as #2 gets up he nuts and I swallow
>#1 had a 8/10 dick but was more fuzzy then I hope for
>workshop #1 for a while and says he's gonna cum
>pull my own out and jerk myself while he gets himself close
>he comes in my mouth and I swallow him as well
>they both watch and let me milk their flaccid cocks while I finish myself
>eat my own cum and we all walk out together

>>2691656
We managed to get some lube after a trip to town for the last week or so that evening I also got fucked.

The first time was the evening after the town trip. Hes done stuff with guys before me so he told me how to prep myself which I did.

Started by blowing him for a good while to get horny after which i lay on my back with a pillow under my hips and he played with my cock, lubed me up and fingered me and lubed me up some more and then slowly slid into me. He pretty thick and about 7 inches but he was slow and I got used to the girth though it still hurt when he bottomed out.

He fucked me slowly for a long while then picked up the pace. When ge hot close he jerked me off and I came pretty hard a bit before him and then he came in me.

Aftwr that Id suck him in the mornings and in the evenings id get fucked in every way we could think of. Made me cum on his cock a few times too with a lot of fingering before he went in but for that I need like 20 minutes of someone hitting my prostate.

Sorry for rambling Im drunk

> Be me, 22 years old
> Fully straight
> In a relationship with gf for 2 years, everything is fine
> One night, I get bored and only
> Feel horny
> Gf is at her place, 50 miles away
> Decide to check out the french version of craigslist
> Go to the gay section
> Lots of dudes in my city asking for a blowjob
> Hit up a few of them just out of curiosity
> One guy replies in a quite dominant way
> Gives me instructions about where to find him
> Very straighforward
> "In one hour, you'll join me on this parking lot close to the woods, i'll be standing up next to my blue Nissan"
> "You'll get on your knees without a word, open your mouth and i'll start fucking your little mouth"
> Instand diamonds
> I'll do it
> Get ready, brush my teeth and drive there
> I see him
> It's happening
> Go to him in a very shy way
> "H... Hi"
> "On your knees"
> "Ok sir"
> Get his dick, still soft, quite big already, uncut
> TASTY as fuck
> Dirty talk to me while I suck him
> Starts fucking my mouth
> Hear a loud moan
> Next thing I know I feel this warm, gooey substance on my tongue and throat
> Amazing taste
> Swallow everything
> Puts his pants back, says thanks and leaves me here on my knees with spit everywhere and the taste of his cum on my mouth
> Go home with the biggest boner of my life
> Jerk off all night

Never saw him again, not even sure he liked it lol

>>2692618
That's definitely something I would like to try! What is the name of the "french version of craiglist"? ^^

>>2692642
Don't they have sniffies in France?

>>2692644
I know there is Grindr, but I don't know about other apps

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This is the first cock I ever sucked. I met this guy on Reddit before I got banned. He was 19 and I swallowed all of it. He met me in his shed outside his house and was pretty quiet until he was going to finish. I think I gave him an okay blowjob. I wish I got his info or something because I deleted the Reddit account I used to meet him and the subreddit (a local gay hookup sub) got nuked like 4 months later.

>be me, 19 years old at first job
>9 to 5 where they don't give me enough to do
>bored, pent up as fuck
>fuck it
>give up on waiting for something gay to happen by chance
>actually plan to meet up with someone from Grindr
>find a hot brown guy
>28, abs, cut
>his photos are pixelated to hell but whatever I'm so horny
>wants his dick sucked
>neither of us can host
>public toilet it is
>meet up after work at a nearby train station
>handsome, tall, wearing sportswear
>takes me to nearby public toilet
>one big stall and long urinal
>he goes into the stall first
>old man comes in
>I stand at the urinel until he goes
>guy calls me into the stall
>he's holding his dick out of his shorts
>it isnt made of huge pixels
>he's already rock hard
>looks bigger in person
>instant boner
>I join him in the stall and grab his dick
>incredibly turned on by the first time I'm holding someone elses dick
>get on my knees and suck
>sucking dick is surprisingly easier and more fun than I thought it would be
>he starts moaning trying to keep quiet because people are still occasionally coming in and out
>asks if he can fuck me
>no
>please?
>no
>please? I wont put it in I promise
>...okay
>I turn around and hold onto the rails as he pokes my hole and moans for a few minutes
>stare at the floor, thinking wtf is this
>we stop, I convince him to take off his shirt
>abs
>feel his chest
>continue sucking him while playing with his ass
>brush my finger along the outside of his hole, feels nice and tight
>realise I'm really into hole
>I feel his cock throb as he cums, I swallow
>puts his dick away
>he leaves
>felt disappointed that he didn't do anything to make me cum
>felt great because I am a natural at sucking dick
>realise making guys moan and blow their load with my mouth is fun and feels powerful
>never see him again
>become dick sucking expert over next few years

Known elementary friend My whole life. We start showing each other our boxers at a very young age and eventually start fucking and rubbing pillows or stuffed animals when we were like 11. Then we could start cumming. We would get naked at all sleepovers and jerk off. We would get naked in the woods and swim im rivers with hard dicks and jerk off. Never touched each other.

We lived together with my gf at the time at like 23 years old. We worked nights and she would be at school. Nearly every day we would be on separate sides of the couch and bust a nut to porn.

One night we are tent camping with a bunch of friends. We are near black out drunk. We head back to the tent and all I could think about was how much I wanted to play with his dick. Ill never forget. He was wearing black boxer briefs. My heart was pounding like it never ever has. My hands body were shaking uncontrollably with adrenaline. We were both on our backs and I reach over and put my hand on his thigh. He flinches but not much movement. I move closer to his dick and I felt it hard. I start to rub the head through the briefs and its starting to grow. He isn't huge like 4.5" but a very nice dick. I've been wanting to play with this dick for so fucking long I was out of my mind. He immediately starts rubbing mine and we then take our boxers off.

I quickly put his dick in my mouth and I was in heaven. I sucked and licked for what felt like hours. We were so drunk im pretty sure he never came but its a very long time ago. He asked me to fuck him so I did. I dont remember much other than learning the importance of a clean bottom... he was not.

It was probably 6 months before we played again. Over the next 20 years we mess around a few times a year. We are both married but best bros.

Been getting frustrated in the last 5 years cause he needs to be so drunk to want to do anything he never cums and always wants me to top but hes never clean so I stop doing it.

>>2692666
It sucks to love sucking dick but never get a load or the feeling of pleasuring someone so its a bummer. He's not great at giving head so I usually dont come unless I top.

Been a solid 3 years since a session and im desperately looking for another married JO bud. Start with mutual and frot and see where it goes.

I just want someone who wants it like me but we can be sober or near sober to do it. Like a hit or two, gummy or a beer. Not 15 beers.

>>2692667
Im also not really attracted to any and all guys. I love the idea of playing with their dick but usually the personality and everything else is a no. There has definitely been occasions where I was like damn I would totally put his dick in my mouth cause we were vibing nicely but im too shy to try. Like I know who is obviously gay but that's not who I want. I want the straightish married curious type.

>>2692668
>I want the straightish married curious type.
Hey, how YOU doin?

>>2692669
Id be better with a dad bod dick in my mouth.

>>2692151
did you meet him again ?

>Was on A4A and was talking to a guy that labelled himself straight. Was around my same age and had a 6.5in cock. Was a bit shorter, but after we exchanged pics, I didn't care. He was hot. I go to his place and I see pics of him and a woman in wedding photos. Whatever. I want to get fucked. He pulls his pants down and his dick is more like 3in hard. I still blow him and ask to rim him (the best part, for some reason shorter guys seem to have the roundest fattest booties). He asks if I want t o get fucked and I say "not this time." I message him later and he says that was a freebie and the next time I had to pay. After I stopped laughing, I told him that that wouldn't be happening. He tried to say that he'd be down if I bought him a phone. I said no and blocked him.

That was my first gay sex.

