33 years old. NEET. Had a terrible month so far. No solution for NEETdom in sight. Just wasting away life. Just realised I have made 0 real friends in life. No one to check on me.How are my fellow miserable bros doing today?
>>223400628Have you considered crime?
>>223400628Work sucks, you aren't missing much.
>>22340062831. Also NEET indiabro. I have money but I don't know what to do with it.
>>223400628i work, i study, i lift, i help run a little group/club, i have a variety of interests, i actively try to date. i still have 0 real friends, haven't made any real connections and life is quite miserable. i could drop out of all of these things and nobody would come looking for me, asking what's going on.life is just not meant to be enjoyable for everybody. should i really expect it to? just because i try, should i think i'll be rewarded? i don't believe in karma or meritocracy or anything being "deserved" whether good or bad, so i guess i shouldn't.
>>223400819I am too weak for that.>>223400842I know but I feel guilty seeing my parents rot away in a lower middle class existence. I was supposed to make them proud.>>223400867I want to say hit the gym or something like that but I wouldn't know what to do if I had money and free time either. I'll get my illnesses fixed (Insomnia, anxiety, depression) but after that I wouldn't know what to do either. What do you do each day? Consume media and doomscroll?
>>223401107>i could drop out of all of these things and nobody would come looking for me, asking what's going on.It's an awful feeling isn't it? Some of us are born broken in some way in that regard.>i don't believe in karma or meritocracy or anything being "deserved" whether good or bad, so i guess i shouldn't.Yeah, deserves got nothing to do with it. You can work hard and fail at everything while for some people everything just falls in line.
>>223400867I rather be poor but happy, all that study and career maxxing lead me to a lonely existence and having to chug psychiatric crap that makes me occasionally feel worse than before them.
>>223401327What do you do now?
>>223402151Vacation for two weeks so I am in a very good mood :D I am starting to hate working in medicine so much it is unreal.
>>223400628>I have made 0 real friends in life.this only thing im fine with because i seriously dont like people. i only regret not having memories.
>>223400628Fellow neet here. I had a great month so far, but I'm already out of money.