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I always go back and forth between wanting friends to talk about my interests with, and also feeling too autistic to deal with most people. Doesn't help that it seems hard to find people who aren't too irony poisoned to enjoy things sincerely.It feels easier and more comfortable to just live under a rock and enjoy my interests by myself.
>>51146372It's hard to make friends. Sometimes I find people that like things similar to what I like, but I quickly find myself judging the way they likes things. For example, I met a lolicon that only plays gacha games and only watches shonen anime and has never read a visual novel and it made me feel like I wasn't talking to someone who understands me.
>>51146372I wonder why it is so difficult for so many people to hold onto sincerity.I feel as if it definitely has to do with having a job and societal pressures that beat down on them.I had a friend who went from a really bright eyed, passionate, creative, and couragous in trying new things and taking risk friend become someone who would keep up the fascade of being that while becoming a jaded and ironic individual underneath, abandoning all projects, having no courage or will to take on projects, and even going as far as making fun of the kind of person he was over a couple of years.
Why is my life so shitty?
>>51146372same bro...
>>51146406>I met a loliconThat's a good start compared to normalfags who despise lolicon. Maybe try introducing him to those things?
>>51146372>make friends>they abandon me>make autistic friends>they abandon me>make friends against abandonment>they abandon meNot a big fan of humans.
>>51146853He has a forceful personality that I have trouble dealing with. I'm a frail woman so its hard to convince people to do things.
>>51146930Relatable.
I just want to get money and kill people without having to get a job, I hate co-workers and having to simulate I'm happy being a slave to my superiors every day to not be kicked and replaced by a fucking foreigner
>>51146937Oh, you're a tranny? You won't convince me to transition faggot.
>>51146970What?
>>51146406>For example, I met a lolicon that only plays gacha games and only watches shonen animeHave you considered not looking for friends on Twitter?Semi-joking aside, I've begun ignoring everyone who brings up lolicon as a main point in their discussions early on these days because there's an obnoxiously high percentage chance that their entire personality is just spamming blue archive memes or "uoh ToT damn brat cute and funny".This makes me a gigantic hypocrite and a prejudiced twat, but I'm honestly too burned out on these types of interactions.
>>51146372Same. It doesn't help that I just feel like a stand-in until they find someone they find someone better. Maybe im just too autistic and crazy for this whole friendship thing.
>>51146975>there's an obnoxiously high percentage chance that their entire personality is just spamming blue archive memes or "uoh ToT damn brat cute and funny".It feels like it's a dopamine addict response. They get hooked on gacha games, but they would never read Kanon or Monobeno. It's just a meme to them instead of them having love for cute things. I love loli porn but even I feel sick when all these people do is masturbate with no amount of appreciation. It's just cunny sex rape etc. but without a hint of irony. That's all they know lolicon for... no moe just porn.
>>51146406>>51146937im too shy to contact a otaku girl i met in real life last time when i was 12 in the west coastshe gave me her ps2 and couple of games i still haveans i still have her added on my steam friends list and i think shes in her 30s nowi just find her relatable still after these years
>>51146989Do you wanna be friends
>>51146975>I've begun ignoring everyone who brings up lolicon as a main point in their discussions early on these days because there's an obnoxiously high percentage chance that their entire personality is just spamming blue archive>>51146987>It feels like it's a dopamine addict response.nta and I don't really do that myself but when meeting anons I will generally make a quick mention/reference to it in the first day or so I know if I should tread lightly or not (or anymore for that matter depending on the reaction, which hasn't happened yet thankfully). It's not a big part of my personality but when being comfortable and talking about otaku media, things like Monogatari and Disgea are gonna come up and of course I'm not gonna act like I don't enjoy the better-known things from them. >They get hooked on gacha games, but they would never read Kanon or MonobenoThat said, I am also a genuine otaku and in the case of this, genuinely adore Kanon/AIR with my waifu even being from it (and ironically the least loli main girl out of the five). The reason I'm wary of people who make it their personality is of course that it's generally it's for a reason and I'd like to keep those people away.
What if everyone here became friends today
>>51147028Befriending 5 people (the entirety of /jp/) is simply too much to handle!
>>51147031Tell me something about your day!
>>51146998yes
im not sure how this works lol but i really want friends here that won't be weirded out when i talk about my interests. anyways i just had to rant a bit lol
Please be friends with me if you like to play Touhou & listen to Touhou arranges.
>>51146372i can't make friends because i find people boring. i don't mean it in a mean way... i just get more enjoyment from my hobbies than from spending time with people. maybe it's also because I can't seem to find people with similar autistic mindset and hobbies like mine... i just can't be bothered. also, people don't really have good communication skills, they can't keep a conversation afloat, bring up topics, or ask questions.
>>51146289I'd advise you all to have a daily physical activity. You psychological well being depends on it. Preferably outside and around people.
>>51147447I'll say in my experience it didnt help at all with my mental state, but it is indeed better to be a healthy sadfaggot instead of a fat one.
