>>223311212yeah, I do hang out on /bra/ sometimes but they do not like me very well because of my temperamentI do better with foreigners>>223311259there is a mosque in my hometown built by lebanese immigrants and I like to visit it sometimes because I think it looks nicepeople say I look arab so I might have some connection with Islam, maybe an ancestral connection, but I just can't understand any arab and the rules and rituals of your religion seem to be hard for me to interact with, I just accept Allah is real and I respect the mosque as a sacred place but I do not understand it and just go there to connect somehow with your religion, but I still think about God in my own inconclusive perspective
>>223311501even tho I am not a very religous person in a sense of any organized religion, the idea that Jesus is God is something that is so deep in me and I can't just force myself into not believieng itI don't consider myself a very good person, I am actually very shitty, but I do have feelings towards religious, poor people from the countryside where my family comes from, they are my spiritual home for some reason
١. بلدك ٢. هل انت واقع بالحب حاليا
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