For the past year or so I've been collecting images of men that I find aesthetically pleasing. Part of this is because I've been more into bodybuilding lately and so I've developed more of a taste for ideal male physiques, but I've also always been at least a little turned on by men generally.I would like to use this thread as an outlet for sharing stuff I find aesthetically pleasing as well as posting about my sexuality a bit because I can't talk about it IRL and want to think out loud. Most of my close friends are kinda homophobic, unfortunately.Anyone is welcome to contribute images that fit this theme. I hope some of you enjoy these posts. I remember there was another thread like this a while ago on here but haven't seen a similar one recently.
I am mostly straight and almost exclusively have sex with women but as I said, I've always found men visually pleasing to some degree. I remember as a teenager having a phase where I jerked off to gay porn for like a week because I wasn't sure if I was bisexual or what. I did switch back to looking at girls / straight porn because it was way more satisfying but ever since then I've had phases where I just really want to look at guys.Something about an ideal male physique is really satisfying to me.
I'm not sure if I could actually do anything with a guy. I sometimes masturbate looking at these types of bodies and they turn me on, but I feel almost no attraction when I see guys in real life. Which makes me wonder if it's really just mostly an aesthetic appreciation thing. When I see even a mediocre girl with a decent body, I feel like I wanna fuck her but I never have this kind of feeling seeing guys in person. There's only one time I can remember seeing a guy at my gym who I thought was pretty hot. But again, not sure if I could actually do anything with him if the opportunity was there.
I have had some experiences with trans girls and generally enjoyed them. One in particular was with a femboy who wasn't on hormones so he still had a nice dick and kind of a twink type body. We jerked off together and I thought that was really hot. I've been thinking it would be good to find a hot guy who's also mostly straight but who's cool with this type of slightly homoerotic relationship where we can masturbate together or do threesomes with girls or just be a little more sexually open than normal friends are.
I've installed Grindr a couple times to see what my options are like but I often chicken out and I think most guys there really are just horny and want to fuck (which I totally get because I'm also a horny guy) so a lot of them get kind of frustrated that I want to talk or just masturbate together or something. I probably could have sex with guys, I just know that it's not such an immediate and obvious thing for me like it is when I fuck women.I think I also do feel some degree of guilt or shame around this preference even though I know it's not actually that weird. Probably more that I know if my IRL friends knew about this they'd think of me differently and I don't want them to. Not because I think it's bad but just because it might change the dynamic a bit and I'd find that annoying.If I was just completely gay that would be fine. I think it's more that I have an established identity of being straight and I feel kind of uncomfortable being more "public" about liking or being open to men.
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>>2709092Yeah, I don't have any issue with being bisexual. That label is fine, I'm just not sure how accurate it is. Nice quote though.
