>pseudoandrophile on HRT>finally pass >finally get a boyfriend>realize I'll always be unhappy because I can't be a woman, am stuck as a man, and have no value as a man Should I just kill myself? I've seen seven different therapists and they're inevitably unequipped to deal with someone who only did this to themselves because they hated being treated as a shit-tier male to begin with.
>>43678756u just have to accept yourself dummy, no therapist can help you with being trans no matter how you feel, everyone must accept themselves unequivocally.
>>436790381. I'm not trans. 2. I have accepted myself.
you are your actions. we aren’t ideas or ideals we are what we do. you are a tranny because you transitioned. call it dumb or whatever but it’s how most ppl would see it
i'm married to a man and am post op and still think of myself as a failed male. except i find that hot and he does too.besides, it's not bad at all for a failed male to pass and get a bf (you) so you're already off to a good start.>I'll always be unhappy because I can't be a womanor you could adopt more realistic goals like the being the best wife you can be and be the best person you can be as socially female. these ARE achievable.
>>43679149I didn't transition, I don't have or want a vagina. I align with my natal sex, therefore I'm not a trans woman. >>43679187Well that's completely different, you're a woman, I'm not.
>>43679069>I have acceptedif anything you've reported about your internal life is true, then you must be lyingYou're using the childish assessment of truth that many people come to when they're smart enough to ignore how retarded they really are. "More harsh/painful/bad=more truer" is the kind of standard people use when they're afraid to accept how indifferent life is to their frustrations. acceptance=/= knowledge of a truth or essential feature/quality
>>43679218>you're a womanI wish, lol.I'm just a MEFy perv. the fakest tranny that exists. but made peace with this and just rolled with it.
>>43679230>acceptance=/= knowledge of a truth or essential feature/qualityIsn't that you just doing gymnastics? >>43679239Well you're still a thousand times more "real" than I am.
>>43679187giwtwm
>>43679239I wish all trannies were like this, like the kinda dynamic where sure I'd treat you like a woman in every way but deep down we'd both know that you're a failed male fag that just wants to be dominated by real men and you wanna be told as much while getting the boy fucked out of you
>>43679459>you're a failed male fagnot even a complete fag. I lived as a straight man at some point.>I wish all trannies were like thismef and hsts were more the norm when I began transitioning (in 2014) but then things gradually changed.
>>43678756I'm in the same place OP except I ended up dating a masc cis woman who affirms me 24/7 (despite only liking men). I don't find her attractive unfortunately. I don't plan on dying because I like to hope there is happiness eventually
>>43679381what's stopping you from achieving that?
>>43678756>realize I'll always be unhappy because I can't be a womanWhat part of womanhood are you missing out on that you want and are unhappy about not having?
>>43680046nta but same, i'm just too much of a pussy to get srs, and too much fearmongering about guys hating them ig
>>43679619>I'm in the same place OP except not remotely because I date a woman and thererfore have value, unlike the OP who doesn't>>43680395The freedom to be myself without being attackedThe ability to socialize and be bubbly like Most Women, community The ability to get pregnant
>>43679187>i'm married to a man and am post op and still think of myself as a failed male.This is worrisome to read. I thought SRS would remove the failed male feelings for good, but they've persisted. Now you're saying even being married to a man doesn't cure the feelings? That's bleak. I just want to forget my past and live as a normal woman...
>>43678756Thats cool but tell me where you are so I can walk up to you and grab your ass in public.
>>43678756Post tits
>>43680584Lowkey it is kind of true though that the inability to have kids just makes you think wow there's no fucking point to any of this. All that bullshit for nothing rly
>>43680584>>43682643Not OP, but the way I look at it is that I would've been childless either way. Having that as a given makes it a lot easier to accept transitioning/dating men/needing SRS.
>>43681058it really does depend on the individual. on some it goes the way you hope, on others not really.in my case things worked out this way at least in part because i'm a "fake" tranny and the drive for my transition was the fetish first.to me it's not bleak. I live as a normal woman except in the bedroom where the mechanics are feminine but the mind is not. I'm not even upset by it because the tension is what makes it hot to me.
