>finally the gay guy is in charge of driving me home and we walk away
>except that he doesn't take me to the car, he takes me to the bathroom
>in there he asks if I want to be an adult so bad, and I say yes
>he takes out his dick and tells me he lets me suck it if I want
>I was planning to be the top but whatever
>get on my knees and start sucking
>I don't want this to be the last time, so I do my best to do the best job I can, so he asks for more another day
>suddenly he starts moaning and takes charge, which made it 10x times hotter
>the feeling of his cock filling my mouth, the low voice moans, him attempting to go deeper when it's already touching the back of my mouth and can't go any further, and the taste of precum that starts around this moment has me diamonds

>I want to get my dick out and jerk off, but I don't know if he will get grossed out so I don't
>then he makes me bend on a toilet and pulls out a condom
>I tell him I don't want it with condom, but he doesn't listen unfortunately
>he puts it in and I'm in the best bliss of my life
>my pants are down now that he's fucking me and he reaches around and grabs my dick
>kinda awkward because his arms are not long enough, but he starts jerking me off
>somehow both places at once feels better than the sum of each individual place, and in less that 5 minutes I can't help it and blow my load
>he takes a big time to cum afterwards, I remember being there with my horniness gone in almost total silence while I listened to the party's sounds feeling awkward and waiting for him to finish
>he says he wants to cum in the condom inside, but I want a facial, so I force him to pull out and jerk off to my face
>he didn't cum much (a bit disappointing at the time) but still hot anyway
>he spends the next while cleaning me up and making sure my clothes are okay, and tells me not to tell anyone
>I tell him I won't if he buys me weed next time
>he does the "I leave the bathroom first, you wait 10 minutes before leaving"
>he tells me to go home, but I don't and I go back to the party and stay there for a few more hours, although I didn't achieve anything else
anyway we met again later and we started having sex regularly after some whining on his part. I was never able to convince him to let me top though. eventually I got a gf so I didn't really need to keep the relationship anymore

>>2712963
>me 53, white dadbod divorced, bi but never with a guy
>him 19 Taiwan student
>I post ad for BJ on craigslist M4W
>he replies that he's willing but never did it before
>meet for coffee
>lives with aunt and uncle. they watch him like a hawk (parents aren't spending $'s for him to not study every minute of the day)
>invite him to my apartment
>get in, both strip down
>didn't think males could have such a feminine body
>sucks my cock
>asks if he can sit on it
>tries, can't fit, just blows me
>week later, I'm pounding his ass
>first for both of us

wrestled with my friend when I was 14. He easily pinned me and felt his boner on my ass. He ended up grinding on my ass till he blew his load in his bum. Few weeks later he insisted to fuck me. Basically was his bf throughout high school till he moved onto someone else.

First time sharing.
18, living alone in a different country travelling. Saw an ad on cl offering young guys $100/hour to just hang out with late 30s man in underwear. Young, naive, needed money so thought why not, also messaged that I was curious to suck my first cock but nothing further.

Get to his place, family home, blinds down, family pictures all over the dark living room. Guy seemed quite normal, little bit overweight and hairy but something dark about his eyes like he hadn’t slept.

Both stripped down to underwear and he just hugged me really tight to him, breathing kind of heavy but just a really unsettling tight hug and breathing right in my ear, slightly sweaty body rubbing against mine.

Pushes me down to get on my knees and flicks his cock up out his boxers, 5 inches but really thick head and doesn’t smell too fresh. Thrusts into my face before I even have a chance to open my mouth and line it up. Holds my hands above my head and clumsily thrusts in a few times before pulling me up again and bear hugging from behind.

Hands all over me overwhelming and before I realise what’s happening I’m on my knees bent over the sofa and he’s behind me. Feel something wet press against my hole and I bolt up in panic and say no I wasn’t ready for that and I’d said no anal on message. He says relax it was just his thumb but apologises and hugs me more gently to try to comfort me.

Then the cycle kind of repeats with him getting more forceful and I end up in exactly the same position bent over the sofa with him behind me holding me down and something pressing on my virgin hole. I jump up again and I’m a bit panicky and his face is really annoyed looking. Asks me what I’m even doing here and reminds me he’s paying me. I feel really stupid for getting in this situation and a bit scared.

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>>2713126
Puts all his weight on my shoulders and forces me down on all 4s facing him on his knees and he hate fucks my mouth. Really uncomfortable position on my neck holding it straight but I’m too scared to resist and just switch off and let it happen. Somehow don’t gag because he was only about 5 but his thick cock head completely docks with the back of my throat and plugs all breathing when he holds it deep. Sweaty hairy belly pressing against my forehead and I feel close to tears.

