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>men commit suicide>women most affected
>>223067748Why do one have to commit suicide while putting other in mortal danger?
anyway yesterday evening i saw this gemerald and later i couldnt sleep because i ws laughing in the bedenjoy or not, maybe someone posterd it here already idk https://files.catbox.moe/2419p5.mp4
A decently cold evening for once.I don't mind it at all.>>223068133I wanted to post it, but I felt like it'd be an automatic 3 day and held back. No fun allowed.
>find a book to read>feel uncomfortable about the fact that if I don't read ALL of it (every single piece of text from the end notes to the title page, to the advertisement on the back, to copyright notices) it won't count as actually having read the book, so I meticulously read EVERYTHING on it>read a paragraph, but feel like I skipped some words or lines, re-read it three times just to be sure>there's a mistake in the text (a missing word or letter), but if I continue reading and ignore it, it won't count as having actually read the book, so I look for another edition without it then read that part, then get back to my edition>bothered by the idea that when the translator was writing the book, they accidentally missed some lines or portions of the text>think that there's a chance that there's a missing paragraph or other such things because of mistakes done by the publisher>think that the manuscripts they based the book on might contain mistakes from copying old books that mean I'm not ACTUALLY reading the real book>the translator may have poorly translated the book and I'm actually only reading the translator's book and not the original author
>>223068310What book did you read?
>>223068467herodotus historiesI found the book outside
There is something primal in about game that awakes strange masculine urges. Something about operating big machinery (even if only virtually). Maybe germs were onto something with their farm simulators.If i get stupid old (50+), ill just get a truck and haul timber or something
>>223068576They're entertaining, even if I haven't touched a sim game in a long time.
>>223068618Sure is
>>223068310>>223068485based OCD chadbut wiht books that old you may be almost certain that some bits of it were lost to time
>>223067923Why not?
>>223068310You fight ocd with desentisitasion. Learn to challenge yourself with thoughts - fuck it, let it all burn down, see if i care. More you do it, more you learn to control it.
>>223068824Suicide is a faliure of 1 being. It should not concern those who have their life in order.
>>223068815>>223068882I live in a constant mental haze of depression and ocd
>>223069053Substance abuse will make your ocd worse. Aside from that you just have to really get angry at yourself and start challenging your impulses. Accept bad things will happen. Get angry and ask for them.
>>223067687canthal tilt mogging the whole board
>>223069053well uhh sorry for your loss or something>it won't count as having actually read the bookmost interesting ppart. are you going to have an audit about readin books ahah, or is it bad memories from school kicking in there
>>223069176I can't say I read the book unless I read all of it
>>223069171also with his square jaw, ear angle and awesome whiskers
>>223069211who gives a shithaving such attitude must be exhausting
If it helps, books contain filler and noise. Its ok to skip crumbs. All the important bits were consumed anyway because you an autist for details. Do not waste your energy on other people imperfections. Gain main knowledge - move on to next book. Time is of the essence, to be so frivolously spent on litteral noise.
>>223069248I'm very mentally ill that's why
I guess i finally found a medium to listen to Art Bell shows.
>>223068913Why not?
>>223070663Are you mimicking a bot?
Mutts are trully blessed with their decades worth of allien encounters
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fL9mf_gP-OwI'll die next summer (no joke)
I wanted to get a new pc and start gaming again (I used to enjoy gaming) but now everytime I watch yt gameplay of a new (or older) game I immediately lose interest. Long ago gaming felt like it was something new, it felt like a process of discovering something, now I look at it all and it's just stale, regardless of a game I seen that shit a hundred times already, just looking at the cover I more or less know the ending, it also feels like a huge waste of time, I already waste alot of my time but gaming feels like it's even a worse waste of time thanks for reading my blogpost.
>>223073950that's true about single player story games. cant remember the last time i played one such gamethat's why i only play highly competitive tactical games1) they require strategic thinking, mental visualization, memory and capability to process information fast and make the right decision often in 200ms. brain always working and stressed2) raw mechanical skills which all depend on you3) teamwork, communication, learning how to deal with different people, how to speak with them, group cohesion, how to manage your mental state
>>223074354my point being that those types of games have an actual output to you as a person. its not just putting in hours and getting nothing back
>>223074354Online games are even worse, it literally is impossible to get into it unless you install the game on the first day of release and then play 20 hours straight to get somewhat good at it, also more often than not I want to enjoy a game, not spend time exhausting myself mentally. Other things like people cheating, pay to win, game requiring to form teams with other people in order to play makes online play just as much a waste of time (and also with added stress) as single player games.
