Title says it all, really. I'm just so fucking done.I've been gay for as long as i remember. I've only ever been with other men, but I just can't fucking take it anymore.I'm so tired of having to force myself to sleep with guys, even though i find them disgusting. Meanwhile, i walk past women on the street every day, secretly wishing i could be with them instead.I've even had female colleagues show me attention, but I have to turn them down because, again, i'm gay.I've thought of quitting sex altogether, but then i'd just be a sexless loser.What the fuck am I supposed to do?Do I just hook up with a girl and pretend it didn't happen afterwards?Pic unrelated.
I don't think you're gay.
Homosexuality is a mental illness and a dysfunction. It’s disgusting and repulsive. I wish I could be cured and be in a straight relationship with a girl. Sadly they outlawed conversion therapy so I’m trying to perform it on myself. It doesn’t work obviously.
>>43684758i think i turned gay because i liked twinks and femboys more than women, who always rejected me. but now im older and i never got a twink or femboy, women still hate me and my only sexual options is being a bottom for men. which is ok but i feel like im missing out on something beautiful. i wanna be a cute boy and kiss cute boys. i played myself.
>>43684758being a gay man is better than being anything else. i wish i was gay instead of a tranny. gay love is so beautiful and pure. you guys get all the sweet and caring guys. i dont even read hetslop romantic novels anymore.
Most people here cannot accept being gay and take estrogen and pretend to be straight women.
It's called experimenting. Or bisexuality if you're not insecure.
>>43684758>i walk past women on the street every day, secretly wishing i could be with them instead.Have you considered transbianism?
>>43686467>if a gay man experiments with a woman and don't like it he is still gay>if a straight man experiments with a man and don't like it he MUST be bisexual, not straight
>>43684758Just be glad you're gay and not trans accept yourself
>>43686503Yes that's true and if you can't figure out the reason why it's your problem
>>43686487I suppose that could be a way to be with a woman and still be gay. I don't feel like a woman myself though.
>>43684758Why is this board so full of retarded repressors (both gay and transgender), it's exhausting. Is it just people LARPing or is there some reason why this board attracts them in particular?
>>43684758Same. I hate being gay and everything that comes with it. I can imagine myself being with a woman and my life being so much better and easier and I can feel like I can find women appealing, but irl its like a magnetic repulsion towards them. I just cant make myself see them in a way where id want to be intimate or romantic with them.
>>43686514It seems like a bigoted double standard.I'm 100% straight for women (and everybody) even if I did some "mistakes" in the past.
>>43686569Yes I know it seems like a double standard to you. I also know you're not gay which is probably why you don't understand it