>>51147447>outside and around people.
>>51147447I get my daily physical activity from going out for alcohol.
>>51147447I'm too tired and ill to do that
>>51147156Communication is definitely sorta a struggle for me, especially with online messaging.It's hard to know whether messaging someone will interrupt them when they're busy, or if they're even in the mood to chat. And if we do start to chat, I don't want to push it for longer than they actually want to talk. It's easier if the other person takes initiative, that way I know they're interested, but of course I can't just always expect that.
>>51147577If someone gets upset from you simply messaging them then they're fucking retarded. If they're busy then they won't even see it until later. Just try not to worry about things like that.
>>51147577Uwaaah cute shy hikki.
I thank kamisama that I still find great enjoyment in masturbation.
>>51147588Not that they'd actually get upset, but they might be wanting to play a game or something instead when I message them. If they keep responding to be polite, I might keep going.It's just I know I myself have times where I'm really in the mood to chat, as well as times where I have zero social energy and just want to do things by myself. And messaging gives me a lot of nervous energy.
>>51147577good to know, it's hard to tell if people are just bad at communicating, or if they're like you, shy and overthink things, or if they're just bored with me lol. it depends on the person if course, but I feel like I encounter one of these types most of the time. and as I said before, I'm also a weirdo... I would like to have a friend, but I get bored easily with conversations...
>>51147786you know you can have a friend without conversating that much with themshort exchanges, just sending stuff you like back and forth and whatnot is okay too
>>51147804i don't even know what to send them... we have some common interests like anime, but we don't even watch the same stuff. most people just watch some shounens and that's it. and my life revolves around my hobbies, I don't browse other sites, so I don't have any hot memes to send. maybe I'm just too autistic for all that stuff... sigh
>>51146937friend me
>>51147473I wake up and go for 2 hours of walkies and feel like a god after.The mind and the body are two sides of the same coin, take care of yourselves anons!
>>51148377Nice. Do you live somewhere somewhat comfortable?I'd like to go for walks, but it's so hot and humid where I live. Also in that unfortunate middle ground of too rural for sidewalks but not rural enough to have places to walk besides the road.
>>51148609I am currently fortunate enough to have a place with both a lot of routs to explore and good weather, but, I used to live somewhere so rural that I just walked along highways for hours.Something that I do when I am walking around is learn and recite songs, since it is a good time to tackle repetitive tasks like that. Maybe you can try and find something to get your mind off the heat.
>>51146372I dont remember making this post...Same dude, even when I do manage to find someone or group I'm always the one initiating stuff which quickly gets exhausting
Today was a terrible dayonce againIts good to liveBut its best to never have been born
>>51151329What`s something you like nonny?
I want to change for better, just a little bit, all I want for now is being able to get out of the bed almost every day, I got up yesterday, let's see if I can do it today too
>>51152459I woke up today, unfortunately I'm feeling so tired I barely can move, I don't think I can get anything done, I barely can stay up, I hate this but I'll stay awake as long as I can, that's my mission for today.
>>51153346Why can't you stay awake? Illness? Depression?
>>51153380Both, narcolepsy and depression, usually sleeping 16 hours or more per day, some times 20 hours a day, I will get better the moment I actually try to fight back, checking to see what results I can get right now.
>>51153513Cute. I wanna take care of you.
>>51153513Are there any medications for narcolepsy?I suffer from chronic fatigue so I'm more of the "mild" type of your condition.
I want to quit smoking, but ive made it a habbit to take a smoke before fapping and have linked those two togetherIts quite unfortunate, smoking is the last drug im addicted too
>>51153517Are you that "savior complex" anon? because you sound just like him, and don't call me cute, it makes me nervous.>I wanna take care of you.That would be a incredibly difficult task, I'm really hard to deal with but I perform way better when someone is watching on me, let me know if you want to sign up for it, someone else's presence would put enough pressure on me to make try harder.>>51153613>any medications for narcolepsy?Yeah but the local healthcare insurance plans won't give these for free and I can't afford them at the moment since it is expensive, even if I get a "real" job and switch to a better healthcare plan I still would have to pay for half of that medicine's price, still pretty expensive.
>>51153674medical issues are hellThe saying your health is the most important thing you have is trueI suffer from palpatations, which are really annoyingImagine feeling your heartbeat, alwaysIt makes it difficult to concentrate, very annoying
>>51146372>Doesn't help that it seems hard to find people who aren't too irony poisoned to enjoy things sincerely.this is very true especially recently. short-form content has been making people insufferable to be around
>>51153674>Are you that "savior complex" anon?He's that clique turktranny groomer, Madokanon.
>>51153614Why dont u quit fapping and then quit smoking
I feel like I could do more but I cantMy tank is empty allreadyThats too bad
>>51155521Would Madokanon really make that sober and grammatically correct sentence...
>>51155643This is lovely, anon
>>51155637>quit fappingno way
