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Mum texted me a few days ago saying that Nana (mums mum) died . Yet i didnt feel much. I dont even know what i felt. Just shaken. After school i used to stop by Nanas house to have some sweets and watch german telly (this was before we all moved) without that i would never had improved my german. And i saw all the shows which weren't shown in scotland. She only spoke to me in german. Hardly spoke to her after the move due to being a recluse and working late. It was a rough move.
I had a dream yesterday where I was crying but not because of Nana. Yet I think it mightve been influenced by her. Im not shook anymore. But I still haven't spoken to mum and I don't know what to say

>>221766341
thankfully for me i have friends who are supportive. at my lowest point after my dad passed away, my friends were dropping groceries and visiting a lot. It helped tremendously

I don't

think everything lives at the same time past, current, future, everything, you just cant see it, thats all

What happened, pal?

>>221766509
It's okay Anon. If you weren't close, you weren't close.

Allowing yourself time to grieve.
Being with friends and family.
Reflecting on good memories with the one who passed, and practising gratefulness and thankfulness for those memories.
Keeping a good routine and balance between normal every day stuff, your hobbies, social activities etc.
Knowing somewhere in the back of your mind that time will take care of everything else.

For the isolated /int/cels here, just time.