did you have an abnormal life and/or did your family destroy your life in your country >grew up in a cult >severely abusive paranoid schizophrenic father >visibly dysfunctional from mental illness caused by life of abuse >stuck in nightmare minimum wage job >mother and i are basically 99% financially dependent on father because things snowballed over the years >didn't fucking finish college because i could barely function through school, even reading, because of said mental illness and also financial aid problems that happened when i got (physically) sick at a bad time >have had bedbugs for nearly 4 years because father spread them through house on purpose and even locked up infested items like a mattress from his work truck in his bedroom in the house with a LOCK AND KEY and would exaggeratedly scratch his nuts and laugh when he would see me and my mom itching from bites, constantly tells us "there's no bugs" or "the bugs are in your head" despite actual exterminators confirming we have them and finding dead ones I'm jealous of people whose parents forced them to study and get good jobs, like asians. Asians are also brave enough to commit suicide when things get too bad. I'm barely not homeless It is surreal to me how abnormal my life is when i think about my circumstances. All of my childhood friends have generally normal lives compared to me and at least aren't worrying about becoming homeless. Im the only one out of them whose life turned out this fucked up. It's surreal to me how easy it is to get your life basically completely destroyed just by getting unlucky. How the fuck are most people just living "normal" lives? What is going on? Why did I get so unlucky?
>>222947248bum niggas always have the most elaborate sob stories.>my dad enacted horrific abuse on me and my house was a biohazard but I HAVE to live there and have ABSOLUTELY NO choice whatsoever!
>>222947292i hope someone does the same thing to you when you try to speak to others about your suffering, eat shit.