>>2692642
It was a while ago lol, it was called vivastreet but they shut it down

>I was 15 years old when I downloaded Grindr. >I thought that if I hooked up with someone my age, everyone would find out I was gay. >So I went and talked to older guys. A 38-year-old guy talked to me politely. >I decided to meet up with him. We met, he picked me up in his car and took me home. >His penis was small. He fucked me twice, but I couldn't cum, I couldn't even get hard. I'm not sure if I enjoyed it. >Then I blocked him, he threatened me, I blocked him again. >We met a few more times; he made me wear a skirt and fucked me. >I think we met five or six times, including in the car. None of them were forced; I always wanted it. >After the last one, I blocked him again, but this time he cut off all communication with me, and I never heard from him again >I miss being fucked by an older man, I miss that feeling of helplessness. >After the man I described, I had a very scary experience.when I was 17 . If anyone is curious, I'll tell

>>2692670
Bro i just keep checking boxes lol
hope you find one anon

>>2691410
>like 17 or something
>end up and some party with artsy fat girls and some guy know for basically fucking anything that moves with his huge cock
>I'm flirting with this big fat goth girl, because I am also a total pervert attracted to anything that moves.
>We are all sitting around a fire, me in the middle with the goth girl on my right and the guy on my left.
>I'm feeling up the goth bbws tits thinking I'm sly when the guy starts telling me he has a 9in cock.
>Looking me dead in the eyes when he says it, my heart literally skips a beat, instant mega horny.
>I reach into his pants under the blanket and grab his cock.
>It feels HUGE in my hand, and it's completely soft.
>Literally sitting there with a DD in one hand and a giant D in the other.
>He whispers in my ear to come to the bathroom, and so I ditch the mid goth girl.
>In the bathroom, he takes his pants off, and I am immediately on my knees, kissing and sucking all over his cock and balls.
>I am in literal heaven, as I have always secretly wanted to do this.
>He is about to cum, and he stops me.
>Wants to put it in, I'm nervous...
>Ask him to use a condom like a little bitch.
>No lube.
>Feels absolutely terrible, first time is a 9in monster covered in rubber.
>Mood completely ruined.
>I don't remember if he came or not.
>Walk of shame through goth bbws house in front of all the other party goers.

all together, it was pretty ok.

>>2691410
This is so bad, you know it can't be a LARP.
>married high school sweetheart
>knew I was bi as a teenager. in fact the girl who introduced my future wife to me warned her "he might be gay"
>years of monogamous straight sex, even though I had gay fantasies
>get to 53
>marriage struggling
>no sex in over a year
>go on cragslist for some strange
>all hookers or scamers
>besides, what woman wants to hook up with a married guy?
>look at M4M
>there are tons of guys in my situation... married, no sex. guys just want to hook up NSA
>find a guy almost 20 years younger than me
>has me over his place
>I figure this is going to be terrible... first time with a guy, first time with anyone other than my wife, first time I'm naked in front of anyone except my wife
>figure I'm going to have post-nut clarity/shame, just like when I jerk off to gay thoughts
>make out with the guy
>exchange covered blow jobs
>end up jerking off next to each other
>instead of shame, lay there naked with the guy chatting for 30 minutes
>wish I had done this decades ago

My first time happened years ago as you can tell by some of the details. I was mid-30's and travelled to the DC area for business. Get to my hotel and there is a "manager's happy hour" going on. Free cheap beer and booze. I grab a drink and sit at a smoking table.

Older (50-60-ish) couple comes over and asks if they can sit with me. it was crowded, not many seats. I said yes. We chatted for a bit and the husband excuses himself to get more drinks.

Once he's gone, the wife tells me that the reason they came over was they were looking for someone to join them in bed and liked how I looked. She actually was pretty good looking and in shape. He was short and skinny but I figured I wasn't going to be fucking him so who cares. I agreed to go upstairs with them.

Once in the room, everyone strips down and she becomes the center of attention, but eventually I'm under her licking her pussy and he's fucking her from behind. His cock slips out, slides across my face, he grabs it and puts it back in his wife. Happens a couple more times and finally I just grab it and out it in my mouth (that's the booze controlling me.). Suck his cock for a bit, he goes back to fucking his wife and cums in her. I get sloppy seconds.

We sit and drink for a while and she says she wants to watch me fuck her husband. Never had anal or sex with a guy before (other than that brief blow job) so it's go time. She lubes him up and I fuck him.

I thank them and leave and spend the night thinking about what I did. Was it the booze or did I really have gay inclinations. I wasn't sure so I figured maybe I should try it again, but sober for some clarity. After fucking about 60 guys, still haven't found an answer. The quest continues.

>>2692712
Like my ultimate fantasy. An older couple 55+ looking for me as a third. Anything goes. Best of both worlds.

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>>2692777
I've had two couples and let me tell ya, they're best as one time flings. The guys can either get super possessive and jealous or if they're a bottom bitch in married clothing, they can get hooked and attached and stalky. You've been warned.

The first time was brutal; it was my half-brother's penis. He was 14 and I was 6. He invented a game where he'd rub his penis between my thighs until he ejaculated. I remember it took me ages to wipe his semen off my legs. It might sound crazy, but I live with it. Even though this thing has definitely had an effect on me, I admit to masturbating to straight or gay porn sometimes. But I'm certain it must haunt him.

>>2692654
Fuq, I love curvature like that…

>destined to be a closeted virgin

>>2692668
Dude, just keep looking. It took me a couple years to find a straight acting married guy who wasn’t fat, old, or a tweeker.

I’m on Grindr all the time. Mostly a bunch of flakes. Not into risky hookups but usually get some good jerk material.
One day I find a guy on there, married, nice body, perfect cock, clean discreet etc.
We trade pics several times. We’d get all worked up but nothing ever happened. He even deleted the app several times. This goes on for about a year and a half.

Finally one day he hits me up. Perfect timing because I’m horny as hell. He wants to meet and suck my cock. So I agree and we both head off to a spot we know is DL. I’ve sucked a few dicks and both topped and bottomed, but he hasn’t done shit. We meet and he’s immediately on my dick. Sucks me for a bit, I suck him. I can taste his pre cum. We’re both all pent up from a year and a half of this shit. I had been toying my ass all morning and wanted to get fucked. So I turn around and ask if he wants this ass. He doesn’t even hesitate. Slipped his cock right in me and busted the largest nut I’ve ever seen.

After that we agree to meet again. About a month goes by and we do. He sucks me off and swallows. Tells me he’s been fantasizing about having gay sex his whole life.
This was all a couple years ago. We hook up several times a month. Have even went “camping” several times together where we get a hotel and fuck like rabbits. He’s my little boy toy. We’re both married and live straight lives.

So anyway, just keep at it. You’ll find a dude in a similar situation. Just gotta get past the nervousness part. I can tell you this. There are a shit load of men married to women who are straight faggots. It’s not even uncommon at all.

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>>2692893
I was super disgusted with myself after but looking back it’s pretty hot. I was going to hard he busted without me realizing & he had to pull me off his dick to calm down. My breath smelled like his cock on the way home and I hated it. I wish I got his number or something bc I would totally do it again.

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>>2691410
My first time was when I was 15, he was 19 and looked like picrel. We had been friends for a few years and got close when both of our fathers passed away. He was a gook/nerd, I was somewhat athletic, but small. We had never done or hinted at anything sexual, nor did I ever have a gay/bi interest.

I was in his room and noticed his masturbation sleeve but didn't know what it was. He explained it and when I seemed confused (I had only ever used my hand) he said he'd show me. Dropped his pants and pushed his fat cock into the sleeve. After a few minutes he suggested I try. I did and it felt pretty nice. After a few minutes of me using it, he wondered what it would feel like if we used it from both ends. I was game. He suggested we take our pants off since it could get messy.