He’s just muttering what a stupid young slut I am, and how this is all I’m good for, to just let it happen etc. His breathing gets quicker and I can tell he’s getting close. His hands feel like a vice holding my head in place as he forces his cock to the back of my mouth and I can feel his cum shoot against my throat.

Starts saying ‘don’t you fucking swallow, don’t you fucking swallow, just hold it there’ and I’m trying not to because it starts sliding down my throat. Practically choking on it at this point and he suddenly releases the pressure on my head and pushes me back on the floor. Bring his cum to the front of my mouth and it’s really bitter. He stands above me and tells me to kneel as he looks down.

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>>2713127
Comes down to face level and tells me to show him. I open and look up at him a bit teary eyed but relieved it’s over. He gently puts his hand under my chin and just casually spits a huge glob of spit into my open mouth like it was the most normal thing to do in the world. I was disgusted and tried to turn away and spit it all out but he had one hand at the back of my head holding me up and one holding my mouth shut and we were just stuck awkwardly there for what felt like a whole minute. He was just looking down telling me to be good and swallow and what a cock tease I’d been, and how I’d wasted his time. Eventually gave in and I painfully swallowed a huge mouthful of bitter cum and he released me to the ground.

He awkwardly laughed a bit as he slid $60 under the elastic of my boxers and told me I had 2 minutes to get dressed and get out. Emailed me after to say I should have been clearer about what I wanted to do, he probably felt a bit guilty he got carried away. I blocked him.
Not a great first time at the time but unlocked a lot of kinks

>>2713128
Absolute proof that being gay is not normal or healthy

>>2712963
I'm an old anon so some of you may not get this. Back in my late teens, I was in a garage band. We played high school dances and occasionally opened for other bands in clubs. The amount of pussy I got from doing that was unbelievable.

One day I met with the guy who would book us (an "agent", but not really. Just a guy with connections.) He wanted us to open for an up and coming glam rocker (makeup, long hair, feminine mannerisms and dress). Met in glam's hotel room and we worked out a schedule, play list, pay, etc... All the while we're drinking, smoking weed and doing a little coke.

Agent takes the paperwork and leaves us there. As soon as we were alone, glam strips down, gets on his hands and knees, tosses me some vaseline and told me to fuck him. I'm like "thanks dude, but I ain't gay" but I have to admit, besides the cock and balls between his legs he was very female presenting. So I lubed my cock and fucked him.

Post-fuck regret and super awkward after. Leave knowing I'm going to see him in a few days. But over the next few days I felt it wasn't that bad. At the show, he apologized and said it was the drugs. I said no problem. After the show we went back to his hotel and fucked again.

All this was before the tranny craze, but when that started, it brought back a nice memory.

>>2713130
>single example
PROOF!
I wonder why you're in this thread reading these stories?

>>2713141
Absolute proof that being gay is not normal or healthy

>>2712963
First time? How about two 15-year olds, unsure, talk about a classmate who "appears" to be gay. Talk between ourselves what that is like, how do they do "it"?

This started just after school started in September. First showed each other our cocks in November, touched them the day after Christmas and New Years eve we sucked each other. Three months of being unsure, curious and aroused, sleepovers naked cuddling in bed.

And then on April 15, while my father was downstairs banging out tax returns, I fucked him. and he fucked me.

>>2712963
I just got my first hook-up. It was an eye-opener.

(1/?)
>be me, 23
>feeling horny, seeing how gay porn looked so hot
>felt horny, decided to be adventurous.
>installed Grindr
>since it was the first time for me, i was very nervous, even as far as not showing/sharing any face pics online besides a gym pic that i blur the background and censored my face.
>one recognized the gym i went, nothing much but small chat but respects my privacy
>eventually ended up with a guy who lives a walking-distance away from where i live.
>decided to fuck it and went there with a face mask at first.
>guy gave me instructions to get in, he was already in a towel.
>went to his room , he laid down on his bed and had some small talk
>eventually he guides my hand to his dick and i started rubbing, he reached for my nipples and flick them around
>this made me calm down and get horny so i went in and started sucking (no fucking, i asked the guy if its cool if i just give him a blowjob and he gave a thumbs up)

>>2713440

(2/2)

