i wish i didnt feel dysphorialike the constant discomfort of not being a tranny doesnt outweigh the humiliation that sometimes comes with being one so i transitionedbut ideally i wouldve liked if my comfort position was somewhere in the nonbinary spectrum or being a softer guyi do genuinely envy the people who can be comfortable doing the femguy larp because it seems nicer than having to do the full humiliation ritual