We did, stood face to face and stuck our cocks in. Since he was a bigger guy, he wrapped his arms around me to have both of us in the sleeve and we both started fucking it. feels nice. We're both fucking it and his head is by my ear and he's moaning. Have to admit it was turning me on. Better for him since he cums a minute later. My cock feels wet and hot.

He pulls out and tells me to turn around. When I do he wraps one arm around me, pulls me in tight and starts stroking me with the sleeve. Stops for a minute, pulls my t-shirt off, takes his off and now his naked body is pressed against mine. It's too much for me and I explode into the sleeve. Rest a minute and the sleeve is oozing cum and lube. I slide it off and we start cleaning up.

We used that thing many times. One of his favorites using it was for us to get naked, him put my back against the wall, our cocks in the sleeve and him fucking the sleeve as hard/fast as he can with me pinned against the wall.

>>2693018
>I hated it
>would totally do it again
I don't think you hated it anon

Hard for me to pinpoint my "first time", because I was literally playing with dicks starting about 5 with almost all of my friends. The progressed to sucking, just in a "I dare you to suck my dick giggle giggle" by the age of 9 or so, and a couple of other buddies & I would even play-fuck--not to cum but sticking it in. In retrospect, I am rather horrified that we were doing this (the other guys grew up straight w families and I believe they really are straight), but there seemed to be a prevailing notion that boys went through a period of interest in other boys' bodies right before they hit puberty & "found girls". All I know is, in elementary school, every time I had someone for a sleepover or camping out in the backyard or treehouse, almost the first thing we did after it got too late for the parents to be up is everybody got naked & did Dares, which often involved things that would be considered sexual if two grown men did it.

One of these guys & I continued jerking off together & even sucking and swallowing until we were about 15. I wasn't even attracted to him, but at that point I knew I liked dick (though I was terrified that swallowing cum would give me some horrible disease & "my secret would be out" LOL

Later w a differnt guy when we were about 16, I spent the night with him; I had always suspected something about him because like me, he was into Arts stuff at school, not sports. this guy I actually had a small attraction to. So I'm spending the night at his house & his folks/siblings were gone, and he starts these rambling statements about how "most guys experimenting w each other when they're about 13 and I never got to..." which was enough for me to take that ball & run. We ended up getting naked, lots of body exploring and again, "dares" (seemed to be the way most adolescent boys tried gay sex, so they could blame it on "I was made to do it!" instead of freewill (wink wink). [comment too long]

>>2693963

[Cont'd]
So we basically did EVERYTHING except kiss, or fuck. I even rimmed him, not quite knowing what the term was for that, but he seemed a little grossed out by it.
Finally I ended up sucking him off & swallowing, and thought it was my turn next, but he had the typical post-cum sudden loss of interest & kind of just at there and watched me jerk off and tossed me a towel. All of a sudden the mood changed & I imagine he felt shame/embarrassment (I didn't but I did fell a little shame for bring "his bitch" and swallowing his load while he didn't do the same, which made us both feel that made me more "gay" than him--remember, we were 16.

First time I actually COUNT as sex was when i started going to a gay bar (underage), went home with the first guy who showed interest (oh how naive I was) and bought me a beer. He did plant a kiss on me in the bar, first time I ad ever made out w anybody, & I guess that had the desired effect because next thing I know, we're headed to his place. Turns out he was living in a rooming house, his room was very messy & not even a bed, just a mattress on the floor. He had been smoking (this was a long time ago when everybody smoked in gay bars) and got up & brushed his teeth & kissed me--I HATE to kiss someone if I can taste their toothpaste, it grosses me out, but I was kind of "in for a penny, in for a pound" by now. Then he starts smoking too--the combo taste of cigarette plus Colgate really was disgusting and I stopped kissing him. He tried to fuck me, using Vaseline (ew), and he was very large and I had to stop. I ended up fucking him & cumming inside (something that has actually rarely happened since--probably because of the excitement) but got out of there pretty quick. It certainly wasn't a "romantic first time". I was 17 & he said he was 29

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>>2691960

This is what comes of having a sexual orientation that is considered scandalous and kept repressed & hidden, with no socialization like straight people get, no parents saying "Please being your new boyfriend over for lunch", etc. We keep it all hidden and there's rarely a mentor to street away from the sleaze until we learn "on the streets" on our own.

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>>2692707

It's never too late, Anon. 53 isn't really that old (Boomer here). Glad you found your true self; you'd be amazed at how many live their entire lives, have grandkids etc, and NEVER have the courage to try it & experience that epiphany

>horny, bi, never been with a guy before
>hop on grindr
>get convinced to go to a dudes house
>his pants are already off when I get there
>wearing that retarded gay underwear
>get that shit off immediately
>his cock is maybe two inches max
>foreplay might be nice
>finger his asshole, play with balls, lick dick
>he cums in like 30 seconds
>thats cool though he can go again quick
>suck dick until he cums in my mouth
>lube up
>fuck his ass for like 15 minutes
>dont cum
>leave

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>middle schooler
>randomly finds old friend on snap
>he was super cute now
>he still lived in the same area
>walked an hour to his house
>he took my anal virginity roughly for almost 3 hours
>i tried to fuck him but my dick was too thick for his hole
my cock for reference

Disappointingly average, maybe below average.

> be 27, virgin, knew I was gay for years, but closeted to everyone I knew.
> Finally living alone in my own place in the city
> Download the apps, link with 24 yo bartender, stop by his bar to meet, super sexy, make plans to hang.
> Go on a full blown date with the guy. Dinner, drinks, walk around the city. Try really hard not to let on that it was my first date ever.
> He lives with his parents, so I invite him to my place for 420 and hopefully more.
> Smoke a J and start making out on the couch. After a handful of times making out with girls, the first time kissing a guy felt so right.
> Still, I'm nervous af
> Pants come off and he's packing a thick, 8" cock. I let out a "damn" and he says "yeah, it's big" with a casual confidence that makes me melt.
> I want it inside me and he asks if I think I could handle it, which makes me want it more.
> Being new to this, I wasn't ready to roll, and went to the bathroom to clean out, but also wasn't good at that.
> Water never runs clear, get nervous that I'm taking too long. Deciding it wouldn't happen was devastating.
> Go back to couch, let him know fucking was off the table and ask if I could suck him off. He's into it and I get to work.
> Know to avoid teeth, but have zero experience and dry mouth from the weed, so I give what I'm sure was a mediocre blowjob.
> Still nervous, and feeling awkward from the canceled fuck. Love sucking his fat dick, but mine stays soft the whole time.
> He tries jerking me and even 69-ing, but nothing.
> Eventually shoots a nice warm load in my mouth which I savor and swallow
> He calls a cab home
> I lay on my couch, smelling his cologne with the taste of his cum still in my mouth, finally get hard and rub one out.
> Try to link again, but he's not interested.

