Why aren’t you a normie in your country
>>223448396Fuck foids
>>223448396Don’t want to be
>>223448396I am. I discovered this place while wanting to post world cup shitposts
>>223448396Too much hate in my heart
i am misanthropic and sociopathic
the average "normal" person i encounter feels considerably less normal than me
>>223448396i dont like talkingi dont like consumingif i had normie friends i would alienate myself anyways
they piss me offeither im jealous or they are annoying
I'm not a normie because i'm kinda nerd with mild neurodivergence.I struggle with these neurodivergence features through neural system regulation (sleep, meditation practices, trace element supplements) and practicing my social skills. Also gym.My girlfriend said I’ve started looking more like a normie over the last few years.Russia.
Being normal just means your programming went perfectly. You are a functional drone for societyI'm part of a bad batch though. My programming got all fucked up and I'm society defective
>>223448396A coworker recently told me>hey, you said you were an introvert when we first met, but I don't see that at all. I think you're very socialso I think I'm getting there.
>>223448396I'm a product of the leftie feminist dystopia that is modern Spain
>>223448396>be born >parents take me to doctor when I was 7yo because unlike my siblings I was quiet, don't do anything and just sit around like a piece of furniture >get tested by a bunch of people >get autism diagnosis >always placed in the retard class in school, never made any friends and never had any interest in doing so either >spend teenage years reading, building Gunpla, watching anime >turn 18, get on bux, no demands because tard>mom and dad asks if I want to move out >think about it for a while >realize I can fit more model kits and stuff if I have my own space >yes, I want to move out >they help me search for a cheap apartment >find one on the edge of town >apply >get the contract, move out >fast forward 10+ years of living the neet-cave life on a budget >turn 30 >my welfare office handler tells me to apply for permabux aka retard/sick pension >ok, apply even though extremely hard to get approved and most people get denied >average waiting time is 6-12 months >3 weeks go by >get a big letter in the mail >"your application has been approved" >oh >basically triple my spending money because much higher sum >life good That's my life. 34 now.
>>223448644What caused the hatred?
>>223448396>19 years of having no friendsthe sheer damage this causes cannot be fixed
>>223452775are you the guy who got on that swedish program for retarded people to work or is it another anon
>>223453914>program for retarded people to workSamhall? Was never even an option for me so no.
>>223448396I am giga normal in my country. married, stable job, savings in the bank, am in shape, go on trips regularly, don’t have a lot of friends but have a few that are ride or die, have a few non-illegal hobbies, etc. I have struggled with depression in the past so I’m aware that life is comfy for me right now.
>>223448396Too autisitc. I oscillate between being insightful and oblivious. The worst part is I dont like actual autistic people because they are too myopic and that kind of annoys me.
>>223448396No friendsIncredibly insecure and unwilling to open upCouldn't carry a conversation if my life depended on it
>>223452775>I suffer in Sverige
>>223448396Because I was born too ugly
>>223448396>short>micropenis>undiagnosed autism and/or OCD unironically literally no shot in hell I would ever be a normie
>>223448396because im different than the goyim
>>223452775Tutorial country. My autism diagnosis didn't earn me anything but disdain from my parents
>>223448396My family are Kaale (Finnish gypsies) so it was over from the start.
>>223448396God punish me as the only incel in my country though...
>>223448396childhood trauma
>>223454392are you white blonde blue eyes or indianized subhuman
Being normal is overrated. Retardmaxx and live your quirky retard myth.
>>223452775Based retard but unironically
>>223448396being a normie in my country implies being a retarded degen (LATAM)
i look like harry potter's creepy jewish doppleganger
>>223456963I will need your contacts asap once my script for "Harry Potter and the Gas Chamber of Secrets" is accepted.
>>223457156kek
>>223456270I don't think he needs to hear this from a Brazilian
>>223448396I don't even know what the definition of a normie is any more. There's people on this board and ITT who claim to be non-normies but have girlfriends, decent jobs and functioning social lives; what separates them from the average normie? The fact they sometimes say the nigger word on the internet when nobody's looking over their shoulder and use a dying imageboard to shitpost instead of Instagram or TiKTok? Then again, there's people who claim that anyone who has ever had a friend in their entire life or is able to leave their house without having a panic attack is a normalfag, so I don't know.
>>223448396I wasn't born one.