>a lot happened, he caressed my hair before i invited him to shove his cock deeper in my mouth, gagged a bit but he moaned a lot. we eventually moved and he sat on the chair and i got on my knees like those "implied blowjob" videos you see online.
>most of the time he scroll through gay porn in his phone, i was a bit anxious and made sure he doesn't end up filming me as i kept sucking him off.
>he really had an attempt on his dirty talk but so much was happening, i could only moan in return
>eventually had to stop as it starts to hurt my jaw and just sucked on his nipples as he jacks himself off near orgasm.
>once near, i knelt back down and kept my mouth there until he starts cumming in my mouth.
>i promised him I'd swallow, but I guess a part of me couldn't do it so i pushed the cum out of my mouth while his dick is still inside my mouth.
>had to clean with tissues and alcohol before we go on to our separate ways.
>checked back on Grindr to thank him for the good time but realized he deleted our conversations since i couldn't see it anymore.

im kinda worried if my pics were saved or anything, but seeing the lengths i went through to hide my identity and how it was a fresh account, i guess i really shouldn't. i also deleted my Grindr, it was really a lot but i don't think i can bring myself to indulge more on it.

>>2713441
>most of the time he scroll through gay porn in his phone,
why do guys do this? I am 100% into the guy sucking my cock, holding his head, pulling out to kiss him, telling him he's a good cocksucker. You are engaged in live gay porn. Why watch it?

>>2713530
Probably for the extra stimuli, I don't know, I think he even got those massagers just in case if he needs it (thankfully he didn't.)

I feel overwhelmed, I think it's a one-time thing with him. Thing is, he lives close that there's a non-zero chance we might cross paths. I really want things to be hush-hush especially if I eventually go and have an exclusive relationship.

>>2713533
With someone else I mean.

>be teen at friends house
>friend wants to pretend wrestle for some reason
>he keeps trying to pin me down on my front
>he pins me with his bodyweight, I can feel his dick is hard rubbing on my ass
>he pulls my shorts down over my butt
>before I even realise what's happening his hard dick is out and is pushing on my asshole
>I whelp and whine as he tries to force it in, then he pulls out, spits on his hand and rubs it on his cock, then resumes a bit slower than before
>he gets it in and moans with satisfaction
>10 to 20 thrusts later he tenses up and I can feel hot cum pumping into me
>I realise I am harder than I've ever been

We got up, I went and pushed his cum out of my ass into the toilet while I masturbated. We didn't speak about it. But from then on I bottomed for him every chance we got for over a year.

>>2713538
your fault for looking so feminine

>>2713540
It's true I was a smooth twink and I deserved to get my ass fucked. Don't worry though I got what was coming to me - he spent the next year truly turning me out

> Be 21, college athlete in senior year.
> Finally break up with HS sweetheart.
> Always had bi thoughts and enjoyed gay porn, but never acted on it because of her.
> Decide that if I was ever going to experiment, it was the perfect time.
> Spend weeks on Craigslist. Send some emails back and forth but always chicken out.
> Eventually work up the courage and agree to blow a guy in his car since I had roommates and was in campus housing.
> Meet him in an out of the way parking lot on campus, get into the front seat of his truck.
> Park in the darkest corner we can find.
> I'm super nervouse but way too late to back out now.
> We kiss a bit in the front seat while I rub his hardon through his pants.
> Decide to switch to the back seat for more room.
> He's lounging across the seat while I'm on my knees and I pull his pants down.
> His hard cock springs out, and I'm face to face with another man's dick and balls for the first time.
> Just the smell made me start getting hard right away.
> I licked up and down his shaft before I pop his head in my mouth.
> Start to bob up and down, going further and further each time.
> I was scared I was doing poorly, but his moans and the hand on the back of my head was encouraging.
> My own pants are about to bust with how hard I am.
> Jerk him off while I give his balls some attention. Getting drunk off the musk from his pubes.
> Go back to bobbing my head on his cock, playing with his nuts in my hand.
> After a few minutes he said he was close and asked how I wanted his cum.
> Told him in my mouth.
> A few seconds later he starts moaning louder and I feel his head twitching on my tongue.
> Pumps the first load of cum into me I ever took.
> I swallow without a second thought and show him my tongue, which he liked.
> I thanked him and went back to my dorm, my own dick almost in pain being so hard without being touched.
> Jerked off the second I got back inside.

>>2713544

He sent a follow up email later telling me I was a good cock sucker and asking if I jerked off thinking about it. I told him I did and that it was my first time. He said he couldn't tell. I spent the rest of the year secretly blowing guys off Craigslist, mostly in their cars. I even took my first raw load in the back seat of one. I still have a kink for fooling around in cars after all of that.

My first time was with my older brother in the back of our parents van.

We used to play with our dicks in front of each other any chance we got and our parents were inside the store so we were sitting in back playing with our dicks as usual lol I cant remember how he asked or told me, but right there in the parking lot I put my head down and took his dick in my mouth for the first time. I still remember how thick it was, and how the head felt sliding in my mouth, feeling the slight salty taste on my tongue. I only did it for my 30 seconds because we were both too paranoid about getting caught but it turned into me sucking him off a lot over the years.