>>223074986>Online games are even worse, it literally is impossible to get into it unless you install the game on the first day of release and then play 20 hours straight to get somewhat good at itlol
>>223074458You still get entertainment out of it, especially if the game and the story are good. Or it gives you a chance to experience something you wouldn't really have a chance of IRL (like the other lett with the Snowrunner posts).>>223073950>>223074986Sounds to me you never really wanted to give gaming another try, at least subconsciously.
Anyways, today's been a very long day.Good night.https://youtu.be/XjDj2ffaAgc
if these leftards and socialists don't stop complaining I will vote for the new right wing party that promises to reduce taxes, end free education, poorfag benefits and import a million africans and jeets to do manual labor
>I will voteWoah we got a big tough guy over here ready to change whole Baltic region
>>223073950Idle games are the only kind of games I play anymore, I waste a lot of time but at least I don't click my mouse 500000 times a day just to level up once a week in RuneScape or something
>>223077016runescape is an idle game
>>223077250Not all of us like running botfarms just to get experience of better games.
>>223067748many such cases
>>223070821
i will try to work a bit today, maybe i will succeed
>>223077016>>223077250*sends u to lumbridge*
maybee we are all bee
>>223079716*DDS spec spams ir salad ass and it all sends u to falador where a guy with unlimited DDS spec repeatedly stabs you again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again
Ban me if you want, but have to post these
And another one
>>223067687That cat ain't right.
Another one
>>223082294>>223082306>>223082338drei streifen auf der hosedrei linien auf dem spiegelder kunde will den stoffich packe und ich wiegehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZi9C1eSGCw
>>223082338Did he duck in time
on /lgbt/ there's a 52 year old lithuanian ftm transgender incel who has been on gear since the 90s and complains that he never ever had sex or a relationship or even seen a penis in his life please somebody please fuck him
>>223082946he is a perfect match with some of the lithuanian posters here. you should invite him to /balt/
>>223083008i'll link it there
postedit seems like he's afk
>ftmlmao turned himself into an incel
Apturėkite seksą.
>>223082946what are you doing in /lgbt/?>>223083674čia mergaitė ar berniukas?
>>223083910im looking out for other ftms
>>223083910>čia mergaitė ar berniukas?paliksiu tai tavo nuožiūrai.
>>223084231>Subaru is traditionally used as a masculine given name in Japan, but it is also a gender-neutral astronomical name....
>r u a boy or a girl>I'm a star!japanese is so funny
>>223083942Why?
>>223083674
>>223085473>>223085541now make her flat.
>>223085579
>>223085473>>223085525Now give her sex appeal
>>223086976like penis?
>>223083942https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQ1OUJ2kpPQcasse toicasse toiiii
>>223086992Preferably horse penis
>>223087794bet you outsize any horse in that department bud
bump
>>223070821no he has a point. if society failed an individual, why wouldn't the individual fail society?
>>223069248>having such attitude must be exhaustingDon't be jealous of him because he is based.
is everyone so fat that I can somehow wear XS clothing and it's still baggy?
>>223074354>that's true about single player story games. cant remember the last time i played one such gamelmao>that's why i only play highly competitive tactical gamesyou're cooked, as the kids say.
>>223075937if these leftards and socialists don't stop complaining I will vote for the new right wing party that promises to reduce taxes, end free education, poorfag benefits and import a million africans and jeets to do manual labor>promises to reduce taxes, end free education, poorfag benefits and import a million africans and jeets to do manual laborBut that's exactly what the left promised and delivered on most of them, except reducing taxes. Taxes went up.>>223076959me and my boys are going to vote, very futile with e-voting being a thing, but it's the unity of the people that counts.
>>223089567>t. auschwitz survivor
>>223082501people who listen to this have mental illness.Just like everybody who listens to rap is very low IQ.
>>223089705I'm what happens when a nigga doesn't drink alcohol, eat goyslop or consume a lot of sugar and eat around 1600 calories per day
>>223089771you like sabrina carpenter? I love espresso but her other songs are just OK. Manchild is okay, Please, Please, Please too
>>223089771well rap is kind of like poetry, they rhyme stuff, it was invented by a Swedish farmer in the 30s
>>223089836rap is low IQ trash. Everybody who willingly listens to that shit has been a moron.It's like crayon eating. Nobody smart does it.