>senior year spring break, parents gone, house alone
>been chatting with dudes but scared of the random hookup shit
>meet Ryan, little 5'4" filipino manlet. submissive bottom. Just a little bit chubby but a nice chunky butt
>not his first time, but hard for him to find guys to hookup with due to his micropenis
>I'm a bi top so tell him idgaf
>send me a pic and he's cute as fuuuuccckkkk. absolutely adorable
>lose my mind beating off to pics of his ass so I invite him over
>comes over, I'm 6'5" so I have to bend down to kiss him when he comes in
>flip on the TV and chat for a bit
>he's just the tiniest thing under my arm
>pulls my dick out of my shorts and sucks my soul out of me
> stand him up, kiss him
>literally pick him up and take him into my room, strip each other
>asks if I will fuck him on his back and I try
>tons of lube but I just can't get in
>tells me to get on my back, straddles me
>sits on my cock really slowly at first
>make out while he's riding me, I have to lean up a bit due to the height difference
>close to cumming so I grab him by the waist and roll him over
>so much easier to kiss him while I'm fucking him
>begging me to cum in him
>i fucking explode in him with a fucking roar and collapse
>snap back to reality and ask if he cummed, says not yet
>immedietly go down on him, cums in my mouth
>kissing and rubbing until I fuck him again and give him another load
>he's just a giggling schoolgirl at this point, so fucking cute
>we jump in the shower, mostly just making out while we rinse off
>went outside to have a smoke on my back porch, I can't keep my hands off him, especially that butt
>ask what he's doing tomorrow
>he asks what time he should come over
>spend all week fucking, he sleeps over a couple nights
>giant white me and my little filipino spoon
>wake up to head every morning
>leave the bedroom only to use the bathroom and eat
>best spring break ever

> Be me, 25
> Go to an island with friends and my wife (then gf)
> Bi curious
> I tell them i am going for a walk, but i am aware that there is a gay nude beach on the island
> Go there obviously
> Strip down, immediately approached by a super tanned grandpa who is obviously cruising
> exchange a few words, immediately grabs my cock
> I grab his cock, it's super fat and hard, just beautiful
> He jerks me off for a minute and i am so horny playing with his balls, i nut
> Say thanks and i run away back to my friends, no one noticed thankfully

Fast forward two years, second and last gay experience

> Go to the same beach, alone this time,
Told my wife i am stressed and i need a day for myself to read a book on the beach
> Pure bullshit i obviously want to go go a gay beach again
> Same grandpa is there, cruising again
> Approaches me again, doesn't remember me
> Whatever just wanna have some fun
> Ask him to go slowly, i dont wanna kiss etc just play with eachother
> Ask him to put some sunscreen on me
> Starts rubbing it in, i am squatting in front of him while he rubs my back and plays with my asshole and dick from below
> tries to get me to sit on his cock, i dont want to
> Says ok, lies down on the towel and starts sucking me and fingering my ass while i jerk him a bit
> Feels amazing, blow the fattest load ever probably
> Ofcourse realization kicks in, i say i need a break, take a dip in the sea
> Come back, i guess he's excpecting a return favour
> I say sorry, i have to go grab a bite, i'll be back later tho
> i obviously chicken out and just go home

That was it, only two gay experiences.
It was pretty hot, i sometimes think about it but not as much as before. I don't think i'll do any more gay stuff now that i'm married, but you never know.

Kinda sad i havent sucked his dick cuz i really wanted to try that but i'm afraid of stds so i guess that was a smart decision.

>>2691410
How can I suck cock as an ugly man? I've messaged a hundred men on Grindr and some of them tell me from the start I'm hideous, but others act like they want to meet up until they suddenly stop responding. I heard how bad dating women is; I assumed it would be easy to let a guy put his dick in my mouth. These faggots are worse than women. I've talked to 300 pound men and told them I just want to give a blowjob and they always stop responding after a few hours. What gives? Are they just masturbating to my texts and losing interest after they cum or am I the ugliest person on the planet?

>>2694219
>How can I suck cock as an ugly man?
make a gloryhole, put it on sniffies

>>2694219
Serious question... how ugly are you?

>>2694219
Dude, I have a urostomy, a bag hanging off my side to collect urine. Even with that I've hooked up with plenty of guys, but I'll admit I've been rejected by 2x more.

>be me
>30 year old virgin

>>2694228
I always assumed I was a 4/10, but I guess it's much lower unless the problem is my personality. I never thought there would be so much talking. Why do we need to get to know each other before I suck your cock? I thought gay hookups were supposed to be quick and easy. Must be some sort of cosmic joke or conspiracy to prevent me from having sex.

>>2694293
Personally, I like to talk to guys before I meet them, partly because I tell them about my urostomy to get that out of the way, and to build some interest in me by discussing likes and dislikes. I never liked the "no more than two email" types.

The best hook-up partner I had was a 4/10, maybe a 3/10. Older, chubbier, balding, jowls, pouty lips and kind of effeminate. But he was a rockstar in bed, both passionate and controlling.

And yes, some guys will do the chat just to get off and disappear after jerking off. It's part of the process.

>>2694293
If you're a 4/10, the answer is to fuck other 4/10s. Look at any amateur or homemade section of a porn site and you'll see lots of ugly people having sex.
If hookups aren't working, my guess is that you're giving bad vibes. Awkward, deprecating/unconfident, potentially clingy. Your posts here are giving that. I'm also feeding your issue by engaging with your pity-farming. Suck it up and find something to suck. There's 4 billion dicks in the world, at least one of them needs your mouth right now.
To you, as a virgin, the hookup feels like a big deal and it's probably coming off that way. If you're not looking to date, just pretend you're good at giving head, make the top think you're just another cumslut trying to catch a nut. Wear a ski mask with just a mouth hole and try using that as your profile, it'll let people know you're not looking to chat. Take a trip to another city and cruise there, set yourself as traveling so you don't seem like a cling risk.
Getting past the first time is definitely the hardest, but the more you do it, the more your confidence will grow along with an ability to quickly discern the flakes.

>>2694271
>>30 year old virgin
I assume that's not by choice? I posted my story of my first time at 27. You got this. Go get it and then come back with the story.

>>2694335
This is all good advice, but I've tried it all on different men. I don't think any of the men I've messaged were that attractive in an objective sense. Almost all of them messaged me first. They were all flabby and hairy, which is the type of man I like. None had square jaws, ripped bodies, or anything like that. There was one absolutely perfect guy with a beard and curly hair I had a long conversation with. I did everything I could to please him, but he simply stopped responding for seemingly no reason. He even told me I was gorgeous and I thought I fell in love. Don't really know what to do. I've been alone for so long and the despair is becoming too harsh.

>>2694261
>I've hooked up with plenty of guys, but I'll admit I've been rejected by 2x more.

This is true of literally everybody

>>2691410
>No fantasy pedo stories
but thouse are the hottest ones

>>2691410
I'm actually kind of amazed I had such a good experience. I remember how dangerous attempting this kind of thing was with friends if it wasn't reciprocated and how lucky I was to find someone who did. I was always really worried about trying to initiate something with a friend and then they'd tell either my or their parents back then.
>Really conservative and religious family, internet blockers, the works. Best friend was the same way, both of us were trying to figure things out, insanely horny with no outlet.
>Never allowed to hang out or do anything with girls because parents were deathly afraid of premarital sex.
>Didn't even know how to jerk off properly or what it was (or if there was a word for it)
>We both did this thing where you lay on your stomach (on your hands) and press your cock into your hands and wiggle your legs around for a while until an intense orgasm from pressure
>Church camping sleepover at huge cabin with best friend, lots of other friends there but only we share a room.
>We're goofing off and can't sleep so we start flashing each other our cocks repeatedly to each other for no reason.
>Start feeling kinda funny and happy about it
>Ask friend if he wants to go to the bathroom in the basement with me (that's where it was)
>We sneak out and both go downstairs, it's really silent and essentially soundproof, no one down there.
>We pee together in the same toilet, really like looking at his cock for some reason.
>We start to swordfight, both of our cocks start getting really big and we're not sure why, we both get super embarrassed.
>Start hugging him and rubbing our cocks against each other, essentially frotting before we knew what that was
>I cum up on his stomach and it freaks us both out because it's the first time I'm not doing it with clothes on
>things get awkward so we both go upstairs and go to sleep, don't talk about it or see him for a while
>his mom and my mom are friends, so eventually I see him again
>months pass (cont.)

