>>43649467
Never topped anyone in my life and never will, glad for it

>>43649467
Good, you should have a guy top you desu

>>43649467
mosrly straight tranny here, banged a cis girl just to try it, it's not all that. maybe i'm cocksexual but even when i'm topping guys i get more out of it than that one time i tried pussy.

i was in a relationship with a straight cis woman as a straight man some years before i trooned bc i'm a disgusting neverpasser malebrained male moid man. it was ok

>>43649467
i would like to put my pp in a shota but that is it. it'd be yucky to fuck a man or a woman as a tranny.

>>43649467
>>43649477


I am very jealous of this as an MTF with. History of faking being a straight dude and being with women.

What you are missing:

Relationships where you ask yourself "so if I just do what i'm supposed to do that's fine right?"

Feeling gross during sex, telling yourself "sex is just naturally gross, human bodies amirite?

Waking up early in the morning in the middle of the night absolutely consumed with fantasies about bottoming for a guy as a woman (while your partner sleeps next to you)

Your partner calling you repeatedly to ask where you are because you "dont want to stop hanging out with your friends"

Telling yourself "Yep, I used to want to be a girl but then I masculinized and snapped out of it"

Thinking "i'm biologicaly capable of sex with women...therefore I have an obligation to BREED!"

Nah not really, mechanically topping is kinda mid

Nope.
>topping
Unless you count being a bit active during oral, nope.
Gonna get it cut soon anyway inshallah, have my first srs appointment next month

>>43649467
it feels amazing tbhh
im a bottom now and getting fucked is way less sexually pleasing than piv
which makes sense I guess

>>43649467
yeah ive only ever been with men even pre hrt

>>43649592
>I'm a bottom
>I prefer topping
What

>>43649541
agp rapehon

>>43649595
piv isn't topping imo
that's just intercourse

>>43649604
Ok moid

>>43649592
Not a trubottom if you don't think it feels better.

That just seems wild to me.

>>43649631
anal feels nice but it's like such a bother to cum from
obviously using your primary sexual organ leads to greater pleasure lol? that's why transtops are a thing? are you stupid?

>>43649651
>straight man deludes himself into having gay sex despite not liking it
The things I read on /tttt/

>>43649596

I guess you can add people on 4chan calling you an AGP rapehon to the list of downsides.

Honestly your thought process has the crude simplistic violence and enforced emotional numbness and lack of empathy of a man. One who sees women as vain, bullying, and un-self conscious.

>>43649665
sooooo transtops are...straight men?
then that means straight men dating trans girls are...trannies?
please elaborate dear chud pajeet

>>43649541
>Waking up early in the morning in the middle of the night absolutely consumed with fantasies about bottoming for a guy as a woman
Women don't "bottom" that means that you fantasized of gay anal sex and in your fantasy you had a penis. Agamp rapehon

>>43649665
>ali
sar please

>>43649673
Oh I've never had a racist assume I'm Indian yet here that's a new one
Trans tops are trans tops. People who say there is correct heterosexual sex that is realer than other sex are moids. Hope that helps.

>>43649682
Ok samefag + newfag

cis people don't "top" or "bottom" you agp brainrotten clowns
top/bottom are gay terms

cis people are mayb dominant and submissive in gender/sexuality relations but a dominant woman riding a submissive man is not topping him
(well I guess you could argue sitting on top is semantically identical to topping :^))))) )

>>43649651
Nah what I'm saying is I think there's some innate difference in individuals that makes them a trubottom i.e derives more pleasure from anal than penile simulation

That's why I think there's one camp who calls anal mid and another that thinks its the best thing ever

>>43649697
I'm OP. I'm only bottomed with other guys so that why I use top or bottom terminology. Basically I never use my dick.

>>43649697
Well, they do, they just don't use top/bottom to describe their sexual dynamic because it's redundant for 99.99999% of cishet couples

All top/bottom means by definition typically is who is penetrating and who is being penetrated

>>43649704
>That's why I think there's one camp who calls anal mid and another that thinks its the best thing ever
Depends how large your prostate is. But anal is pretty mid for a top compared to piv anyway

>>43649753
OP again. Mostly I'm less interest in direct physical pleasure for myself. Tbh I've only bottomed like a couple times, and not recently. I'm just too tight :(.

I have given A LOT of head though, and I give really good head to guys.

>>43649680

Well after you repress for long enough the fantasies anout literally being a girl gradually warp and melt into something that your brain tells you is more realistic because you've been telling yourself that you can't pass for so long and you just have to stop feeling the dysphoria anyway. So by the time I was an adult and dating women? Yeah sure i would agree was having a gay agamp fantasy and probably had a penis. There was a very long trajectory of different phases to my experience of dysphoria, all of it was intense. And yeah if you want to say i'm mentally ill and permanently damaged by that, it's a fair assessment, no argument from me there.

But, OP wanted to hear what it's like, and i'm telling her what it was like for me!

>>43649467
I've topped 23 women, 2 men, 2 trannies
What do you want to know?

