Once when i was waking up from a bad dream i could hear defoko beside me and she said "and thats the results of the simulation i made" i told her "why would you do that" but i was comforted because it immediately confirmed to me nothing in that dream was real. I didnt see her because my face was titled the other way but i could hear her and i knew she was sitting beside me on the bed, parralel to my head
Holy crap, how can i archive this
>>51193305go on...
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>>51193305defoko doesn't speak english
>>51193901She's a vocal synthesizer she can speak Mandarin if she so damn wished.
>>51193305No. Much to my own dismay, I found that I was too sane to alter my perception of reality.
>>51193305i miss my dead mom.btw.also i swear i had a similar sleep paralysis and dream crossing into reality just not able to remember when or what
That kind of sounds like sleep paralysis but pleasant instead of mortifying
>>51193305One time i kept waking up and falling back asleep with weird impressions of Satori Komeiji holding me, not sure I’d really call her my waifu though. If you want to meet your waifu again one thing you can try is staring into a mirror for a few minutes while inside a dark room. It’s a surprisingly well documented way of inducing hallucinations and spiritual experiences, if you search up “mirror-gazing” you can find studies comparing for example the time to hallucinate of depressed subjects versus schizophrenic or normal subjects. Lots of cultures have believed that mirrors were a portal to another world, they’ve often been used in divinations techniques, they’re common go-shintai in Shinto; there’s a lot of interesting spooky stuff about them.
>>51197094mirror gazing doesnt introduce new stimuli as much as it distorts what youre already seeing. its not a proper way to see her more like a way to make my face look weird for a while. in fact with me i mostly just blend into the darkness around me and get bored to death. if i want to hear her and converse with her again i dont think anything short of psychedelics or lucid dreaming will work
>>51195833it must have been hardanywaysometimes you actually do remember right after it happens. but every second you let it slip through your fingers it fades away exponentially. you really have to obsess over it
>>51193305I do love her very wholesomely but I've never met her in person. I have been bleary enough to feel like I'm holding her before though (without masturbating -- that happens all the time), not conscious for long enough to relish in it then of course. Only dreamt about her a couple of times, too...
>>51197699I think some people can see more than facial distortions, but if it doesn’t work for you it doesn’t work for you. There’s a similar method of inducing illusions called the Ganzflicker effect where you stare into a red-and-black flashing screen instead of a mirror. I feel like I knew another non-drug way to induce hallucinations but I can’t seem to remember. For psychedelics it might be helpful to know that there’s a few psychoactive plants out there that are legal to take due to their relative obscurity, certain varieties of morning glory are one example. Of course, you’ll want to be really careful about the dosage and effects beforehand so you don’t poison yourself.You’ll also need a trip sitter for any and all kinds of psychedelics.
>>51197770>>51197770what did you dream about with her there? oddly enough ive never dreamed of defoko before i wish i could
>>51197818Oh, I'm sorry for downplaying it then. I've been with her for a while now so I thought it'd happen more often. Maybe her being a very nocturne character adds to that.The first time wasn't anything special, just met her and her friend having lunch like in the game she's from. Wasn't for long either. Second was a year later, was walking around a distorted version of my high school (like six months after I graduated from it) with her. I remember holding her hand and climbing up ledges which were by the stairs with the big round windows around them like in Monogatari. It ended when I took her to my car (which was like a white KIA with jeep tail lights, which is not even remotely what I actually had/have) and got in it with her, remember the feeling of being shirtless and feeling her weight on top of me squish me into the reclined driver's seat.Don't remember when the last time was but it was at least a year and a half ago, she was in her ball gown and we were in a weird hexagonal basement room with exposed brick with little drywall up and bright windows along the tops of the wall (not in a creepy sex dungeon way, think an unfinished basement in a house that's being restored. Or the safehouse in payday 2). There were other couples in suits watching us, we were slow-dancing and she leaned in close and asked me to hold her tight, which is something I'll cherish forever.
>>51197854uh huh nice am not jealous at alljokes aside i hope you can see her more anon. closest i got to dreaming about vocal synth relating things at all was about miku but it wasnt even miku the person it was her the programIf you dont mind answering whats defokos personality like to you