>>2694414
>One day my mom brought up how I hadn't hung out with him in a while and said I should invite him over
>Do that, was repressing the earlier memory and it didn't cross my mind when I asked his mom
>Friend's mom said he wanted to hang out (didn't talk directly to him)
>Friend's mom dropped him off at my house and suddenly it was as if nothing weird happened, we both fell back into being friends (better friends, too)
>Months earlier, discovered a way to get around my family's internet block at the time and started watching porn
>Me and my friend hung out normally until late at night, both of us were trying to pull an all-nighter
>Got horny and started talking about girls, eventually showed him how I got around the net blocker
>We both started binging porn really late, still didn't know how to masturbate properly so we did the laying-down thing
>We both strip off all of our clothes and start gooning on the floor in front of my big-ass CRT
>eventually friend suggests it could feel better if we did it on top of each other
>we take turns laying on each other and pressing our dicks into each other
>lay cock in his ass like it's a hotdog bun
>we basically start routinely having sex from then on, hanging out repeatedly, stop watching porn altogether
>We did this for years and became insane devoted faggots to each other without ever watching gay porn
>We still hook up occasionally to this day, never have anal sex but go mad with frotting and rolling around naked and feeling each other's bodies
>Actually kinda love him a little bit but don't want to risk ruining it (also his family still doesn't know he's gay and I don't want to become a suspicious major part of his life)

It's actually crazy to me now as a sex-aware adult how neither I (or him) want anal sex (it's honestly a little gross to us), we both just love frotting and hugging and sort of wrestling in an equal and pure way. I love watching his cock explode with cum, getting each other sticky.

>>2694387
>This is true of literally everybody
Really? I guess that is "good" to know that I'm not alone, but it usually happens right after I mention the urostomy. I guess some guys get ghosted immediately after mentioning they are a redhead, or Trump supporter, or 5'4", or have a beard, etc...

First time sharing.
18, living alone in a different country travelling. Saw an ad on cl offering young guys $100/hour to just hang out with late 30s man in underwear. Young, naive, needed money so thought why not, also messaged that I was curious to suck my first cock but nothing further.

Get to his place, family home, blinds down, family pictures all over the dark living room. Guy seemed quite normal, little bit overweight and hairy but something dark about his eyes like he hadn’t slept.

Both stripped down to underwear and he just hugged me really tight to him, breathing kind of heavy but just a really unsettling tight hug and breathing right in my ear, slightly sweaty body rubbing against mine.

Pushes me down to get on my knees and flicks his cock up out his boxers, 5 inches but really thick head and doesn’t smell too fresh. Thrusts into my face before I even have a chance to open my mouth and line it up. Holds my hands above my head and clumsily thrusts in a few times before pulling me up again and bear hugging from behind.

Hands all over me overwhelming and before I realise what’s happening I’m on my knees bent over the sofa and he’s behind me. Feel something wet press against my hole and I bolt up in panic and say no I wasn’t ready for that and I’d said no anal on message. He says relax it was just his thumb but apologises and hugs me more gently to try to comfort me.

Then the cycle kind of repeats with him getting more forceful and I end up in exactly the same position bent over the sofa with him behind me holding me down and something pressing on my virgin hole. I jump up again and I’m a bit panicky and his face is really annoyed looking. Asks me what I’m even doing here and reminds me he’s paying me. I feel really stupid for getting in this situation and a bit scared.

Cont

>>2694596
Puts all his weight on my shoulders and forces me down on all 4s facing him on his knees and he hate fucks my mouth. Really uncomfortable position on my neck holding it straight but I’m too scared to resist and just switch off and let it happen. Somehow don’t gag because he was only about 5 but his thick cock head completely docks with the back of my throat and plugs all breathing when he holds it deep. Sweaty hairy belly pressing against my forehead and I feel close to tears.

He’s just muttering what a stupid young slut I am, and how this is all I’m good for, to just let it happen etc. His breathing gets quicker and I can tell he’s getting close. His hands feel like a vice holding my head in place as he forces his cock to the back of my mouth and I can feel his cum shoot against my throat.

Starts saying ‘don’t you fucking swallow, don’t you fucking swallow, just hold it there’ and I’m trying not to because it starts sliding down my throat. Practically choking on it at this point and he suddenly releases the pressure on my head and pushes me back on the floor. Bring his cum to the front of my mouth and it’s really bitter. He stands above me and tells me to kneel as he looks down.

Cont

>>2694597
Comes down to face level and tells me to show him. I open and look up at him a bit teary eyed but relieved it’s over. He gently puts his hand under my chin and just casually spits a huge glob of spit into my open mouth like it was the most normal thing to do in the world. I was disgusted and tried to turn away and spit it all out but he had one hand at the back of my head holding me up and one holding my mouth shut and we were just stuck awkwardly there for what felt like a whole minute. He was just looking down telling me to be good and swallow and what a cock tease I’d been, and how I’d wasted his time. Eventually gave in and I painfully swallowed a huge mouthful of bitter cum and he released me to the ground.

He awkwardly laughed a bit as he slid $60 under the elastic of my boxers and told me I had 2 minutes to get dressed and get out. Emailed me after to say I should have been clearer about what I wanted to do, he probably felt a bit guilty he got carried away. I blocked him.
Not a great first time at the time but unlocked a lot of kinks

my first time I met a cute twink from the local community college when I was in my early twenties.
we met on okcupid and messaged back and forth for a few days before he sent me a pic of his cock and holy shit was it big.
I didn't believe him at first but a few more pictures proved it and I was begging him to let me come over, he made me buy him a bag of weed first.
we watched anime for a couple episodes before he rolled up a joint and told me to get to work.
I nervously knelt in front of him and pulled his shorts down and his thick cock slapped me in the face, and for the next hour or so he used my throat and mouth like a fleshlight.
I was choking and gagging and leaving spit all over myself, I could hardly breath but he kept pounding down my neck until my eyes were filled with tears and I had to pull off him.
he shoved my face into his balls and I sucked and licked on them while he rubbed his veiny shaft across my face and forehead.
when he came it was alot I had to swallow four times to get it all down and then he told me to jack off into my hand and lick it off, it took like three pulls before I came like crazy and I smeared my cum on his cock and sucked it off

>>2694415
this has got to be the healthiest and cutest first time story ive ever heard on this entire site
obv you know best, and idk how often you see him/well you know him, but if there was anyone to try a relationship with, its definitely him.
id bet you two are emotionally responsible enough to express how you feel, and try it out without it crashing and burning, and you could probably just go back to status quo even if it doesnt work out." its only weird if you make it " really is the truth in my experience

My first time I was 35 and had never really done anything with a guy yet. One day while on Grindr found a guy who was close by and was into anonymous sex. All he wanted was for me to walk in and see him face down ass up and just start fucking. I finally got the courage to meet him at his house and I walk in to all the lights off in the home. As I make my way to the bedroom I can see him just as he described, naked with him ass in the air. My heart was racing and I was having trouble getting going so he offers to start blowing me. I start to get harder as he blows me and when he notices he tells me to start fucking him. I get behind him and stick it in but only last a few pumps before I start to cum. Start to panic from the post nut clarity and run out of the house. Been thinking about it ever since and how hot it was.

>>2691410
>No matter how boring
I guess my whole sex life has been like that from the start. First time was with a guy I met at uni. Awkward like me, curious like me, watched some porn together. "Wanna try that?" Mutual hand job, mutual blow job. Cum. Done.

Don't get me wrong... I enjoyed it. I've enjoyed sex now right along. But it's pretty average. Trade BJ's, trade fucks, chat afterwards. "Catch you later". Hook up and do the same thing next week.

>>2694978
kek. same for me man. hooking up is fun, but it's pretty normal and vanilla in comparison

>>2691410
When my friend and I were 14, we got our hands on a pulp fiction magazine that showed women in bondage settings. I had already been into this sort of thing, but as self bondage. Over the next 23 months, my friend and I would talk about this off and on. It started out that after a couple of weeks he would ask if I wanted to look at the magazine again, then every week, then every few days. Each time we'd talk about what we liked and it became apparent that he liked being the dom and I was more the sub.

One day after school we agreed to try it. Strictly let him tie me up. I'd struggle to free myself and he'd watch. He admitted later that he went home and jerked off to it.

Somehow he convinced me to just wear my underwear when he tied me up. We did that a couple of times and one day he said he wanted to jerk off while looking at me. He did and I watched. The next time, we did the same thing but this time he walked over to me, forced his cock in my mouth and jerked off to cum in my mouth.