>>223448396it just isnt in my nature
>>223457610I have a gf and a well-paid job by local standards. My non-normie traits are:My brain never shuts up. I constantly have random ideas, imaginary conversations, and stupid made-up scenarios running through my head. It gets tiring because in public I have to consciously keep myself from zoning out into another one of these mental loops, otherwise I might look like a retard, start to giggle childishly etc.I have trouble with spontaneous emotional reactions. It is hard for me to react in a natural way, laugh casually at the right moment, and so on. When I somehow manage to do it, I feel like a superhuman. Eye contact can also be painful. Sometimes I meet people where eye contact feels weirdly “sticky” and uncomfortable, and then I start obsessing over the idea that "they realized how retarded I am." This creates extra irrational tension, even though I know it is all in my head.The practices I mentioned, gym, and doing productive work on my own projects really do reduce these symptoms a lot. Sometimes I even have days when I act confident and relaxed, but they are still pretty rare.This >>223450223 guy.
No I am diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder
>>223448396Because i fucked up in the 15-18 yo range and then right after covid happened, there's not coming back from that since late highschool and early adult defines all your life
I am normie besides being a shutin who is afraid of employment and never had gf.>>223452775kek i wish you a comfy life
>>223458664what makes you say that
>>223458846I am friendly, i have a few friends, im not remarkable in any way, im not ugly or beautiful. I do have some mental irregularities but on the outside im simply norm the normie (besides the not workin' / sexin' / outsidin')
>>223448396because my brain is wrong, but that's fine
Normal people are genuinely cringe Also I hate watching sports
>>223459321>im not remarkable in any waynormie doesn't mean averageit's a way of thinking
>>223458480those doomer fatalist views make me feel mentally and physically tiredthere's a bit of truth there but it just screams abdication of responsibility>i didnt do anything before...welp that was the last chance of doing something, guess i dont have to even try, let me be comfortably miserable
>>223448396>Why aren’t you a normie in your countrymy parents have autism
Wish I would've been able to larp people in the rural place where I grew up, because I think they're nice chillaxed people but just can't larp them.
>>223450223>I'm not a normie ... My girlfriend stopped reading
>>223448396I tried but COVID hit and I gave up completely.
>>223459732How would you generally define the way a normie thinks?
>>223459830I wonder if women hold us(non chads) the same way we hold the non blondes(not the top but good enough)
>>223460162I think the most fundamental thing is to generally focus on wondering "am I like other people?", and if not, trying to beof course there's exceptions and complexities, but most thoughts revolve around thisone opinion or behavior doesn't preclude this, you can have some weird opinions but still try to behave like normal peopleI guess it's "trying to behave like what you think most people are"
>>223460362>I guess it's "trying to behave like what you think most people are"or maybe it's "not doing this is bad". or "not doing this when you're not successful is bad". socially recognized success beats everythingI don't know, I'm posting off the top of my head while drunk
>>223460328drop the proxy, chikaner
>>223460433>>223460362Caring alot about societal expectations and other people views does sound normie coded.
>>223454091I didn't know I had a clone
>>223459968Damn you still here bro?
>>223457610being a normie means you don't have any major mental disorders and you have at least some form of social life
>>223460443Based angolan BBCs
>>223459780truke. doomers are just people who choose to be losers but can't quite accept that they make that choice themselves
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>>223459780That's true, but sometimes it's hard when you compare yourself to other people your age. Not saying it justifies stagnation, but it makes you feel like you're behind in some kind of race.
>>223462475>didn't have a single deep thought todayThis is not retardmaxxing. This is chadmaxxing. You simply loosen the grip of your neocortex and let your inner limbic monkey jump around, whoop and hoot, harass people for a laugh, and seduce the females. That's how all chads act.
>>223450286I always seeked out the social rejects to befriend because i thought they wouldn't judge me for being a femboi.
>>223454386What is it with American parents they are the same level of abusive retards as in Romania, an ex commie famine dictatorship.
>>223460162A normie is a cattle who can't see objectively. He follows trends. He worships money. He's desperate to fit into his group. 4chin is full of normies too who swallow ziggr propaganda like good cattle.
>>223448429i fucking wish ivan
>>223463066A femboi in Romania is easy mode
>>223462836becoming a "normie in your country" is not a competition
>>223463224No, it's not. It's extremely homophobic here. And i am old now anyways. I try so hard to think i haven't failed. Because i chose this life.
The following normalfag staples:>traveling>working>drinking>going outside>dating>dancing>sportsare not appealing to me in any capacity
>>223463373American sports are pretty boring so I understand why you wouldn't like them
>>223462836I'm not going to green text this because I'm a filthy phone poster and it's hard to get the lines right when copy pasting, but here anon, this is for you:the desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story.Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism.Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass.Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
>>223448396tism + unrestricted internet access?
>>223464805thanks for that anon
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