Where did your life go wrong in your country?
>>223969550It didn't because my life is awesome
>>223969550when i turned 18
When we adopted Keynesian economics and strayed further and further from G-d(classical economics)
>>223969550Simply losing mother at an early ageI would be much better had she stuck around a couple more years
>>223969550it didn't... yet...
>>223969550The day I learned to read. From that day on I escaped reality first into books and then to vidya and the internet.
went to a college I was half-interested in and basically wasted my twenties
>>223969550by 14 my brain was addicted by porn by 17 my brain was addicted to the internetI sadly learned about internet addiction and the neurology behind it too latehad I learned about it even one year earlier and taken it seriously I could've avoided it
Birth
>>223969550The fact that it never went anywhere and has maintained that trajectory is where my problems are.
I guess as a kid.1. Went to a school that had a SPED attached to it, they made us do gym in the hall the sped kids had lunch in & didn't bother cleaning so food would get stuck to the feet, that alongside the SPED staff being awful & allowing the kids to do whatever they wanted worsoned my OCD2. Then near the end of primary acting out made me friends & I did that but resulting in me not focusing & being put in the bottom sets3. That completely fucked my mental ability & estimations of my skill.4. Didn't go to Uni right after college despite getting 1 C & 2 B grades, more than enough to be entered in5. Now enrolling into Uni at 23 having to do a 5 year course for a bachelor, while everyone else my age either finished an apprenticeship at my age, finished uni for their bacheleor or have been working at their job for yearsGenuinely fucked my life, I also have to figure out how to have a t least one biological child since my dad wants grandchildren & my sister is mentally stunted as a teenager and refuses to grow up.
>>223969855Stop whining and pick up a trade and start making money sissy
>>223969892I have been applying to apprenticeships, nothing solid yet but fingers crossed.
>>223969561^^
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I just feel so fucking trappedNothing but dread and anxiety for the next day
>>223969550When I was born.
>>223969550The day I was born
>>223969935Good luck my guy
>>223969550I'd say right after I got kicked out of the Air Force during Basic Training. I was 18.
>>223969550Its been nothing but uphill since I was 16 desu. Really cant complain
when i dropped out of college because i cared more about doing drugs and drinking. now im almost 30 and hikineet
>>223970022same here
>>223969550womb
>>223969550Since the day I was born with a twin sister. Alone raised boys can't comprehend how much being forced to share your life with a foid and treat her equally affects your ability to associate with other males and be able to understand and relate to male cultural behavior. You also look at every foid like at an annoying sister that jokes around 24/7 and literally can't imagine yourself having sex with them, no matter how hot or pretty, which gives gay vibes signals to other males and disassociates you even more. I was also born a weak child because my sister sucked off all the juicy nectars inside mom's womb for herself, and ended up looking a couple of shades darker than her. Life decided to make me into a clown before I was even born.
>>223970006what'd you do
smoking weed gave me a mental breakdown in my teens which i never recovered fromi am severly socially maladjusted
>>223969550when i born i guess
When dad left to get milk (11).
>>223969550When my father didn't die in his drunken driving car crash when I was 6
>>223969550early hairloss made me go insane now im sterile
>>223969550Age 6 my parents sent me to a shitty school.
>>223969550when I studied and learn engl*sh