He was really apologetic and ran home (yes, he untied me) but when we talked about it a few days later, we both agreed it was not only OK, but nice.

After that first time we continued to experiment like the awkward teens that we were. It was fun and exciting and I don't think there was a time we didn't enjoy ourselves.

>>2693966
My first time was with a dude I met on grindr as well, when I was like 26 or something. I also started going to gaybars at the time (I'm from the countryside), and for the first time in my life people started giving me "the eye" or flirting with me. I suddenly realized that this is what my straight friends experienced already for years around me when we went out binge drinking every weekend. I felt I missed a whole lead-up to a first time, and immediately jumped to sex.
So for me it was with a dude I didn't know, didn't find super attractive (his dick was huge though), and it was super plastic and unromantic. He didn't even give me a drink or something lol. I did meet with him a second time. And for some reason I thought it was a good idea to try anal without douching. It was dirty, but he was kinda chill about it (we were in the shower). Still get ashamed when I think about it. Well.. If I ever meet a guy like myself in the future, I'll try to make his first time a nice time.

Mostly straight. Didnt have have first gay experience until recently.
Met up with a guy off sniffies with a beautiful 7in cock. Looked like mine but bigger in every way. He liked mine and initiated and quickly set things in motion before I could think of backin out

After spending my whole life having only seen my cock in person and ones online, It was very surreal when I finally saw another mans cock in person. Then I reached out to grab it and then I was holding another man's cock in my hand. First thing I noticed was my hand couldn't wrap around it fully. My entire life jerking my own cock I could always wrap my hand around it, but in one second of holding another mans cock i couldn't. It felt so emasculating and instantly made me feel like a little bitch next to a real man.

His cock felt so strong and muscular with a nice heft to it. We rubbed and slapped our cocks against each other and I was just marveling and his size. Over twice as thick as mine and longer.

My little cock was rock hard pointing at an upward angle and leaking then he started slapping his fat cock on mine. I loved feeling the weight of his cock slap mine done and watch my little cock quickly spring back up after.

>>2695957
Then without a word spoken or him motioning for it I instinctively got on my knees and crossed the point of no return, his fat girthy cock staring me in the face. I quickly took his red shiny cockhead into my mouth and started sucking it. He felt so warm and his precum was salty yet tasty. Mostly sucked the first few inches of him focusing on the head will I felt him thrusting further into my mouth. I started picking up a rhythm bobbing my mouth around his cock, occasionally pulling out to focus on the head and frenulum, teasing and licking it with my tongue before resuming sucking.

Eventually I heard his moans pick up and he took more control. He held the back of my head and began face fucking me. I soon realized how vulnerable I was on my knees in front of a 6'2 stocky 240 pound man with his fat cock gagging my mouth and large hands pressing my head into his crotch. I literally couldn't do anything if I wanted to. Just had to kneel there and take his cock. Soon he had his cock hitting the back of my throat and he lingered there. My eyes were watering i could barely breath and I felt like gagging so bad, he held his position in my throat for what seemed like forever until in one quick motion he pulled out completely his wet throbbing cock swinging in the air. I took a needed gasp of air and quickly took his cock back into my mouth before he could react. I took him as deep as I could because I was a good bitch and I wanted to please him. He let out a soft oh fuck as I throated his thick cock.

>>2695960
Really surprised myself how quickly I went from a straight guy to a submissive little cock slut in the presence of a bigger man. He then put me on the bed and mounted my face for a bit. Then he started playing with our cocks again before sticking his cock between my legs and fuckin the space between my thighs. I felt his cock inch further each thrust and spread my ass cheeks and press against my asshole. If he wanted to he could have fucked me right there. But he stopped as he was about to cum. He grabbed our cocks and jerked them together as one and let out some powerful spurts over my stomach, my face and even the headboard behind me i came a few seconds after. Our cocks and my stomach was covered in cum and he handed me a roll of paper towels. He thanked me and showed me to the door.

Havent done anything else since but i still want to meet him again to worship his big dick

>early 20's
>go on cragslist for first time
>see guy coming to my city in a few weeks
>looking to meet up at his hotel
>never done this before
>contact him, times, place
>first time so no specifics about what we want to do, what we look like
>just know he's married in his 40's
>get to hotel and wait for him in the bar
>he's 45 minutes late and I'm about to leave when he walks in
>short, goatee, kind of handsome
>really apologetic that his meeting went long
>tells me to grab my drink (my 3rd) and come with him
>upstairs to his room
>he suggests a shower together
>we strip down
>he's about 5'4", 140# 4.5-5" uncut cock
>fool around in the shower a bit
>get out and end up in bed making out
>he blows me, I blow him
>69
>he asks me to rim him
>not my thing but he's right out of the shower so give it a go
>asks me to fuck him so I pull out my condoms and lube, wrap my 5.5" cock
>pronebone him and really fuck him hard
>he's telling me how much he likes it
>I cum, rest a minute, then ask if he's going to fuck me
>"yes please"
>feels nice with him on my back fucking me and his cock is comfortable in my ass
>he cums
>we drink a bit and start round 2
>his wife calls
>chats with her about his day, how are the kids all the while stroking my cock
>hangs up and we fuck again
Sexually it was a good first (and second) time.

>>2691410
First time touching/sucking dick
> Friend is staying over at my place
> I'm 14, he's 16
> Play truth or dare late at night
> Long story short (one of us gave each dare)
> Dare you to flash your dick
> Dare you to get hard
> Dare you to lay next to me
> Dare you to touch it (it was warm and hard to the touch)
> Dare you to kiss me
> Dare you to suck it (him to me)
> I go down and suck him for a bit
> He returns the favour
> Dares me to suck him till he blows
> Suck his cock until he cums all over himself
> Won't taste his cum cause that's gay

First time fucking
> Doing a group holiday tour and share a room with a stranger for the first night
> I'm 17, he's 28
> Get ready for bed and he strips naked
> We chat for ages and he tells me he's a M2M escort
> He offers to sleep in my bed with me
> Tells me its normal and not gay
> Okay
> Make out, feel each other up
> He's enamoured because I'm cut (not American)
> He's British and cut (I'm into it)
> Things progress and he wants to ride my cock
> No lube, so he uses roll-on deoderant
> Worse sex I've ever had
> He cums on my face
> I can't cum
> Everything smells like Lynx Africa
> Look him up years later and verify he's an escort

>>2694382
See this >>2694222
Gloryholes are hot.

>>2691410
If you're asking purely about the very first experience ever, and doesn't go into too much to avoid pedo bait.

A family friend of mine growing up, unsure who started it first, but it was kicked off by us coming across porn online.

We did the usual shit, fondling, making out, and grinding. Can still remember my first orgasm with him all these years later.
.

>>2696070
I'm in such fucking despair. I've been using grindr as well as tinder for two weeks and haven't met with a single person. Am I disfigured? Am I retarded? If it weren't for Christ I would have killed myself 10 years ago. God, please. The loneliness!

>>2694650

That sounds about as un-hot as they come (so to speak). I hope you can find more "personal" hookups even if they are no-strings

>>2696092

If possible, you might consider moving to a bigger area.

>>2691410
When I was 20, I went on Craigslist and searched for a guy for my first time. I had a fantasy for an older guy and saw an ad from a guy in his 50's. Said he was married and could host (which was unusual) and since I couldn't, I contacted him.

We talked and decided to meet for a drink just to check each other out. That night I go to the bar and look around for him and it's just groups and couples.

I hear "Hey Anon" and look over and there's a guy in a booth with a woman. I go over and he introduces me to his wife. OK, now I'm confused.

He explains his wife is OK with her husband fooling around with guys, but insists on meeting them first. Over the next hour we chat, drink and I learn that she isn't interested in participating, she just wants her husband to have fun. Then she suggests we go back to their place.

