How do you get over the shame of being a tranny and the shame of being into men? Instead of being a man and starting a family, I trooned out and crossdress and grew boobs and got the snip. Instead of marrying a woman, I got engaged to a man and let him ravage me and fill my fake pussy every night.I've been girlmode, passing, and post-op for years but I still think about the shame every single day...
>>43681489> dooming girlyou just know that she smells of so much seductive pheromones
I dunno I never had internalized homophobia/misogyny to begin with
>>43681489have you considered enjoying it? shame is a pleasure you only really get to enjoy for so long, before maturity renders it meaningless to you
>>43682286ignore this reply if it makes no sense to you, sorry:is this also you?
>>43681489You should be happy about fulfilling your purpose in life according to your nature!
>>43681489Have kids, boywife
>>43682304it sort of was me, but isnt anymore. i used to have like, really bad shame for being a bottom specifically, and being a femme bottom even worse. its taken me a good 10 years of negotiating this (back and forth on expression and repression of it to try and find some socially tolerable middle ground) as an adult before i eventually caved and said "fuck it, im dont feeling shame for what i am. id frankly rather be socially naked than suffer any more of this pretentious, weird larp bullshit thats forced on me."my ultimate decision was to troon out, because theres 0 fucking ambiguity left in that for other people to exploit, but youre already transitioned so you need some other method of embracing your own subjectivity over what other people think you should be.
>>43682286>have you considered enjoying it?Sometimes. I can enjoy it in the bedroom at least if I'm willing to ask my fiance to indulge me in it (he's usually too nice to call me a tranny or failed male unless I ask him too.>>43682426What is my purpose in life according to my nature?>>43682489I wish I could, but I can't be pregnant and I don't like women.
>>43683575Becoming a man's cute little obedient wife!
>>43683575>Sometimes. I can enjoy it in the bedroom at least if I'm willing to ask my fiance to indulge me in it (he's usually too nice to call me a tranny or failed male unless I ask him too.blessglad you got a man who loves you, nona
>>43682560i'm not op and this isn't exactly what i was asking, but you answered my question anyway. i'm glad you've wrested control of yourself nona :) i'm sure this answer is helpful to her, too.i hope you and op both have wonderful lives <3
>>43681489if you're already doing all these things, you aren't truly ashamed.