>>223089878yeahhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcujTDfQ2Mo
>>223085381i dont want to become an incel too (wizard next year)
>>223089808You sound like a massive faggot.
>>223090747on the contrary I'm not so massive at all
>>223068576Just paid 125eur for this game.Must be my kind of autism.See, i dont always pirate. >i usually pirate
>>223091020I will be real w you my nigga, women like the one on the left or fat people in general instantly kill my appetitelike if I'm eating something and think of a fat person or see one, I instantly stop eating
>>223089301If thats the case, then its in societies best interests to round up all would be suiciders and just grant them their wish before they get funny thoughts.
>>223091092and if that is the case, it is in suiciders best interest to do things that fuck up society hard with as little foreshadowing as possible.Just bottle it up and pretend everything is fine, then explode.Naturally fixing the societal problems that cause people to suicide is out of the question, more oppression is the key to solving this.
>>223091211>just please everyoneDamn, why didnt this form of government was never tried?
>>223089771>people who listen to this have mental illness.who doesnt have nowadayshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1OrabuOQKc
>>223091257Because it takes effort to have a well functioning society.Things like corruption are not allowed, that's a big no no.Also you have to be considerate of your people and not just pocket all the money for yourself. That's a big no no as well.
>>223091774vgh
>>223091859Ok, which country is the best in this regard?
>>223091774are ukies using these as one-way drones
>>223092614those look a little heavy for little FPV drones
>>223092639they dont need to be fpv, they can be preprogrammed, like a cruise rocket is
>>223092639They're for those planes in the background.
saw 2 mystery meat brown guys with hot Estonian girlswhat the fuck man :(
>>223092875kek what the fuck is this
>>223093149life of a sub5 native male
>>223093149yeah, grills do be like that
>>223093484A-22, a Ukrainian ultralight prop plane.Funnily enough, this one's not really a suicide drone since it's meant for dive bombing, kind of like a remote controlled Stuka. A chance for Ukraine to use some of their sovak stock FAB's.There is another version that is a dedicated kamikaze though, that has it's cabin shut.
>>223093958dive bombing is suicide though?
>>223094028Doesn't have to be.But it's literally like using a Cessna to do bombing runs, so take from that what you will.
>>223093958An-2s were cool back in the day, they were taken out of service for some reason
>>223094249>or some reasonbecause theyre ancient ..
>>223094249We kept ours, mostly for training purposes I'd assume.I thought I had a pic of them back when I went to the parade, but I didn't take one of them. So a pic from someone infinitely more competent then me will have to do.
>>223067687this cat looks autisticlooks like he posts on r9k>women will never love me>it's over
>>223094093against russia it is, even usa doesn't want to risk their antiair lmao
>>223094552sub5 cat
>>223094552>>223094646That is a 10/10 überchad cat dumbasses
>>223089836>it was invented by a Swedish farmer in the 30sHow do you have so much esoteric knowledge it is unreal
Good night.https://youtu.be/czC9rUL_k98
>>223096222I studied freemasonry a lot
>>223067687IM CATMAN
>>223098149https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hy8kmNEo1i8
a dude was acting very nervous around me, he finally came and asked me for a beer
>>223098814you look like THAT? (right)
BMW crashed into a police car in wilno
>>223099038Mhah
>>223099038why do the BMWs crash all the time, the problem isn't with the car, it's with the drivers
>>223089567Are you a manlet? I wear an XL for the length
>>223099573The joke is it took a pigmobile with it.
>>223099573bmws are for men
>>223099964a girl once gave me a middle finger in a BMW, she would have shitted her pants if I showed her what I can do
>>223099038These noisy speeding bmw retards are always causing nuisance and danger to other road users, and despite this police never do anything about it and just don't care about it, lol this time police themselves got hit by a bmw. Fuck them both.
i want a BMW M30
>>2231043337 series BMWs look based
>>223104399demon machine
>>223099038why are poles like this
>>223104425tackiest thing everai slop level of design
>>223104567i haven't tried to make cars with my AI yet, I should try it sometimes
Rate my hinge bio
Good morning.>>223104333Older BMW's are cool, but the new ones are not optimal, design or quality wise. Case in point, >>223104425.Rather have a Lexus then (or a Volvo, but those are of even lower quality nowadays).
>>223104708Good morning I hope you have a great day
>>223104738Cheers, same to you.
>>223104681stick a pic of geocel there youll be irresistible
>>223104885too white to be geocel