We do and she says she'll be watching TV in the front room while we go upstairs. Me and hubby go upstairs, take a shower together and head to the bedroom. He's got a dad body, average cock, super hairy.

I guess I can see why she wants him to have sex with guys because this guy likes it rough. Fucks my mouth hard, spanking, spitting, fucks my ass hard. All things I guess he can't do with his wife. About 90 minutes he's done with me and tells me I can go. I get dressed and go back downstairs. Wife is there and asks if I had fun and I say yes (what else am I supposed to say?)

I ended up meting the husband quite a few times and met with the wife a few times, but that isn't /hm material.

> be 21
> socially anxious, have my friend force me to use a dating app
> open Hinge. Some guys look better, others look worse, all are average and it takes some getting used to
> text a few people, I manage to find two guys within a week
> i go to his house and we play smash bros
> he's a 30 yo doctor, 5'2" training in hospitals to be a neurooncologist. He tells me about the genes associated with cancers, and symptoms for diseases he's learned recently
> i add what I know about callosotomies, cause I know they're cool. we talk about science shit and play games all night

> a few days later we kiss, and after that we have sex
> i expect it to feel better than it really is. We are both ameteurs, and we both sucked at sex and roleplay. We each end up jacking off alone
> i get advice from a friend, he helps me figure out how shit works, and I tell that to my bf
> i realize sex is the most boring thing in your life, unless each person does their part to make it entertaining. But since we were both scientists, we couldn't help trying to figure out why shit wasn't working, and ruining the mood
> he tells me how he's had 4 partners, all childish and immature. he got emotional issues, went to therapy to fix shit
> *he never figured out how sex works, even after having 4 partners before me...*
> sadge

Hey guys. I’m 21 but haven’t really done much apart from kissing a few guys in the past and nothing more. I’ve been on the fence for a while about going the full way but I figure, fuck it. As long as I do my part in not catching something I at least owe it to myself to try. Mostly I fascinate about sucking dick and getting fucked in the ass so chances are I’m already fully bi

I’m vacationing in cali right now and am going to be staying in san francisco for the next couple of days. It seems like most of these stories start from online websites but how plausible would it be to hookup in person? I’ve been looking at a few of the heaver gay bars but I’m still not sure how likely it would end up with at least a cock in my mouth. Any advice? I’m fairly decent looking if that will help my chances

>>2696253
I feel you man. My bf is a scientist and he wants to quantify/get to the root cause of everything that goes wrong.

Have mediocre sex? Let's make sex as scientifically boring as possible to make it better.
Get into an argument? Let's break down every little feeling and address the problem, expecting it to be magically fixed.
Can't articulate an emotion? Let's latch onto adverbs and descriptions and discuss them ad nauseam.

Every experience and emotion will be compared to something similar, good or bad. We can't just simply experience something. It has to be comparable and quantifiable to something else. Tbh, I'm tired of our relationship being treated like a scientific problem.

>>2696279
I'm a researcher and dating a computer engineer.

I'm very glad he gets off on the quantification stuff because I find it very fun. That said I read a lot and have enough social/spiritual/philosophical development to not have the problems you describe.

I will spend hours on hours figuring out how to give the best blowjob for my boyfriend or what his ideal cookie is. To be honest figuring out his fantasies and learning everything about how his mind works makes me happy. I like learning about the people I love and learning what I can do that makes them happy. But I know a lot of processes are necessarily entangled with the experience we share together and by attempting to explicitly record it we can lose it. Same with arguments and articulating emotions, if you can get him to understand the forehead-nail video it will help a lot. Specifically in the "is this a problem to be solved, heard, or sympathized about" really assisted us both.

Have you guys tried going to couples therapy to work on communication? It sounds like you don't feel like you are being emotionally connected to while he might feel confused and lost.

Weird realization a part of why I might be having an easier time is I study complex/disordered/learning systems and internalized a lot of beliefs about how to study things and how to let things go from that.

>this dude in my year after smoking weed
>I'd invite him over my parents, who were open
>I wanted to smoke with him and then we'd see
>then after smoking I got like really high almost like hallucinating lol
> I smoked more than I should have to look cool maybe
>got anxious
>he wasn't used to weed but he surprisingly got really relaxed instead
>I'm tripping a bit but he starts to play with my dick
>I say "I have lube" and come back with head and shoulders conditioner
>we start jacking off
>he has a small dick compared to mine
>I ask if I can fuck him
>It really hurts him when I slide in
>He writhes in pain you know as when sometimes it happens for a minute or so
>then we just jerk off but then he wants to try again
>then uff I don't know he was moaning and I got really hard again
>just got in
>so fuckin warm and wet
>Today I have bit of a weed and sex addiction since that
> I just came as if a deep rooted switch just turned on inside me
>my whole body collapsed, I convulsed on top of him
>nutting with the force of a thousand suns
>now my dick is even bigger and I am just blessed to know what it feels like to have a big dick
>I may not have a beard
>But I have a big dick, weed and a hairy ass to breed

I saw him twice again but I never bred him again and then we switched towns

>>2691410
Not a fantasy.
>be 14
>just started high school run by religious Brothers (ICBs if interested)
>I'm pretty small so sports is out so join the school newspaper
>cover freshman football, who plays on Friday afternoons
>club room is the size of two closets
>after first game go in to write
>Br. X comes in to see how I'm doing
>Br X is short, round, doesn't look like he needs to shave and has no hair on his body (as I would find out later)
>he's really touchy-feely
>puts his hand on mine to move the mouse
>other hand on my shoulder
>leaning hard against me
>instead of just saying I'm doing good, he puts his lips up to my ear and whispers it
>hugs me when I leave
>does this the next week too
>I'm naive, heard the Brothers can be mean so just go with the flow
>following week he starts getting more personal in conversation
>conversation moves to sexual frustration
>says that he's been helping me, can I help him?
>I have no idea what he's talking about until he stands up and opens his pants
>fat little cock pops out
>"open your mouth"
>hesitant and he repeats it
>I do and he goes right in
>fucks my mouth, fairly gently for about five minutes
>he's close to cumming and really fucks it hard
>cums and it tastes terrible
>takes a handkerchief out, wipes his cock and hands it to me telling me to wipe my mouth
>says my article if fine and I can go and make sure not to tell anyone since I'd get kicked out of school
>becomes routine... game, write article, blow Br X.

>>2695986
>chats with her about his day, how are the kids all the while stroking my cock
Damn, that's hot

>>2696666
holy quads checked
>married men are my jam
>if the wife won't take care of them then I will

I've got my first homo date tomorrow (I'm 30). He's a Filipino twink that told me he's a bottom from the get go
We're going for coffee and I hope for drinks later
God I hope it works out I really want to suck his cock and play with his asshole, he has a pic of his bum on bumble I can't stop thinking about that
I've only done girls before, and never anal, I had a question for all my homo bros, can I ask him to get an enema ? What's the etiquette ? God I hope he does get one I want to fuck him all night

>>2696670
If he's a bottom he'll already be cleaned out for your date. It's fair to ask him if he cleaned out, or what he does to clean out ahead of getting fucked imo. I like telling my tops how much fucking work it is to get ready to take dick cleanly. they usually more appreciative after lol

>>2696671
>It's fair to ask him if he cleaned out
thanks man, I don't want him to feel weird about it, I'll ask when the mood permits it
I'll show my appreciation alright

>>2696677
word of warning, it's not for the faint of heart. the "process" is not pretty and in no way sexy or hot. but absolutely worth it for a good top

My first time fooling around with a guy (or anyone) was with one of my friends in high school. I was 15 he was 16, and it went on for a whole summer, where we'd spend the night at one of our houses and just play video games naked in our rooms until we got horny and started jerking off together. Most times we'd end up laying next to each other and jerking the other off, only a few times did we ever try oral, but we never did do anal, although I suggested it. We also never finished on or in each other and we finished ourselves off unfortunately, at his place we'd cum in a bucket and at mine we finished out my 2nd floor window. The one exception was one of the last times we did it, because I said I was close and started to get up so he rolled over onto be and pinned me and made me cum on myself then I said fuck it and finished him off onto me too. It was hot as fuck but it got on his sheets so he didn't want to do it again. Oh and also, I was a very early bloomer while he was a very late bloomer, so by 15 I was done with puberty and I swear he hadn't even started by 16, so my dick, which I now know to be pretty small, was bigger than his. Today my dick is the same size it was at 15, and I assume his is bigger than mine now, at least I hope it is for his sake, because he ended up being straight.