> be me, 24
> peak covid lockdown
> haven't seen anyone in person in over a week
> feeling lonely
> tinder isn't enjoyable, the conversation with women is a bit boring and feels performative
> been playing with my ass and exploring that side of things
> one night get horny and high
> download grindr while playing with myself
> chat to a few guys, get a lot of dick pics
> mostly just exposure
> wake up the next day
> message someone who just has a chest pic
> 400m away
> start chatting
> he asks to go for a walk around the local park
> we do, social distanced ofc
> i find him very attractive, which is weird as ive never looked at men like that before
> I suggest if he's open to it, to coming over to mine later tonight for a drink or two
> he says he doesn't drink, but does smoke weed
> perfect, I have weed too
> we make plans, i go home
> I prep, shower, wait anxiously for him to come over

1/?

>>2713130
why are you acting like straight people don't also unlock kinks from sexual trauma lol

Kind of started with a friend when we were 14. He kissed me out of the blue (he sort of had a touch of the 'tism). It was a very slow exploration between two kids who knew nothing except that we liked what we were doing. I lost him as a friend the day we had sex.

>>2713591
>I lost him as a friend
as in u became lovers or he gosted u?

>>2713538
Absolute proof that being gay is not normal or healthy

>>2713545
Absolute proof that being gay is not normal or healthy

>>2713578
Absolute proof that being gay is not normal or healthy

>>2713662
Not totally ghosted but everything stopped. For the ~10 months before, we were very intimate. We kissed, frotted, jerked each other off and gave each ither blow jobs. And after we blew our loads, we'd lay on the bed next to each other naked sometimes cuddling, sometimes holding each others cocks, chatting about everything and nothing.

The day I fucked him, we were fooling around on the bed and he actually asked me to fuck him. From the time I asked to the point I was about to put it in him, I asked him five times if he was sure. He said yes, no hesitation and even asked me if I wanted him to put a pillow under him to make it easier.

Minute I went in, it was like he passed out. No movement, talk, sounds, nothing. I fucked him gently, no pounding and came in his ass. He got up, got dressed and left. After that he wouldn't talk to me, hang out, nothing. Just walk away if I approached him. To this day I have no idea why.

Was always a little more on the feminine side and my cousin was staying over one night and we found my dad’s porn stash. After going through a few he asked if I wanted to see his dick. I agreed and asked him if he wanted me to act like the girl in the magazines, he said yes. So I started sucking his dick and probably wasn’t my best work but next thing I knew he was rubbing my ass. By this time we are beyond horny, after a little bit he asked if he can stick it in me. I’m not disagreeing to anything at this point. Took a little bit but he got it in, after a few pumps he came and we never spoke of it again.

>>2713545

You think that's bad? Here's the story of my first raw load:


> Christmas break that same year.
> Had bottomed once, we used a condom and it was quick and awkward.
> Horny every night, frequently browsing CL, watching porn, and toying my ass with a round travel toothbrush holder.
> Eventually agree to blow a guy in his car at night after my family goes to sleep.
> Super horny all day, toy myself thinking about it.
> Night time comes and I sneak out and meet him at a street corner.
> Super nervous, he seemed quiet and a bit shy.
> We drive a few streets over and park in a dark lot behind a nearby strip mall.
> Jump in the back seat and kiss while I pull his cock out. Average size but not bad.
> Put it in my mouth and get to work.
> Feel him rubbing my ass and reaching down the back of my pants.
> Loosen my pants and moan over his cock when I feel his fingers on my hole.
> He asks to see my ass, I turn around and pull my pants down to oblige.
> He spends some time fingering me with his spit, I can also tell he's spitting on his hand and jerking off.
> Gets behind me and asks if he can rub his dick against my crack.
> I say yes, knowing where things are going.
> At first he does just hotdog me, but then I feel him poke at my hole.
> He keeps spitting on his dick/my hole and poking it.
> I don't stop him.
> Eventually he gets the tip in and slowly pushes in the rest of the way.
> It hurt without real lube, but not so bad since I had been training my hole for days.
> Moan with his raw cock in my ass.
> He begins to thrust slowly.
> It doesn't take long before he picks up a bit.
> I hear him moaning and, without any warning, he shoves into me to the hilt and cums deep in me.
> He doesn't say much as we put our clothes back on and get to the front.
> I thank him when he drops me off at the same street corner.
> Sneak back in and bust an enormous nut with the knowledge of another man's cum up my ass.
> Jerk off again in the morning to the memory.

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>>2713702
No one asked for your opinion so shove it up your ass and get lost .