>>43649783
would you be upset if you could never top again?

I mean obviously I'm missing out the physical pleasure of topping and dominating another person

I'm a repper and basically only have had sex with ciswomen once in my life.
I've done my first time with a baby trans (did not use my cock, only played with her boobs and feet, sucked her gock a bit because she was okay with it).
Then I tried some guys. Did not really like it, I blew off the first one, we were drunk and he dressed me up in fem clothes, that was the most enjoyable thing in the experience, i wasn't into the boy smell.
The other guy was someone who would have been a luckshit, a them dude who always was wearing dresses and getting called >her everywhere without trying.
Then a random femboy, very boring, nothing happened.
I started frequenting BDSM groups because I was mostly looking to get dommed, a hot passing bimbo tranny crushed on me at a munch and wanted to try domming me, it happened and I enjoyed it very much but ultimately she decided to not see me again because I was triggering her dysphoria although she had finished her transition (as in full social transition and achieved all her surgery goals).
Across all these intercourses, I've never used my cock and never cummed.
Finally, I met my ex (passing mtf) from a dating app and we spent 5 years together. She knew that I have had done fagshit femboying and still wanted to be with me, never understood why.
I put everything under the carpet and played the man game but it was a painful experience to do something that I have never learned, that no one told me about (I've not had male socialization, I was just an empty shell neglected by my mom). Initially she was crying a lot and when it happened I was standing here not knowing what to do at all, processing the thoughts.
At first we had a lot of sex but that was mostly me being a service top, playing with her tits, using my tongue all over her body. She has used my cock to fuck her but I never liked it. After 3 years of relationship we were no longer having sex at all. I think I may have fucked her 20 times in the 5 years span?

>>43649697

This is like shit you say in your first week on 4chan lol.

We know only gay gays say top and bottom. We don't fucking care, it's a euphamism so we don't have to say longer and more vague sentences like "have sex as a woman." The context of everyone being a tranny is what makes it make sense. You're just a newfag outsider thinking you're smart when you're dumb.

>>43649808
What's funny is he says this shit while saying "cis" as if cis ppl say "cis"

>>43649753

I'm the tranny who some other people were calling an AGP rapehon and an agamp gay male and stuff and I experienced both analand PIV topping as a guy and I thought anal was 10000 times better personally. It's way tighter and less sloppy and feels more erotic.

>>43649818
yeah if you call a cis person cisgender they unironically think you just called them a faggot

>>43649804
cont
The real thing happened when she started to play with my butt, that was a revelation to me. At some point sex with her was just me getting rimmed and me playing with her tits and feet.
After we broke up I've had a 4 some with a male friend, his girlfriend and his girlfriend's best friend. It was the first time I've had pussy. I licked both pussies and asses and mostly played with his gf's feet. At some point the girls wanted to get fucked so I did with the other one, I felt absolutely nothing and my cock was getting flabby in the condom. No idea how she enjoyed the thing, probably because she went my home already wet and was in love with my body. But it felt really off. I don't remember if I cummed, maybe from masturbating. My dick is absolutely unusable.
Then here we are one year later, I've started seeing my ex again because she misses me and have not found a new boyfriend, we have sex but I don't give a shit anymore and go into full bottom postures. No idea why she doesn't complain, I hope she finds a boyfriend.
And am repping more than ever. Long story but maybe some people can relate. I was never meant to be fucking anyone, I'm just a submissive person trapped into my body. As for do you miss out on cis girls, I don't know, for me it wasn't much different.

>>43649820
You have tiny dick? Anus is like a soggy cave after the spinchter, pussy is tight muscle tube that can milk cock. If you never get past spinchter, I understand, thats why I think you have a tiny cock

>>43649905

>you have a tiny dick

Hah, I wish. I now know after bedding 15 guys over 10 years that I was above average. But I got SRS so I havent had a dick for a while.


>soggy cave

Erm... the mucus membrane of the anus has less than 10% of the moisture of the vagina. That's why lube is a thing? what do you even mean by that lol.

>>43649944
>the mucus membrane of the anus has less than 10% of the moisture of the vagina
Thats its loose once you got through the door. Its just empty and no friction

Maybe you really are a rapehon

>>43649467
I never did piv with her but I did date a cis woman when I was 16, it wasn't very good, I felt like she was attracted to what she physically saw, but she seemed pretty disgusted and unnerved by who I actually was, it made me feel like I had to act in a way that wasn't natural for me to keep her happy.
overrated, never again.

>>43650005

That doesn't make it "soggy" though..... soggy means completely soaked with water.

I never really loved it pre hrt. I kinda just zoned out and got really sweaty pumping away. Maybe once I remember enjoying it and idk why. Vagina feels good on the pp at first but then you get used to it. Did it once on a guy and it was even less enjoyable.
I think penetration and using my dick as a top is at the bottom of the barrel for me but I never wanted to admit it when I was trying to be a man

>>43649467
i tried looking at videos trans girls topping women and it made them look male as fuck. now im too dysphoric to ever do it

>>43649467
You should try it. Women can be good lovers, and it’s important to know what real vagina is like.

