I really wish I could have been something, but I am giving up on everything after failing at everything I try. I learned that my life will never be good. I am not gonna bother with an apprenticeship, trade school, or any kind of college, even with courses to make money, because I'm beyond saving. I wish I had learned earlier so I could have just written off my life. I am just too useless for anything. I mean, I tried the CNA course that was free and failed it; I failed community college; in blue-collar work, I was told I was too retarded and useless. I know I am useless because my father, cousin, foreman, manager, and bosses agree Blue-collar work Tried industrial roofing because I needed a job. The temp agency told me they would train me, but after 2 weeks they told me I was too useless, so my job was cleaning up trash. They mocked me; my foreman said I was too stupid to learn anything, so I should go find a job at Walmart or Starbucks. Landscaping was somewhat better, but they bitched at me because I was "defeatist" and negative. I told them I have very little to be happy about, and the only reason I was here was that the gun jammed. I also admitted that the only reason I didn't talk to any of them was that I had nothing interesting to say anyway, which pissed off people college I failed community college and the CNA course, so now I am home. Sadly, I got back from working my seasonal job in Maine, so I am back in Boston. I'm turning 24 soon, so I am planning to give up on a good life; someone as useless as me shouldn't bother.The only time I ever felt happy was traveling alone in Japan/Taiwan or working in the national park just doing groundskeeping so I could walk around the trails
>>226013714Walmart is Eternal
>>226013714it seems you've identified your path forward in your own post, no? join the park service or something in some state that's hiring, or if possible move to TW/JP and look for that sort of work out thereyou will live in near-poverty but at least you should be a decent fit for the job and want to kill yourself marginally less while doing it
>>226013714Why don't you go into forestry sector
>>226013714Consider flipping burgers
>>226013812>>226013816Because I am too stupid and it doesn't pay well
>>226013714Have you tried Cytomel?
>>226013714You can earn a lot of money in forestry in Japan.I know the pay is good in the US, but you can easily make a living in Japan. However, as you’ll be living in the countryside, there’s hardly any chance of meeting young women.