>>2696683
yeah I've done a few douches for myself to stuff things up my ass before eventually switching to condoms on carrots because it was less messy
I still use a prostatic massager a couple of times a year but I have to be in the mood for anal, which is exceeding rare, and always by myself
besides I'm a caregiver, I see shit all the time, I just wouldn't want any on my cock

I'll report ITT in a couple of days, wish me luck

>>2696687
he got cold feet, which was a little bit disappointing as I was really looking forward for my first homosexual experience and as he was teasing me quite a bit
oh well, at least I had a few good wanks fantasizing about him
no greentext from me this time, see you seen

>>2696842
sorry to hear it! hopefully next time works out better, with him or another

>>2691410
>Was 2nd week of my first year at college.
>Met a guy in the dorm who was a few doors down the hall.
>He told me about a party that night and we went to it.
>Mainly older guys - so the girls were interested in them.
>Went back to his room. His roommate was gone for the weekend.
>We smoked some weed and talked about who we each thought was the prettiest girl at the party.
>When I told him about the girl I liked I made a comment something like "I bet she gives a great blowjob."
>His answer surprised me: "Not as good as me."
>I asked him what he meant, and he said he gives great blowjobs and he asked me if I'd like him to suck my dick.
>I was very horny so I said he could.
>He had me take off my shorts and he started giving me a blowjob. And he was good at it!
>As he sucked me he pulled out his dick and started stroking it.
>I soon came and he licked me clean.
>He then sat next to me and said he was going to finish jerking off.
>I said I'd like to try sucking him for a minute.
>I sucked him, and he came after a few minutes.
>Most of his cum slid out of my mouth, but I did swallow some.
>Over the rest of the school year we traded blowjobs frequently.
>I think he was right when he said he gives the best blowjobs.

>>2696671
I don't think it's fair to ask. Not everyone needs to douche to be cleaned out and stating it like it's some kind of requirement is kind of a dick move on the tops part IMO.

If I say I'm ready to get fucked them I'm ready to get fucked. If you want me to go through a specific ritual to meet your fucking needs, kindly go fuck yourself.

>meet a guy in a gay chatroom, and through him meet another gay guy my age
>let's call him mous
>blah blah, one day we're hanging out at his house smoking weed and playing video games
>I'm texting on my phone, and his sister asks "what's got you so distracted?"
>I was the type of teen that thought shock humor was hilarious, so I reply "trading nudes"
>friend immediately responds "with mous?"
>can feel my face going red, everyone laughs
>sister excitedly says "Aww look at him blush! He must have a crush"
>just try my best to laugh it off
fast forward 'cause nothing of note happens the rest of that day
>invite mous to my place to play games
>the tension between us is crazy
>at one point I notice he isn't even really paying attention to the game, just looking at me
>pause it and turn to ask him what's up but he kisses me before I can say anything
>immediately reciprocate, turns into us fully making out
>feel like I'm high as fuck even though I was sober, heart pounding in my chest
>think "fuck it, he clearly wants me"
>place my hand on his crotch, can feel he's hard
>he does the same to me
>make out like that for a minute
>get braver, unzip his jeans and grab his dick through his underwear
>again, he does the same
>again, make out like that for a bit
>finally just go for it and pull his dick out then start jerking him off while we kiss
>he does the same, again again
>I cum first, him not long after. It was everywhere.
then we dated for 2 months before his homophobic dad caught us fucking and literally threw me out of the house.

>>2691410
>15 at the time
>7 years ago
>staying over friend’s house
>we’re both scrawny teenagers
>my only sexual experience so far has been some self anal play and masturbation (always together)
>we get into his parents whisky and have a couple of shots
>put on porn (straight)
>after 10 minutes he asks if I want to jerk off together
>I say OK
>he starts stripping down
>wasn’t planning on that but he says he doesn’t want to get his clothes messy
>OK
>we lay on the bed naked stroking our cocks
>he says ”stroke mine and I’ll stroke yours”
>we’re friends so this isn’t gay, amirite?
>after a while he asks if we can lick each other’s cock
>I turn around, 69 on our sides and start licking
>he rubs my ass and I react by pushing back against his hand
>eventually his finger finds my asshole
>my reaction is to both push back on his finger and go hard on his cock
>adds spit to his fingers
>after another few minutes he gets up, rolls onto my back and pushes his cock into me
>all this is very gentle, with my consent and feels great
>his cock is inside me, his warm body on mine
>asks if I’m OK and I say yes
>fucks me gently for about 5 minutes with a slow in-and-out
>sense a change in him
>starts fucking harder and faster
>new to me since my anal play was always slow
>this is nicer
>fucking hard, groaning, moaning, his hot breath on my neck and ears
>seems like he has gone from having fun to needing to fulfill his natural imperative to breed
>he’s making sounds almost like it’s painful to fuck me
>when he cums he lets out a groan like someone just removed his soul from his body
>we roll on our sides and he immediately jerks me off
>rest for about 2 minutes while he’s still hard inside me
>pushes me on my stomach and fucks me again

We hooked up for the next couple of years until we graduated and went off to different colleges. I’ve hooked up with three other guys since him and nothing compares to the erotic passion of that first time.

>>2697307
Any reason you quit hooking up once you went to college? I had a similar situation with a friend and we still hookup over 20 years later occasionally (He lives in another state). To this day it’s pretty magical, we know each other better than anyone else on this earth. I have amazing orgasms with him.

He got a scholarship at a school in another state but we still hooked up over summers, breaks, vacations etc. even lived together for a year after college. Wanted to marry him but he wouldn’t come out. Ugh, at least I still get to hear his beautiful moans occasionally and see his cute bubble butt as he goes and gets me a cum rag lol.

>be me 16yo already porn brain degenerate
>17th birthday lose virginity to white trash crazy gf. Start fuckin like rabbits multiple times a day for 2 months
>break up and start beating my dick like it owes me money more than before
>hanging out with a friend and her gay friend in her garage/carport/patio cause we weren't allowed inside
>we all knew eachother from school and they were hardcore emo types but I was firmly metal head but we all were in the same friend group
>shooting the shit convo goes to sex and my friend tells me he taught her how to suck dick and that gay dudes are better than women
>my first thought was maybe she'll suck my dick today the way she talking about it
>gay dude asked me what the best head i ever got
>didn't have a long list to choose from but told them about a girl we all knew that I hooked up and he said he knows he's better than her
>my friend says he should prove it and blow me faster than she did
>when I said i wasn't gay my friend told me to just close my eyes and pretend it was her
>horny teenage logic so whatever sure
>she closed her garage opening and moved the chair so the neighbors client see what we were doing
>closed my eyes and he pulled my pants down
>struggled to keep my eyes closed but was looking at both of them cause I was thinking they were gonna take a picture
>this was literally my gay awakening cause my dick got harder than it ever had with my ex gf
>honestly glad I nutted so fast, maybe less than 2 minutes, he was the first person to swallow my load and sucked it out while stroking me was way to much for my 17yo brain

Kinda went into a spiral after that being really unsure about my sexuality. Got really complicated when our friend group was thrown into chaos cause they were seducing lots of guys in our group to get their dicks sucked.

>>2697317
>Any reason you quit hooking up once you went to college?
He went to UCLA and stayed in California. I stayed in the Boston area.