>>43650081
Why would that be important?

>>43650167
It's really not
>was a bi slut before I started transitioning, vaginas are fun but I was always more attracted to the other feminine features of women

>>43650081
problem is no women has ever showed interest in me, so I don't think I'd even have that opportunity.

I slept with one woman as a man pre transition. It was okay. Sex is good. It's just not a priority in my lifem

>>43649520
>would rape a little boy
Kys

>>43649467
picrel is me. also mogs me

>>43649753
why would size make something more pleasurable sensitivity is what's important

>>43650636
If your pp is so small that you are only humping the entry, anal would feel better than it feels for big pp people

>>43650336
Not everyoneone wants to date a person who ends up using diapers if we have too much penetrative sex per week

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>>43649467
I've never even touched a woman let alone did anything sexual with one (aside from the few times women unprompted nonconsensually touched me like touching my butt or groin through my pants during high school...) I got my penis cut off and I've only ever slept with men,l. That's how it will be for the rest of my life and I'm happy knowing that.

>>43650081
>it’s important to know what real vagina is like
Why are some transbians so disgustingly transphobic?

>>43649467
I had sex twice with one cis girl. it was good but not as good as I imagined. Bottoming feels much much better.

>>43649520
Kys pedo

>>43649801
Eh, if it means having a functional vagina. No, not at all. If it means getting botched, even just complications or poor cosmetic outcome. Absolutely not. Like why give up topping and getting bjs for a subpar result. There are no do-overs and don't get me started on "revisions".

>>43649467
I kissed a few girls in highschool but Ive never gone all the way. I've also never topped a guy. using my dick during sex isn't for me.

>>43649697
*cisHET people don't "top" or "bottom"
important distinction

>>43652096
I have never put my penis in another person (besides their mouth).

>>43652118
why are you telling me this

>>43652161
Just to clarify what I meant when I made this thread

>>43649467
>Wondering if I missed out
i wondered too as I was preparing for srs. I stopped wondering when sex finally felt normal.

i think piv can be fun if you're the kind of tranny who is really comfortable in who she is, and with a partner who is unusually tuned in to dolls. then its just sex and sex feels nice. if you're feeling insecure or fucking someone who is weird about tgirls then piv is the worst.

>>43654369
I feel insecure about my small penis. Not only cannot I ever satisfy someone with it, I can’t even get penis inversion surgery if I ever wanted to.

>>43649467
gold star girlpenis..
girlpenis for sale, never used

>>43654387
oh idk about all that i kind of like that mine is small enough to be cute but big enough to at least top with. ig i got lucky

>>43649467
>grippy socks.

>>43649768
copium

>>43654477
My pp is 4 inch girth and 4.5 length, unusable lmao

>>43654574
idk my girth but omg we're like pp sisters mine is the same

>>43654574
Nah you can get away with that

>>43649467
felt quite a bit of pressure as a trooning teen to "at least try" but all my fantasies were with me being penetrated and all my IRL attractions were towards relatively masc men.
had srs as a virgin and the entirety of my sex life is as a post op tranny.
>>43650708
>That's how it will be for the rest of my life and I'm happy knowing that
based and very relatable
>>43649580
based

>>43649467
Is there any hope for me if I look like that at 6 months except without even the titties, flat as a board?

>>43654540

At least unlike you I pass, lol.

>>43650072
Real, I could never do like, the stereotypical porn PIV where the trans woman just plaps away in a stereotypical guy fashion but honestly I would go nuts if a cis girl wanted to ride me, that sounds way hotter.

>>43654955
based. I got analed before srs but never used my dick

>>43655406
>got analed before srs
tried anal play/training alone at home and it was painful or not pleasurable.
i probably would've found a way to make it work if it hadn't been possible to get the snip as early as I did.
>never used my dick
might've jerked off a few times. that wasn't bad but the pnc was crippling.
maybe i'm ignorant or w/e but i honestly don't get no-op trannies.

>>43655517
yea I never enjoyed anal. it always "burned."
I would jerk it sometimes, but never if I wasn't alone

>>43649467
why is she playing an FM Towns marty of all things?

>>43655517
>maybe i'm ignorant or w/e but i honestly don't get no-op trannies.
There's not much to get, I feel dysphoric about everything else so I take hormones.

the only cis woman in my life is my mum
otherwise cis women are creeped out by me
i have never had a real role model for what a female even is outside of some small interactions when i was at high school primary school was a write off
one of my recent partners was in an open relationship with me and theyd bring cis girls around sometime i cried literally just being in their presence

I actually really miss the sex life my cis f ex and I had, but I think I used it as a crutch to keep repressing for unnecessary years and it wasn't worth all the drama/trauma

I lived as a straight man, a fag and for 11 years have been living as a straight woman. I never topped a guy tho. Unless you count pegging as a post op heh.
I don't regret anything. The fact that I was once a 'straight guy' makes me love what i've become even more.